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Jacobs P.O.V

I fastened my clip on tie and glanced at myself in the full length mirror.

I flinched seeing how formal I looked. Oh God. What did I get myself into?

My mind was running a million miles an hour thinking about the kiss I almost gave Renesmee. At the thought my heart started to stuttered and I got a heavy sinking feeling deep in my chest.

It was obvious that I couldn't deny it anymore.

Renesmee wasn't a child anymore. She had grown up right before my eyes into a young women. And may I say, a beautiful women.

And ever since I started noticing her this way, the imprint pull in my chest has been growing more and more.

I tucked my button up shirt into may pants and fastened my belt. Looking at myself fully dressed I decided to roll up the long sleeves to my forearms. I still looked cheesy and uncomfortable as I looked at the mirror but finally decided to just leave how I looked as it is. It wasnt like I was trying to impress anyone or anything.

All of a sudden the door bell rung.

Sighing I hurried downstairs and headed to open the door.

It swung open and there was Patty. She had a short purple dress on that hugged her figure, with high black heels on her feet. Her blonde hair fell down to her shoulders where there was a lot of uncovered skin that lead to the line of her big breast. She was swinging a small purse in her fingers as she leaned on the door ledge looking at me with a small smile.

I couldnt help but admit, she did look nice.

But of course it was nothing like Renesmee.

Nothing like Renesmee's brown, golden hair. Nothing like those big chocolate eyes that made my abs throb. Nothing like the soft skin that her hands were wrapped up in.

No definitely nothing like Renesmee.

Thinking of her, triggered today's memories to come rushing back to me.

The waves crashing around us as my lips made their way to hers. Her hair dancing with the wind. Her erratic heart beat.

My fist clenched at the thought.

She seemed to have been frozen as she saw me approaching. And I couldn't blame her. Why would she want someone like me to kiss her. I have been her big brother. Her best friend. Her protector.

But crush? Boyfriend? Lover?

No. Probably not.

The mere thought of never having Renesmee made my insides fall. It wasn't something that I was use to. She had simply just always been Renesmee. The center of my universe. But only a friend.

She was my imprint. She was meant and created for me. But in the end it was her decision. It was her choice to unravel what she truly desires. I could only hope and pray that she would find her way towards me.

Looking at Patty standing there staring at me as I tried to push the pain, I couldn't help but think that it would be like this if I didn't stop these feeling for Renesmee. She was still young. Still able to make her choice. Weather she'd someday fall for me. Or make her way over to Nahuel. After all, if she hadn't been my imprint, there is no doubt in my mind that Nahuel would be perfect for her.

He was just like her. 1/2 human. 1/2 vampire. I coudn't compete with that.

But that wouldn't stop me from trying. Trying to some day win her. Hopefully she wouldn't push me away.

And not only that, but Edward would kill me. Maybe he wont suck my yummy beautiful animal blood out but he'd grab a baseball bat and a crow bar and swing at me like a Mexican pinata.

Sure he said he was sorry for being over-protective. But Renesmee was his little girl. She was the most prized possesion of a family full of blood lust vampires.

I groaned.

Great.

Life seems to love me.

"Hey, handsome" Patty said to me.

"Hey yourself."I responded not really feeling up for the conversation.

"Ready to go?" She asked.

"Yup"I said, feeling my pocket for my keys and locking the door so we could get out of here before the pack saw and questioned my motives. I knew that they were near by. They always were.

"This is funny you know." She said shuffling around behind me as I made sure the door was locked. I could hear her heels clicking down the pavement towards my car.

I turned around.

'Whats funny?" I asked, walking behind her. Her hips moved in rhythm as she got closer to the car.

"The fact that I'm the one picking you up for our date. It's suppose to be you." she said, laughing lightly at the end.

I mentally cringed and wished I didn't have to.

Patty could be nice and she was pretty. She would have been perfectly datable. But now that I felt that Nessie was on the market it seemed like I only had eyes for her.

Dammit, I need to stop thinking about her!

"Yeah, but hey, aren't I doing you a favor for going with you?" I asked, chuckling at the situation we were in.

"No I'm the one doing you the favor silly." She said waiting for me to unlock the car.

I laughed and nodded at her. She was right.

This whole thing, wasnt exactly a date. Patty was actually going to hook me up with a very important business agent in Port Angeles.

She was a part-time drivers instructor, but had a full time job at a auto design shop. She designed cars and helped put them together.

How could I not like this women?

How come I was not attracted to her as much as I should be?!

Of course no matter how many times I asked my self deep down I knew that the answer always lead back to Nessie.

We were in the car and driving towards the city. Her hands were playing with the dial on the radio and she finally settled for an R&B song. I could recognize that it was Beyonce but I didnt recognize it any further. I wasn't a big fan of that type of music anyway.

We finally reached the restaurant where the business meeting was going to take place. It was quite fancy and had lights that illuminated the exterior of the building. My stomach also rumbled as I looked at a sign on the window advertising the steak.

Ohh. I definitely wanted more steak. Weather it was made by a vampire or a human.

Parking the car I quickly got out and hurried over to open the door for Patty. I took her hand in mine and helped her out, with out too much of a care.

"Thanks for being my date. I mean I know it was all last minute and all but I figured we could bargain." she said with her high pitched voice.

"You want the job. I got the connection. You can be my last minute hot date. It all works out"

I nod and smile for the sake of it. Her devilish glare kept me amused though.

I wonder if she knew that this was a one time thing. Because I didn't want to seem like an asshole, but I did want to see if I could get a job in this agency. Nothing could make my day better knowing that I'd have a shot at being able to design and create cars professionally at a munlti-million dollar company.

I did work at the garage but everything was limited since La' Push and in Towson, Washington didnt exactly have that many people in it.

Being able to get a job at this agency would be an upgrade. If Patty played her cards right, she'd introduce me to Mr. Howard (The president of the agency and company) before the nights over. I'd eventually tell him my story. He'd like me. And then I'd have a great job that I know I'll love.

As Patty closed the car door behind her she refused to let go of my hand. I looked at her trying to figure out what she was doing but she refused to look at my gaze. She just pressed her small hand into my big one and pulled me along toward the entrance of the building.

Her hand felt cold to me. Not cold like a blood-suckers. But cold like, it was just there. Like an empty ice tray.

..nothing.

I didn't pull away, though I knew if I chose to yank, I'd be able to rip her arm right out of it's socket.

But of course I wouldn't do that.

We walked side by side, hand in hand through the door.

I realised that with Patty there was no awkwardness. She just seemed like she didn't care about much and since neither did I, it all worked out.

But I also could see that there was no chemistry. There was no type of feeling as her palm was pressed up against mine.

Sure, her breast and her hips called out to me. After all, I was still a man. But I also was a werewolf. Which means I imprinted. Which means that I'll probably never feel chemistry again unless my imprint chooses me. And I started to ask myself why I was here again and not hanging out with my best friend Nessie.

I ended up meeting Mr. Howard. And plans went waaay better then I

During dinner he would sit there and eye Patty like she was dessert. From beside me she would lean against the table, using her breast to the best of her abilities trying to get his attention. And boy, was she successful.

Mr. Howard stared at her and of course started picking up converstaion, ignoring the other 7 people there and their dates.

"Is this your date Ms. Bates?" he asked her, smiling at me with a fake grin.

I laughed realising that I was just now learning her last name. Patty Bates. She picked up her wine glass and practically devoured it all before answering.

"Yes he is Mr. Howard" she said, sounding a little more professional when she addressed him.

He seemed to look a bit disappointed and then suddenly I felt Patty's hands on my thigh under the table. I jumped a bit into the air, and looked at her demanding to know what she was doing.

She just continued to look at Mr. Howard ignoring my gaze again. Her other hand was holding the wine glass tight as a waiter re-filled it.

"But of course only for tonight Mr. Howard. We are merely friends"

Her hand traveled up my legs further.

She sure wasnt acting like it!

My hands which were holding my fork and knife in the air seem to have frozen.

She took a sip of her wine with the other hand.

What the hell.....

"Really? Is that so?" Mr Howard asked from across the table, as his face seemed to lighten a bit.

yup he wanted her..

She squeezed my thighs.

Shouldn't this be turning me on?

"Yes. I'd like to introduce you to Jacob Black" She said. And I finally unfroze as I reached across the table to shake Mr. Howard's hand.

She started talking about me and what I did. She told him my aspirations and what I liked doing, hinting every now and then that I was looking for a new job. I was actually pretty shocked at how good she knew me by the few conversations we had.

Of course Mr. Howard was swallowing it all up as it came from Patty's mouth.

Point is, he liked me. Well he liked Patty. And of course that meant he'd concider me.

Patty and I walked out the restaurant, once again hand in hand (How this happened? I dont know.), to my car feeling quite successful.

We got inside and made our way to my home where Patty and I could part ways.

I considered asking Patty what the whole leg touchy thing was about but I chose to leave it alone. After all, we both accomplished our goals tonight. I have the chance to get the job. And she had the chance to practically harass me. I was too content to try and complain.

She once again set the radio to some R&B music and closed her eyes remaining silent for the rest of the way home.

I glanced at her a couple times seeing how she actually looked soft when she seemed at peace. She didn't look like a.....snob when she was at rest. She looked...well normal, I guess.

I pulled up into my driveway and parked. I called out to Patty who was now asleep.

"Patty..........Patty.......Pattyyyyy" I called out in a sing song voice.

She didn't respond at all.

I sighed and got out the car, flinging my clip tie from my neck towards a near by bush and made my way over to the passengers side.

I opened her door and unbuckled her seat belt and decided to shake her a bit, hoping to wake her.

"Patty we are here" I said, shaking her shoulders.

This time she moved a bit and moaned as she started to regain conscienceless.

"We're...we're here?" She asked me as she slowly opened her eyes.

"Yup. And you need to get home" I told her softly, trying not to sound like I was kicking her out.

Even though I did have a strong desire to get her out as soon as possible so I can fall into my bed and sleep.

I helped her out the car and started to lead her to her car parked on the street. I wanted to make sure she got into her car safely. It was too dark to have girls walking around alone at night.

Who knows what lingers in the darks these days. Well actually I did. But she didnt.

She didn't say much to me as we walked side by side. Bue she did look a bit unsteady.

I started to worry remembering all the wine she had consumed tonight at dinner.

She was tipsy and I debated weather it was safe or not to let her drive to her house, where ever that was.

Finally after watching her stumble and zigzag a bit, the tip of her shoe went against a rock which took her remaining balance from her. It sent her sprawling to the hard awaiting floor. Before things could get ugly I reached forward and grabbed her around her waist preventing her from hitting the ground. She lost her breath a bit as I wrapped my arms around her. Before I could process our position she just looked at me and mummbled out a thank you sleepily. She didn't even try to take advantage of the situation.

Hmmmm. This girl was really of it.

It fely weird having a girl like this in my arms.

I picked her up, feeling the shape of her body in my arms and hauled her bridal style towards my house.

"Your staying in my guest room tonight" I said whispering in her ear, loud enough only for her to hear.

She giggled but yawned and just let herself relax against me.

"Okay. Why are you being so nice?" she asked, closing her eyes again.

"Cus I think you really got me the job" She laughed and said something else that didnt make sense but I ignored her when I felt like someone was watching from nearby.

I instantly tensed up and for a movement I thought I could smell Nessie. But then the wind blew and all of a sudden it was gone.

I looked around like a mad man, almost hoping I would see her. But the beautiful girl was no where to seen.

I figured I had just imagined it.

Wanting nothing more then her to be here tonight.

I took Patty in. Settlling her in the guest bed room. After I had taken her heels off and gave her some extra clothes, I practically flew off to bed.

I hadn't even been snoring for at least 10 minutes when the phone rang.

I was about to ignore it but I figured it was probably Sam or even Nessie.

I practically flew of the bed at the last thought.

The phone screen read 'Bella'

Well that was good enough.

I quickly answered, hoping everything was okay. Hoping that Nessie was okay.

"Yeah?"

"What did you do this time?!" Bella whispered in frustration.

What????

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