Elis pov

she expected it to be different? Better? What did that mean? She didn't enjoy it? I had hurt her more then she led on? Walking up to my room I was happy Claire couldn't see my face, did she regret it? Suddently I could feel her eyes onthe back of my head

"why do I feel like your staring at the back of my head?" I ask in a slightly confused tone

"Beucase I am" she answered, I could hear the smile in her voice

"thats not at all weird" I replied, with a little more sarcasm then i had implied

"I was just admiring how perfect you are."...perfect? Me she didn't know how wrong she was, I felt her lay her lips on my back before climbing back into my bed. This was it, I had to ask her now.

"did you enjoy it?" I couldn't look into her beautiful blue eyes. Instead I examined her hand and awkwaradly spun her promise ring around my pinky

"the...um...sex?" She asked, the way she said it I knew for sure she didn't want to tell me

"yes, did you enjoy it" I hadn't realized it was going to, but my voice came out very uiet and embarrased

"of course I did!" She replied far to fast

"Clare, we have to be able to talk about this stuff, honestly" I wanted her to be able to tell me what i did wrong, she told Liz, why wouldnt she tell me?

"I'm being honest."

"then why when Liz said it was awkward, uncomfortable and kind of painfull did you agree?" I asked repeating the conversation I'd overheard her having with in the kitchen

"Mr goldsworthy? Were you eavesdropping on us?" she asked clearly trying to make the conversation lighter

"ok ok I surrender, but I swear it wasn't on perpose! But I'm glad that I got to hear the truth" she looked up into my face, looking like she was trying to read me like one of her vampire books, I didnt try to hide that I was upset but I regretted letting her see me like that

"well it was awkward, and slightly uncomfortable and it hurt...but only at first, then it was perfect. Just like my amazing boyfriend is." she replied. Before i even had time to think of what to say something took over me, my lips were on hers, and my body was pressed on top of her, My hands were roaming her body and I could feel myself getting worked up, I knew she could feel me getting excited, but at the same time I didn't car. We grew deeper into the kiss, and All I wanted was her, and to make this time as amzign for her as it had been the first time for me, I wasn't being as gentle as normal but I hoped I was being gentle enough,

"Clare?" I asked her, slowly moving my hand between her legs

"mmm?" She responded with a moan, was I doing this to her? Making her unable to use words?

"would you be ok if we did it again?" i asked in a low whisper my mouth pressed right up to her delicate ear, my fingers teasing her most sensetive spots, she didn't verbally answer me, but the way her muscles tightened I knew it was a yes, after putting the condom on, I lowered myself onto her and thrust I to her body with only a little more force then before, her body reacted different then the first time, she seemed to relax and enjoy it. as I started going faster a look of surprise follows by pleasure took over her face, when we were finished, We laid there our breathing steady, and I knew at that moment that this was the woman I wanted to spend my entire life with.