Disclaimer: gravitation is not mine, I'm not smart enough.
English, not my language, mistakes, happen. Love me anyway
Somebody else:
the song "somebody else" belong to the "hayehudim" band (israeli band)
***morning***
Shuichi got up from bed, and started to get ready for work, he was already late, and he needed to get to work fast, before k will kill him.
He got dressed And left as fast as he can.
When he got into work, he started to work on his new song, for the new disc.
K wanted the song to be just perfect, and he made shuichi sing it over and over again, until he found it good enough.
Finally at 1pm they went for a lunch break, shuichi and hiro left the studio to get launch outside, as far as they could from k.
"so you are saying that yuki been acting weird lately?" hiro said.
"yeah.. I think something happened to him… but im not sure what?"
"did you had a fight lately?"
"no… its nothing like that."
"maybe you are wrong, and its nothing, anyway you should sit and talk to him about that, after all, he got blind not so long ago, and quite his job too, maybe its something to do with that?"
"yeah.. you might be right." Shuichi said with a sight.
After work shuichi went back home, to their apartment .
"yuki! I'm home!" shuichi called from the door. Yuki didn't responded, so he decided to look for him.
"yuki where are you?" he called while he walk toward the bedroom.
When he entered the bedroom, he saw yuki laying on the bed.
"yuki! Im home" shuichi whisper into yuki's ear, but yuki didn't move.
"yuki!" shuichi try louder, but still he didn't got any respond from his lover.
Shuichi decided to let yuki sleep, and because yuki didn't cover himself, shuichi took the blanket and spared it on yuki, when he did so, something fell out of the blanket, he pick it up, it was a sleeping pills.
'so that is why yuki didn't woke up' shuichi thought, when he notice that the box was very light, he opened it, and saw that the box was empty. 'yuki, how much did you take?'
Shuichi try to shake yuki so he would wake up, "yuki wake up!" shuichi cried
"yuki wake up please! Can you hear me ! wake up now !"
Shuichi yelled, and cry at the same time. "yuki please…. Just wake up yuki, wake up.." he said and fell on his knee " please yuki, don't leave me,…wake up.."
He called an ambulance, and went to lay on the bed next to yuki, he took yuki's hand in his own , and try to find pulse.
A relief sight escape from his mouth when he felt yuki's hear pounding slowly. He was laying there next to his lover, crying. For a few minutes until he notice , that on the desk next to yuki's head, there is a letter. He got up from the bed, and went to pick up the letter, it was yuki's hand writing.
Shuichi:
Since the accident, I'm not feeling like myself anymore, I find myself thinking it would be better to be dead, I'm sorry that I'm leaving you, like I said to you yesterday night, I have never loved someone as much as I love you. And those feeling will stay with me even when I will be gone.
Try to understand me, I cant keep leaving like that, I hate everything in this world, I hate the fact that I cant do anything by myself, I always need help from others, I cant do this to you, I make you take care of me all the time, and I don't know what will I do when you'll be gone on a tour, I really hate to do this to you, I make you lose so many thing because of me. And it shouldn't be like that, you deserve so much better.
I know you love me, and you say that you don't care to do all those stuff for me, but I just don't want to be a burden to you anymore, or to anyone else.
I hope I wont make you too sad, I hate to see you cry.
Yuki
The ambulance show up after 10 minutes and took them both to the hospital.
***4 day later***
"yuki are you awake?"
"maybe if you didn't scream so loud I wouldn't be" shuichi smiled to himself, he set on the chair next to yuki's bed, since the "accident" shuichi didn't left yuki side, only for a short time when he had to go to work.
They talked about everything, expect of that day. It was clear to both of them , that neither one of them want to talk about that day.
"Come on yuki! Get up already!" shuichi bugged until yuki set up.
" what do you want from me in such an early time, brat?" yuki said while he rubbed his easy. Shuichi lean and kiss yuki on the chick.
"first, it is not early at all! The hour is nin-"
"it's still early!" yuki said coldly . shuichi smile.
"and second," shuichi continued "I have work to go to, and I want to read to you my new song, before k will come pick me up "
"I'll pass, you suck anyway" yuki said and was ready to go back to sleep. Before shuichi pulled him close to him, and whisper 'just listen, it's really important to me, and t will take only a minute, I promise" yuki nodded for agreement, and shuichi start reading his song.
Somebody else:
If you fall I will catch you
I promise I will
I will love you forever
Help you cross all the rivers
And the deserts, I swear
That this bond I won't sever
And I feel like somebody else
I feel like no one
I'm no one
If you can't walk the road
I will carry you through
I will hold you wherever
If you're scared in your bed
I will comfort you too
Sing you songs 'till whenever
And I feel like somebody else
I feel like no one
I'm no one
This way I promise you we'll always be together
shuichi looked up from the page with the song, to look at yuki's reaction,
yuki smiled.
"did you like it?" shuichi asked in a cute voice.
Shuichi thought for a second
"well, it because.. when I'm without you I fell different, like somebody else. I canr imagine my life without you.
Without you, I'm no one," yuki just smile
"okay yuki, I need to go to work now" shuichi said and got up from the chair .
"so.. you just going to leave me like that?" yuki said.
Shuichi turned back to yuki, " what do you meen, like that?"
"without a goodbye kiss?" shuichi smile again, and went to yuki side to kiss hime befor he leave for work.
" I love you! You know that. And always will!" shuichi said and gave yuki a goodbye kiss.