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To say that the recent events that had taken place surprised me was an understatement.

I was beyond shocked. But mind that, I was happy. Satisfied. It was like something had clicked.

Renesmee had been accepting and I couldn't have hoped for better.

The best thing about it though, was that not much had changed. Renesmee remained her beautiful self.

For some reason I had expected that to change. Maybe because I thought this was going to be a strange step, but that wasn't the case. Nessie still pouted and argued with me. She still talked to me and trusted me like her best friend. The only thing that did change was that she knew. She knew and I could also kiss her whenever my heart desired. And let me tell you, that was quite often. If I wasn't patrolling, I had her some where in the woods, far away from Edwards knowledge, kissing her and worshiping her graceful being. Okay fine. Maybe not ALL that. But it was going to be like that some time soon.

I didn't expect things to happen that way. Of course, I didn't imagine her rejecting me either. Not because the possibility wasn't there, but because just trying to imagine her rejecting me was too much. I didn't even want to fathom how that would turn out. The pain that coiled in my chest just thinking about it was too much.

To me, 'no' would not have been an answer.

I would have fought for her tooth and nail.

But like I said, it wasn't like I imagined it to turn out that way.

Since Nessie was young, I always wondered how things were going to turn out when she got older. Even though I didn't think of her like that yet, I still wondered how I was going to let things play.

Once when she was visibly 7 years old, I did consider telling her that she was my imprint. Although Ness, looked young, she did have a mental maturity to understand some what. But to me she was still a child, and trying to explain mating and soul mates to her would have sent her and I running in two completely different directions.

I even thought about breaking it down, just trying to explain to her that I always will be there, but in some unspoken way, she already knew that. When she was just twelve we would sit around and make plans about what we would do when she got older. Now that I think about it, it was almost as if she knew, as if she knew we would be partners for life.

I can't help but smile at the though.

"Jacob" I heard a glorious voice call out to me from the kitchen.

"Dinners ready!" that wonderful voice called out again. I could feel my insides stir up in weird ways just thinking about her.

I was up from the couch in a second.

"Shit, somebody is whiiiiiiped." I heard a deep voice from the door way in a chuckle.

"I don't know what you're talking about Seth" I accused back, but the smile was there.

"What do you mean 'what am I talking about'? She calls your name and your ears perk up like a real dog. I was almost expecting you to bark and run over to her and lick her cute little face.

I snorted.

"Seth, first of all I'd love to lick her face" I said as I walked past him.

"Second of all, she is my master you know. And third, she's cooking me spaghetti. You should be jealous." With that, I left him behind, not missing his eyes lighting up like a Christmas tree at the mention of spaghetti.

Walking into the kitchen, there she was with my plate in her outstretched hands. She had the cutest smile on her face and I couldn't help but imagine her this way all the time.

Renesmee, in my kitchen, except this time only with my t-shirt on. She'd cook me lunch every day, and I'd cook us dinner. I'd...

Woah. I shouldn't even think of her this way. I mean just 2 days ago we become official. What if Edward was hearing my thoughts...And she's still so young and...

and suddenly she brought her hand to my cheek. My thoughts were pushed away as she started to let me see what she saw in her mind. Her thoughts smoked my own as she imagined almost exactly what I was imagining. Her. In our kitchen. Both of us fondling around with pots and pans. And then she imagined us laughing and talking about our days during dinner. It was..perfect.

The scene started to fade away slowly as she softly slid her hand down my cheek in a caress, until it fell away down to her side.

In a huge smile she said "bon apetit."

Dazed, I couldn't help but lean in and kiss her tiny little nose. Meanwhile I dipped my finger into the tomato sauce on the outstretched plate she had balanced in one hand.

Taking the plate with one hand, I dabbed the tomato on the tip of her nose, and sat down on the bar stool feeling like I was the luckiest man in the world.

Nessie only laughed and turned around to start washing dishes. Twisting my fork around my delicious lunch and eating I couldn't help but watch Renesmee at work.

She had another one of those little sun dresses on that I loved so much on her. It was tight at the top and it fluttered down her tummy and down past her butt. It came down to mid thigh, where her long creamy pale legs called out to me. If only I could taste the texture of those leg-

"Stop checking me out Jacob Black" her bold voice pulled me out of my thoughts. She hadn't even turned around to look at me. I could feel the warm blush forming on my cheeks. Was it just me or was she getting less shy?

How did she even know?

She turned around drying her hands with a towel. Her intense eyes locked with mine and I couldn't help but stop chewing.

"I could feel your stare on me Jake"

I looked down at my plate in embarrassment (maybe in hunger). Just last week I was forcing myself to think of her as a kid but here I am...deflowering her in my head. What is wrong with me?

"I was not" I tried back. She only laughed.

"You were" she said walking over and taking a seat beside me.

I took another bite watching her from the corner of eye. It got quiet a little to quickly.

"Jake..?" She asked hesitantly.

I knew what was coming. Her voice said it all and I was expecting it. Placing my fork on the plate with a clang, I pushed it away and faced her next to me. I smiled at her, reassuring her it was all cool.

"What is it sweetie. You can ask me anything."

Although she looked down, I saw her visibly relax. Yeah she was going to ask me alright.

"So...what does this imprint do? I mean, what does it really mean?"

Yup. I was right. Just because she knew, it didn't mean she understood.

I took her hands in mine which brought her to lift her head like I was expecting it too. I assured her with a smile it was okay to ask this.

"Ness, you've heard our legends. You know we were designed to kill..vampires. Well at least the bad ones." I said making sure I didn't offend her.

She looked up nodding.

"It's important to my people that we exist. Not only are we shape shifters designed to protect, but we are a symbol to our people of what it really means to be Quillite We represent strength and hope and a promise that we will help each other. We carry our history and our victories in our blood. This means that...we are destined to pass the werewolf gene. When we die, it's expected that we leave...well that we leave..."

"pups?" she whispered out.

I almost chocked on my own tongue. It almost sounded sick the way she said it.

"Kind..of. Well, the imprint bond is what helps us find our true soul mate. I mean sure, I could mate with any girl and have kids, but the imprint bond helps me find the girl who truly is perfect for me. The imprint just reassures me that I am with the right girl. It lets me know that she will forever be the one and that she is the best person out there to probably...

"get pregnant by you?" she whispered out again with a blank stare. I could tell what she was thinking!

"No! I mean yes. I mean, only if you want. In time of course!" I can't remember the last time I've panicked like this.

She looked up and just when I thought her blank stare meant she was disappointed, her face lit up into that smile of mine.

I could feel her hands squeeze mine in reassurance.

"It's okay, Jake. We'll take this step by step. I know...I know you wont hurt me. Maybe it doesn't make sense to me now. But it feels right. There hasn't been a moment in my life that you have ever felt wrong. And I admit, this scares me. I've never..I've never loved, I've never 'crushed' on someone. I don't know what that's like but I'm willing to jump in this head first, as long you're there with me" she said, biting her lip. She was waiting for me to respond.

I didn't know what to say. There was nothing that could be said that would make this better. She was being so..perfect about it.

"Ness, I don't even know what to say. I just want you to know, I'm not pressuring you into anything. This is your life. If you ever feel like...like...I don't know, like this isn't what you want, please tell me. You are still so young and I don't want you to feel trapped with me, so-"

My words were cut short as she leaned over and smashed her lips against mine. Her scent and her taste enveloped me and sucked me in. Even the werewolf in me pounced. My hands came up and caressed her cheeks as our lips dance. I sucked on her bottom lip and made my way to taste her delicious tongue-

"So where's my spaghetti guys!"

Nessie practically pushed me to the other side of the room. I watched her with a smile as she was budy straitening the non existent wrinkles on her dress and even looking down I could see her slightly swollen lips. Oh God, this girl was mine!

"Was I interrupting something?" Seth had the nerve to say. I glanced at him leaning in the door frame with his hands in his pockets and a sheepish grin on his face.

I swear I am going to rearrange that grin later.

"No of course not Seth, me and Jake were just kissing when you rudely interrupted. Would you like some spaghetti though?"

Even Seth's eyes bulged out at her response. If it hadn't been for the smile Renesmee wore, we wouldn't have guessed she was teasing.

He laughed nervously and I just sat down and started eating again. It feels good to be smug.

"Uh...sure. Sorry Ness, I didn't mean it.." Seth said.

Ness laughed and turned around to get some spaghetti for Seth.

"Sure you didn't. It's not like you don't have supernatural hearing or anything."

With that she turned around and gave him his plate.

Seth awkwardly sat down and glanced at me in question. I could only grin and stuff my face silently.

I too didn't know what had Nessie in such a feisty mood. But I liked it.

I went back to staring at Nessie. She soon came and sat across from both of us. Just having her near me made me feel so relaxed. I could really get use to this.

"So how does it taste guys?" she asked.

"Delicious" Seth and I said in union.

"Good." she said and then she turned around to stare at Seth.

He immediately stopped chewing. I was quick to follow.

"What, is there something on my face?" Seth asked. She smiled softly.

"No. But I have to ask you something Seth." she said bluntly. Once again, Nessie seems...feisty.

He tensed up.

"So how much did my father give you?" she simply asked. I had no idea what they were talking about. She was still casual, but she knew something I didn't.

"What do you mean?" I asked.

Ness looked at me with an amused grin.

"Dad paid Seth to keep an eye on us" she said simply.

"What! No he didn't." Seth claimed.

Ah. She was right. Him freaking out like that meant he was. How she knew though was beyond me.

I put my fork down.

"Come on, Seth. You just cockblocked when you walked in here." I claimed playing along.

Seth looked down already defeated. Renesmee only giggled. I guess it didn't matter much to her in the first place. But now that I was thinking about it, it did matter to me. After all Seth was my pack brother and I think he just put Renesmee's dad before me! As a matter of fact I can't believe Edward would do that. What am I saying, I shouldn't be surprised he'd do that.

"Aw, Seth! What happened to your loyalty to me?" I asked.

"Yeah Seth. Don't you trust us?" asked Renesmee. But I could tell she was only teasing him now. She no longer was demanding. She then stood up, took our plates and started piling them with seconds.

"What did Edward tell you", I asked.

"He didn't tell me anything." he tried.

Renesmee set our plates infront of us once again and I digged in instantly.

"Yes he did!" Renesmee sang out.

"No he didn't!"

"Yes he did!" Renesmee and I said.

"Fine! He said if I just kept a look out on you guys, including making sure you don't currupt Nessie, then I could have Quilly."

"Quilly?" Nessie asked. It was quiet for a couple seconds as I tried to determine wheather he was joking or not.

"Seth, your a grown ass man. Why the hell would you want a sea turtle so bad?" I asked.

"You didn't imprint on my turtle, did you Seth?" Nessie said joking around.

"No! Damn Ness." he said letting out a frustrated sigh.

"Then why?"

"It's cute! I just think it's cute! Okay. There I said it." He said and dug into his food without shame

I almost spit out my spaghetti. Even Ness was giggling.

"You have got to be kidding Seth!" I said

"What! What's wrong with wanting a pet?" he said with a mouthful of food.

"If you simply wanted a pet I would have given you Paul!"

Ness was now just laughing all over the place. I on the other hand was just seriously confused.

"Paul is no fun" he simply said.

"And a turtle is?" I asked.

He just shrugged.

"Seth if you wanted Quilly so bad, I would have let you have him." Ness said.

That caught his full attention.

"Are you serious? I thought you would never let him go"

"Who told you that?" she asked.

"Edward." he whispered.

"Oh okay, well he lied to you" she whispered back.

Then she got up, no questions asked and headed over to the living room where Quilly was in his tank.

As soon as she was gone I decided to give it a go.

"Okay, why do you seriously want this turtle, Seth?"

He smiled.

"I met this girl down by the beach. A marine biologist."

Okay this made more sense. It involves a chic.

" And she told me that she had been keeping an eye out on a certain nest full of rare turtles. She said she missed their hatching because it happened either over night or early in the morning. She said she was heart broken because she wasn't able to capture one to keep. Apparently she has another one at home and she was planning on breeding the baby turtle so that when it gets older it can mate with her turtle. And basically Quilly is that rare turtle that she is dying to get her hands on. If I get Quilly, me and her can get our turtles to mate." he said with a grin.

I on the other hand was on the verge of slapping him.

"So basically you think if your turtles get laid, you might get laid as well?"

"What? No! I mean, she'd probably think I'm amazing and say yes to a date."

"What if she's married?" Asked Renesmee as she walked into the room with Quilly cradled in her hand. Seth cringed.

"Er...I don't know." he said with a sheepish grin. "I haven't thought of that yet."

"Seth, I think your lying. I just think you secretly love Quilly" Nessie said in a teasing tone.

"Damn, you caught me" he tried.

We all laughed.

"But seriously, she's amazing. She's smart and she's really nice. And now that every one is pretty much paired up, I guess it'd be nice to have a girlfriend too" he said as he looked between me and Nessie almost in embarrassment.

"Well I think you'll definitly get her, if she's not married of course. Your such a sweet guy Seth, you'll sweep her right of her feet with or without Quilly. I'm sure of it" Nessie said with a genuine smile as she handed Quilly over to Seth.

"Thanks Ness. Jake is a lucky guy to have you" he said to her with a wink.

I knew I really was lucky to have her. Something in me jumped as I really contemplated on that. I don't know weather it was the werewolf in me or what. But I felt extremely attracted to her at that moment.

I got up and stood up next to Renesmee simply because I hated being so far from her and because I suddenly had a real strong urge to have her real close.

As soon as Seth left to Patrol, I had Renesmee pinned against the door. I could hear her breath hitch as I stared at her intently. She is so beautiful...

"Jake" she whispered out. I leaned in and brushed my cheek against hers and inhaled. She smelled so good. Her scent was intoxicating me. Her hair, her skin. I almost moaned out.

"Wh-what are you d-doing?" she said. I kissed her cheek and started to make my way down to her throat. I could feel Renesmee shiver.

My lips met the vase of her throat and instantly her hands went up to my hair and she closed her eyes.

That's it.

I started to suck at the skin softly, careful to not leave any marks. But maybe that was a mistake. Nessie suddenly bucked under me and pressed her body against me. Her body crushed against all the right places. And suddenly the strange need that had me so atrracted to her intensified ten times more. The wolf in me was violently shaking within me. I suddenly felt a pull in my mouth and I realized then...that I wanted to bite her. My teeth slid across her skin...

I wanted to make. her. MINE.