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BPOV

It really felt like Jasper was gone for a lot longer than two weeks. But that didn't matter. All that mattered now was that he was back and I was sitting next to him holding his cold hand in mine, and we were on our way home. Home. That's strange, I've never thought of Jasper's house as mine before. Maybe I really was coming around on all of this.

Before Jasper could even stop the car all the way Peter had Charlotte out and took off with her in his arms. At least someone was going to be getting lucky tonight. Bitch. My door was opened suddenly and I was tucked into a stone hard chest with wind rustling my hair. It took me a second to realize that Jasper picked me up and ran with me back to his room. Much like what Peter did with Charlotte.

He set me down on my feet never letting go of my waist before he crashed his lips to mine. He pushed his tongue into my mouth and I gasped with how much need I could feel from him. He was projecting his need and his want for me on me. But I don't know if it was intentional or not. I sucked on his tongue causing him to growl at me and it was the sexiest thing I have ever heard. I knew he would be able to smell my arousal any second now, I just hope it was enough to send him over the edge because I was more than ready for him to finally claim me.

Without breaking our kiss he pushed me backwards towards the bed. I felt the back of my knees hit the end of the bed and put my hands behind me to help support my weight while scooting back onto the bed. While I was scooting backwards Jasper was crawling forwards until he finally settled himself in between my legs.

I laid back and ran my fingers through his hair, giving slight tugs here and there. His kiss was becoming more and more urgent and it was driving me insane. Couldn't he tell just how much I needed him right now? I thrust my hips up and could feel his erection through his pants. I moaned into his mouth upon feeling his raging hard on. He suddenly broke away from me and I was worried that I did something wrong. "Isabella, don't do that. Not yet." He whispered, placing his forehead on mine looking me in the eyes.

"Why?" I whispered back. I knew he wanted me...before he left for Italy...was I right? Did he find someone else?! I could feel myself on the verge of a panic attack and apparently so could Jasper.

"Isabella Stop!" He commanded. "I told you before I didn't want you to feel inadequate or undeserving. Now what brought about those emotions?" He asked. I tried to swallow around the lump in my throat before I answered him. He sat up, pulling me up with him before quickly switching spots with me on the bed so that he was resting against the headboard and I was in between his legs, against his chest.

I took a couple deep breaths before answering him. "I'm sorry," I said softly, my voice cracking a little, "Just with everything that happened today, I guess I'm a little over emotional right now." I took another breath before continuing. I knew that I needed to tell him what happened today and about my fears. "It's just that I kept thinking that you would find someone better for you in Italy. Another vampire, someone who would be a better mate for you. Then Lauren, the girl I fought with today, kept saying that you left me for someone else all week and today when she cornered me in the bathroom and continued saying those things I snapped."

I didn't want to look at Jasper's expression. I knew I was going to be in trouble for fighting and I didn't mean to bring it up so soon, especially since not two minutes ago we were playing tounsil hockey.

"I guess on top of myself thinking that you found someone else and Lauren saying it, then you turning me down just now-" I suddenly felt a long finger against my lips effectively cutting off my rant. His finger was right there and I couldn't stop myself. I opened my mouth and sucked his finger into my mouth. I heard Jasper's sharp intake of air and knew that I caught him off guard. I swirled my tongue around the tip of his finger before sliding it down until I reached his palm. I used the same techniques on his finger that I did on his cock, and I could tell he enjoyed it.

Jasper removed his finger from my mouth and I turned around and straddled his waist so that his hard on was right beneath my hot center. He wrapped his hand around my neck and brought my face down to his level. "I love you Jasper." I whispered as he looked into my eyes. I knew that he could see the love that I had for him, because that's exactly what I saw when I looked into his eyes. His love for me. He brushed his lips against mine gently and painfully slowly before laying me down on the bed. He broke away from my lips and trailed kisses down my neck. "Sit up." He demanded in between kisses.

I sat up slowly never taking my eyes off him. He reached down to the hem of my shirt and pulled it up and over my head. He lowered his head and kissed the top of my breasts, that were pushed up from the bra that I was wearing, before reaching around and unclasping my bra and taking it off and throwing it to the floor. He pressed his lips to mine again, pushing me back against the mattress. I could feel his hand going down to my jeans and unbuttoning them quickly. I lifted my bottom up slightly so that he could pull them off. He then again started trailing kisses down my neck and to my chest. He grabbed my right nipple with his teeth and bit down hard causing me to let out a loud moan and arch my back into him.

It hurt but it felt so good at the same time. He smirked at me before heading lower and with his hands removed my panties. My legs instinctively spread open for him. He dipped his head down and I felt his cold tongue lick my wet slit. I groaned loudly again and fisted the bed sheet in my hands. I could feel Jasper working my clit by flicking his tongue over it again and again before dropping it lower and plunging it into my opening.

It was taking all my power to keep still and not force myself down onto his face. "Jasper, I'm so close." I moaned. His tongue stopped sliding in and out of me and went back to my clit. He clamped his teeth down onto my clit and that was the push I needed to fall over the edge. I screamed as I came and if I wasn't so incoherent I would have been embarrassed.

Before I could come down from my Jasper induced high I felt a burst of lust collide into my body, and it wasn't from me. I arched my back off the bed and screamed again, I was too sensitive to go again! Wave after wave of lust crashed into me and it hurt so good. I didn't know where one orgasm began and the other ended. They blended together and it was amazing. I finally felt the lust wearing off, leaving me panting and sweating on the bed with Jasper standing over me.

When my breathing became regular again, Jasper grabbed my hand and pulled me from the bed. When I was upright he pushed down on my shoulders indicating to me that he wanted me on my knees in front of him. I immediately obeyed and once I was on my knees I reached out to his pants and undid his button and zipper before pulling them down to his feet. Again, I was schocked to see him going commando but what held my attention was the beautiful cock sticking straight out in front of my face. I wrapped my lips around him and started sucking right away. I went down as far as I could without choking then came back up to the head before going back down again. I licked the pre cum of the top of his dick and felt him twitch in my mouth.

Suddenly Jasper grabbed my head in his hands and thrusted his hips foward so that his cock hit the back of my throat. I wasn't prepared and almost choked. "Relax your throat Isabella," He grunted, "Remember what I taught you."

I used my hands and grabbed his ass and squeezed as he fucked my mouth. After a couple of seconds I felt him tense right before he shot his cold seed down my throat. I swallowed everything that he gave me, determined not to waste any of it.

I looked up at Jasper to see him staring down at me. "I will never tire of seeing you on your knees before me. You are beautiful Isabella." He said before grabbing my hands and helping me stand up. He quickly pulled back up his pants then led me over to the bed. I tried to bend down to grab my clothes when Jasper stopped me. "Oh no my pet, I don't want you in any clothes right now." He said before laying me down on the bed again.

He laid down next to me and we just stared at each other. I could tell from his eyes that he was in his 'Major' mode. Not only that but usually when he is fully clothed and I'm naked is another hint that he's not 'My Jasper' then. That and him calling me his 'pet' was also another big clue.

"We need to talk about what happened while I was away Isabella." He said firmly.

I really didn't want to talk about all the trouble I managed to get in while he was away, but I also wanted to get it over with. As soon as he punished me, I knew that I would be forgiven and he would move on. And then we could continue on with our weekend.

I sighed before nodding, showing him that I agreed with him. "First," He said, "Is that why you fought with the child at school? Because she was basically just confirming your fears that I no longer wanted you?"

All I could do was nod. I didn't want to think about that bitch. "Did you say she cornered you?" He asked suddenly. I cleared my throat before answering. "Yes Sir, I tried to walk past her I swear it, but she pushed me up against the wall. Then I just....snapped." I told him truthfully. "I know I over reacted and I'm not even sure how it happened, one minute I'm against the wall and the next minute I'm struggling against Charlotte. I didn't even notice when she hit me in the lip."

I saw Jasper's eyes darken slightly, whether it was from me getting hit or because of my over reaction I wasn't sure. He nodded slowly before speaking again. "Now you already know that you did wrong with speeding and I believe that your detention and house arrest was a sufficient enough punishment. But do NOT let it happen again." He growled.

Did that mean I wasn't going to be spanked for getting locked up?! This was great! I must have looked super happy because he gave me a small smile before leaning in and giving me a sweet kiss on my forehead.

"Also, I am glad that you defended yourself Isabella, I never want you to not fight back when you are being attacked." He said. "I'm also proud that you 'won' the fight so to speak." He admitted.

"Does this mean that I'm not going to be punished?" I asked. I didn't want to get my hopes up but I knew that Jasper would be able to tell by now that I was already hopeful.

'No darlin', not this time," He said before giving me another kiss, "Now go freshen up in the bathroom and I'll have Big Mama send you up some lunch. You won't be needing to put on any clothes either, you won't be leaving the room this weekend." As soon as he said that I felt my body blush and I knew that he could feel the lust pouring off me. It was going to be a damn good weekend.

"Bella! You need to snap out of it. Even Jasper knows something is wrong and he isn't going to let this go any longer." Said Charlotte. We were in the cafeteria eating lunch, well I was anyways, and Char was trying to talk me out of my depression. It's been four days since Jasper returned. True to his word I didn't leave the bedroom all weekend and it was amazing. I still didn't understand why he hadn't claimed me yet though. It was actually starting to piss me off.

But more than that I was still harvesting this guilt that I had from the whole jail thing and beating the hell out of Lauren. And what's worse was that Jasper has been feeling my guilt for the last three days, but he hasn't said anything about it. I guess I was expecting him to understand why I was still feeling guilty and tell me that I was forgiven and that everything was okay. It was like once I was back into a routine after this weekend all that guilt came crashing back down on me.

It didn't help that there was the constant reminder of my mishap with Lauren from her friends, or as I like to call them, the spawns of Satan. They were around every corner just glaring at me or whispering snide comments loudly so that I would hear them. Turns out Lauren's mom couldn't dazzle the Principal so Lauren was stuck with a three day suspension, while according the demon children, I got off Scot-free.

I had forgotten all about guilt though and was psyched that I didn't even get punished, but halfway through the day on Monday it hit me like a ton of bricks and hasn't left since. "I'm sorry," I told Char, "I don't know what to freaking do! It's like I need Jasper to punish me so that I can let go of this guilt! I don't understand it." I said frustrated. "I know Jasper's not mad about it yet I feel like he should be. What's wrong with me Char?"

I know I was probably sounding desperate and needy, but I was seriously getting concerned. Surely this wasn't good for my health! "Bella," She said gently, "You are sulking in your guilt because you don't feel like he's truly forgiven you. I've been there and done that. Take it from me, you just need to ask for a spanking for your misdeeds and have Jasper spank the guilt right out of you."

Is she fucking kidding? She just wants to see me spanked. Evil Bitch. "Your fucking crazy." I told her right before the bell rang. But as the day went on I couldn't get her words out of my head. Could she be right? I know that after each punishment from Jasper, I felt more relieved knowing that he forgave me for my misconduct, and I certainly didn't have any guilt afterwards....Would a spanking really help? Who the fuck asks for a spanking though? Seriously.

It was on the way home from school today though that I came to my informed decision. In order to finally let go of my guilt and to also save myself from another possible punishment I was going to suck it up and ask for the stupid spanking. If it helped and got rid of my guilt and let me go back to living my normal life then I would know that I was indeed twisted. If it didn't then....I would kill Charlotte for suggesting it and putting the stupid thought in my head in the first place.

When we pulled up to the house the first thing I noticed was that Jasper wasn't outside waiting for me like he usually was. Strange. While Charlotte went off to go find Peter, I walked upstairs in search for Jasper. Might as well get it over with, I thought to myself. The door to his study was shut which meant that he was probably in there. I ran to the bedroom to drop off my backpack before heading back towards his study. I really hope no one was in there with him, I thought before knocking on his study door.

"Come in Isabella." He called.

I opened the door slowly and looked around the room. Good. He was alone. I stepped inside and shut the door quietly. Jasper was hunched over his desk looking at something and drawing lines on whatever it was. I went and sat down in one of the leather chairs and waited for him to acknowledge me. I knew it had to be pretty important if he didn't even come and greet me after school. I would have felt bad for even considering interrupting him when I knew he was working on something but this really couldn't wait any longer or else I would lose my nerve.

After about fifteen minutes Jasper finally looks up at me then puts away whatever it is he was working on. I stood up as he walked towards me. When he was standing a foot away from me I closed the distance between us and wrapped my arms around his waist. "Isabella what's going on?" He asked, "I can feel you apprehension and guilt. You need to talk to me so that I can help you. This isn't good for you."

I pushed my face into his arm and kissed his shoulder before replying. "Jasper I think I finally realize what's going on with me," I said softly, "I don't feel like you've truly forgiven me for what happened while you were away and I've been stuck with the stupid guilt because of it. I don't understand why I feel this way either and that makes it so much worse. I should be happy that you didn't punish me, but I'm not. Will you please punish me so that I can finally let go of all this?" I begged.

I couldn't even look at him while I was talking. In a way I was ashamed that I had to even ask for this. This couldn't be normal.

Jasper placed his finger beneath my chin and forced me to look into his eyes. I could feel the embarrassment and shame coursing through my body and I knew he was probably feeling it too. He looked into my eyes and seemed to be searching for something. "Isabella," He said firmly, "There is nothing wrong with you. If this is what you need I will do it, but only because I have been feeling your guilt for a while now and it's been affecting you. In the future though we won't have this problem."

With that said he walked over to his chair and sat down. "Come here Isabella." He said pointing to the spot on the floor in front of him.

I walked over to him and already I could feel myself calming down. I knew this was going to work now. I guess there was no reason to hire a hit Vampire for Charlotte now. I keep my head bowed once I'm in front of him. I still feel ashamed and it's easier to go through with this if I'm not looking at him.

"Why are you here Isabella?" He asked.

"Because I had been speeding, and then was taken in to the courthouse, and then I got in a fight at school." I told him. "Yes, from now on you will stick to the speed limit. And while I don't blame you for the fight you do need to learn to channel your anger, I'm glad that you defended yourself but you should have stopped fighting once she was down." He said, correcting me and letting me know where I went wrong.

"Yes Sir." I said softly.

"Do you have any questions before we begin?" He asked.

"No Sir."

He reached out and grabbed my hand, once again guiding me over his lap. It was like deja vu all over again. "You know what to do." He said firmly.

I reached out and grasped the arm rest on the chair and put my head down. I feel him place a hand in the center of my back and it's oddly comforting. Then he's starting. He starts of with smacks on my clothing and I know that he's just warming up. He alternates between my cheeks after I count each one. By ten my bottom is stinging like a bitch but I haven't made a sound besides the counting.

"Lift your bottom." He commands. I push up on my legs so that my bottom is higher in the air and not resting on his lap. He swiftly pulls down my pants and panties to my knees before pushing down gently to let me know to go back into place.

The second I'm back in position he begins again.

SMACK. "One"

SMACK. "Two"

Like last time this time he's alternating between my stinging bottom and the backs of my thighs. By six I can't help my wiggling and tensing. Jeez, it's worse than last time!

By eight I'm crying but I haven't made a noise yet and by ten I figured it was over. He always stops at ten, so when he smacked me again I didn't know what to think. "Eleven" I whispered. What the hell was going on? I didn't have time to think about it though because he didn't stop.

The tears fell faster and by sixteen I was full out sobbing and shaking. By twenty I didn't think I could take it anymore. I could feel Jasper pulling back up my pants while rubbing soothing circles on my back. He was letting me get myself under control before I had to face him. I tried to take some calming breaths and let go of the arm rest. It took me a few minutes to calm down for the most part but Jasper never said a word. He just continued to rub my back. It was comforting. He wasn't pushing me to hurry up or anything, he was giving me time with my thoughts.

I sat up slowly and finally faced Jasper. His face held no emotion, but his eyes said otherwise. I stood up off his lap and faced him. Suddenly he is in front of me and I'm wrapped up in his arms. "Your forgiven Isabella." He said softly and kissed the top of my head.

I could feel myself relax and I was instantly relieved. It was over. There would be no more dwelling on it. Charlotte was right, this was just what I needed. I looked up and stood on my tip toes to place a gentle kiss on Jasper's cheek, then the other one, before kissing him softly on the mouth. "Thank you Major." I said.

"Go wait for me in the bedroom darlin," he said, "I'll be in there shortly." I nodded my head and left the room. My guilt was forgotten and I was ready to move forward.