Author's Note: Thanks for the reviews! Sorry ya'll didn't like the spankings but...that's the way it goes sometimes lol I tried to make up for it- soooo major lemons ahead so if you are easily offended with that sort of thing then you may want to find a different story to read cause it's just going to get lemonier. Enjoy :)

*SM still owns all*

Story Recommendation for today: "Frisson" by: The Antimatter, It's Jasper and Alice, and usually I shy away from that particular pairing, but I dunno- her story got me hooked. It's about humans being slaves to the vamps and Alice is a slave to Jasper but doesn't want to be....at least not at this point. It's a great story with lots of drama so check it out :)

JPOV

"I'm sure that ya'll are well aware by now that Aro was responsible for the kidnapping of mine and Peter's mate." I was pacing in front of my Guards out back. I looked up to see the fury in their eyes while some were nodding their heads. Good. I projected a hint of my anger on them to add a little bit more fuel to the fire. I would need them as angry and hostile as possible when we attacked.

"I wasn't aware until today otherwise I would have taken care of this while we were in Italy," I continued, "But now, we need a plan. We will be bringing down the brothers. I don't know if Marcus or Cauis had a hand in this or not, but I'm not willing to take the chance, so they will have the same fate as Aro." I paused to let my words sink in. I needed them to know just how serious this was. We were going to overthrow the Volturi.

"Major," Said Peter from beside me, "This is going to take some planning, you are going to have to be patient for the time being. It could take up to a week or two at best to get everything planned. This has to be done smartly. We don't want to lose anyone." He said calmly.

I knew he was right but patience at this point was not my strongest ability right now. Isabella was in danger as long as Aro was still walking this planet. I growled but nodded my head in confirmation. He was right, I put too much time and effort into each and every member of my Guard, I didn't want to lose any one of them. We had to come up with a devious plan and take the necessary precautions.

"Alright, I have to go take care of something, I want everyone to stay here until I come back. We are going to do some more training as a group and learn some different fighting techniques to help against Aro's guard." I said before walking away to head back up to my study where Isabella was waiting for me.

I walked at a slow human pace so I could gather my thoughts and try to tone down my anger a little. But what the fuck was she thinking?! If she told me the second she recognized Aro I could have destroyed him. Though I did want to torture him first. And granted his Guard probably would have tried to take me out afterwards. Fuck. I guess it wouldn't have worked but still she knowingly put herself in danger to keep me safe.

Her intentions were good I'll give her that, but I'm a vampire dammit. I protect her, not the other way around. No she had to learn that I would not stand for her to keep secrets like this. Especially when it comes to her safety. I wasn't even mad at her for cussing at me, I don't blame her for that. I understand now that she was scared but she should have trusted me...

Then it hit me. I was a fucking moron. How did I not see this?! That's why she was terrified when we got to Italy. Granted her fear had been on and off throughout the flight there but now it was making sense.

As I got closer to the door I could hear her inside calming down a little bit. I knew she was upset and I could feel her guilt. At that moment I wanted nothing more than to have her in my arms. I needed to hold her even if it was to just reassure myself that she was here with me and she was fine physically. I still had to go through with her punishment though. But this time it would be a little different.

She didn't even hesitate to bend over my knees, I could feel that she had accepted her fate and she knew that this had to be done. I was extremely proud of the progress that we have made in such a small amount of time. We've also gone through hell and back together and I needed her to realize that I would always be by her side. Hopefully after this she will start to accept the fact that I am her protector and will take care of her.

As she looked over our time together all I could feel from her was love. I don't know what memories she was thinking of but it was working. She was seeing that my love was unconditional for her. I lightened up on the spankings, but I don't think she even noticed. When I felt her come to her little epiphany I stopped the spankings to her now bright red ass and began to rub my hand over the redness.

When she pressed her lips to mine I felt her lust spike and I knew that she needed me in that moment as much as I needed her. We would just have to be a little less rough this time. I carried her in my arms bridal style before running into our bedroom and laying her down gently on the bed. She opened her legs for me and I climbed between them and crashed my lips back to hers.

I plunged my tongue into her mouth and felt her wrap her tongue around mine causing me to groan. I wrapped one arm around her waist and pulled her bottom half to me and let her feel my painfully hard erection.

"Major, please I need you." She moaned.

"What do you need darlin'?" I asked nipping at her earlobe and sucking on it gently.

"You. In me. Please." She begged. Lord I loved it when she begged me. It took every ounce of control I had to not give in to her. Yet. I had something else planned for her first. A new lesson. I pulled back from her reluctantly and looked into her deep chocolate brown eyes. I pulled her up with me so that we were both sitting, "Not yet Isabella. I want to do something with you first. A new lesson for you. A lesson in trust." I told her before giving her a kiss to her forehead.

She looked at me questioningly and I felt her hesitation and her disappointment. I chuckled while climbing off the bed. "Soon darlin' I promise you will not go to sleep without being satisfied first." I promised.

I stood above her and looked at the perfection that was Mine. There was nothing that I didn't love about her. "Isabella," I said gently, "Roll over onto your stomach with your arms above your head."

I walked over to the dresser while I heard her moving into the position. I turned around and saw her looking at me. I pulled out one silk scarf and walked back towards her. "I'm going to blindfold you." I told her.

She nodded her head and I wrapped the scarf around her eyes and tied it at the back of her head. I pulled her back up to a sitting position and slowly removed her shirt. Then I reached behind her and unclasped her bra, the second it left her skin I saw her nipples perk up from the cold air hitting them. "This is all about trust Isabella. I need you to trust me not to hurt you. I need you to trust me to know when you have had enough," I told her while laying her back down so I could remove her pants and underwear, "I love you and after tonight you will not doubt that again. By not telling me about Aro showed me that you did not fully trust me, and how can you love someone you do not trust?"

I felt her guilt crash into me and knew that she was on the verge of tears. "No tears Isabella," I said softly placing a quick kiss to her lips, catching her off guard, "This is just as much for me as it is for you."

I leaned down and circled her right nipple with my tongue. God she tasted so good. I sucked on it for a second before pulling away causing another moan to come from My Isabella. I grabbed her hands in mine and quickly secured them to the headboard. Then I went to her feet and tied them up as well so that she was spread out on her stomach and I had a full view of everything that she had to offer.

Her skin was creamy white except for her bottom and backs of her thighs that stood out being bright red. I was going to have to avoid that area tonight unfortunately. A lot of what was going to happen tonight was what I like to call 'mind fuckery'. I was going to fuck with her mind to get my point across.

I walked back to the dresser being purposely loud so that she could hear me. I started shuffiling things around inside the drawer and I could feel her curiousity mixed with a hint of fear. Her fear of the unknown.

I brought out a feather and touched it gently to her bottom. Isabella jumped in surprise but then relaxed as goose bumps broke out all over her flesh. I dragged the feather up from her bottom to the middle of her back. "What are you feeling Isabella?" I asked her.

"Whatever your using tickles Major, but it feels nice." She breathed.

"And how are you feeling?" I whispered in her ear.

"I feel.....okay...." She paused and I continued to drag the feather across her body while she gathered her thoughts. I knew how she felt, but I wanted her to describe them out loud for me.

"I'm still a little scared." She admitted.

"It's easy to be frightened when you can't see what I'm going to do to you." I replied easily.

I set the feather down and grabbed a metal nail file. I was going to have to keep a close feel on her emotions. If she started to freak out I was going to have to stop until she was ready again.

"I can give you pleasure, and I can give you pain." I told her softly. "Everything I give you is for you though. Everything that I do is with you in mind. The only pain you will ever receive from me is from a punishment and even then it's for your own good."

I dragged the tip of the file across her back gently. Not enough to cut her or break her flesh but enough to let her feel the sharpness. "Even with this knife I could bring you pleasure." I told her. I immediately felt her stiffen her entire body and felt her fear reach an all time high. I pulled the file away from her skin but didn't send her any waves of calm. This was something she was going to have to do on her own.

"Isabella, remember this is about trust. This is about you putting your trust in me." I told her softly. I could feel her fear as she took deep breathes. I went back to the dresser while she worked on calming herself and got out some cream for bottom.

"Isabella," I said softly while I sat next to her on the bed, "Do you remember that time that you were trying to teach Charlotte how to play soccer?" I asked while rubbing the cream onto her ass. She stiffened at first but then relaxed into my hands.

I saw a small smile grace her lips before she replied. "Yes Sir. You and Peter were outside working with the newborns and it was raining so we had to stay indoors and we were really bored."

"And what happened then my pet?" I asked her, continuing to massage in the lotion.

"Well we made a mini soccer field in the living room and we had to try to score on each others goal. Charlotte promised not go all vampy on me but then got too excited and kicked the ball too hard. The ball went right through the sheet and got stuck into the wall." She said with a small giggle.

"Right and then what did you two do?" I asked.

"Ran like hell." She replied. "Charlotte was worried that you were going to be mad so we ran to the kitchen to get something to cover up the new hole in the wall. We searched but couldn't find anything that would work. So I suggested just a cover up until she could call someone in to fix it."

At this point I got off the bed and grabbed the feather again. "Continue." I commanded, while running the feather along the side of her stomach. Her skin broke out in the goose bumps again as she started talking.

"So I-I ran upstairs and we found some paper and markers and we colored a big picture of a cat and a mouse where the cat was chasing the mouse. I called them Tom and Jerry." She said.

"Then we grabbed some tape and went back downstairs to put it over the hole. Then once that was done we moved one of the chairs in front of it covering it up. Which we should have just done in the first place." She added in as an after thought.

I chuckled to myself before grabbing the nail file again. "This time no matter what you feel or hear, I want you to continue on with the story." I told her firmly.

"Yes Sir." She replied shakily.

"And what happened when Peter and I came in and saw you two looking guilty and sitting in the living room?" I asked her right before I placed the tip of the file against her back.

Her breath hitched and her fear spiked for a second. "Remember the story Isabella." I whispered in her ear.

"Well y-you automatically k-knew something was w-wrong. You said that we needed to work on our poker faces because we gave it all away. Then you moved the chair and saw the picture. You and Peter started laughing. Charlotte and I thought one of the newborns rattled your brains or something." She said with a small laugh.

I noticed that as I ran the file up and down her skin her fear was still there but it was a very small portion. She was lost in her memory. Perfect.

I chuckled at her wording, "Yes it was a ridiculous looking drawing." I teased her.

She huffed before continuing. "I thought that you were going to be mad at us. Then y-you asked if we wanted to play two on two but in a better equipped environment." She whispered.

I dragged the nail file across her cheek bone and felt her suck in her breath.

"You brought us to the g-game room and we played soccer on the Wii." She said quietly.

"What was it that I told you that night Isabella? Do you remember?" I asked her gently while continuing my trail on her body with the file.

"Y-Yes of course. You s-said that I should never let my f-fear of the repercussions get in the way from always telling you the truth. You said that even if you had to punish me for something it didn't mean that you didn't love me. It meant that you were helping me. That I had to p-put my t-trust in you to know what was best for me." She replied. Then she gasped as it suddenly occurred to her what I was doing.

"That's right Isabella. You've shown me that you do not fully trust me even if you think you do. I understand that you were doing it to protect me and that is admirable, but all the stress and worry you caused yourself was unneeded." At this point I stopped with the nail file and began untying her from the bed. I sat her and took off her blindfold. I kneeled down in front of her and held up the nail file.

"You didn't trust me not to hurt you tonight at first." I told her. "But I believe that you are starting to come around. This is not something that I can force on you Isabella. I am not going to send you false trust or calm when it comes to us. This is something that you are going to have to come to terms with on your own. Just know that I am here every step of the way. Just do NOT hide anything from me again." I growled at the last part. I needed her to know how serious this was.

Isabella began to cry softly before she launched herself into my arms. I could feel her guilt but above all else I felt her love for me. I hugged her tightly to my chest and let her cry it out. She wasn't where I wanted her to be and the thing with Aro was a real set back, but we would get there together.

"I love you Major." She said.

That was all it took before I brought my lips to hers. I glided my tongue on her bottom lip, asking for entrance. She opened her mouth for me and our tongues battled for dominance. I quickly overpowered her and brought her back on the bed, lying her on her back. I pulled off my jeans and and pushed open her legs with mine before settling myself right at her entrance.

I looked into her eyes to see wet tear streaks on her cheeks. I brushed them away lovingly with my thumbs. "Now Jasper please, I need this." She begged. With one last kiss to her forehead I plunged into her, stilling for a brief second while she adjusted to the intrusion.

"Ahh Jasper please." She whimpered while pushing her hips up to meet mine. I thrusted into her slowly allowing her to feel all of me inside her. Her moans and groans only spurred me on more and it wasn't long before I was ready and I could tell she was holding back, wanting us to cum together.

I growled into her neck "Cum now!" I yelled into her neck. I felt her walls clenching around me, which pushed me over the edge with her, spilling my seed deep inside her. We laid there for a while with her arms wrapped around me and me peppering little kisses all over her face.

I could feel her exhaustion and knew that I took a lot out of her today. Coming out of her I rolled to her side cuddling her into my chest. She let out a sleepy yawn and closed her eyes almost asleep instantly. I kissed the top of her head and whispered in her ear my love for her.

"Charlotte still owes me a new soccer ball." She mumbled right before she fell asleep.

I laughed quietly to myself and pulled her closer to me listening to the sound of her heartbeat.