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P.S. There's a small A/N at the bottom as well for anyone who may be interested.
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JPOV
"How could you let it go this long?" I growled out. I get home to find my mate slipping in and out of consciousness and that she's still sick even after Carlisle has looked her over.
"I called Carlisle before Bella even wanted me to, he thinks it could be that piggy flu those humans are getting." Replied Charlotte. I could feel that she was upset but dammit this was too much.
Before I could say much more I was hit with a pain like no other that almost brought me to my knees. Then Isabella let out an ear piercing scream that if I had a heart, it would have stopped from that sound alone.
I managed to get a grip on my emotions and carried Isabella out to the car where Peter drove us to Carlisle's.
"I don't know Peter. There was so much blood." I said worriedly. If I could cry I know I would have been. "Carlisle said that she was pregnant."
"Jasper that is something amazing that you two were able to do together. This is just a minor setback." Peter replied, putting his hand on my shoulder. "She is going to be fine, what you need to worry about more is her emotional well being after this whole ordeal."
I looked at him strangely but could feel his genuineness. If he said Isabella was going to be fine then I had no reason to doubt him.
"Why do you think this is going to affect her emotionally?" I asked him.
"Major," He said slowly as if he was talking to a two year old, "She just lost a child. Her child. The child that was a result of your love for one another. Of course this is going to affect her in some way." He glared at me then.
What did I say?
"Well we never had a reason to discuss kids before so how was I supposed to know that she ever wanted one." I defended. Jesus fucking Christ. This was hard enough. I never even knew I wanted a baby until ours was miscarried.
A baby would only be a distraction, I told myself, I felt bad that we missed out on it but this was for the best...right?
Why was I even second guessing myself. I am the fucking God of War. Everyone knows that trying to raise a child in my home would be a stupid idea.
"Jasper, she's waking up." Peter said, nudging my arm.
I ran back inside to Isabella's bedside and grabbed her hand.
After talking with Carlisle I could feel her sadness for what we lost but I could also feel hope just oozing from her. She was kidding right? She wanted to try for another baby? I felt my hope spike before I quickly shut it down. I didn't need this shit. We could not have a baby. In fact we WOULD not have a baby.
"I will change you just as soon as you've recovered." I told her harshly, before she could object. What I say goes and dammit I was not going to put her through this again. Luckily she dropped it a couple of seconds later, but I knew that it wasn't over. I could feel her determination and knew that this was something that she wanted now.
I just didn't know what she wanted more. Me, or a baby. Because that was what it was going to come down to. I was not going to give her another child and if she wanted that then she needed to have that with someone else.
Just the thought of her with another man made me see red though. How did I expect myself to let her go? She was Mine. My Mate. My Pet. I fought for her, I've fucking killed for her. There was no way I was letting her go now. No fucking way.
I could feel the animal inside me just begging to claim her and make her see that she belongs to me and that she needs to obey and listen to me and drop this crazy baby nonsense.
I got up from my desk and made my way outside where I knew Charlotte and Isabella were talking. It was time that we settled this. I wanted to move on and begin again. We just got rid of Aro, there were no other threats at this point. I knew we couldn't do anything sexually for a few more weeks until she had time to heal so I was going to have to think of other ways to show her that she belonged to me.
"Isabella, come inside please. We need to talk." I said.
As she wrapped herself around my front I ran us up to my study. I needed her to recognize that right now I was her Mate. Not her tender lover, and not her friend. She was Mine. I sat her down in the leather chair and walked to sit behind my desk.
"Isabella, I am sorry for what happened. I should have known or at least suspected something like this could happen to you." I started. "You will never go through that kind of pain again." I promised her.
"Jasper, I-" I held up my hand to stop her, I was not done yet.
"No, Isabella, I don't mean to imply that I think your body can carry a baby of mine, because you won't. I am not going to put you in that position again. It is time we talked about when you wanted your change to be. I know you wanted to graduate high school first, but you can always go back at a later time." I told her as gently as I could.
Every being inside me was telling me to impregnate her again. I wanted to see her stomach swell with my baby inside her. She would always have a piece of me inside her then. It was a very arousing thought. I shook my head to get the image of her naked and pregnant out of my mind. This was not how I wanted this conversation to go.
"Major, I don't understand." She whispered. "I know you want a child of your own. I can see it in you. This is something that I can give you. Why won't you let me give you something for once?" She asked. I could see the tears streaking down her face, but I kept my face calm. Carlisle said she would be more emotional right now.
"Because I am not willing to lose you." I replied sharply. "Did it ever cross your mind that the reason we lost the baby was because your body wasn't meant to carry a half breed? It goes against nature." I told her simply.
I heard her sniffling and could feel the despair rolling off her in waves. She really did want this.
"What if we waited a little longer. Maybe we could not necessarily 'try' for another baby, but not go out of our way to stop it either." She suggested softly. "I mean, if we wait another year, I will have graduated then."
I stood up suddenly making Isabella jump.
"God dammit!" I roared at her, "No! What do you not understand Isabella? I will not lose you. It is not worth it to me."
I sat back down in my chair heavily. I wanted this. I couldn't deny it but was it worth it to put Isabella at risk again? It would be a part of both of us, like Peter said a product of our love for one another.
I heard Isabella get up from her seat and was shocked to feel her love for me coming off her so strongly. I thought that she would be pissed as hell. I looked up at her and saw nothing but her devotion to me in her eyes. She dropped to her knees in front of me and took my hands in hers.
"Major. I know that I belong to you. I wouldn't have it any other way." She said softly, tears still running down her face, "You have given me so much and I finally am able to give you something that you want. It makes me so happy to know that this is something that I can give you."
"There are risks with everything but I'm sure with Carlisle acting as my doctor that we could actually do this. I admit I'm not ready for a baby right now. Even if I weren't trying to convince you I wouldn't want to be changed right now. I want to finish school. It's my only goal before I get changed." She took a deep breath before continuing, "In a year or after graduation, yes I do want to try for a baby again."
She lowered her eyes from mine and kept them trained to the floor. So many thoughts were swirling through my head that I was having a hard time sifting through them all, and that was saying something. I'm a vampire dammit.
For the first time in my life I was at a loss as to what to say.
BPOV
"You can't trick the man into having a baby with you!" Charlotte exclaimed
"Why not? I watched Maury and Jerry Springer, women do it all the time. It's wrong, but it worked none-the-less." I defended.
Charlotte and I were on our way back from Port Angeles after seeing the new Adam Sandler movie.
"Those women weren't trying to have sex with a vampire sugar. Also, The Major is going to feel that your being deceptive and he will put two and two together then where will that leave you? Huh? Over his knee." She said with a satisfied smirk.
Ugh. She had a point. Stupid Empath. God that gift was really unhandy right now. I knew it would have been wrong to trick him too. It was just an idea. Jeez. Still it was tempting. It had been two weeks since our 'discussion' and neither one of us had caved yet. Jasper was still hell bent on changing me and I kept trying to buy more time.
But his patience was winding down and I knew that my change was coming soon. Why wasn't he budging? The only reason I want this is because I know how much Jasper wants one. Sure it would make me happy as well, but in the end I really wanted to make Jasper happy.
"Whatever." I muttered.
I guess in the end though it really didn't matter. All that mattered to me was that I had Jasper. When he changed me I would be more durable and then the real fun could begin. A baby would just be a distraction from him.
I was about to ask Charlotte something when we both heard the siren at the same time. I looked behind us and saw that red and blue flashing lights and started cracking up laughing. "Shit." She whispered. She looked at me and then looked in the mirror again as if deciding whether or not to run.
"And I bet you that you eat this cop to get out of a ticket too. But when it came to me nooooo, you had to grow a conscious. You hypocritical bitch." I muttered, pissed.
"Shut up Bella," She hissed, "Ugh it's a lose lose situation for me!"
"Run!" I yelled to her making her jump.
I started laughing as she glared at me and pulled the car over to the side of the road.
"This time I'm donkey dammit." I said as she rolled down her window, grabbing her I.D.
"Good Evening Ma'am, do you know how fast you were going?" Said the Officer. Was that the same guy that pulled us over last time?! Holy Shit.
"Oh for the love of- you two again?" He asked exasperated. You would have thought that he made pulling us over an everyday occurrence with how he was acting.
"Didn't we just suspend your license?" He said shining his stupid flashlight in our faces.
"That was me, Sherlock." I said sarcastically, "And I'm not driving, as you can see."
"Bella, shut it." Char hissed at me.
I may have been holding a small grudge against this guy.
"Who's car is this?" He asked. This time we were in Jasper's Lexus and I had a feeling I was about to be considered a repeat offender in joy riding.
"My boyfriends." I said with a smirk. Yepp, this hot ride was my man's car and your pussy Ford Cruiser didn't have shit on it.
"Oh really?" He asked sarcastically, "And just what is your boyfriend's name?"
Charlotte had her head bouncing between me and the Cop like she was watching a ping pong match.
"Jasper Whitlock. Want me to call him? Just remember he's mine and I don't think your his type."
"Girls, I need you two to step out of the car." He said stepping away from Charlotte's door.
Are you freaking kidding me?!
"You couldn't have kept your mouth shut." Growled Charlotte while unsnapping her seat belt.
"Eat him, eat him!" I whispered to her quickly before stepping out. That was our only chance. I grabbed my phone and put it in my pocket just in case.
We stood at the bumper of the car while the Cop stood in front of us.
"You know Officer," Said Charlotte in what I recognised as her seductive tone, "This is all just a big misunderstanding." She said with a wink.
Bone head looked dazed for a minute before snapping out of it. "Well I suppose I could let this slide.." He said staring at Charlotte while licking his lips. I had a feeling I wasn't going to like his stipulations.
"If you girls do a little something for me." He said, looking over at me like I was something to eat.
Oh for the love of Christ. I pulled my phone out slowly and brought it to my side before pressing 1 to speed dial Jasper. I looked back at the Cop to see that he was eyeing Charlotte now.
"I really don't think that is in your job description Sir." Charlotte said shortly.
I peeked at the screen and saw that Jasper had answered.
"Major we got pulled over again. We need you and Peter to get here before Char eats the prick." I whispered softly. I hoped that he could hear me. I looked to Char and saw the corner of her mouth lift up slightly.
"Well what would you have me believe sugar? You are driving a Lexus and before that a Mercedes. You are both beautiful women and it's not my business what you two do with your bodies. I just want to cash in on the goods." He said.
I looked on while Charlotte's eyes went pitch black. Yes! I was going to get to see her go all vampire on his ass.
"You want to see what I can offer you?" She asked him seductively as she started walking towards him. I saw Bone head swallow hard before nodding his head.
"Are there cameras on in your Cruiser?" She asked him while circling him and running her hands on his shoulders.
"N-no, I have them turned off." He said thickly.
Oh Lord, I sighed. I sat back on the bumper and waited for the show. Either Char was going to tease him then eat him or Jasper and Peter were going to step in and stop the fun.
"Well then I guess today is your lucky day." She said stepping in front of him.
From behind the Cruiser I saw Jasper and Peter step out from the woods and they looked pissed. Charlotte sighed and stepped back. "Sadly though it won't be me that your going to be having fun with." She said dejectedly.
"Oh and why is that?" Robo cop asked, stepping forward towards her.
"Because your going to have fun with us instead." Growled Peter before lifting him up by his throat and taking off into the forest.
"Isabella are you alright?" Asked Jasper, looking me over as if checking for any damages.
I nodded my head and walked towards him before throwing my arms around his neck. "Have I mentioned how sexy I think you are when your mad?" I whispered in his ear.
"Charlotte you and Peter know what to do. Drive back my car please, and for god's sake, don't put another dent in it." He said looking up at her quickly.
"Yes Sir." She said laughing before taking off into the forest to find Peter.
I looked back to My Major as he picked me up and curled me into his chest before taking off running back to the house. It had been two whole weeks, it was time for him to put out. Looks like I was going to be resorting back to OSMW.
A/N: Okay, so I've had this idea for another story for awhile and I'm just now getting it down onto paper. I was wondering if anyone would want to help out with it and let me bounce some ideas off of them and of course contribute to it :) I've already gotten the first couple of chapters written but want to run them by someone and possibly get more ideas. It's going to be a dark story (of course) with very mature themes and adult situations. Includes BDSM, and abuse.
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