HEY! i'm back! finally i finished this chapter! sorry it took me long. you won't belive this. i had the half of every chapter that i must update in my ipod and now it doesn't work anymore! i hate those things! so i had to rewrite all of them and this is the second i finished. i have jsut one final test left on thursday this week, so then i'll be posting and updating and writting as soon as possible every single chapter. i'm hoping i'll be able to finish this story before my vacations ends. ok, now...

ENJOY

WARNING: suddenly everything turns hot and wild....

"Wow really? That's great! Of course I'll be there TK. I wouldn't miss your wedding for anything. Yes bro, I promise" I said through the phone. I heard Mimi waking up and I felt the hurry of hanging up. "So, when is finally the big day? Yeah of course, I'll buy the ticket and be there, don't worry. Ok, bye!" I kept smiling for a few seconds. My brother was finally getting married and I was his best man. I had to get back and then I realized it. I have to.

"Everything is alright?" Mimi asked me still half asleep. She walk to me and took me by the cheek. "You look worry, is everything fine?"

"Yeah, my brother has finally set the day of their wedding" I told her. My voice sounded relief but worried.

"That's great! So, whens the big day?" i've alredy told her why i left my home and also why the wedding's day of my brother had the date change two months ago in the beach. She knew everything and she knew also that someday I would have to go back.

"Ten days conting from now..." I said sadly. My brother was getting married and it was huge! I was happy about that but that also included leaving Mimi. She stared at me blankly.

"And of course you'll have to return a couple of days before because you are the best man" her voice sounded monoton. She knew what it means. And she hated it. I hated it too. She gave me a fake smile and do her best to make it seem genuine.

"I'll have to go back in two days. The flight is at 3 a.m." she stood there thinking, with the lips parted speechless. "I'm so—"

"Let's go"

"What?"

"I said let's go!" she grabbed her purse and looked for her keys.

"Where?" she stopped at the door looked down and stared a fews seconds at her pajamas.

"Take a quick shower, grab your stuff and meet you at me truck in ten minutes ok?" she said leaving the room without adding more information.

"So, where are we going now?" I asked her. She kept the eyes on the road, no wanting to answer me. After a short time she said,

"You'll see" she put on some cd's she had and let the music fill the space. It's been already two motnhs since I kissed her. I already asked her for forgiveness. She told me it was alright and we move on. I haven't kissed her since then or tried something. I wanted to show her that she was special for me. That I respected her.

We arrived to a beach near to the road but secretly hide by rocks. She got out of the car and walked until she reached the shore. I stared at her for a few seconds and then followed. She was wearing a short jean-short and a white bluse.

"When my mother died, my dad brought me here and we spend a whole week sitting under the stars and hearing the music of the sea, remembering her." She smiled at me "This place is beautiful and so peaceful. I just wanted you to see it for this last two days."

"Beautiful" I said but not watching at the beach but her. She knew what I meant but said nothing. Instead she kissed my cheek gently and then walked back to the car.

"Want something to eat?" she asked me smiling like she used to.

We talked. The whole afternoon and evenning we spend it talking and eating and chatting. It was already late and we knew tomorrow was going to be the last day we would spend together. Laying over the sand, starring at the stars, I asked her.

"Why don't you come with me?" she was telling me something about the nature and astrologie but once she heard my question her smile faded and a silence replaced her talking. She looked straight into the sky, ignoring me. Of course, I insisted. "C'mon, it will be fun. You'll meet my bro—"

"I can't" she said dryly. She looked at me and then sat up.

"But why?" I wanted to understand it, I always have understand her but for some reason right now, i couldn't. She didn't reply. I kept on trying for about 10 minutes and then she couldn't handleling anymore.

"I just can't, ok? So cut it off!" she commanded. It remembered me off her the first day I know her. She seemed so sure about this. Didn't she want to be with me and be there for me? Well, maybe that was a bit selfish. So I cut it off.

She walked away and stared at the horizon. A couple of minutes later i walked to her. She looked so beatiful under the moonlight. She looked like an angel. My angel. I was not letting this opportunity to pass by, like in the past.

I was standing right next to her and hold her hand. She jump a bit in reaction at my touch. She looked at me with those glassy eyes. She was about to cry and I wouldn't stand it. I brought her closer to me and I hold her really tight. I hold her like never wanting to let her go. She hold me back. We stayed like that for a long time, then she broke the hug but still holding my hand she looked into my eyes.

"I don't want you to go" she whispered softly. I sighed, i didn't want to let her here but it couldn't be help.

"I know" I said while taking her cheek in my free hand and brought her closer. "I know that"

I was too lost in her eyes, lips, skin, like to be aware of what i was doing. She gasped at my movement and the only thing I wanted to do in that precisly moment, I did it.

My lips were melting against hers. She stood there first in shock, not participaiting in the kiss but it take her any longer to kiss me back. And believe me, she did; her hands where on my hair and her arms around my neck. I brought her as closer as I could and then the thought of me leaving New Zealand disappear and instead our kiss grew hotter and harder. Then she broke it.

"I thought you promise you where never going to use me again" she said gasping for air. I brought her even closer and our noses touched.

"I'm not" I said before reanuding the kiss. This time, it did take her no time in kissing me right back because she knew it was true.

It was amazing. Everything seemed to be just right, right now. No worries, no thinking, no speaking, just feeling and enjoying. Our bodies fit perfectly against each other. She wrapped her legs around my waist and I hold her there. I tried to walk to the car without breaking the kiss but it was almost impossible. The only thing in my mind was her. I couldn't focus in anything else, and I didn't care much about it. I hated to walk; I hated to move forward instead on concentrating in what was really the important thing here, her. But I had to get inside the car if I wanted to keep this all night going and if we stayed outside, there was the chance we froze during night.

I wanted her, so much. I really do. I tried to walk but it seemed impossible. Her lips against mine, the smell of her skin, her hair all loose falling over her back, the lowly moans coming from her throat… god knows how aroused I was. God knows how much I wanted her. But I guess he just did not care.

We fell to the ground, she on the top of me. Somehow, somewhere near the truck. She looked up and giggled against my chest. Hurriedly she kissed my neck, then my lips and stood up as fast as she could. I didn't think it twice and followed her. She was about to open the back door when I bumped against her. I was near desperation. I desire, I wanted her. I wanted to be so damn inside of her and I could bet my life that she wanted it too. We kissed again, harder and hotter and sweeter at the same time. She wrapped her legs again around me jumping over me. I hold her again, I opened the door somehow. And get both of us inside over the small bed.

I lay her there under me. she was gasping for air and I was too. she was so beautiful. so damn beautiful. I stroke her cheek with my hand. I wanted to show her how much I care about her, how much I respected her, how much wanted her, how I couldn't leave without her and of course, how much I loved her.

she grabbed me by the neck and pull me closer to her. she gave me one of those short kisses when you end up stop breathing. "God, I love you so much" I told her before kissing her again, before waiting for her to understand my words. I was no planning in having sex with her; I was not planning in using her again. I was waiting for her to aloud me to keep going because I didn't want to have sex with her, no. I wanted to make love to her.

WOW! so? what do you think? send me a review please. i'll try to update soon!

love,

-M

ps: thnx for keep on with this story! it's really great of you!