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BPOV

I don't understand what's happening to me. First, I love school and all day instead of concentrating on my classes, all I could think about was The Major, and I wondered if he was thinking about me as well. I missed him. Then when Joseph and I pull up into the driveway after school I see Jasper standing on the steps and I had this uncontrollable need to be in his arms. So that's just what I did. I flung myself at him and I'm positive that he could feel all the emotions coursing through my body.

I was really glad that he asked me to go swimming with him, I just wanted to spend more time with him. Even if that meant getting into this skimpy bikini and making a fool of myself.

Stepping out of the bathroom, I made sure that the towel was wrapped securely around me. In my opinion I was really not anything worth looking at. I was pasty white and skinny. Too skinny, if I was being honest with myself. 5'4, long brown hair, and a whopping 110 pounds. Yea, not exactly beauty queen material.

Taking Jasper's hand, he leads us downstairs to the swimming pool. I wasn't really in the mood to swim but there was a big hot tub in the middle so I hope he wouldn't mind hanging out in there for a while.

"C'mon Darlin' do you want to relax in the hot tub for a while?" he asks. "Yes please." I reply. Walking into the room there are chairs set around different tables surrounding the pool. It was pretty awesome really, the pool was circular with a diving board at one end and the hot tub was in the middle sitting up higher than the pool. You had to go through the pool to get to the hot tub.

Jasper walked over to one of the chairs and set his towel down, then with his back turned to me he took off his t-shirt. All I could see was his back, but damn even his back was sexy. I must have been projecting lust of some sort because he turned around to face me and gave me a knowing grin. "You plan on getting in the hot tub in your towel darlin'?" he asked.

Blushing I shook my head. I turned away from him and took a deep breath. He's going to see that I really am not worth it. Is it possible to un-mate yourself from your mate? Taking off the towel, I set it on the chair across from where Jasper had set his, and slowly turned to face him.

I felt a slight breeze and shivered, then realized that he had moved at vampire speed to be in front of me. He took his finger and lifted my chin. "If I ever feel these emotions coming off you again I will not hesitate to put you over my knee." He said threateningly. "What?" I asked shocked. "You feeling like you are inadequate and not deserving." He grabbed my hands in his, "Darlin', you are so beautiful, you cannot imagine the amount of self control I am using at this moment to not take you back up to our bedroom and just have my way with you."

"Come on, I want you to tell me about your day." And with that he pulls me to the side of the pool. We step in at the same time and make our way to the hot tub, luckily the hot tub is in the shallow part so the water came to just below my belly button. He motions for me to climb the ladder up to the hot tub first and I can't help but think it's so he can stare at my bottom without getting caught.

Once I'm up he quickly joins me and sits down into the water. I make my way towards him and lower myself into the hot water at his side. He pulls me into his side and puts his arm around my shoulder. The position is comforting to me, surprisingly. I turn my body into his and put my head on his chest.

"Talk to me sugar," he says, "How was school?"

Seeing as how I hardly paid attention in class today I really didn't have much to report. But I knew if I told him this it would just give him more reason to take me out. Although after today it might not be such a bad idea if it meant I got to see My Major during the day. Huh, 'My Major', I liked the sound of that.

"It was okay," I reply, "I had a Chemistry test that I think I did okay on. And in P.E. I managed not to cripple anyone." I trail off from there, I really can't remember much of what happened after that.

I could feel vibrations coming from Jasper and look at him curiously. He's shaking with quiet laughter. What's so funny? I quirk my eyebrow up at him. "Something funny about my day?" I ask him. "No," he said, "You just amuse me is all."

I couldn't help but huff in exasperation. "Fine," I said looking down. I knew that my next words were going to be a breaking point in our relationship. He could already feel my emotions, but deep down I knew that he needed to hear me voice them. "I don't really remember much about today, my chest hurt from that stupid pull thing and I was missing you like crazy. I- I couldn't stop thinking about you." I admitted.

Before I could even blink Jasper had me in his arms, my legs on either side of his so that I was straddling him, lifting my face so that I was looking into his eyes. "I missed you too." He said to me. I couldn't help the huge smile that broke out onto my face at his words. I leaned into him and slowly pressed my lips to his. When I pulled away he looked shocked, and for a second I thought I may have over stepped a boundary, but then he grabbed the back of my neck and pulled me to his lips again.

What started off as a gentle, almost innocent kiss quickly turned into heated and needy. I put all of my emotions and feelings into it. Jasper continued to kiss me deeply, dipping his tongue into my mouth, swallowing my moans. Our tongues fought for dominance for a second before I submitted to him, needing him to be in control of this. When he broke apart our kiss so that I could catch my breath his lips trailed to my neck where he peppered kisses all the way down to my shoulder.

I could feel his arousal underneath me and it pleased me to know that I had the same effect on him that he had on me. He leaned forward and pressed his forehead against mine, his eyes shut tight. "We'd better stop darlin'," he said, "Or I won't be responsible for my actions."

"What do you mean?" I asked him breathlessly. He looked me in the eyes for a minute before replying, "I mean that I am going against my nature this very minute. Every instinct I have is telling me to claim you as mine here and now. To let my 'animal' out and make you see that you belong to me in every way."

"What can I do to make it easier for you Jasper?" I ask him hurriedly, "I don't want you to be at war with yourself or putting yourself through any pain..." I trail off, just the thought of Jasper in pain makes my chest hurt.

"Shh darlin'," he says while rubbing his hands up and down my arms, "There's nothing for you to do. And I'm not in any pain."

"Good." I reply while relaxing into him. I wrap my arms around his neck and move my right leg to join my left leg so that I'm sitting sideways on his lap. I move my arms to circle his waist and feel him gently put his arms around me holding me closer to him. I let out an involuntary yawn and feel Jasper chuckle quietly.

"I think Big Mama has dinner ready, are you hungry?" he asks me. Right when he mentions dinner my stomach gives out a loud grumble...even for human ears. I blush and look up at him and nod. Before I can turn away Jasper puts his hand on my cheek, silently telling me to look at him. "What was the last thing you ate Isabella?" he asks, and he does not sound very happy.

Oh crap. I'm trying to wrack my brain thinking if I ate today at all. Yes! There was a breakfast tray in his room this morning, I ate a couple bites of eggs and some fruit...Then for lunch...I went to the library to study for that dumb Chemistry test. Dammit, I am so screwed!

Now would be an awesome time to be a bad ass actress that can que tears at the drop of a hat..Then I could test out my water works theory.

"Umm, well-" Before I can even finish my sentence Jasper cuts me off, only this time it's not Jasper I'm talking to. I can tell by his eyes. They're black and it's not from hunger or lust. I'm looking into the eyes of Major Whitlock and he is pissed, "Do not even think about lying to me either Isabella, I know for a fact that you did not eat all your breakfast this morning and I was just going to remind you to eat everything that is brought up to you in the mornings, but I can see now that you are going to need more than just a verbal reminder." "Now do not make me repeat myself again, What was the last thing you ate today?"

"Just the breakfast from this morning, Sir." I reply trying to look away from his penetrating glare.

Jasper stands up in one fluid motion and motions for me to do the same. He climbs down the ladder into the pool first and waits at the bottom for me to do the same. Once I'm at the bottom step he holds out his arms to me as an invitation that he will carry me to our towels.

I give him a nod and he grabs my waist and lifts me into his arms. I put my arms around his neck and wrap my legs around his waist while burying my face into the crook of his neck. He tightens his grip around me and plants a sweet kiss just below my ear.

As he makes his way across the pool I try to apologize, "Jasper, I'm really sorry-" but he cuts me off. "Isabella, now is not the place. I'll take you to our room so you can change then I will deal with you then. You can shower after you've had dinner. Do you have any homework?" He asks. What throws me off is that he doesn't sound mad anymore. If I didn't know any better I would have thought that he was just making light conversation.

I lift my head to look into his eyes. Yepp, they're still black, so I know he's still mad...Before I can finish my train of thought Jasper lets out a short laugh. "Isabella, yes, I am still very upset with you. But holding you close to me like this is helping me reign in my emotions. But you are still going to get a spanking."

I just put my head back onto his shoulder and nod. Soon enough we're out of the pool and he's wrapping me up in my towel.

Taking my hand we walk back up to his bedroom. To an outsider we would look like your everyday couple. Hand in hand, going back up to the the bedroom, maybe getting lucky...But I know better. No one is going to be getting lucky any time soon and what waits for me in the bedroom is sure as hell not going to be fun.

Once we're in his bedroom he shuts door then walks over to the dresser. "Get dressed Isabella, I'm going to change in the bathroom down the hall then I want you to meet me in my study in 5 minutes. Understand?"

Study? He's not just going to do it in here and get it over with? "Yes, I understand but you aren't just going to..to umm you know? Do it in here?" I ask him shyly.

He looks away from the dresser with his clothes in his hand. Setting his clothes on his bed he walks over to me and lifts my chin so that I'm looking into his eyes. I notice that while they are still black I can still see the love that he has for me in them.

"No Isabella, I will not be spanking you in our bedroom. Ever. Our bedroom is a place for us to have good memories in, not a place where you remember being chastised in." He says.

Oh. Well I was not expecting that. I nod at him and lean up and give him a chaste kiss on the lips to show him that even though I know he's going to spank me, I know that he's only doing it because he cares and I'm not going to hold that against him.

Stepping around him I head to the dresser to grab some pajamas to change into. "5 minutes Isabella." Jasper says to remind me as he leaves the room. "Yes Sir." I reply quietly.

Searching through the dresser again I do a quick search for my cotton panties. But they are nowhere to be seen and I don't have time to an in depth search for them. Frustrated I grab another pair of lace panties and slam the drawer shut. Where in the hell could they be?!

Faster than I have ever changed before I strip off the wet bathing suit and finish drying off my body throwing on my bra and panties and a white t-shirt that is a little tight on me, and black capri sweats. I hang up the bathing suit in the shower and try to towel dry my hair the best I can before throwing it up into a pony tail. Not knowing how long I've been in here I quickly make my way down the hall to Jasper's study.

His door is shut so I knock quietly knowing that he'll hear it.

"Come in Isabella." I hear him say. I take a deep breath and slowly turn the door knob. If this were a movie the background music would go 'DUN DUN DUN' right about now.

I step into the room and shut the door quietly behind me. Turning around to face the room I see Jasper sitting behind his desk in a huge leather chair that had gold, were they bear claws?, at the bottom. The chair could have easily fit 3 of me on there. He looked really intimidating and I realized now why Alice said everyone was afraid of The Major.

"Come and stand in front of me," he said while pointing to a spot on the floor. I walked towards him and stood in the spot he had directed. "Now, Isabella, why are you here?" He asked me.

"I didn't eat lunch today, Major." I replied with my head bowed.

"And what is the rule regarding your food intake?" He asks me.

"I am to eat 3 meals a day Sir." I say quietly.

"That's right my dear. Now Big Mama told me this morning that you barely ate any of the breakfast that she sent up to you. For future reference you are to eat everything that she sends up to you. You won't be punished for that today because you didn't know, but now you do so don't let it happen again." He says.

"Yes Sir." I whisper.

"Do you have anything to say before we get started?" He asked me gently.

"No Sir."

"Very well," he said as he took my hand and guided me over to his side. There he proceeded to gently place me over his lap so my bottom was once again in the air. "Hold on to the sides of the chair Isabella and don't let go." He commands.

I firmly grasp the arm rest on the side of the chair and wait for the first blow.

SMACK. Like last time he starts off spanking on top of my clothing. "One," I say

SMACK. This time he hits the other cheek. "Two"

SMACK. "Three"

My hands have the side of the chair in a death grip. Jeez, two spankings in two days?

By 10 I'm whispering the numbers. Each smack stinging worse than the previous one.

He stops the swinging and rubs my backside. "I'm very proud of you," he says, his tone sounding pleased. "I didn't even have to remind you to count, you did that on your own. 5 more and then you are finished."

He places his palm in the middle of my back and swiftly pulls down my sweats and panties to my knees.

SMACK. Oh Holy Mother Of God!!! Shit I forgot how bad it hurts on skin!

"One" I whimper

SMACK. "Two"

By the fourth one I start to fidget trying to bury my face into his leg, tears staining my cheeks. Waiting for the last blow is the hardest part.

SMACK. "Five"

I remove my hands from the side of the chair and start wiping at my cheeks, I'm sure he can smell the saltiness of my tears but I don't want him to see them. I stay perched over his lap trying to catch my breath.

He gently pulls back up my panties and pants while rubbing soothing circles on my back.

I slowly remove myself from his lap and stand up in front of him again with my head bowed. He stands up next to me and envelopes me in a hug while kissing the top of my head. "Your forgiven Isabella, don't let it happen again darlin'." he says. I look up into his eyes and am surprised to see the love and adoration he has for me. How did I not see this before?

I rise up onto my tip toes and kiss the right side of his mouth, then the left side, before finally giving him a soft kiss on the lips. "Thank you Major." I say before wrapping myself back into his arms where I feel safe, loved and protected.