I had been a werewolf for about a month now and so far it isn't that bad. The only things I hated was the no privacy and the choice between run completely out of clothes or strip in front of the guys. I chose the last one. It started not to bother me when I wanted privacy I stayed in my human form. I had little time to spend with Alicia but all the time in the world to spend with Jacob. I loved being with him. He smelt so good and his presence relieved all stress.
The thing I hated the most was being called out in the middle of the night when one of the vampires got within a 15 ft. radius of the boarder because someone by the name of Sam is paranoid. The worst call was about a week ago. There was a group of nomadic vampires blowing through town and they crossed the border we were there for them and they attacked. I was thrown up against a tree and hit my head against a rock. I was unconscious but I soon woke up. I was still in my wolf form but the boys weren't they were carrying me. I was howling in pain and then they let me change into my human form. Let's just say that I am not proud about what I said. I had to stay in bed for two weeks. It was terrible especially because I was treated by Dr. Fang (Carlisle). I just couldn't stand it I had nothing to do except to read.
I finally got to go back to patrolling and to school. The worst part was I was extremely worried about my relationship with Jacob. He hadn't come to visit me and he hadn't talked to me since the accident. I was afraid that he didn't love me anymore. It scared me to death and I didn't want to lose him. I called him and he came to see me and I decided to talk to him about. He showed up and I walked to the door and greeted him. He sat down and I got us some drinks. Then I decided to ask him. "Ummm, Jacob I was wondering if you still loved me." I asked in a small voice