hey guys! happily i'm posting now the last chapter! hahaha nah i'm kidding but the next one it. this is a pretty sad chapter. but don't worry it's always forthe better. so don't kill me after reading this ok?

Reminding: none charachter is the suicide type. so don't worry!

Warning: you might cry or feel the feeling of sadness. LOL

now, i won't take you more time.....

-ENJOY-

I opened my eyes and it was still dark. Today I was flying back; today I was going to be on the plain alone; today I was going to leave her here, today… I had to convince her.

She was still laying next to me, hugging me tight. I had no idea why she didn't want to go with me. But even if I asked her, I knew she would say no. SO my plan was in real not to asked nor kidnapping her but begging. Yes, I was going to beg her all day long.

"Hey" I whispered once I realized she was already awakened.

"Hi" she told me sleepily. She looked beautiful there, recently awake. "You haven't slept in all night haven't you?" I asked her. There was something strange in her that morning, and that was the only thing I could think about what was wrong about it.

"No… I couldn't sleep." she said lowly getting as closer as she could. "I had a nightmare… like the ones you have when you're a little and once you woke up you can't fall asleep again"

I hug her tight. "A nightmare…You are scared? I never saw you as the scary type" I never really did. I knew she was scared about getting involved with someone but we were already involved so… there's nothing left to say. She lived alone and took care about everything when she was young and her mother left and while his father was sick. So a weak person or being scared… I couldn't really believe it.

She laid her head against my chest. She looked pretty sad. "What was your nightmare about?"

"I-I…" she sighed. "I dreamed about you forgetting about me"

I looked at my watch. Every single second that passed by was getting us closer to the time of saying goodbye. I hated that feeling. The only thing I didn't want to do was leaving her. She was real, she was everything, she was mine and I was hers. What else was there to say? What else was there to discuss?

I stared at her. For a change she was using a white dress. Her hair was loosed and curly falling over her shoulders. Her sunglasses where on her head and she was using some brown sandals on her feet. She looked adorable like an angel. She was an angel. She has saved me from darkness and losing myself but at the same time done nothing. She was just herself and was real. I was in love with her.

"So, I've found something for breakfast. I can't believe I forgot about it" she looked up at me with an I-am-so-sorry gaze.

"Hey I can live without breakfast, you know?" I smiled at her 'but certainly not without you' I thought. I caressed her cheek and I could swear she blushed a bit. Could she read my mind or I actually whispered it?

"I... I'll buy some drinks and then we'll be able to go ok?" she said kind of nervous. I stared at her back watching her walked rapidly through the whole Mini Market looking for drinks.

We were back on the truck heading back to civilization. I was eating breakfast and drinking orange juice from a bottle. Believe it or not, this was the first time I do it. I looked at her and smile. She was concentrate on the road. I bet she was trying to fought back the thoughts about how is going to be once I get on the plain.

"You looked beautiful with you hair loosed up" I told her. She blushed hard. I found it amazing. Hours ago we were making love on the back on her truck. She looked beautiful all naked against me. She looked gorgeous on her skin but at that moment she didn't blushed. Now whatever I say about her looks, she is blushing.

"You really need a pair of glasses, dear" she said back. She smiled and I smiled too.

We head back to the hotel to pick all of my stuff and put them on her truck. She insisted I showing me a few more places before leaving. A blink after we were sitting on the airport waiting for the call of his flight.

I remember the day I got here. I remember the pain that now was just a memory. Four months ago I was still crying for a girl that never cared about me. Now, I'm happy; happy because everything that happened to me was worth it because now, I have Mimi. She's become the most important thing in my life. It was driving me crazy leaving her here but again I can't ask her to come along with me again. Her life is right here. She has the job she loves. She has a department. All her friends are here. Her entire life is here. I can't ask her to come with me again. I just can't do that to her. At least, until she realized she wants to.

"Flight number 826 with destination to…"

"I guess this is it" Mimi told me trying to smile.

"Please go to gate 9…"

"No it's not" I told her. She looked at me and tried hard not to cry. "And it never will be just that's it"

"You are leaving me here" she said and her voice broke "a-lone" a tear dropped down her cheek.

"I have to go" I tried to explained. "You know that"

"I know. But I don't like it"

"Mi-"

"It hurts"

"You can come with me"

"Too much. It just hurts and hurts" she repeated.

"You want to come with me, you know that and you can"

"I can't" she said in a gasp.

"Yes you can and you want to" she stood there no replying and the tears kept rolling down her cheeks. No answer. "Give me a reason not to"

"You'll be gone" she said and looked away. She didn't want to be away from him.

"Not for long" I took her chin and brought her closer to me "never too long".

I kissed her softly on the lips. I wrapped her in my arms and she melt in them. She kissed me back softly, too. It was soft and long. Lots of love was on this kiss. None of them wanted broke it. Who was she kidding? Tyler was right. She was in love, deep in love with this guy. And this was the one she couldn't be with.

"Be with me" I told her. "Be with me and no one else" Mimi gasped for air looking right into his blue eyes. "You don't have to come with me right now" I kissed her briefly on the lips once more. "Just wait for me".

I asked her to wait for me. What else could I've done? There was no way on my future I was going to be without her. I was going to find a way to be with her. I loved her. And I knew she was in love with me too. She hasn't said it to me yet but I can feel it. I don't need her to say it.

The flight was long but I reached home anyway. I was miles and miles away from her and I missed her. I missed her since I left her on the airport standing there, waving. She said nothing after you'll be gone. I was certainly gone but not for much. I felt excited. The faster the time past, the faster the bachelor party and the wedding passed by, I would be able to flight back to New Zealand. I decided the moment I sat on the plain, that if she didn't come to me the time I was gone, I would go to her.

I have never gone this far with something I really cared. I've never fight for something I truly believed. I always lived under the shadow of what the people wanted for me. Now I was going to live my life as I really am, I'm going to fight for the right reasons and I'm going to fight for her. I don't care I if lose everything I've earned. I got to the point that I haven't really earned anything since just 4 months ago. Everything I have I have it because I was supposed to. Now I have something I had when I was a teenager, when I was still free, now I'm real.

I just want to share my reality with the person who helped me to build it. That's why I'm coming to you. Just wait for me.

SO? you know how this works... a few reviews and the next chapter will be posted. it might take me a while... because next chapter is going to be the last one and the longest one ever! evreything is going to happen on the next chapter! i'm still not sure how is eveythign oging to happened but it will!

so be anxious, i am!

love,

-M

FiNALLY ON---- Lonely Wolf:

"MAtt you are back!..."

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"Did you call her?"

"Yes, i'll meet with her on a restaurant later"

"Do you know what she wants?"

"Ruin my life?"

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"Sweety you know how i feel about Sora"

"Your father is right, you should marry her"

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"I mean you won't find another girl like her again"

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"Just for months ago you asked me to marry you!"

"You are right... four months ago"

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"Hey..."

"Hi.."

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"Who is her?"

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"...Do you look at her she looks at me/

she gots me thinking about her constantly..."

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"Hey" Tai looked at MAtt.

"thank you"

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"So what do say?"

"I won't .... I don't do that"

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TBC