A/N: This next scene is quite disturbing actually. This scene is rated between T and M. I'm not even sure how I was able to come up with something this disturbing. Well...if you don't think you are up to reading a gory and potentially scarring episode (trust me I scarred myself for life) then skip it.
Disclaimer: I do not own any of the characters from the Twilight Saga, I merely borrowed them to express my love of them.
I awoke with a throbbing pain in the back of my head. What had happened? I tried to reach my hands up to touch my hand but I couldn't. As I noticed that my hands were tied behind my back, it all came flooding back. Yelling at Will for something as stupid as not kissing me. Running away from, crying, the bridge. The vampire…the VAMPIRE! I tried to open my eyes only to realize that they already were opened. It was pitch black. I attempted to move my head but was stopped by the excruciating pain. My movement had caused something wet to slide down my neck. I shuddered as I thought of what it could be.
"So you're awake." A voice purred. A light flickered on. I saw him directly in front of me, leaning against the wall. He pushed off and slinked towards me. I gulped and in a moment of clarity realized what had slid down my neck. Blood. Why was I still alive? If he had bitten me why wasn't I vampire? "I'm glad. Its much more fun, when my victims can talk. I'm so sorry about your head, but you just wouldn't stop screaming."
He stopped walking and kneeled down in front of me. His hand caressed my cheek and I whimpered. "Shh…its alright. I promise, it will only hurt for a minute. It'll be just like a kiss." He continued to stroke my cheek as he bent his head. He rested his lips on my neck and pressed soft kisses to it. I whimpered again…I wanted him to get off me. I tried to move, but he brought his other hand around to hold me. "Mmm. You smell so tantalizing." His lips went lower until he reached a sore spot. I felt a sharp pinprick and let out a harsh cry of pain. I could feel him sucking my blood and when he felt satisfied he licked my wound clean. "I'll be right back," he whispered in my ear. I closed my eyes and heard his footsteps fade away. Tears streamed down my face. Several minutes passed before I heard his footsteps again.
"Now, love, have you been crying? That won't do at all. It'll make your skin salty." I felt something dab gently at my face and cringed in fear. "It's alright. I'm not going to kill you…yet. You are going to last me for quite some time." I heard him rummage around and opened my eyes slowly. I could see him clearly by the lamplight. He had dark brown hair and rugged features. Perhaps if I wasn't so terrified and if we had met under different circumstances, I would've called him hot. HE found whatever it was that he was looking for and titled my head. "This will only sting for a minute. I don't want it to get infected." I gasped and let more tears fall as he finished treating my wound. He left again and a torrent of sobs escaped me.
Tears fell down my face in rivulets and I couldn't stop my sobs. I was going to die here, in some basement, where no one could hear my screams. I couldn't stop thinking about the last words I said to Will. It seemed so stupid, so unimportant know. Why did I ever get mad? Why did I ever leave his side? Now I would never see him again…nor my family. They must be wondering where I am. Mom probably called the cops. My brothers might even be out looking for me. Eventually my sobs subsided and I fell into a deep and troubling sleep.
The vampire's piercing bite into my flesh awoke me. He went through the same motions as the previous time, except that he had brought his medical supplies with him. When he finished, he noticed I was awake and looking at him.
"Good morning. I hope you slept well," he said, showing his teeth. They were coated with my blood, and I had to resist the urge to puke. He got up and moved over to table. "I hope you like bagels, that's all they had left, I'm afraid." He picked up a tray and set it on the floor next to me. It had a bagel, a glass of orange juice, and condiments for the bagel. "Now you must promise to act nicely so that I can untie your hands. Do you promise?" I nodded my head slightly and he reached around me to untie my wrists. When they were loose I rubbed where they were sore and reached up to feel my head. There was a nasty bump and I could also feel dried blood. "I am deeply sorry about that. Now why don't you eat something? I can't have you weakening…" I turned to look at the food and could not help myself. I swiveled my head and threw up all over the floor. The vampire tsked and stood up. "Now I'm going to have to clean that up. The bathroom is behind you." He began to walk away and as soon as he was gone I fled into the bathroom.
One look at my face and I almost puked again. It was streaked with dirt and I had several bruises along my right cheek. The right side of my neck was all bandaged up, but some of the blood had seeped through and was drying on the collar of my shirt. I turned the faucet on and washed my face out of habit. By the time, the vampire had returned and finished cleaning up…I looked semi-presentable. I almost laughed out loud; the vampire could care less what his meal looked like, as long as he had one. The vampire entered the bathroom and I saw his reflection in the mirror. I whirled around and grasped the sides of the sink. He chuckled and I involuntarily trembled. He only grinned and walked towards me until I could fell the heat that radiated off him.
"You're beautiful. I think that you are the most beautiful of all my meals. It's a pity you have to die. So soon too, since you refuse to eat, I cannot keep you alive beyond midnight. Its only 3 in the afternoon. Nine hours left to live. How would you like to spend them?" His hand stroked my cheek as his other pried my hands from the sink. He held both in his free hand and led me out of the bathroom. "Are you ever going to talk to me?" he asked. I shook my head. I was too terrorized to open my mouth. "Well, I suppose I am alright with that. At least you're still conscious. It is so saddening when the pretty ones close their eyes. I know! How about we spend some quality time and I really shouldn't let your blood go to waste. It tastes so bad when it has stopped flowing." He sat me down on a chair and retied my hands behind my back. "Can't have you striking me, can we?" I shook my head, hoping to delay his actions. It didn't. He proceeded to take off my bloodied bandages and threw them on the floor.
Instead of putting his lips to his bite he set them on my jaw. Slowly he began to kiss downwards until he reached my lips. He let his hover over mine before gently pressing down on mine. I felt nauseated and disgusted. How I wished he would get off me. Why wouldn't he just kill me? Why did he have to do this to me too? His lips traveled from my lips and down to my neck where he began to suck and bite. I started to cry again and whimpered on occasion. His lips finally reached his destination and he sucked. I felt my energy drain and knew he was emptying me. I don't know for how long he fed but it seemed like hours. Finally he stopped and licked his lips.
"Thank you darling," he said. He put the dirty bandages on my neck and stood up. "I'll be back at 10 love, to finish. I need to find a new house and new prey. Don't worry though, I promise not to forget you." Once he was gone I turned to my side and attempted to throw up but nothing came up, I hadn't eaten in who knows how long.
I spent my last hours of life in agony, weeping often wishing I had the strength to scream. What would my family say? Would my body ever be found? Would the police, even have a suspect? My poor mother and father…they would be devastated. My brothers would want revenge. I hope they don't find the vampire. Three humans are no match for a vampire. Alex, he'll miss me the most out of all my friends. I wonder if he'll still hate me for taking Will's side in the nose argument. I hope he won't blame himself…he takes things so personally. Alice and Jasper, I'll never be able to really know them. I won't be able to actually call them friends. And Will, oh how I wished I could see him again. I never got the chance to tell him that somewhere along the way I had fallen in love with him. Now he would never know. He would never know that I had gotten mad at myself when he wouldn't kiss me not at him. Mad at myself because I believed he loved me back. But why would he? I am not destined for anything great. I am going to die here. Why had this vampire chosen me? What had I done to deserve this?
At some point in my thinking, I must have fallen asleep again. Having your life supply drained from you must make you tired. My dreams were troubling. In them I was running through my school's hallway and I could hear footsteps always behind me. However, whenever I turned around there was nothing there and the need to escape was the strongest feeling in my dream. I woke up crying. I've cried more today than I have previously cried in my whole life.
"Crying again, my sweet?" I looked up shocked. I had always heard him come in before, why not now? "It's 10 o'clock and I'm here to finish you. I found the most beautiful house to take up residence for the next three weeks. It's actually not too far from here, at least for a vampire." He flashed me his teeth and I shuddered. I just want this to be over, just kill me already. HE was by my side in a glance and had taken off the bandages before I had even realized he was next to me. He rubbed my neck before putting his lips straight to the wound. No perverted stuff this time. I sighed in relief. I would die, but at least I would die with some pride and dignity. I felt my strength slowly leave my body, my vision darkened, and I couldn't feel anything anymore.
"Thank you darling," he repeated the same words. I wondered if he had the same routine with all of his meals. "I'm afraid I must leave you here and move on. There is just the littlest bit of blood left, but it already tastes bad. So I am leaving and you will live for several minutes. I'm sorry we met this way, it would've have been a real pleasure to meet you while full. Goodbye love." I didn't hear him leave but could sense when he was gone. My last minutes trickled by and I couldn't even lift my head to see some form of light again.
I heard loud echoing footsteps and saw his shadow, before the vampire entered the room. He had changed his shoes. Why was he back? His shoes…they looked a lot like the ones Will had been wearing…was it two nights before? Only two. They did look just like his and even had the same scuff along the side. That's not possible, he left me here to die. It must just be my mind giving me one last shred of hope before I die,
"I found her!" He even sounded like Will. The shoes magically appeared by mine and he bent down. He lifted my head and through my blackened vision he looked like Will. Yes, this definitely was my mind playing tricks on me. Cruel tricks. The blood drained from Will's face and I could see him falter. "He's drained her blood." I heard more footsteps and a new voice.
"There's only one way to save her. If you think you can do it, Will." It sounded distinctly like Alice. A cruel trick, but at least I would die happy.
"Cat? Blink if you can hear me." I blinked simply to make my mind happy. "Oh good, do you…would you mind if I turned you? Blink once for yes and twice for no." I blinked twice, turning into a vampire was a dream come true, even if it would only last for the few seconds I had left. "Are you sure?" I blinked once. "Alright." Will leaned in and pressed his lips to mine. It was the most wonderful sensation. I supposed my mind was trying to show me that kisses could be good things from the one you love. I felt excruciating pain for a second and then blacked out completely. I suppose I'm dead now.