DOF Delusions

It has been a few months since you've known the gang. Everyone are now best friends with you. Except for Hibari, he treats you like a little sister. He has been calling you Kotori very often now because of how high your jump.

You were very close to Kyoko and Haru. You girls were like sisters. You girls go eat as much cake as you want 3 times a month. It was really fun and delicious. Ever since hanging out with them, you were addicted to taiyaki.

Other than being completely close to your new friends, you trained like a mad woman as if a kid just got his toy taken by their older sibling and then attacking them. Reborn has trained you with 2 tons of weight on your body. It was quite difficult for the first 3 days but it gotten effortless after that. You even ran rapidly, quicker than Yamamoto and Ryohei combined. The wind is always supposed to be expeditious.

You have also trained with your Vongola Gear. You could never take it to its full power. Reborn concluded that it was because you were not the gear's original owner which made you feel disappointed. That means you could ever release its full potential. He did say that you could probably transform it but you have no idea how to.

The wind flame was very extraordinary. Instead of having the animal made from Verde, the wind flame could make the animals into whatever that was comparable to the Wind Guardian. It all depended on the characteristics and abilities. You wanted to transform the Vongola Gear into something that would be comparable to you. Instead, you're stuck with the gear that belonged to Kimiko at first.

It was Sunday afternoon and everyone was busy with paper work in the student council building. While working Yamamoto was about to tell us what happened to him this morning.

"Hey guys guess what happened this morning!"

"Uhhh... It rained taiyaki in your room? You got cake slapped in your face? haha."

"No silly [Name]-chan!"

"Then what?"

"I woke up under my bed! haha!" (It's an inside joke for me and a friend of mine ^^)

"What the?" you emerged a giggle and it slowly bursted out into a laugh.

"How in the world did you wake up under your bed Yama-kun? Is that even possible?hahaha!"

"Well, first I fall off the bed then roll under and then I woke up. So yes it is possible! Crazy right? haha "

"Hehehe. Yaah."

You strolled around the room and noticed that Gokudera wasn't here.

"Hey where's Gokudera?"

"He's at home... He's in depression again... He started thinking about Kimiko. Today is also the day she left a year ago.. So I let him stay home to get better... I don't think I'll be able to help... I hope he's ok though." Tsuna explained worriedly.

You felt bad about Gokudera and Tsuna. Everyone else was pretty sad too. They were all sad about Kimiko while you didn't have bonds with her. You felt guilty. You especially felt bad for Tsuna because he is suffering a lot right now since he has to try to cheer everyone up. You wanted to make him feel better. So you decided to cheer him up and everyone else too. So you decided to check on Gokudera for Tsuna and you offered some of your homemade [your choice] cookies.

TSUNA's POV:

I was worrying about Gokudera all day today. He was really depressed.

"Tsuna. I'll check up on Gokudera when I'm done with my part of the paper work. So don't worry too much. We have to sort out the school festival paper work before it's late. Here have some [Your choice] cookies."

I looked at the cookies. They looked really good. Therefore, I took one. And I was right they are good, no, they're delicious. Nice and chewy just the way I like it. While eating it, I figured that [Name]-chan was worrying about me. I could tell by her eyes. She doesn't want me to worry too much.

"Thank you [Name]-chan.

Her face lit up. That made me smile. I gave her a confused look when she giggled.

"ehehe. Tsuna you have cookies all over your teeth. eheh hhahaha. "

I brushed my teeth with my tongue and I felt crumbs on them. My face went red.

"ahahha. Silly Tsuna. Here have some water."

"Thank you.."

"No problem!"

She went back to the others and gave them more cookies.

"[Name] is trying to do her best to not let everyone worry too much. She wants everyone to cheer up, Tsuna."

"Ah! Reborn! When did you get here?"

"Just now. You're still too jumpy Dame-Tsuna. I can fix that."

He made a smirk on his face. I had a nervous sweat drop.

"Anyways I'm just here seeing if [Name]-chan is doing her job as Wind Guardian which it seems that she is doing it very well."

The wind blows away all the sorrow and hardships from their loved ones.

"I agree with you Reborn. She is doing great."

I looked back over to [Name]-chan. She was laughing and has already cheered everyone us including me. She seems to be having fun also. I smiled at the atmosphere. It was very pleasant. It wasn't like this for a while now. I was glad. Reborn just smirked and went over to [Name]-chan getting a cookie and praising her.

Your POV:

You have just finished your part of the paper work. You then headed for Gokudera's. Yeah you and Gokudera argued a lot but you 2 have gotten close. What just really disturbs you is when he is all depressed and not in his usual attitude. It really bothers you when he is depressed and beat himself up.

When you got to this place, you knocked on his door. His house was huge. It was excessively big for one person to live in. No one answered the door. You now ran the doorbell and few times. No response. You grabbed the doorknob. Locked.

You went over to the window and yanked it open. Gokudera never locks his windows. You swore that one day some thief will sneak in when he's asleep and he will be raped. You jumped and barged in while making no sound when you touched the floor. Last time you came over was when Tsuna was attacked by Bianchi's poison cooking and you had to help him to Gokudera's since his place was the closest.

"Gokudera? Where are you?"

You heard a grunt. The source was from upstairs. You ran up the stairs and saw Gokudera in his room with a Budweiser in hand. You ran up to him and grabbed the beer and left it on the desk.

"IDIOT! What are you doing? This is under aged drinking! You know better!"

"Heh. I can do what I want women. tch."

His face was flushed. He was drunk. You looked over the desk. 5 cans down. You thought he was an alcoholic after this but doubted that.

"Why were you drinking?"

"None of your business annoying women. Why are you even in my bathroom?"

"Bathroom? This is your room drunk boy. Well I'm here because me and Tsuna were worried about you. Geez you can't do a thing without us or me around. Especially like this!"

"No! I don't need you! I need Kimiko..."

Your heart started aching. Why did that hurt? Oh yeah. Gokudera just said that he rather have Kimiko help him than you. Who wouldn't be sad? Well, at the same time you felt guilty and jealous. You have been thinking that Kimiko was probably better for everyone. You envied her even if she was dead. You shook that off and got back to Gokudera.

"Well Kimiko isn't here r-"

"Kimiko... How could you leave me... Leave us? No.. it was my fault... I lost you.. If only I walked you home..."

Now you felt really bad. Gokudera really misses Kimiko. You now knew you couldn't really do anything so you were about to get up until you felt arms around your waist pulling you in hard.

"I love you Kimiko..."

You were then had your lips smashed into alcohol tasting ones. You realized that Gokudera was kissing you. No... he was just using you. He's pretending that he was kissing Kimiko. Your first kiss was taken by someone who was not meant to kiss you. You felt frustration building up then anger. You forced him off hard.

"You FUCKING IDIOT!" you screamed and slapped Gokudera's face and ran out of the house and slamming the door hard. It began to rain. You ran and ran like there was no tomorrow. You were crying out your anger.

A few moments later, you bumped into a person. You were about to fall until that person caught you in bridal style. You rubbed your eyes and saw your savior.

"Yama-kun..."