Ciel couldn't hold the knife straight; it was shaking due to his nervousness about what Sebastian had said.
"I'm not anyone's…" Ciel muttered. He sighed and finally cut the rather large slice of sponge cake. He smiled and scooped up some ice cream and walked over to the family room to watch some television, though he was never interested in it, he watched it to pass time. He watched television for an hour or so before fell asleep.
"Get off the couch, I want to sit down!" He heard his aunt yell, obviously drunk; Ciel sat up quickly it must've been pretty late considering she had returned home. He rushed up to his bedroom, he hated being around her when she was drunk. Ciel laid his head down on his pillow, still having trouble getting his mind off of Sebastian he grabbed his IPod and turned on some rock music. The only music he could really stand; he ended up falling back to sleep with the headphones in his ears.
The next morning he overslept.
"Shit" he said when he looked at the clock; it was twelve fifty-nine. He decided he would still go into school, he hated missing school; because then he would have to go through the hassle of asking people whom he was almost positive hated him for the assignment. Quickly Ciel got dressed and started running to school; if he was fast he could make it for the beginning of the last period. He slowed down remembering his asthma. Luckily he made it with a few minutes to spare.
By the time Ciel arrived in gym class he was wide awake. As he began to change into his uniform he felt someone grab his ass, he jumped.
"God Damn it" Ciel snapped turning around to see the amused look on Sebastian's Face, the rest of the class was leaving the locker room and entering the gym.
"Look at this" Sebastian said scanning the room with a smile "we're all alone" He finish pinning Ciel against the locker. Ciel's face became flushed.
"W-why…me?" Ciel asked avoiding eye contact.
"Because…" Sebastian leaned down so his lips were almost touching the base of Ciel's neck. "You're different" Sebastian said before he started to suck Ciel's neck leave in a large, purplish red mark behind, Ciel moaned. Sebastian pressed Ciel's fragile body against his and began to kiss him gently on the lips, gently fading too roughly; Sebastian forced his tongue into Ciel's mouth. Ciel struggled to get away for awhile but it was no use, Sebastian was to strong. Ciel's face turned scarlet as he began to kiss back, he could feel a smile stretch across Sebastian's lips as they continued to kiss. The kiss became deeper and deeper, Sebastian began to remove Ciel's shirt when they heard the door open. Sebastian backed off, Ciel was panting heavily.
"Hurry up Ciel" The Gym teacher scolded. "You too Sebastian" he added gesturing towards the two "We'd like to start class soon" He said before making his way back out of the door. Sebastian looked at Ciel and smiled.
"You got away this time, but next time I'll have you trapped" he said closing one eye and then going out into the gym. Ciel's breathing was still uneven, he couldn't bring himself to understand how he could enjoy something like that so much, even though it was with a member of the same sex; He shook the thoughts out of his mind and stood up, finishing his changing and going out into the gym.
Once he got out he immediately caught sight of Lizzy staring at him and he glared. She put on a pout, but ran to his side anyway.
"Hey Ciel~ why are you so flushed? Is it because you saw me? I bet it is!" She exclaimed as she attempted to hug him, but he pushed her away.
"No Lizzy. It's not because of you. I'm flushed because I…I had to run to school." Ciel told her, he didn't want to tell anyone the real reason, it would be too embarrassing. He sighed and listened to the teacher.
"Everyone, today we're going to separate the class for dodge ball. Lizzy and Finnian are captains, so everyone line up. The order people must choose in is the classic boy girl boy girl pattern. Finnian, you may go first."
"Um…Angelina" Finnian said as he pointed at the female. Her eyes held the color of Lavender and her hair was as silver as a ring's band. He blushed when she stood next to him. Lizzy smiled as it was her turn to choose.
"CIEL~" She squealed. Ciel sighed and made his way over to her, though he had to pass Sebastian, which caused chills to run up and down his spine when he saw that Sebastian had a hand on his lips while the other arm was folded across his chest. Ciel shivered once more as he stood next to Lizzy. Today wasn't his day.
"Umm…Bard!" Finnian yelled as he waved to the male, Bard smirked. He kind of enjoyed how the younger boy was always in a good mood. It was refreshing. He smiled and stood next to Finnian and Angelina. Lizzy smiled and pointed at Maylene.
"You, glasses girl" Lizzy yelled, obviously not knowing the older girl's name.
"That's Maylene." Ciel informed her and she just pouted.
"I knew that Ciel." She lied, and Ciel bowed when Maylene made it to his side.
"Sorry about her." He said as he rose himself and placed a hand on his hip.
"No it's ok, don't worry about it. Thank you for your kindness though." She replied and Ciel smirked.
"You would be a good ally. I might need you later." Ciel whispered, she raised an eyebrow, but ignored his quiet statement.
The calling continued, Finnian choosing another person. Lizzy had chosen Sebastian for her team. A couple more students were chosen and Ciel felt uneasy. He didn't feel comfortable with Sebastian on his team, though he knew that they had a better chance of winning since Finnian is a pro at dodge ball not to mention he is incredibly strong, even though all he really does is garden. Ciel jumped slightly as the game started. He stood in the back so he wouldn't get hit, or have to be very active. Lizzy was the first out in the game, since she can't dodge nor play sports of any kind. Soon others followed, and Maylene was eventually hit in the face by a fast ball that was thrown by Angelina breaking her glasses Maylene gasped, luckily none of the glass went into her eye. She smirked and watched the teacher make sure she was ok, then clean up the glass. She opened her eyes and her smirk grew. Ciel gasped as he saw that her eyes were thin and gold, filled with determination.
"You're going to wish you hadn't done that!" She yelled as she threw a fast ball towards Angelina. She didn't have time to catch it for her reaction time was slightly off. She was out, Maylene smirked again and gave the thumbs up towards Sebastian, who turned his gaze to Ciel and smirked. Ciel sighed and looked away, his cheeks starting to burn up. He really enjoyed his moment with Sebastian in the locker room…but were they going to go a step further? Or was he just Sebastian's new play thing? He didn't want to be like the girls that Sebastian dated. He didn't even like Sebastian, but deep down he knew he enjoyed that kiss…so why doesn't he like him? Ciel sighed later gasping as a ball was thrown his way, he quickly dodged.
"What the hell?" Ciel yelled as he dodged by jumping to the ground, he started to get up when he saw that another ball was thrown his way. He was panting when began to get up; he could never enjoy this game as much as other kids, his asthma was too bad for this torture. He rose his hand to the teacher, who allowed Ciel to go back to the locker room to change since he knew Ciel wasn't up to play anymore. Sebastian frowned as the younger male walked away.
Ciel stood at his gym locker, staring off into space. He snapped out of the daze and picked up his school uniform and walked into the bathroom to change. He sighed and started to remove his shirt and turned so his back was to the mirror he turned his head to see the scar that was burned into his back. He would get revenge for the person who did that. He wouldn't continue to let them live under his watch. But that was a story for another day. He sighed and continued to change out of his gym clothes. He sighed and walked out of the bathroom to see other students walking in. He quickly placed his clothes into his locker before Sebastian could get to him and quickly walked out of the locker room to go to his locker and wait for Finnian at the front gate.
Time passed slowly as Ciel waited for Finnian, students smiling and walking up to their friends, others going to their parents' cars. Ciel sighed and heard footsteps make their way towards him, he turned to see who was coming and saw it was none other than Grell, the gayest male in their school. He stood next to Ciel and then out of nowhere pushed him to the ground.
"Ah!" Ciel yelled as he made contact with the pavement. "Why the hell did you do that?" He asked as he looked up at the male.
"What are you to my Sebas?" He yelled as he placed his hands to his hips and glared at the younger boy with his golden eyes. Ciel's eyes widened as he stared at the taller male.
"I…I don't know." He answered as he saw Finnian appear behind Grell and poke his shoulder. Grell turned and glared at Finny for a brief moment before turning his attention back to Ciel.
"We'll talk about this tomorrow." Grell snapped as he started to walk away. Ciel started to get up and then saw Finnian slightly glaring at him.
"What Finnian?" Ciel asked as he stared at his taller friend. Finnian smiled and then sighed.
"I won't let anyone pick on you like that again, ok?" Finnian informed Ciel as they started to walk down the sidewalk to their homes.
The second Ciel walked through the door he sighed noticing that no one was home…again. He was used to this, but still hated it when no one was around. He heard a knock at the door and went over to open it. He gasped when it was Sebastian.
"Why were you late for school?" Sebastian asked pushing his way into the house and shutting the door.
"I overslept" Ciel retorted taking a few steps back "and…who said you could come in?" Ciel asked through a glare.
"You did when you failed to shut the door on me" Sebastian replied taking a few steps towards Ciel. Ciel blushed he had a feeling Sebastian was going to do something to him. "So~" Sebastian sand with a smirk.
"S-stay away!" Ciel yelled causing Sebastian to pout.
"Aw, I thought you had enjoyed our little locker room adventure" Sebastian retorted. Ciel retreated up the stairs, Sebastian followed.
"G-go away!" Ciel yelled shutting his door and locking it. He sat on his bed and watched the door nervously. Sebastian knocked on the door.
"What's wrong?" he asked. "I'm not going to hurt you" He added. For some reason that eased Ciel's worries, was it the way he said it? Ciel got up off the bed and opened the door.
"Why can't you leave me alone?" Ciel asked looking at the ground.
"Because, you're so cute" Sebastian replied entering the room. Ciel closed his eyes not wanting to see what would happen next. Sebastian embraced him "Don't be scared" he whispered in Ciel's ear, moving his hands up Ciel's shirt. "Now…where were we?" He asked as he began to remove Ciel's shirt. Ciel had no fight left, he gave in. Sebastian led Ciel over to his bed, laying him down and proceeding to kiss his small body. Ciel was Flushed a deep scarlet. Nobody had ever touched him like this; his heart began to pick up the pace as Sebastian began to remove Ciel's shorts. Ciel squirmed in discomfort, Sebastian ignored him and removed his own shirt; pressing his body against Ciel's. Ciel let out a gasp, the older male began to kiss Ciel's collar bone and then continuing on down the rest of his body towards his length, Ciel arched his back, and he couldn't decide if he liked it or if he hated it. Sebastian began to remove Ciel's boxers. Ciel threw his hands to his face; he was overwhelmed with embarrassment, even more so when he felt Sebastian begin to suck, circling his tongue around the head, afterwards sucking the base. Ciel's breathing was getting faster every moment Sebastian went at this. Sebastian left Ciel's member and began to kiss back up his body, licking the nipples, sucking on them, making Ciel whimper in pleasure.
Ciel had never experienced something like this before.
He didn't know if he should be disgusted, happy, or horrified.
Sebastian began to remove his trousers and boxers so that they were both completely naked. Ciel gasped loudly when he felt Sebastian's length against his leg. Ciel felt his body's temperature start to rise, his body starting to weaken and take in the pleasure that was being given to him. Ciel moaned, causing Sebastian to widen his smirk. He wanted to be the only one who ever heard that wonderful noise…the only one.
Sebastian sucked on his own fingers for a mere moment before he forcefully pushed them into Ciel's opening, pushing pulling; it was almost as if he himself was inside. Ciel gasped, he was clutching the bed sheets, his mind in a haze. He then felt the fingers leave, something bigger, much thicker, entering, Ciel opened his right eye to see Sebastian was only preparing him before, now he wanted Ciel to be his. Ciel gasped and felt water well up in his eyes.
He just lost it, his Virginity. This couldn't be happening. He was just like those stupid girls from school, only wanting the sex from Sebastian. Ciel wouldn't let the tears fall though, and before he could yell in protest he heard the front door to the house slam close.
"Ciel! I need my red socks, where are they!" Madam Red, Ciel's Aunt, yelled as she started to stomp her way up the stairs. Ciel gasped when he felt Sebastian leave him. Sebastian quickly dressed himself and made a dash to the window, opening it and making his getaway. Ciel gasped and pulled his bed sheet cover over him before Madam Red opened the door, she giggled when she saw Ciel sweating, panting, and completely naked on his bed. "Aw Ciel, were you masturbating?" She asked him with a smirk on her cheeks. Ciel blushed
"No! I wasn't I-" Ciel stopped talking, he couldn't tell her he was being partially raped by the football player and part time cheerleader from school…she wouldn't believe it. Ciel just sighed and muttered a 'no' once more. Madam Red laughed.
"It's ok Ciel, it's normal for a boy your age to do that, don't be embarrassed. Now where are my socks?" She asked placing her hands on her hips. Ciel glared.
"How the fuck would I know!" He yelled. Madam Red giggled and left the house again, not caring if she couldn't wear her red socks.
Ciel quickly got up from his bed and ran over to the window, checking to see if Sebastian was ok, when he saw Sebastian brushing himself off he glared, he was happy that the window was on the opposite side of the house from the front door.
"You're an asshole! Never go near me again…that was sick…that was-" Ciel started, but Sebastian cut him off.
"Wonderful?" He asked, finishing Ciel's sentence. Ciel blushed and slammed the window closed to go get dressed. When he put on a simple pair of blue sweatpants and a white tank top he ran over to the house phone in the kitchen, he dialed Finnian's number. Someone picked up on the other line, and right away Ciel knew it was Finnian, besides his guardian's were never home at this hour anyway.
"Finnian…you need to come over quick….I really need to talk to you." He informed Finnian in a angry tone.
"Ok hold on! I'll be right there!" Finnian yelled as he ran next door to Ciel's house. He ran through the front door as if it was his own house and ran right up to Ciel. Ciel didn't mind because they were best friends, yet it kind of ticked him off that they were that close.
"Sebastian was here…and he…did…um…"Ciel started, blushing in embarrassment. Finnian gasped.
"He stole your..." Finnian looked around the room suspiciously "Ice cream?" He asked unable to think of anything else. Ciel sighed deeply pinching the bridge of his nose. Finnian was a good friend, but why did he have to be so dumb.
"No he…" Ciel Began looking around the room uncomfortably. "Stole my…" He continued, Finnian gazed at him with innocent interest. "…Virginity…" he finally said, blushing deeply afterwards, Finnian's eyes went wide.
"You're a girl!" he asked in shock.
"NO!" Ciel snapped smacking his hand to his forehead.
"…but…you're both male" Finnian replied in confusion, cocking his head to the side.
"I know…" Ciel retorted looking down at his feet
"DON'T WORRY!" Finnian said through a big smile "because I'll protect you!" He finished throwing his fist into the air. Ciel stared at him, there was no way that was going to work; even with Finnian's incredible strength. Sebastian was strong, cunning, and very convincing; he could easily manipulate anyone to his advantage.
"That's okay…" Ciel said shaking his head. "I'll be okay, I just had to tell someone" He finished.
Ciel couldn't stop playing the scene of him and Sebastian's sexual encounter though his head. No matter how much he told himself he hated it, he knew it wasn't true; he liked it.