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EPOV

Turns out, things worked perfectly in my favor. Bella ended up telling me that she was going out with a few of her friends and not to wait up.

Getting ready to go to Tanya's was hell I must admit. For some reason I wanted to be the Edward I used to be. The Edward that wasn't tied down. The Edward that did what the fuck he wanted. I wanted to be that guy again. So badly. I just wanted to feel alive again. Was that too much to ask for?

I knew the answer to that. I knew it all to well. It was way too much to ask for. I should be happy with Bella. I shouldn't be pining away at the new neighbor. Bella put so much trust in me and I didn't deserve it. Hell I was about to go have dinner with another woman. I didn't deserve the trust.

Walking over to Tanya's I started to have second thoughts. I didn't want to ruin what was going between Bella and I.

But alas I found myself ringing her doorbell. As I was waiting I new this dinner would either make me or break me. It was time to put my love for Bella to the test. If anything happened between me and Tanya I would be so disappointed in myself no matter how bad I wanted something to happen.

Tanya answered the door and when I looked at her my heart skipped a beat. Anything that I was thinking previously flew out of my head as I drank her in. First her eyes. I won't get started on those again. But what was the greatest was the red slinky dress she was wearing. It hugged her gorgeous curves in all the right places. It enhanced her breasts, which too, was a plus.

"Hey Edward." She said seductively. "Come in please, dinner is ready."

It was like I was in a trance, I followed without really knowing what I was doing. It was an out of body experience. "I made chicken." She said. My mouth watered and my stomach growled. I guess I didn't realize how hungry I was. Tanya giggled. It was one of those really cute girly giggles too. "Since you're so hungry why don't you get our plates and I'll get the wine."

"Sounds good." I said.

I fixed our plates and set them on the table. I sat and waited for Tanya to come into the room with the wine.

Once she came in and announced that I could "dig in" I didn't wait another second.

The food she cooked was almost better than Bella's. Oddly enough. I thought no one could compare to Bella's cooking. Tanya seemed to be beating Bella at a lot of things lately. It saddened me to think that but it was true. No matter how false I wanted it to be I couldn't change it. Its just the way things happened sometimes. I heard Tanya clear her throat and I snapped my head up from my plate.

The look on her face was one of pure want. The look in her eyes was close to lust. I felt myself growing hard.

I didn't know what to do so I just thought on my feet.

"Dinner was really good. Thanks for suggesting it."

She didn't answer. Instead the look she gave me was almost predatory. I was leaning up against the baby grand piano in her living room watching her intensely.

God what was this woman doing to me?

I cleared my throat and continued." Um….I really should get going."

"Come here." She whispered sexily. Something told me to get the hell out of there pronto, but my feet had other ideas. I walked closer to where she was standing and paused once I reached her midway. "Closer." She whispered again.

The more steps I took the more she beckoned me to come closer to her. Finally I was standing in front of her with my hands placed on her hips. Woah when did that happen?

"Tell me you want this." She breathed in my ear catching the lobe in between her teeth. I moved closer so that our bodies where flush together.

"I'm not sure what I want."

"That's not what your little friend says." With a grind of her hips she made her point clear.

"Oh, shit." I whispered as I threw my head back. She continued licking and sucking on my ear. Her tongue was warm and soft. It felt like the finest silk. I wanted to know what it felt like all over my body. "Tanya." I growled lowly as I buried my nose in her hair inhaling deeply. Her scent made me high. It was a high I never wanted to come down from. It was fucking euphoric.

"Tell me what you want, Edward. Tell me and I'll give you whatever you want."

"I want to feel your tongue, everywhere." I was grinding my cock into her harder and harder. She tilted her head up and licked my lips slowly. My mouth opened instantly and my tongue started dancing with hers. Fuck, so warm, like silk.

"Mmmm." We both hummed in unison and then something her snapped. She locked her fingers in my hair and shoved her tongue further in my mouth. The act stunned me for a moment, but I caught up quickly as I began to dominate the kiss. She tore her lips away from mine and with a sinister smirk and her bottom lip trapped between her teeth she dropped to her knees. Her hands grazed my cock and I groaned deeply.

My belt was off in seconds and my jeans….nano seconds. I stood there only in my boxers watching in lust and slight shock as she licked and nibbled playfully on my cotton covered erection. Any thought of me leaving was shot to hell as I roughly yanked down my boxers and slid my fingers in her beautiful blonde hair and urged her forward.

"Tell me." She murmured, looking up at me with those ice blue piercing eyes. The same eyes that haunt my every fantasy. The same eyes I see when I close my own. I am so fucked.

"I want you to suck my cock." I said with a shuddering breath.

Her head lowered and she grabbed me firmly in her hand and pumped me twice making the pre cum pool at the top. When her tongue made contact with the tip of my dick I felt tears in the corner of my eyes. She licked the underside of the shaft slowly and teasingly before inching it fully in her mouth.

"Oh shit….Oh fuck!" I panted with my face turned up to the ceiling.

"Mmmmm." She hummed around my cock and I could feel the vibration all through my spine. The house would have been silent if it wasn't for the hum, slurps, grunts, and expletives that floated in the air. We we're in complete darkness except for the stream of light that illuminated though the window. Her head started to bob up and down at a quickened pace. I could see the shadow of us on the wall and it was so fucking erotic. I couldn't stop the smile that spread across my lips. When I felt her teeth drag gently back up the shaft I could feel my orgasm threatening to explode.

"Oh fuck yes…..yes Tanya!"She pulled back and let my throbbing cock pop out of her mouth and started licking and sucking my balls; all the while still pumping my cock in her hands."Holy motherfucking shit!" I roared. Just as I was about to cum my fucking phone rang and it was the worst person who could call in this moment.

"Every long lost dream led me to where you are
Others who broke my heart they were like Northern stars
Pointing me on my way into your loving arms
This much I know is true
That God blessed the broken road
That led me straight to you"

Bella.

Shit.

This was just my fucking luck. I pushed Tanya away like she was burning me.

"What the fuck, Edward?" She said as she bumped into a table and a lamp fell.

"I have to go." I said pulling my pants up. How could thins happen? How could I have let it happen? I'm so fucking stupid. As I walked in the house and saw Bella crying I knew I had just made the biggest mistake of my life.

A/N

That was probably the end of E being obsessed with Tanya. You can all let out a deep breath. This is where the real story begins.

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-Ashley.