Chapter 13.
Disclaimer: I don´t own anything in Beyblade.
Warning: Yaoi story, harsh language and violence.
"Talk"
´Thoughts´
On with the story!
Darkness. Soundless. Cold air. He was all alone.
Right now he didn´t feel anything but the cold around his body. His rubin eyes didn´t take in any light even though they were open.
"Ray?" he called out but received no answer. "Where am I?"
After a while he gave up calling out the names of the ones he had accepted as friends. He was all alone right now. With a disappointed sigh, Kai closed his eyes again and waited for someone to reach him.
…..
Ray opened his eyes and looked around in the hallway. Not a soul in sight and it was already afternoon. Frustrated he sighed and pulled his fingers through his raven bangs. "Calm down Kon…you´re going to lose it otherwise."
He stayed like that for a moment before getting up from his seat. He couldn´t sit still right now. Slowly he walked over to the door to his lover's room. A little bit of Kais head was covered in white bandages and the rest of his body was covered by a white sheet. He had just been taken off the drugs so Ray guessed he could wake up soon. Two small and round things were taped on his temples and were connected to a machine that was reading his brain activity. Ray´s sensitive hearing could pick up a beeping sound from the other side of the door. All together it was a very painful sight to see. A couple of doctors were checking in on him at least once an hour. He didn´t know if it was to see if Kai had woken up or if they supervised something else.
After the operation none from Wyatt's family had shown up to see how Kai was doing. And he hadn´t even received any news on how the surgery had went. But since his lover was still breathing, he guessed it had gone well. He didn´t know if he was outside of danger yet and it hurt so much. The painful part was to not know.
Ray didn´t dare to go in. If he was caught, they maybe would force him to leave the hospital and that he wouldn´t be able to handle. The last thing he needed was to give Wyatt that satisfaction. No, he would remain outside without breaking any rules. It was not without pain, but he had to if he wanted to stay near Kai. He could only hope the Captain would open his eyes soon.
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"That little sneaky catboy!"
Zen sighed again for the tenth time but his friend didn´t took the message. In an action of strategy, he pulled on his headset to his freestyle and leaned on the window to get some piece from the heated discussion Wyatt had with anyone who listened, in this case Oskar.
"I can´t believe that he found a loophole in this! Now he is going to bother Kai´s recovery, Arh! I could kill this bus!" The brown-haired boy was ripping a piece of paper in small pieces. His friend was just looking at him sadly. He had tried to talk with him just like Zen had before, but it had gone to deaf ears.
"It´s not surprising that he could drop out from school, I heard he have traveled all around the world. I guess he thinks the education out there is better than a school."
"He should be glad to be attending in this school to begin with. I tell you, how he could reach all the way to the top without money is very suspicious." Wyatt said with a leading tone.
"Wyatt! You don´t say he is easy-going, are you?" Oskar said in disbelief. He too had been polite raised by his parents and sometimes really chocked him what kind of language Wyatt was using. His mom would not like him to be around a foul-language boy like that. Luckily she didn´t know.
"No I guess not. I´m just upset." The teen answered and leaned back in the seat. Oskar knew he didn´t want to talk anymore so he settled in taking out a book from his backpack.
Wyatt's sad eyes looked out the window on the green area they were passing. They had been on the bus for many hours now. The teacher said it was about two hours left before they were arriving. Old words haunted his mind.
´I was afraid to be a bad friend for reject your feelings, but the truth is, you are a bad friend for not supporting me of my choice. A real friend would do that, because he would like the other to be happy.´
"Kai…I really miss you. Please wake up soon." He closed his eyes. He would sleep the rest of the trip.
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"Excuse me" Ray looked up with tired eyes at the girl who worked in the reception. She smiled at him at reach out a sandwich to him. "I know you haven´t eat anything all day, and we can´t have it like that in a hospital can we?" She said and put it in his lap. He just looked at her funny making her laugh.
"You are so sweet. Just be careful, I'm afraid I have to make you move if anyone else comes to visit. I have orders from the doctor about that, I hope you understand."
Ray recovered from the slight chock. The girl hadn´t give him any sign of liking him before. It was unexpected but much appreciated.
"Thank you and I do understand. I won´t be in the way." He said with his soft smile.
Realizing he had dozed off he got up from his seat and looked into the window on Kai´s door again. The girl fallowed.
"I can see you are worried about him. It´s sadly I can´t give you any information about his condition."
"I just hope it´s nothing to serious. I can´t lose him." She looked at him and was taken by his worried expression. It was easy to put two and two together.
"It should have been me too."
"Huh?" she looked at him to repeat what he just murmured.
"We were both going to over the edge, but he pushed me aside and took the fall himself. I just wish it all had turned out differently. Everything." He said as he leaned on the door.
She put and hand on his shoulder and tried to comfort him the best she could. "Don´t give up hope. It may all turn out for the better." He smiled at her and just nodded. They talked for a bit longer and she got him to eat his sandwich before going back to her desk. It was soon time for the night shift to begin.
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Wyatt lay down on his bed in the cabin. His roommates were outside throwing rocks in the lake. The place was quite beautiful, he had to admit. If he only could enjoy it more.
"You are a bad friend for not supporting me of my choice."
He growled and hit his pillow. "Stop it! Get out of my head, please!" he pressed his face against it and felt tears was on the way. "Oh, Kai!"
"He would like the other to be happy."
"I want you to be happy! I really do! But…why…why can´t you be that with me?" he sobbed.
"Wyatt! Come out, we are going to grill some marshmallow!" was heard from outside the cabin. He lifted his head a little. There was nothing else he could do right now and the last thing he needed right now was the teacher worried about him. Reluctant he jumped down from the bed and walked out to the rest of the class. The wind hit his face and he looked up at the dark sky. The stars were really bright out here in the country. He could stare at them all night but the campfire caught his attention where his classmates were sitting and chatting.
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Ray looked up at the sky from the hallway window. His legs where sore after sitting on the bench so much so he had marched back and forward in the hallway carefully so he didn´t disturb too much. The girl in the reception had gone home for the day so another was sitting there now. She didn´t mind him either but he didn´t press his luck by passing her to many times.
The heaven were dark and cloudy, it looked like it could rain during the coming night. He pressed his head against the window surface and slowly the cold pressed through his headband. He didn´t regret his decision in keeping Tyson and the others out of this, but he missed someone to talk with right now. It was too lonely. A thought came to his mind and he had to smile a little. He wanted to remember that he was more independent before he and Kai started to go out. Back then he easily could be by himself in days without getting bored or restless.
It had been Kai himself that had told him this. Not that he had been needing, but Kai had always thought it was amusing that he had asked the Russian when he would be back every time he went out. He had denied it at first, but as everyone knew. Kai always won his arguments.
His lover's presence had not been hard to get used to. Even when they sometimes argued, then Kais absence was more disturbing than his presence. They both wanted to be alone in times like that, but after they got together then Ray was the one who had changed and hated the lonely feeling.
Not that Kai had chosen to leave him now. He couldn´t feel sorry for himself right now. He needed to be strong. Kai was. As long there was a chance that he could help him then he would. Even if it just meant to be there.
Which right now was kind of hard since his eyes became more and more heavy the more time passed by. Another day had passed and he still didn´t know shit about the situation. Reluctant he walked over to the bench where he had spent the other night. If only this nightmare would end soon.
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Darkness. Soundless. Loneliness.
He was used to be alone, but not like this. It felt so permanent. Something was happening.
He felt…tired and cold…was he leaving this place? To go where?
Was this goodbye?
"Ray…?"
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Ray´s eye flew open and he felt like he couldn´t breathe. His heart was pondering and he looked around from his resting position on the bench. He knew something was really wrong but didn´t know what until he heard a big beeping sound from Kais room.
"No…No!" he screamed and flew forward to the door. He had been right; the machine that was connected to Kais temples was making out a terrible noise.
"SOMEBODY PLEASE HELP US!" he screamed out in the hall as he was almost jumping up and down on the spot. Two doctors and a nurse came running in the same moment he screamed out. He backed away as they went in but the door was left open in the hurry.
"The bleeding has gone through again. Call the operation room, quickly!" the nurse lifted the phone by the wall and talked to someone.
"The pressure is going up fast, we must hurry." They took the patent and rolled him out from the room passed Ray. "Oh shit, please help him…" he whispered to himself as tears where falling from his eyes. His adrenaline was up and he couldn´t stand still. "Kai! Please Kai, fight it!" He screamed and fallow before the nurse got hold of him.
"NO! no, please. What´s happening to him!" The nurse held him in a tight hold.
"You can´t fallow them now. You must stay here." She tried to say but his cries drowned her words.
"Kai, no kai! He is dying! He is dying! Please…Help him!"
End of chapter 13.
Next chapter will be up soon! Cya! ^^