Elis POV
"There you are" I said when I finally saw her red curls looking around my room
"She doesnt really look like you"
"Who? liz? yeah, she looks alot like her mom" I stated
"Hmm, how come you never told me about her?"
"I dont know I was embarressed about my situation, or that you would think less of me somehow"
Clare came over and stood directly infront of me, I looked up into her icey blue eyes, "Elijah Goldsworthy, I love you, and you can tell me absolutley everything and anything, I would never judge you"
"I know that now, And I love you too, more then you will ever know."
"I think I have a way to show you how much I love you though" she replied smiling
"Oh really? and hows that?"
I felt her sift lips touch mine, slowly at first, I wondered how far we could go before she stopped herself, I slowly parted my lips taking her top lip between mine, I felt her tongue glide across my lower lip, something I never expected from Clare. I parted my lips just enough to slipde my tongue into her mouth. Our tongues battled each others. I pulled away and looked at her again
"Wow, that was, amazing"
"I think we can do better" she laughed leading me to my bed, we laid down side by side, our kissing started slowly again, her hand on my neck, mine on her waist, as our kissing deepend things I had never felt before began to run threw me, as she kissed my neck fire works escaped, I wanted her Every part of her. My hands worked there way up to her chest, gingerly I laid one hand on her right breast as I kissed her neck, Occasionally grazzing my teeth along her skin,she spread her legs enough so i was between them, she slowly pulled my shirt up over my head. I knew that any further and I wouldnt be able to stop. I slowly lifted myself off of clare, and sat up.
"Eli? Is everything ok?" she asked me
"Yeah everythings fines Clare its just, I dont want to..."
"You dont want to?" she asked she looked hurt, "I thougt you, I thought you loved me?"
"I do Clare I do! and believe me its not that I dont WANT to, I definetly do, thats the problem"
"what?"
"If we dont stop now, I wont stop later, and then Ill regret pushing you into something you didnt want to do" I looked at her adorable face, her eyes had gone from hurt to ammused.
"Its not exactly something I dont want to do Eli, Im the one who brought you upstairs, the one who led us to the bed"
"I know, but, your ring and what it says"
"It says, true love waits, and i waited for true love," as she said the words she pulled her ring off of her finger and laid it in my palms, "Eli if your not realy for this, then neither am i"
Was that the problem? was I not ready for this? I looked at clare, and the ring, i slowly slid the ring onto my pinky finger and leaned over to my beautful girlfriend, to begin where we left off...