Hi everyone!
I know I said I would update real fast, but then my English Teacher decided to give out another essay! Grrrrr...
Anyway just thought I would take this little note to do a shout out to my friend who has written a story called 'Twin Vamps' by vampire-lover-eternity1 :D She's doing really well for her first Fanfic so go check it out ;P
Anyway on with the story!
Love ya ;)
-Katie
EPOV
The dream seemed normal at first, I was on the La Push beach with a snow white dog by my side, watching the waves roll up the sand. I was stroking the canine absentmindly, when I felt its hairs go on end, and its head snapped to the side.
I raised my eyebrows at the dog, but stood up to see what the matter was anyway. I walked further along the beach for a few metres, but I couldn't see anything apart from trees. The growls behind me suddenly got more loud and deep, I turned round to calm the poor animal down, but jumped back.
The dog had morphed into a huge, white she-wolf, her teeth were bared at the small forest and the growls were making her body shake. I froze where I was, too scared to see what was making the wolf so angry.
The animal leapt forward suddenly, making me jump a foot in the air. I put my hands over my head, waiting for the large teeth to sink into me, but instead I heard the wolf land softly on the sand a few yards in front of me, shielding me from the forest.
I squinted my eyes to try and see better, but it was no use. A sparkle from the forest appeared, making its way towards us. I had no idea what it could be but I was fascinated by it, my eyes couldn't seem to look away from it.
My eyes went wide as Bella Swan emerged from the trees and smiled at me, but the wolf seemed to get even angrier. It snapped its jaws at Bella, and I went to grab it, but stopped at the sound of more growling, but it wasn't coming from another wolf.
It was Bella.
He lips were drawn back and she was growling back at the wolf, her teeth shining white, showing her fangs.
What!
She had fangs! Fangs that looked ready to bite.
The wolf and Bella dived towards each other at the same time, both with teeth bared.
'No!' I yelled, but at that moment I had no idea who I was yelling for, Bella or the wolf.
The two figures struggled until there was a sudden yelp of pain and the wolf was thrown beside me. I looked down at the wolf in horror as the body became leaner as the blood drained from its neck. All the hair disappeared apart from long, black hair that sprouted from the head and I saw clothes appear on the body. I nearly gagged when the transformation was complete.
'Edward! Run!' Jamie looked at me with pleading in her dark eyes, eyes that two minutes ago had belonged to a wolf.
I looked back up at Bella but she was busy. She made her way to Jamie and but her mouth on her neck. Jamie screamed and writhed with pain, but I was frozen to where I was.
I watched as the colour disappeared completely from Jamie's face and her eyes finally went dead and staring. She was gone. I collapsed to my knees and said sorry until my voice went hoarse. I stole a glance at Bella, she was looking at Jamie horrified.
'I didn't mean to! I was out of control, please believe me.'
I shook my head at her and glared.
'Why were you 'out of control'?' I asked through my teeth.
She looked at me, her eyes were black.
'Because I wanted to kill you, not the girl.' Bella smiled, flashing her fangs before lunging for my throat. I felt to stabs of pain, and then fire. It was beyond any pain I had ever felt, I screamed out, wishing for death hoping that Bella would grant me it and stop the flames licking at my veins.
I shot from my bed, cold sweat all over me, my hand went instinctively to my neck, but I was fine. Scared senseless but fine.
I heard whimpering from Alice's room. Her nightmare was still happening.
APOV
I looked round and saw that I was in an empty cinema, all the lights still on, but nobody home.
I found a tub of popcorn on the counter and dug in, suddenly ravenous. The doors to one of the theatres opened and I walked in , too curious to stop myself. The room only had one seat, down at the front, facing a huge screen that was flickering like an old home movie.
As soon as I sat down the lights went out and the screen lit up.
The popcorn fell to the floor when a film of Bella came up, with me beside her. I caught on they were having an argument.
'No! You'll kill him, I want you to keep as far away from him as possible, you hear me Bella?' My face was flushed with anger but the eyes were full of worry.
'But I can't hurt him, not after what I realised last night...' She looked down at her feet and refused to look at me.
'So what did happen?' I asked impatiently, hands on my hips.
'Alice, I, I fell in love with him.'
My body froze, both in the real world and in the film. I knew then that this was the future, I was being shown my future.
The future me shook my head fiercely and began crying, refusing to accept it.
'But you'll hurt him, even if you don't want to. How can I let you be near him when I know you're feeling the urge to bite him every second?'
Bella looked away in to the distance and sighed. She pinched the bridge of her nose- reminded again of how much Edward and her were alike- and looked back steadily into my eyes.
'I guess you'll just have to trust me.' She said shrugging, knowing that what would happen next was up to me completely.
The future me gaped at Bella and raised an eyebrow, thinking about all the options she had.
'Yeah, okay.' I nodded with a weak smile on my face.
Bella beamed at me and hugged me fiercely. She was making sounds like crying, but no tears escaped her eyes.
That's because vampires can't cry. Said a voice in my head, I didn't know where it came from. Then a feeling of happiness going through me with bits of worry wrapped around it. I saw a similar emotion on the future me's face. I could feel everything she was feeling now.
Bella looked at me with a spark in her eyes that I had never seen before. 'Thank you Alice, I promise not to hurt Edward...physically or emotionally.' She added, letting me know she wasn't going to dump him anytime soon, like her brother would have.
I got into Bella's car and she sped off to the Cullen house.
I felt dizzy when the screen started to fast forward suddenly, all the emotions the future Alice was feeling sped through me. Sadness and anger were there, along with worry and despair. But it was squashed by all the happiness I felt, after a few minutes I even felt love inside me, and not the brotherly kind.
I smiled at the fact that I was going to fall in love soon, and by the emotions that flowed through me after love first appeared, it was clear that it was a very special guy.
Suddenly the screen stopped and it showed me and Bella, I didn't look that much older, but I knew time had passed. I was talking to her in the Cullen's house, and it felt normal and like home. I obviously enjoyed Bella's company.
'Are you sure you want this Bella? It will take a while for control to come to you.'
But the future me wasn't listening, I was frantically looking around the room.
'I've been here in this situation before, a long time ago...'
Suddenly she looked straight at me. The real me.
'That dream I told you about, I saw this. So you know how it will end, better to get it over with.' I said to Bella, smiling wickedly
Bella laughed and grabbed my arm and shouted out.
'Carlisle! Bella's sure!'
The emotions within me were ecstatic, the feeling of love grew, but I couldn't get a fix on who the guy was from my future. Damn.
The screen fast-forwarded again and I felt fire. It burned and I actually screamed in the cinema. It lasted for a few minutes, meaning it was going to go on for a hell of a lot longer when it actually happened. My emotions turned to delight and wonder, but I only felt fear for what was to come. I had wanted that pain, I had embraced it.
The screen went on for a while longer, then stopped, but the camera was no longer steady, it was a home video from the future.
I looked in to lens and said to the camera person 'Is it on?', followed by a man laughing. 'Yes Alice, now say hello to the past and convince her to trust Bella already!'
Jasper. Bile rose in my throat. How could I be outside on my own with him? I looked into my eyes and say a glint in them. I felt even more confused.
'Okay, fine!' I said sticking my tongue out-causing Jasper to laugh again- and looked at me again
'Hi me! I know you felt some pain earlier, but trust me it was worth it, I've never been happier!' So, future me had seen this tape before, she knew exactly what to say next.
'Alice? What are you doing out here with that old recorder?' Bella's voice asked from out the shot.
'Come here Bella, say hi to dream me!' I jumped up and down with a huge smile on my face, pointing to the camera.
Bella appeared beside me and smiled into the camera and waved, she probably felt stupid doing it, but she kept the smile on her face.
'Thanks for trusting me Allie, Edward's fine, more than fine actually...should we?' she turned to Alice, who nodded vigorously.
Bella disappeared from the screen and Alice spoke to me privately. 'This is gonna be a shock, I never saw it in my dream to be honest, but I'm going to change the future, hopefully not changing the past in the process.' She smiled.
The future me glanced up and beamed, waving someone over. I gasped in my seat and leaned forward in my seat.
Edward appeared in the picture, holding hands with Bella. He looked happy, happiest I had ever seen him in his life. I felt an answering smile stretch across my face.
I looked over at Alice, surprised to see worry in her eyes, like everything around her would disappear. She glanced at Bell and Edward's entwined hands, and I did the same.
They fit together perfectly, like a jigsaw piece, they even had the same skin colouring.
My own brain had a flashback to the bathroom with Bella. I had looked at her skin and saw it had been deathly white, it had made me look like I had just come from a spray tan.
The jolt that went through me blasted me back to the future. Bella and Edward still had their hands together. I fearfully looked into Edward's eyes.
They were golden, like Bella's. But with a slight shade of red through them.
Edward was a vampire. How could I have let this happen. I shot a panicked look at the future me and gaped.
I had the same eyes, skin, everything as Bella. The pain I had felt had been the transformation from human to vampire.
I groped for the arms of the chairs and rocked myself. I was soon to become an immortal, and in the near future. And I was afraid of it, I didn't want to become one of them.
Suddenly I didn't trust Bella as much.
'NO!' Future Alice screamed, but it was too late, the screen was fading. The vampires looked shocked, and sadness filled their eyes. Alice cried dry sobs, and I felt a last wave of sadness sweep through me before I felt the loss of belonging flow from me. The one thing the Alice had that I didn't was that feeling, I had never felt like I had belonged, but that feeling was strong inside me.
Before I could take my old thought back and trust Bella fully, a new picture came up on the screen.
It was a future me as well, at around the same time the last moment in the other scene had been stopped, since I definitely looked older here, maybe a few years older. I was in Dad's kitchen, but it looked like I was alone in the house.
The other me looked around her, then at the screen.
The emotions in her eyes washed through me, it was all sadness, grief and pain. There was no love, no sense of belonging. That was gone forever.
Alice started crying, deep sobs.
'Please trust her, you don't want this, believe me! Edward's gone, so is Charlie. I'm all alone in the world Alice, don't do this to yourself.' Or you won't live much longer than I am today. Goodbye'
Alice glanced behind her and pushed her chair back, making her way to a drawer and pulled it open slowly.
I saw the beginning of a gun before I started screaming.
I thrashed about but I couldn't seem to run, I scrunched my eyes tight shut and screamed and screamed, constantly until I felt warm hands shaking me.
'Alice! Are you okay, what's wrong? What did you see?' Edward's terrified face was inches away from mine, sweat on his forehead.
I shook my head, refusing to even try and remember the dream, and pulled Edward tightly to me and held him there, too scared to let go. He smoothed my hair down and cooed me, saying everything was going to be okay.
But he didn't know what I did. Become a vampire, or die alone.
I knew that tomorrow I was going to talk to Bella, in the car lot.
Sealing my fate.
Ta da! I am exaughsted after that! This took me weeks to write, all the ideas building up over time. I'm really sorry it took so long and also sorry if you don't think this chapter makes any sense :S I tried my best and I'm glad this chapter is the longest so far :D
Please review! XD