We are seriously lacking in Bamon scenes on the show...so here's my Bamon for you! Thank you all for reading and reviewing!
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I walked into the Mystic Grill after being summoned by Elena for some unknown reason. I spotted her in a booth and I slid across from her, "You left your girls weekend to meet me here…Stefan and Bonnie may get suspicious", I smirked.
"Bonnie had a nightmare last night", she blurted out.
"Oook…and you thought that I needed to know…well Bonnie and I may be close, but I don't need to know all about her…"
"It was about Elijah", she interrupted me, "she was in a room with him…sound familiar?"
I involuntarily balled up the napkin on the table as I felt a wave of slight panic come over me, "What do you mean…what did she say?"
"Nothing much…just that she had a nightmare, she screamed in her sleep and I woke her up".
"Then it was just a nightmare…not a big deal…he kidnapped us…"
"But for her to be in a room with him…the same room that you found her in before you compelled her to forget…Damon, you're compulsion may be wearing off".
"It's not wearing off Elena…and if she has another nightmare or anything like that, you need to try your best to get her to believe that it is just that", I narrowed my eyes.
Elena nodded, "I will do anything that I can…but Bonnie is not dumb, she will be curious as to why she is having these dreams…remember, she had dreams about you two and…"
"And that was different…that wasn't about some psycho trying to turn her and do god knows what else to her…we have to protect Bonnie here".
"I know that Damon…and I am going to do that as much as I can, but Bonnie…"
"Bonnie wants to happy and she is starting to come around to being exactly that…she's not going to go searching for trouble", I replied.
"Ok…I just want you to know in case she starts asking questions", Elena replied standing up.
"Thanks Elena…" I began as she stopped, "I want you to know that…I…I really care about Bonnie".
Elena smiled, "I know you do and that's why I am helping you with this", and with that she was gone.
I sat in the Mystic Grill fuming. This was not good…this was not working and it was driving me crazy. I knew that Bonnie would start to investigate this and I had to stop her…there was no way she could find out what happened in that room.
SSSSS
"Bonnie…are you listening to me?" Caroline asked bringing me out of my trance.
"Yes I am listening to you…where did Elena go, did she say?" I asked.
Caroline rolled her eyes, "Jenna asked her to go home and help her with something…who knows…who cares…but I need you to help me with Tyler and Matt…Tyler thinks that he's in love with me, when clearly this is all tied to him becoming a werewolf and all…I mean, he hated me until a couple of months ago".
"Yes…true…but I tried to kill Damon a couple of months ago", I shrugged.
"Yes…but you two had that hate lust thing…Tyler and I did not…and I still don't think we do", Caroline frowned.
"Caroline…do whatever makes you happy, if you want to be with Matt…be with Matt".
"But how could I make that work…I mean, the last time I tried to…I ended up biting him".
"Caroline, you've come a long way since that day and you will be ok…try to make it work with Matt if that's what you want, if you don't want that…then try to make something work with Tyler. I know that whatever you choose, you have to be happy with that".
Caroline scrunched up her face, "You are being very zen…what's up with that?"
I shrugged, "We somehow dodged the sacrificial lamb bullet…I'm just trying to enjoy my life now".
Caroline smiled as Elena walked into the house shrugging off her coat, "Hey…did I miss any good secret sharing?" she asked grinning.
"No…just Caroline and her little triangle".
"Oooh…well…any decisions made yet?"
"Nope…not a one".
"Sounds about right", Elena smiled.
After lounging around the house, we all got dressed in black cocktail dresses and headed out to a underage club that a few of the high school students go to on the weekends. As soon as we walked inside, Matt walked over to us with Tyler in tow.
"Wow…look at you ladies…night out on the town?" Matt smirked.
"Well we're having a little girls night", Caroline answered.
"Well does that include having a dance with me?" Matt asked.
Caroline looked over at Elena and I as we motioned for her to go out on the dance floor with Matt. She grinned and headed over as Tyler stayed with us.
"You know, you don't have to look like that", I commented as I gazed over at Tyler's twisted expression.
"He will never be able to understand her?" Tyler remarked.
"Seriously Tyler?" Elena rolled her eyes.
"We all know that the things that go bump in the night are real…he doesn't…he doesn't know that Caroline is one of them…"
"I'm not one of them", Elena spoke up.
"But you know everything…he doesn't…she will never be happy with him".
"Tyler…Caroline is happy with Matt, you need to just let it go and don't get in between them", I replied.
"Whatever", Tyler snapped walking away.
I looked at Elena and rolled my eyes, "I'll be back…I'm heading to the bathroom".
Elena nodded as I headed towards the hallway.
Walking out of the bathroom, I felt someone grab my by the arm and pull me into a corner, "What in the…", I gasped and then I noticed familiar crystal blue eyes staring back at me in the darkness, "Damon…what are you doing here?"
"Hey…Elena told Stefan that you guys were coming here, he begged me to come with him and seeing you in that dress, I am glad I did", he smirked.
"I'm surprised they let you in…you clearly look old enough to go to a real club", I winked.
"Please…I can get in anywhere…but I rather go somewhere else", he replied.
"Where?"
"Do you trust me?"
"I'm at a girl's night out…", I said looking back towards the bar where Elena was giggling as Stefan whispered in her ear.
"Look…your girls are preoccupied with their men…come on", he said smiling at me.
I could feel a little tingle in my hand as he took it, "Bonnie, I promise…no one will be upset with you".
"I can't just disappear Damon".
As soon as the words left my mouth, a breeze went past and Damon was once again standing in front of me, "Everyone knows and everyone is fine with it", he replied pulling me out of the side exit and out of the club.
He walked over to his car and opened my passenger side door. I hesitated, "Damon…what are you doing?" I asked.
"Bonnie…get in the car".
I raised an eyebrow.
"Please", he sighed rolling his eyes.
I slid in the passenger seat as he closed the door.
SSSSS
After Elena's little visit, I knew that I had to take some type of charge of this situation. If Bonnie remembered what happened, that could set us back a great deal and I had no intentions of dodging brain aneurysms from her.
When I stopped the car, I went over to the other side and opened the door for her.
"Ummm….", she replied as she stepped out of the car and we were standing a park not far from the high school.
"Come with me", I said holding out my hand and leading her over to one of the benches.
"What are we doing out here?" she asked taking my hand and sitting down on the bench.
"I remember this used to be a place where Stefan and I would come and ride our horses…believe it or not…we used to be very close…", I began, "and occasionally I go back to memories of those days…when I was human…felt human emotions…"
"And how often is that?"
"Oh…when something happens and I find myself forgetting that I'm this…this thing…that will never die and can turn their emotions off when things start to hurt too much".
"Must be nice", Bonnie replied, "I sometimes wonder what that would be like…you know, when Grams died…I wanted that to happen…I wished that I wouldn't feel that pain anymore…it was weird…"
"But the thing is…when you do allow yourself to let those emotions in…you go to extremes, you try to hold onto those emotions hoping that they never disappear…and you will do anything to keep those emotions and the reason for those emotions".
Bonnie looked at me, "Damon…what are you saying?"
"I'm saying that although we argue…and I can be kind of an ass…"
"Kind of?" she raised an eyebrow.
"I can be an ass…ok…but you make me feel almost human again and that's why I think, I will do anything for you, Bonnie".
She shook her head and started laughing…laughing at me as she covered her mouth, "Wow…I pour out my heart and you laugh at me…that's great", I said standing up and walking away from her or at least trying to when I found myself paralyzed.
"Damon", Bonnie replied as I felt myself being turned around as I watched her twirling her finger. She walked over to me and despite my anger and somewhat hurt feelings…she looked beautiful in the moonlight walking over to me. Her caramel skin glistened, her hair was wavy and it was blowing in the breeze. She looked amazing…how did I not notice this before our relationship began?
She walked over to me and stood in front of me with her arms folded, "I laughed at you because this is just surreal to me…you being…so romantic with me is crazy…and finding myself liking it, it's just weird…but weird in a good way".
"Ok…so are you going to allow me to move?" I asked looking at her.
She flung her hand up in the air and I felt my body loosen up, I took that chance to grab Bonnie and lower her to the ground into the grass, "Damon", she giggled, "I have on a dress…and we are in public…no one's here, but we are in public".
"So would you rather we go back to the house because what I have in mind right now…we could get arrested", I said.
"I'm supposed to go back to Caroline's", she replied as I pulled her up off the grass.
"Yeah…that's not happening", I chuckled as I led her back to the car.
SSSSS
When we stepped into the Salvatore house, Stefan was nowhere to be found and the house was quiet. I put down my purse and immediately I found myself up against the wall with Damon standing in front of me, "So who exactly were you wearing that dress for?" he whispered as he looking down at me with his hands on both sides of me.
I smiled as I looked up at him, "Oooh…anyone who would smile at me…ask me for a dance…maybe buy me something to drink?"
"Oh really…and would this person have a death wish?"
"I don't know…maybe", I smirked.
Damon smiled as he lifted my arms over my head and smiled at me. I smiled back at him as he began to kiss a trail from my wrist and down my arm. I couldn't help but giggle.
"What?"
"You tickled me", I whispered.
"I'm about to do some other things to you", he whispered into my ear sending chills up and down my body.
I smiled back at him as he slipped his cool hands up my thighs and I closed my eyes as I leaned back into the wall. I could feel his hands moving my dress up around my waist and placing his fingers on the thin elastic band and moved the small piece of lace I had on under the dress down my leg.
"I think I may keep these", he smiled against my lips.
"You better not…I spent a lot of money on those".
"I will buy you new ones", he whispered as he lifted my legs up and wrapped them around his waist, "you smell amazing".
I giggled as I felt him nuzzle my neck as he carried me over to the couch. "Stefan may come home…" I whispered as he began to slide my shoes off and started at my ankle with soft kisses.
"Do you care?" he asked as he lifted my leg up leaving a trail of kisses on my calf and then on my thigh as I felt my entire body start to tingle.
I looked down at him as he settled in between my legs, "Do…you…care?" he asked slowly as he kissed in the inside of my thigh.
I heard myself moan a little as I breathed out, "No".
SSSSS
As Damon and I moved in a steady rhythm on the couch, he laced his fingers through mine and nuzzled my neck. I braced myself as I felt his fangs graze my neck. He looked at me and then I felt him kiss my neck softly before I felt his fangs tear my skin. I closed my eyes for a moment and suddenly I felt like I was drowning and couldn't breathe.
"Damon…stop…Damon…", I said struggling to push him off of me.
For a moment he fought me, but then he snapped out of it and stopped, "Bonnie what…what's wrong?" he asked.
I scrambled off of the couch and stood up, "Bonnie…what's wrong?" he asked looking at me as I felt my body began to shake.
"I…I…I don't know", I said looking around.
SSSSS
I held onto her arms as she looked at me. I could feel her shaking under my grip, "Bonnie…Bonnie…calm down…it's ok", I said pulling her to me and holding her.
She was still shaking, "I don't know what happened…suddenly I couldn't breathe…I don't know why".
"It was because I was biting you…I won't do that anymore…I'm sorry", I said looking into her eyes.
She grabbed onto me and hugged me as I rubbed her back.
Later that night after Bonnie fell asleep; I sat in the kitchen drinking a cup of blood focusing on the wall. I wasn't sure if the compulsion was wearing off, but something was happening and I had no idea how to stop it. I heard the front door open and footsteps walk towards the kitchen, "Stefan", I replied as he appeared in the doorway, "I didn't expect to see you home tonight".
"Well Jenna decided to play guardian tonight, so here I am", Stefan shrugged, "I didn't expect to see you here…in the kitchen after you pulled Bonnie out of the club".
"Yes…well…the night didn't go as planned", I said sipping on the blood.
"What happened?"
"I don't know…and I don't think you want the full story", I replied standing up and putting the cup in the sink.
"Let's just say that I think the compulsion didn't work as well as I thought".
"What…why…what happened?" Stefan replied suddenly on guard.
"She's been having nightmares…tonight she…she basically had a panic attack…I don't know".
"Maybe you should tell her the truth", Stefan suggested.
"Tell her that Elijah attacked her and was going to turn her…I can't do that…"
"Why not…Elijah is dead, she has nothing to worry about".
"You don't get it".
"What don't I get Damon?" Stefan asked.
"If she remembers what Elijah did to her or tried to do…we won't work…whenever she sees me, she would see him and I don't want that…I don't want to lose her".
"Damon, you won't lose her…just tell her what happened with Elijah", Stefan replied touching my shoulder and heading out of the room.
I downed the rest of my blood and headed upstairs to my bedroom. When I walked inside, Bonnie was sleeping. I could tell by her breathing pattern. I sat down on the window seat and watched her, "So no brain aneurysms this time Emily…huh?" I said quietly.
"I can't tell you what to do Damon", Emily appeared in the corner of the room.
"Oh no…you ordered me last time…so now you can't tell me?" I asked standing up.
"I only helped you get to this place…"
"And where am I Emily, because right now…I'm fighting a losing battle here…you know I compelled her".
"I do".
"And you're not angry?" I asked.
Emily looked over at Bonnie sleeping in the bed, "I was there in that room…I tried to intervene, but I couldn't…she didn't need me to, she saved herself".
"But after she saved herself, did you see how afraid she was?"
"Yes and that's why I believe you did what you thought was best at the time…Damon, there's no easy answer here. I just came here to tell you…Bonnie is special and I think you know that, I was hesitant to bond you two in dreams…but now I realize it was the right thing to do, you will protect her and you will help her realize her full potential".
"Which is…" I asked.
Emily smiled and shook her head, "And not only will you help her realize her full potential, you will also realize that you are soo much more than what you've been over the past 100 years".
"I'm the same person…"
"No you're not", she smiled.
"Yes…I am", I answered.
Emily smiled as she disappeared.
"Of course", I snorted, "you always disappear".
I turned around and slid back into bed with Bonnie, wrapping my arm around her waist and pulling her closer to me.
"Was I snoring?" she asked with her eyes still closed.
"Yes, it was a lovely song", I said, "but no…I just woke up for a few moments, nature calling and all".
"Mmm, hmmm", she mumbled as I heard her breathing change and she drifted back to sleep. I kissed her shoulder as I settled down and closed my eyes. Emily gave me absolutely no answers, so maybe she believed that this would just go away.
SSSSS
The next morning I stood in the middle of the woods behind the Salvatore boarding house with my eyes closed trying to center myself. Before Grams died, she taught me to use this tactic when I felt as if the world was spinning around to quickly for me. Ever since the nightmare the other night and the panic attack, I have felt as if I was starting to lose it and it had to be connected to my powers…well indirectly anyway…Elijah had me shot and kidnapped me and now he was haunting my dreams, I need to somehow calm myself and get it together.
As I lifted my arms lifting the fallen leaves off the ground and sending them swirling all around me. I closed my eyes as I felt the wind surrounding me. When I opened my eyes, the leaves fell to the ground and I smiled. I already felt all the tension start to drift out of my body. I sat down on a rock as I looked around at the trees surrounding me and breathed.
"Bonnie", a voice said from behind me.
I turned around to see Stefan standing behind me, "Hey", I smiled turning to face him.
"Is this how you spend your Saturday…out here in the woods?" he smirked.
"I was trying to get my emotions under control…did Damon tell you about last night?"
"About the panic attack…yeah…"
I grimaced. I was still a little embarrassed by the entire event, I only hope that Damon left out a big part of the story (mainly the part about us being in the middle of sex), "I think I'm suffering from some kind of post traumatic stress or something…so I'm trying to just do some meditation methods that my Grams taught me…unfortunately, I can't go see a professional about being shot, kidnapped and put in a tomb by a really old vampire".
"But you can always talk to me…Elena…Caroline…Damon…", Stefan began.
I nodded, "I would like to talk to Damon…but something is different".
"What do you mean?"
"I mean…I know that everything is new and our relationship is a little undefined, but every time I bring up Elijah or what happened…he changes the subject or tells me that everything is fine and why am I worrying?"
"Well you know Damon, if it's not right in front of his face, it doesn't matter and also…he's just trying to protect you, Bonnie".
"I know and that's weird…we went from hating each other's guts to whatever we are now…"
"Damon never hated your guts, Bonnie", Stefan chuckled, "if he did…you would have been dead a long time ago".
"How comforting", I snorted.
Stefan joined me on the rock, "My brother did a lot of things to get you in his sphere…I know that you lost your house because of it, but I think he learned his lesson and he cares for you…a lot".
"Thank you Stefan".
"And I know that my brother can be impulsive and kind of an ass, but when he really cares for someone, he will do anything for them…sometimes not the best thing…but he will do anything to make sure that they are ok".
"I know…when we were in the tomb, we had some time to talk and afterwards when we stayed with that woman, I saw a different side to Damon and I like that side…I like that side a lot and you know…I used to hate it…I used to feel like something was wrong with me because I felt these feelings for him…", I explained, "I was convinced that feeling those intense feelings for him meant that I was losing my mind or that I was just crazy, but as time goes on…the more time I spend with him…I feel less and less crazed".
"Well it's hard to stay angry at Damon", Stefan smirked.
"Tell me about it", I said knocking into his shoulder.
Gotta love them...maybe Bonnie will get some peace for awhile.