claires pov

i followed eli up into his room again, he was perfect, his back was perfect, his hair was perfect, everything was perfect..

"why do I feel like your staring at the back of my head?" he asked in a slightly confused tone

"Beucase I am" I replied with a smile

"thats not at all weird"

"I was just admiring how perfect you are." I said as we walked into his room and I laid a kiss on his upper back. I looked over at his bed and it looked so inviting, as i climed onto it i heard him let out a small sigh,

"whats wrong?" i asked as i took his hand in mine.

"did you enjoy it?" He didn't look at my face when he asked just examined my fingers and looking at the purity ring in his hand

"the...um...sex?" I asked my face turning red, as soon as I said it I knew It was a stupid question

"yes"he responded looking shy "did you enjoy it"

"of course I did!" I replied a bit to quick

"Clare, we have to be able to talk about this stuff, honestly"

"I'm being honest."

"then why when Liz said it was awkward, uncomfortable and kind of painfull did you agree?" he asked repeating the conversation I'd had with LIz in the kitchen a few minutes ago.

"mr goldsworthy? Were you eavesdropping on us?" I asked with a playfull tone in my voice

"ok ok I surrender, but I swear it wasn't on perpose! But I'm glad that I got to hear the truth" I looked up into his eyes unsure of whether or not I had upset him by talking to Liz about us

"well it was awkward, and slightly uncomfortable and it hurt...but only at first, then it was perfect. Just like my amazing boyfriend is." I replied. Before I even had a moment to think of what he might respond, he quickly pinned me to the bed and ended the conversation with a kiss, a strong passionate kiss. I felt his hands on my body, and him harden on my leg. We grew deeper into the kiss, and I knew that this time would be just as perfect and even more incredible then the last time. The way he touched me was different, still gentle with just a little edge to it, I felt him bite my neck, and kiss my collar bone.

"Clare?"

"mmm?" I moaned unable to speak any real words, he had moved his hand between my legs and my head was too clouded to think

"would you be ok if we did it again?" he asked in a low sultry whisper with his mouth pressed right up to my ear, his fingers exploring me inside and out. I couldn't answer but he took my silence as a yes, I felt and watched him lift himself off of me to get a condom, he slowly lowered himself on to me and entered my body. It was different then the last, it didnt Hurt infact it felt good. Eli continued faster and faster and I could feel pressure build in my abdomen, when we both finished he laid on top of me, both of us panting heavily. nothing had ever felt as amazing as when the pressure released and i was taken into ecstasy.