The Sixth Year - The Second Six Months
We were hoping to take the babies home Christmas morning, Simon and Sabrina developed a slight case of jaundice and because of their lower than average birth weight the doctor's wanted them in the hospital under the lights for a few days until it started to clear up. It was disappointing but we trusted the doctor's and felt much better once they had reassured us that it could happen in babies weighing much more. It was just a fluke that could happen to any baby.
Christmas morning Bella and I were in her hospital room watching the kids open their presents via webcam with Charlie and Sue. Bella had wanted me to go home for this but Emily called and said her and her brothers would kill me if I left the hospital and Grandpa Charlie had offered to help them bury the body. I told Bella she had been overruled and stayed. My parents arrived just as the kids were cleaning up the paper and mess and I caught the look on my mother's face, she wasn't happy.
"You wouldn't let him go home to watch his kids open their presents. You are so selfish Bella but what did I expect from a home wrecker." My mother said to her disgusted as I heard Bell gasped.
"That is not what happened Esme..." Bella started before she was cut off.
"I knew this would happen. First you break up a good marriage and now you are trying to get him to forget about his kids from that marriage so what, you and Edward can live with just the children you have given him? Is that what you are trying to do? It won't work. I will not allow you to separate him from his children." She said as the rest of us looked at her like she was nuts. Maybe she was.
"I adopted those kids Esme; they are mine just as much as they are Edward's and more than they ever were Tanya's. I told him to go home but the kids wanted him to stay here and I have no idea what your definition of a good marriage is but let me assure you he wasn't in one until he married me." Bella was getting very angry and I saw her wince when she leaned forward.
"Calm down Bella. You don't want to pull your stitches." I said to Bella before turning to address my mother. "I thought you were going to make an effort, I thought you wanted me to be happy. This is how you go about doing that? I think you should leave before we all say things that can't be taken back. Have a good Christmas."
"But I want to see the babies Edward." She said and this time I cut her off.
"You should have thought of that before you insulted their mother. This is not Bella's fault. Not my marriage ending, not the problems you are having now and not that fact that you are not welcome here at the hospital or our home. I will not allow you to upset Bella or the baby's mother; you need to leave before I asked them to remove you." Bella grabbed my hand.
"Edward, are you sure?" Bell whispered.
"Yes, I have reached my limit." I said and I had. She was polite when other people were here but the first time it is just the four of us she starts in with her shit again. I turned back to my mother, "I said out mother and I meant it."
"Edward, you can't be choosing her..." I cut her off again.
"Choosing? There is no choosing mother I chose years ago. I will always choose Bella, she only wants me happy. Be that with or without her, I am secure enough in her love to know as long as I am happy so is she and I feel the same way about her. All Bella has ever wanted and everything she has done is for my and our family's happiness. She has never manipulated me or a situation to get me to do what she wants. We decide things together, as it should be." She was standing there gaping at me but not making an effort to move so I took her arm and pulled her towards the door. "Leave now before this escalates." Once she was on the other side of the door I shut it and turned to my dad.
"You are of course welcome any time but I will not allow her to upset Bella or any of the kids." He nodded at me.
"Carlisle, I am so sorry this..." Bella started and my dad moved to her bedside wiping away her tears.
"Dear Bella, out of everyone none of this is your fault. You are not Esme's problem but you are her scapegoat. As harsh as this may sound, I hope she hits bottom before she permanently alienates all of us." He took her face in his hands and kissed her forehead. "Those grandbabies are gorgeous Bella. I will see you all tomorrow." We watched as he left the room to go after my mother.
"Edward, I...how..." Bella looked shocked and as if she had no idea what to say, I know I didn't.
"She has to work this out on her own sweetheart. Dad understands and doesn't take any of it personally. He understands that we have to do what makes us and the kids feel safe and happy." She nodded in agreement. "Hopefully it works itself out soon, her counselor said being denied access to the babies will probably force her to deal with this." And three weeks later it did.
Break was fun. Charlie and Sue returned to Washington with tons of pictures of everyone. Renee and her husband flew in for a weekend and it took less than an hour for me to see why she and Bella still had issues. She kept trying to be Bella's friend, saying she was too young to be a grandma. The older kids were only allowed to call her Renee and Phil was closer to Bella's age then her mother's. From the way she was interacting with Emily and Ethan she was definitely trying to hold on to her youth and not in a good way. Over the years I had talked to Renee on the phone and had seen her via web cam but never spent any real with her face to face. Charlie hadn't allowed any contact between the two after he got Bella back until she turned 16 and could make an informed decision. Bella rarely allowed contact in person and had always kept it to just the three of them. Now that I had met her it explained quite a bit. The day was going fairly well until it came time to feed the babies. Emily offered to give the odd one out a bottle, Evan and Ethan were talking baseball with Phil so that left Renee and I, the woman had no boundaries. She kept leaning in and touching me, all the while asking very personal questions about Bella and I. When Bella and Emily reentered the sitting area of their hotel suite I was disentangling myself from Renee again and she was asking me if Bella satisfied me as well as she should because she was more than willing to talk to Bella about it if necessary.
"That won't be necessary Renee and you need to remember that I am happily married to your daughter." I told her as I walked over to Bella and plucked Sabrina out of her arms. Renee's went wide as she saw Bella.
"I agreed to this on the condition that you behaved yourself but obviously you are incapable of that. Edward gather up the kids it is time to go. I will come and see you tomorrow Renee before your flight out. If you need pointers on how to please Phil I will be glad to give you some then." Having said that we left the hotel with Bella shaking her head, once we were on our way back to the house Evan asked the question that I think was going through each of our minds.
"Mom, why haven't we met Grandma Renee before? Is it because she is a little weird?"
"You think she is weird?" Bella asked.
"Well, yeah. I mean she kept trying to talk like my friends and it is bad enough when you do that but at least you get it right. Then she kept making goo-goo eyes at dad and that is just...wrong. I mean I have seen other girls make those eyes at him but that is your mom." Evan replied.
"Part of it is because she lives far away and most of it is because you're right she's kind of weird and we don't always get along very well. I will see her tomorrow and then we won't have to deal with her again any time soon." Bella told the kids.
"Ok" was the general consensus.
Later that night Bella asked me if I thought she should take a butt plug, ball gag and flogger with her to visit Renee the next day to show her what we really liked. Unfortunately I was brushing my teeth at the time and sprayed toothpaste all over the mirror as she walked into the bathroom.
"Sorry baby I wondered why you didn't answer me." She said laughing as I wiped off the mirror.
"That's ok." I said and pulled her into a hug. "I don't think they are ready for that yet kitten and we satisfy each other just fine. Don't let her get to you, she is leaving tomorrow."
"You're right." She said as she pinched my butt. "I will be glad to get back in the playroom though."
"Bella" I sighed, "it will be spring break before I am comfortable having you in the playroom. We can't have vanilla sex until after Valentine's Day and I want you in top form before we attempt the playroom and even then I plan on taking it easy on you the first couple of times."
"But Edward..."
"No, Isabella. Your safety is my first concern. We do this my way or not at all."
"Yes Master." She looked dejected as she climbed into bed and I felt bad. I missed the playroom too but for her well being we had to wait and we always had good vanilla sex anyway.
The babies were almost four weeks old when the kids and I returned to our respective schools. We had practiced ways for Bella to feed all three babies at once if need be with their carriers and rolled blankets and some type of bottle support. We had discussed having someone come in for a few hours and help her but she wanted to try doing it on her own first, she wanted the time just her and the babies.
On the third day after returning from break while monitoring the cafeteria is when I received a call that chilled my blood. "Edward Cullen" I said as I answered my phone.
"Mr. Cullen, this is Brinks Home Security. A panic button has been triggered at your residence. We have a Bella Cullen on the phone..."
"Is she alright? Is there a problem with the babies?" I asked having cut off the operator. I started moving out of the cafeteria and to the parking lot.
"Mrs. Cullen says everyone in the house is fine. There is a woman outside the house trying to get in and screaming obscenities at the house. Mrs. Cullen pressed the panic button and asked us to call you and the police to the residence." The operator said.
"She is fine though? No one has gotten inside the house?" I asked climbing into my car.
"She is fine sir. She is currently on the phone with another operator. He will stay on the line with her until the North Barrington Police arrive and take control of the situation. Would you like us to tell her anything for you?"
"Please tell her I am leaving the school now and should be home in 30 minutes. If you could tell the police not to allow the woman in the house I would appreciate it. I suspect it will turn out to be my mother, Esme Cullen, but we are estranged right now and she is not welcome at my home." I told the operator and listened as she relayed everything to the appropriate people.
"The police understand sir and are pulling through the gates to your house now."
"Thank you and please let them and my wife know I will be there in 20 minutes or less. Thank you for your help." I told the operator.
"You welcome sir." She said hanging up. It felt like the longest 20 minutes of my life. I tried to call my dad but it went directly to voicemail so I left him a message in case he didn't know what was happening but I expected to see him at my house soon.
As I pulled into the driveway there was quite the commotion going on. My mother was standing on the steps arguing with two police officers that she was being denied access to her grandchildren and they should force Bella to let her in. I could see Bella through the windows standing in the great room holding two of the babies while a female officer held and rocked the third, I could hear their crying outside. My mother ran over to me begging me to tell the police she belonged there. I grabbed her upper arms and held her away from me before I turned to talk to the officers.
"Yes this is my mother, no she is not suppose to be here. She is not on our approved list so I don't know how she managed to get passed the gates." I looked at her as I continued. "I want her removed from my property, she is not welcome here and she is upsetting my wife and children."
She was crying and trying to talk as one of the officer's walked over and took her arm to lead her to his police car. As I walked to the house is when I noticed the only cars were the police's and mine. How did she get here? I pushed that thought from my mind as I went inside to calm Bella and the babies. After that we explained the situation more thoroughly to the remaining officer, then she asked a question I hadn't considered.
"Do you wish to press charges Mr. Cullen?" The female officer asked.
"Excuse me?" was my response.
"She was trespassing. Do you and your wife want to press charges?" I looked to Bella and it seemed she didn't know what to say either.
"Honestly I don't know. I can't have her like this around my family. I plan on talking to the security company to find out how she got in the community in the first place but will pressing charges force her to stay away?" I asked. I needed to talk to our attorney.
"Not necessarily" the officer told me, "but it will put it on record. The best option would be to get a restraining order. Again it may not stop her but it does come with consequences if she comes here. You don't need to make a decision right this minute but within a day or two."
"Fine, I'll talk to our attorney and get in touch with you about our decision." I said standing and taking her card as I led her out the door. When I walked back into the great room Bella was just laying Simon down in the play pen, I opened my arms to her and she clung to me, sobbing.
"Sssshhh Bella, she is gone. You and the babies are safe now. I will never let anyone hurt my family." I whispered to her as I rubbed her back and held her.
"I know Edward. I just want this over. What do you think we should do?" Bella asked.
"I am going to call Paul this evening and discuss it with him but I at least want a restraining order against her. It may not stop her but I want to be able to say if you do this then this is what will happen to you and I want to include all 8 of us not just you and the babies. Do you want to press charges Bella?"
"I want her to get the help she needs and I want that restraining order, after that I trust your judgment on what is best for all of us and that includes your mother. Now I am going to nap while the babies nap." She said on a giggle as I swatted her butt.
"You do that and I need to get back to Parker, I'll be home at my normal time." As Bella settled in for her nap I returned to school.
After dinner that evening I talked to Paul Molina, our attorney that handled Bella's Four Season's incident. We decided not to press charges for trespassing, it turned out she had been invited to a wedding shower in the community and rode as a passenger in a friend's car, that is how she was allowed in. She never made it to the shower, she came directly to our house instead. We were going to get a restraining order, this incident plus the Four Season's had Paul sure it would be granted. He was applying in the morning and if it was granted she would be served no later than the next day.
Placing the call to my father was hard. They had been making good progress in their relationship and part of me hoped this didn't set them back but I needed to make sure my family was safe. Their safety and happiness was my number one priority. He was shocked but understanding when I explained everything to him. He understood my need to protect my family and was shocked because he hadn't heard anything from my mother. He had tried getting in touch with her after my earlier call but had been unsuccessful. I warned him about the restraining order and suggested he call her counselor to alert her about what was happening.
Before the kids went to bed that night we sat down and gave them an edited version of the day's events. They know Esme isn't allowed at the house and while they shouldn't run from her if the see her around town be aware that she is angry at me and Bella. As they walked up the stairs Evan arm punched Ethan saying, "Great now we have two crazy grandmas." Bella and I laughed as we went to check on the babies and get ready for bed.
Two days later is when my mother hit her rock bottom, she was served with the restraining order. Thank God in anticipation of her reaction my father had stayed at the house, she went into a rage. She had to be restrained, her counselor threatened to commit her to a private facility against her will and when she finally stopped her rage and broke down, they sedated her. My father sobbed as he told me of how broken she looked when they put her in bed to sleep off the sedative. I felt hollow that night as I explained to Bella what had happened.
"He sound...defeated Bella. I have never heard him sound like that. He said this has to be her bottom, he doesn't think either one of them can take much more." I was lying with my head on her thighs trying not to put pressure on her incision as she ran her fingers through my hair. It always had a calming effect on me and I was trying not to let my voice crack as we spoke.
"We will be there for him Edward and for her as much as we can. The world she had built for over 40 years is coming down around her. Hopefully soon she can find her way and happiness in the life we live now. It will all work out in end. It has to." She whispered the last part and I wasn't sure I was supposed to hear it.
The following weeks almost forced us to focus on the more normal things in life. After several discussions it was decided that I would get a vasectomy, six kids were enough. The procedure would be done as an outpatient, it was less invasive and my recovery time would be much less than if Bella had her tubes tied. She offered to have it done while she was pregnant saying they could do it during the c-section but no way in hell would I allow her to get that done at 24. I had it done the Friday after my mother's meltdown so I had the weekend to recover. Evan and Ethan were full of questions as to way I was sitting in a chair with frozen peas on my 'junk' as they called it. Emily, with an evil smirk on her face, started explaining to them what I had done. She was about half way through when they said enough and ran from the room. She laughed and left the room muttering something that sounded like 'let's see how interested they are in sex now'.
Emily had started to receive acceptance letters for college. She had heard from Northwestern, Columbia, Princeton, University of Chicago and Stanford. She was waiting on Brown and Yale. She wanted to go into business and was seriously thinking about non-profit or some type of international business. She refused to tell us what her first choice was. I thought Brown but Bella thought Columbia and the boys insisted it was Princeton because that is where Justin was going. Yes Justin was still in the picture. Bella admitted that Emily came to her several months ago to get on the pill and had asked very specific questions about sex, pregnancy and stds. She was quick to tell me that she didn't think they had had sex yet but it was coming. Then she had the nerve to laugh at her own pun. She also took this time to inform me that while she was buying condoms for Emily she also bought some for Ethan. Bella walked in on a rather heavy make out session between him and Samantha, it was time for me to talk to Ethan seriously about sex with my 15 year old son.
Bella had started doing her yoga again to help with her recovery from the babies and while she was still teaching the kids karate she wasn't able to practice much herself. She was a 3rd degree black belt now and coached Evan for tournaments, the other two just did it for fun and self defense. Evan was very good, a red belt and ranked within the state for the Junior Division.
The beginning of February Bella met Rose downtown for dinner, she came back in a better mood than I expected. The babies started fussing almost as soon as she walked in the door. If Bella wasn't there they would take a bottle fine but I swear they could smell her a mile away and if that happened they all would rather have the breast and the odd man out was pissed and it would take 5 minutes for that one to realize it was a bottle or wait. Sometimes they insisted on waiting, not that I blamed them. I waited until the house was quiet and we were in bed to bring up the subject.
"Dinner went well I take it? You seem to be okay with everything?" I asked her.
"It went better than I expected. She apologized for how she acted in school after we went public and giving me a hard time about things. She said a lot of it was Alice and that even in high school Alice wished she could live my life. Because her parents were so uninvolved she envied what Charlie and I had and would have loved nothing more than to step right into my life. She also admitted that she was embarrassed about some of the things that were said when we were in high school." Bella was lying against my chest and I could feel her blush.
"I remember overhearing you say once that you wouldn't tell me what they used to say about me. Was it really that bad?" I questioned.
"No actually it was that good." She raised her head to look at me. "Let's just say that a lot of women had fantasies about being with you, Rose and Alice were no different. They were however very vocal, at least when it was the three of us, about exactly what they wanted to do with you. When they found out we were together they were embarrassed that I had told you what they said."
"But you never said anything about me?" I asked her with a grin.
"I said some things but nothing like they did. Mainly because for them it was just a fantasy man but I wanted that with you. I meant what I said that first night Edward. I knew I wanted everything with you and I wasn't going to walk away and spend my life wondering if I could have had it had I only been brave enough to reach for it. If you had turned me down, either time, I could have left you alone. I would have gone to Yale and moved on knowing I had done all that could and it just wasn't meant to be. But because I knew I was going to try for that brass ring I refused to jinx myself by talking about it. So I would agree with what they said but never offer my true opinion. Because my true opinion was that you were denying your real nature and I was right. I knew we would be great together."
"Yes we are kitten but continue with how your dinner went." I said kissing the top of her head.
"She has only heard from Alice a few times since we all graduated and I got the impression it was what Rose wanted. She said when I left and cut all contact it made her reevaluate things: herself, Emmett, their relationship and what she wanted for the future. She seems as if she has figured some things out and is happy. I told her about the babies and caught her up on what we have been doing. It was a nice dinner."
"I'm glad you had a good time. When are they moving again?" I thought it was soon but I wasn't sure.
"That has actually been pushed back a few weeks into March. They have found a few apartments they like but haven't decided on anything yet. I did tell her that once they get settled to call me and we can get together for dinner sometime." That didn't surprise me, Bella is a forgiving person.
"That's fine, I just want you happy sweetheart." She kissed my stomach and I had to will away the hard on I felt forming. That wasn't on the menu for another two weeks.
"I know you do. I think what has me wanting to give her a chance is that she didn't just assume we would pick where we left off. She knows this is a new friendship not a continuation of an old one. Trust takes time. The first couple of times we get together I want it to be away from the house. I want to be sure that they aren't weird around us before they come here and see us as a family." I could see her point. The kids would pick up on something if it was weird and we didn't want that.
"Whatever you want Bella. As long as my family is happy so am I." She nodded as she nuzzled into me and we drifted off to sleep.
Two weeks later Bella had her post delivery check up and was given a clean bill of health and the green light for sex. We had fun collecting my sample to make sure everything was ok with my vasectomy and as the colorful nurse who called with my results said, I was now 'shooting blanks'. To celebrate everything including Valentine's Day I planned a romantic evening for Bella and I. My father was going to stay at the house with the kids, it was the only way I could get Bella to agree to being gone all night. It was the fact that he is a doctor that tipped the scales in my favor.
We started out with dinner at Boka. I had the New Zealand Rack of Lamb while Bella had the Homemade Bigoli. She made me promise we could come back after she is done breastfeeding to try the raw menu. She wasn't allowed sushi during her pregnancy and neither one of was sure if she could have it now so she decided to error on the side of caution and didn't have any. A table close to use was having it and it did look good, we would definitely be back to try it. I was glad she insisted on coming back, it meant she wasn't too upset about leaving the kids and she hadn't called home yet which I took as a good sign also.
After dinner I took my lovely wife to Katrina's for some dancing. I had shooed Bella off for a nap early afternoon so she wouldn't be too tired for the night. Katrina's offered live jazz and classical jazz music and was a fairly small club. We listened for a while before I asked her to dance. As I led her to the floor I noticed several men looking at her as we began to dance. I pulled her closer to me and when she laid her head on my shoulder they got the idea and looked away. Bella chuckled before looking up at me.
"Did you manage to scare off the admirers?"
"Yes" I said. "They are here with dates it is disrespectful to them and you to stare that way." The dress she was wearing was completely backless. I ran my hand up her back and down letting my fingertips skim just inside the dress on her lower back. "Although I must say Mrs. Cullen, you do look sinful in this dress. I can't wait to slide it off of you later." She shivered then shifted so her thigh rubbed up against my erection.
"Good because I can't wait for you to slide it off me either. I sincerely hope not to long after that you will be sliding into me." She purred and it was my turn to shiver then.
"God yes" I groaned. "I have missed being inside you kitten." She moved and rubbed up against me again. "Keep that up and I will embarrass myself right here." I whispered to her.
"I would never let that happen Mr. Cullen." She said as she played with the hair on my neck. "I think we should get out of here before I attack you."
"Can't wait for me to get into your panties naughty girl?" I questioned as I kissed right below her ear.
"That could be a problem Edward." I pulled back and looked at her confused. "I'm not wearing panties." She whispered in my ear before licking it.
"Uughh... you can't just say something like that to me Isabella." She giggled. "Are you ready to go? I really want you out of that dress." She nodded and we retrieved our things to leave.
I had reserved a room at the Amalfi Hotel and had a surprise scheduled for Bella in the morning. When we arrived at the room Bella excused herself to the bedroom. As romantic and carefree as the night had been so far real life had to set in at some point, Bella needed to express her milk before it became painful. Because we had wine at dinner she would throw out any milk for the next 24 hours and I wanted to be able to play with her beautiful, now larger size, breasts. While Bella was in the bedroom I lit the candles I had requested in the sitting area and opened the champagne. I loaded my IPod and Norah Jones began to play gently in the background. I took the opportunity to get comfortable and removed my jacket and tie. When I heard the bedroom door open I turned to find my wife standing there in a deep purple nightgown cut very low over her breasts with a slit in the side that ran from the bottom to her hip and her hair was tumbling wildly down her back.
"You take my breath away Bella." I said softly as I walked to her and held out my hand. When she placed her hand in mine I felt a calm wash over me. After six years I was still surprised that just her touch could calm me when I was nervous or anxious. I pulled her to me and started dancing. "I have missed being with you like this." I murmured in her hair.
"I have missed this too Edward." She whispered as she ran her hand down my chest and started unbuttoning my shirt. When she placed a soft kiss to my tattoo I picked her up and carried her into the bedroom. The bed sat so that when I stood her on it I was very close to one of my favorite places in the world. I ran my cheek along her hips as I slowly pulled her gown up and felt the smoothness of her legs. When I had raised it to her hips and saw just a landing strip of hair I knew someone had made a trip to the spa recently in anticipation of tonight. I ran my nose along her pubic bone as I felt her take the gown and pull it over her head.
"Mmmmm, you smell so good kitten." I licked her lower lips slowly. "I have missed the taste of you." I lifted her right leg and placed it over my shoulder, opening her to me and I flicked her clit with my tongue.
"Yes" she sighed. "God I have missed you touching me like this."
"Like this?" I asked as I plunged my tongue into her pussy and wrapped an arm around her waist to hold her in place. "Or like this?" I questioned as I sucked her clit into my mouth and with two fingers started rubbing the sweet spot inside her.
"Fuck yes" she shouted. I pulled on her clit lightly with my teeth. "Edddwarddddd" she yelled as she gushed all over my face and ground herself on my fingers. I pulled my fingers out and place soft kisses on her to help her come down from her orgasm. I laid her on the bed and quickly removed my pants before joining her. She pulled me in for a kiss and I cradled her to me.
"Are you okay Bella?" She laughed. "You know what I mean. Does your incision or any place hurt?" She laughed again.
"No, I would have to say this is by far the best I have felt in months."
"Me too baby" I said as I rolled her onto her stomach and hovered over her. "I want you to stay flat kitten. I think this is the best position for the first time." She pushed her ass up into me so I leaned down and nipped her neck. "It shouldn't put strain on your stomach but let me know if we need to stop or change positions." She nodded as I parted her legs and slowly pushed into her. "Fuck it is deep this way Isabella." I said and gave us both time to adjust to the feeling.
"Aaahhhhh" was her answer. "Damn you feel good Edward." I withdrew and pushed in again. "Love your cock baby" she said as she clinched around me.
"Fuck Bella" I shouted already fighting off my orgasm and losing the battle. "This is going to be fast baby. It's been too long to go slow." I said and picked up my pace.
"I knoowww" she moaned. "Harder Edward...please" she whimpered. I spread her legs more and pushed harder.
"Cum Bella please" I panted and prayed she would cum with me. My balls tightened, "damn it Bella cum with me." I said as I exploded in her and felt her walls quiver around me.
"Edward" she moaned as I all but collapsed on top of her. When my breathing was under control I rolled us on our sides facing each other. "That was great Edward." She said kissing me. "I have missed having that connection with you."
"So have I Bella. I love you so much." I felt her hand start to ghost down my chest until she was running her fingers over my spent dick.
"I need some time to recover kitten." I said with a chuckle. Bella started rubbing with more of a purpose.
"Not as much as you think I am willing to bet. Not after two months without sex."
"Baby I don't you to strain anything..." I stopped talking when I realized I was getting hard again. "What are you doing to me?" I asked with a groan. Bella rolled me onto my back and got comfortable between my legs.
"Well right now I am stroking your cock." She said as she wrapped her fingers around me and pumped. I felt her breath ghost over me. "Now I am just about to suck your cock." She said and I felt her engulf me in her warm, wet mouth.
"I love when you suck my cock Bella."
"I know."
"Your mouth is so hot." She grazed me with her teeth and I hissed. "Fuck I love that."
"I know. Just like I know how much you like it when I do this." She said and quickly moved up my body and impaled herself on me.
"FUCK Bella" I shouted, not expecting her to mount me.
"I plan on it Edward. I plan on fucking you good." She began to ride me slowly. As she started to move faster her breasts were bouncing and she did not look to be enjoying that so I moved her off and sat in a kneeling position before lowering her back onto me and pulling her close.
"This should be more comfortable for you and you can still ride me angel." I leaned her back so I could take a nipple in my mouth as she started pushing into me again. "You taste so good baby. I will never be able to get enough of you." We noticed at the same time that she was leaking milk and Bella instantly stopped moving.
"Oh my God Edward, I am sorry. I thought pumping when prevent this, just let me put a bra on..." I cut off her rambling by pulling her nipple back into my mouth.
"I told you I love the way you taste. That includes all of your flavors and juices." I licked a drop off the other nipple. "I understand why the one who gets the bottle protests so much now. I wouldn't want to give this up either." I said as I sucked on her nipple and started moving inside her again. "Ride me Bella, I want to feel you cum around me again."
I was doing a good job of holding off my orgasm but she was so tight and felt so good that when she started swiveling her hips on the down stroke I knew I wouldn't last much longer. I moved one hand in between us and started rubbing her clit, I would not cum without her.
"Feels so good...so close..." she moaned and started moving faster. I leaned her back further and felt the tip of my cock hit her sweet spot with every stroke. "Yes...right there...good..." I wrapped both arms around her back and moved her faster and harder on me. "Oohhh...yes, yes...I'm cummmminngggg..." she shouted and her body clamped down on me so hard I was worried she may pass out. I pulled her to me as I released into her pussy and rubbed her back in an attempt to calm her body down.
When she stopped trembling I felt her relax against me. "Bella?" I questioned, she knew what I was asking.
"I'm fine, just tired in a very good way." she answered and kissed my neck.
"Good, let's go to sleep." I said and moved so she was lying against my chest. "I love you Bella."
"I love you too Edward." She said sleepily.
When I woke the next morning Bella felt very squishy. When I opened my eyes I realized that was because I was holding her pillow, not her. I heard a voice coming from the sitting room and snuck to the door and listened.
"...didn't suspect a thing. Thanks you so much for doing this for me Emily I don't think I would have made it through the night without your texts. Everything is going good this morning too?" The little cheater had been getting texts all night, that is how she was handling things so well. I decided to make myself known.
"You have some xplainin' to do Lucy."
"Ahhhhh" she yelled, jumped and dropped her phone. "I have no idea what you are talking about Edward." She said as she bent to pick up her phone without looking at me.
"I just heard you thanking Emily for the texts." I grabbed her and tickled her for a second. "You didn't have to hide it Bella. I called my dad a few times too I didn't say anything because we were having such a good time and I didn't want you to think I was worried."
"I didn't want you to think I couldn't handle a night away from them Edward." She was blushing as she explained. I forced her head up to look at me.
"I would never think that Bella and even if I did it only proves what a good mother you are." I kissed her as a knock sounded on the door. Bella raised her eyebrow at me. "Breakfast and then a special treat for my lovely wife before we return to the madness of home." She laughed as I let room service in.
After breakfast Bella had the Orange Blossom Body Polish& Massage while I had the Hot Stone Therapy leaving both of us relaxed. Then Bella had a mani/pedi which she let me pick the polish out. I admit I love dark colors on her body against her porcelain skin but for her toes I love some shade of pink, all done in our room. We had lunch at the hotel restaurant and then returned home. We both were anxious to see everyone.
Change was happening in the Cullen house the next several weeks were proof of that. Emily surprised us all by deciding to go to Stanford, she was thinking Columbia for her Master's. Ethan received his learner's permit and was now begging to drive when we went anywhere. Evan had started to really notice the girls and they were noticing him too. He received more calls than Ethan or Emily ever had. The babies were coming into their own also. Simon looked like me with his copper hair and green eyes, Sabrina was a mini Bella with her dark hair and dark brown eyes and Samantha was a mix with my hair and Bella's eyes. Bella had started to think about what she would do in the fall, return to teaching part time or start on her PhD. I wanted her to do whatever made her happy, the kids were just glad crazy, pregnant Bella was gone.
By mid March I was back to having a weekly lunch with my dad, he kept me up to date about my mother's condition. She had been kept under observation for the first three weeks because she would get violent and have to be sedated. Once that calmed down she was put on a form of Prozac to keep her moods even and she sees her counselor three days week ever since. Dad is staying at the house to keep an eye on her, he said it was one of the few times in 40 years she really needed him and he wouldn't let her or me down. It sadden me to hear him talk sometimes, he said it was almost like she had a split personality. Susan was the one that didn't like Bella because she felt threatened. Bella was taking away the control she had over me and my life and Susan didn't like that at all. Esme was the one who saw how good Bella was for all of us. Esme wanted us together, wanted me happy. The work was slow going and he told me sometimes it was almost like she was grieving the loss of...something or someone but she was moving forward. With time, maybe a lot of time, he said he knew she would get there and we could be a family again, even if not as close as we once were. It had been months since I had seen him this optimistic and I was happy for him even if I wouldn't be able to feel the same optimism until I knew she wasn't a threat to my family. I loved my mother but Bella and the kids were my life, they came first.
I made plans to get Bella and I back in the playroom the first week in April, it had been almost ten months since we last played and I knew we were both ready. It was a surprise for her, then I received an invitation that I knew would make it that much better. Bert Wallace, on of the board members we saw at Black & White Ball, was having a private party at the club for his wife/sub's birthday. It was the perfect way to get Bella in the right mind frame to be in the playroom without telling her about it. As I drove home that afternoon and thought how to tell Bella about the party my mind went back to the last time we had been at the club.
Bella's being pregnant caused us to stop things in the playroom fairly quickly. Because we were having triplets she started showing very early. We decided to go to the club one more time before she was showing too much. We had played at the club in private rooms but nothing public and that wouldn't change anytime soon, I saw the way male Dom's and sub's looked Isabella, I wasn't going to expose more of her to them, no way.
The night had been going well, we watched two of the demos about rope bondage and bull whips. Certain whips have always been a hard limit for Isabella but she had been rethinking it and after seeing that demo she offered that if I was willing to be formally trained by another Dom she would change it to a soft limit. As I was jealous of how others looked at her, she didn't like the way some female subs looked at me, the trainers had to male, the Dom and the sub. When the incident happened I was talking to a Dom about him training me on a couple of different kinds of whips.
She had been standing with a group of subs for about 30 minutes drinking a bottle of water when Didi Aro and the slave Riley approached the group. When I checked back on them about 10 minutes later Isabella was obviously pissed off and it seemed to be directed at Riley. She said something to him and turned to walk away, that is when he reached out grabbed her arm turning her around and before I could move she had him on the ground with his hands behind his back telling him what would happen the next time he touched her.
The Dungeon monitors were right there to break things up and warn everyone that if we couldn't keep it under control we would be asked to leave. We stayed for another hour in which Isabella never left my side before we left. On the ride home she explained that because she had told the school Riley knew she was pregnant and was making inappropriate comments and asking questions that dealt with my age and were they mine and did she need someone who could keep up with her? He definitely knew which buttons to push with her and she knew there was a punishment coming. Upon arriving at home she was spanked, left without a release and wasn't allowed to talk until afternoon the next day. When she was allowed to talk again I was assured nothing like that would happen again and so far it hadn't.
As I came out of my thoughts I made a note to check and see if the Aro's would be at the party that night. Bella was excited but nervous about the party. She had gotten her figure back quickly and while she hated the extra five pounds on her hips I loved them, she was curvy now and if I was honest I didn't worry as much about gripping her hips too hard. She was worried about stretch marks. She had triplets, no matter often we rubbed the lotion on before and after the birth in my opinion it was natural to have a few, she didn't agree. She only had a couple, they were faded and like her hips I loved them. To me they showed what she had given me, gone through for our family, how could I not love them. We ended up agreeing to disagree.
The Saturday of the party Evan spent the night with a friend, Emily and Ethan agreed to babysit the babies for us. I left the house in jeans and t-shirt. Bella was wearing a wrap dress over her new forest green corset and thong set that she would wear at the club. The corset had garter attachments and made Isabella more confident because her stomach wasn't bare, she was going to have to get over that. When we pulled up to the club we both groaned, we hadn't realized it was the one night a month that newbie couples, without sponsors, were allowed into the club. Isabella slipped her dress off and her coat back on before we walked into the club.
I immediately noticed the Aro's and pointed them out to Isabella as we showed our invitation to be granted access to the private VIP room for Mrs. Wallace's 40th birthday party. It was good to get out and see people again and have a new opportunity to brag about the babies. The Wallace's played publicly often so I was not surprised to see her tied to a whipping bench when we entered being given 40 licks with a riding crop by her Dom. After mingling for 45 minutes I noticed Isabella seemed to be getting very aroused. I moved us in front of the small stage where the scene would be done at and took a seat in a high back chair. Isabella was kneeling tall in front of me. As the scene started Mrs. Wallace was tied to a cross and two Domme's were stepping onto the stage.
"Are you enjoying the evening kitten? You may answer."
"Yes Master." She answered. I ran my fingers up her thigh and felt the stickiness.
"It seems you are." I said as I licked my fingers clean. "Do you like seeing her tied to the cross?"
"Yes Master." Her breathing had picked up.
"What do you like most about it?" One of Domme's was flogging her as the other played with her nipples.
"It makes me ache Master. It makes me want to be tied to your cross." She had started to rub her thighs together.
"Ah, ah, ah" I said as I tapped her hips. "Can't have you doing that kitten, spread your legs." I told her. As I ran a finger back up the inside of her thigh I slide her thong to the side and pushed in the egg vibrator I had been hiding. She moaned as I inserted it. "You need to be quiet Isabella." I said and swatted her pussy.
"Yes Master." She said and took a deep breath. As the scene progressed I would click the vibrator on and off while skimming my finger up and down Isabella's arms whispering in her ear that I was proud of her. When the scene was almost over and the sub was being allowed to climax I removed the vibrator and pushed two fingers in Isabella and rubbed her sweet spot hard.
"Cum for me kitten, silently." I watched her bite down on her lip as she leaned back against me. I could feel the tremors going through her body as she released onto my hand. "You are so beautiful like this kitten." I whispered as she came down and I pulled her thong back into place.
We stayed for another 30 minutes before I gave Isabella the signal we were leaving. As we walked to the car we were both very surprised to see Rose and Emmett standing in line to enter the club. To say they were shocked to see us would be an understatement. We exchanged pleasantries and Isabella told Rose to call her during the week and we would see about getting them in on a regular night. When we reached the car I placed the egg inside her again and tormented her the entire drive home clicking it on and off.
When we walked into the house I was sure she didn't expect to play. I pulled her back to me and whispered in her ear. "Kitten I expect you in the playroom and your waiting position in one hour. Do not disappoint me Isabella." I swatted her ass and walked away. I made it a point to get to the playroom before she did, I lit the sandalwood and lavender candles in an effort to keep her relaxed. This is the first time we had played since her pregnancy so it wouldn't be a long or rough session. Once things were set up I moved to the darkest corner and waited. She did not disappoint when she entered. She stripped down and kneeled to wait. I saw her flinch when she realized I was already in the room but she kept her position.
"Good girl kitten, rise and look at me." When she did I slowly stroked my finger down her breast. "As much as I love your breasts my naughty girl I have laid one of your bras on the bed, I think it would be best if you wore it tonight. I don't want you sore in any way and I know that is a problem for you now." She nodded and moved to put it on. I stepped behind her and cupped her once she had it on. "Although I must admit it will pain me not to be able to play with them." I rubbed her nipples and she groaned. "What is my naughty girl going to do to make it up to me?" She moaned when I spanked her and stepped away.
"You remember your safe words Isabella?" She nodded. "Hands above your head." The bed had a moveable pulley system attached to it and I secured her hands to it at the end of the bed. I cuffed her feet to the floor facing the bed then I reached for the blindfold. "I am going to blindfold you kitten, I want you to just feel things tonight. You trust me to keep you safe?" She nodded vigorously. "Then relax and enjoy kitten."
I started with the riding crop, gently at first then applying more force up and down the inside of her thighs. "I was proud of you tonight Isabella, you did very well." I tapped her pussy with the crop several times and she jumped. "Are you jumpy Isabella?" I asked and brought my hand down on her ass. She shook her head no. I moved the staff of the crop through her lips putting pressure on her clit as it moved back and forth. She started moving her hips trying to get more friction and I slapped her ass again. "Hold your position or no release for my naughty girl and I want you to cum tonight Isabella, I really do." She immediately stilled.
I dropped the crop and picked up the rabbit fur flogger. I was careful to keep the strikes no higher that her hips. I loved the way she would arch in anticipation of the next strike and her juices were starting to flow down her thighs. I pushed two fingers in her and she was soaking wet. "There she is, my bedroom slut has come out to play." I said nipping her shoulder. "Isn't that right kitten?" I asked as I began spreading her juices between her pussy and ass. She nodded. "My slut who likes to be fucked hard." I slowly slide one finger into her ass as I continued to play with her pussy. "My slut who loves ass play." She moaned and I slide another finger in to prepare her. "My slut who loves double penetration and her Master who loves fucking her tight ass." I withdrew my hand and she whimpered trying to push her ass back to me. I slapped her ass. "Don't whine kitten, you get pleasure when I decide to give it to you." She lowered her head as I released the ankle cuffs.
"Up on the bed Isabella." I helped her to the middle of the bed. "I want you vocal now kitten. I want to hear how much you like what only I do to your body. Do not cum without permission." She was still blindfolded with her hands secured above her head, kneeling on the bed spread open. I moved behind her and slipped into her. "Fuck I love your pussy little girl, so hot, wet and tight every fucking time." I was thrusting slow and deep every time. "You have no idea how hard it makes me knowing I will be the only man to ever be inside you...touch you like this." I nipped her ear and started to slowly circle her clit.
"Master...faster, please." She begged. I picked up the lube to prepare her rosebud. As I slide two finger in and she arched back. My naughty girl loved anal sex and so did I. "Yes Master. Love that." She moaned as I slide another finger in and matched them with the strokes of my cock. "Harder Master, please. Feels so good." She leaned back against me. "Missed you Master, so good to me."
"I missed you like this too kitten. Now let's see if I can make you feel even better." I removed my fingers and slowly slide into her ass.
"Yes Master" she yelled. "So big...full...cum please...cum Master." She begged.
"Not yet kitten." I told her starting to thrust. "My little slut isn't full enough yet." I said as I thrust Big Eddie into her aching pussy.
"Please Master" she yelled and I could tell by the pitch she couldn't hold it any longer. I pulled her closer to me.
"Cum for me kitten...now!" I said sternly and felt her start to gush immediately. I stilled my movements and used the dildo to help her ride out her climax.
"Yesssss" she almost whispered and I couldn't believe she was so quiet. When I looked at her face I don't think I have ever seen her in so much bliss and that is saying something. I unhooked her tied hands from the pulley system and pulled out of her. She whimpered until I turned her around and slide back into her ass.
"I want to see you Isabella." I removed her bra. "I want to feel you against me." I wrapped my hand in her hair and pulled her into a deep kiss. "God I love you kitten and to see you like this and know only I give you this pleasure. There aren't words for what you do to me Isabella." I kissed her again and felt her start to move on me, with each down stroke it push the dildo a little further into her as it hit my pubic bone.
"Fuck Master...so deep." She said loudly. I pulled her onto me harder and she yelped.
"You like that kitten?"
"Yes. Fuck me...hard Master. Please." She begged and I slapped her ass. I pulled the string to release her hands quickly.
"Hand on tight kitten this is going to get rough." I warned as I began to fuck her ass harder. The movement was forcing Big Eddie to keep constant friction on her sweet spot.
"Oh my God. Please may I cum? Please, please, please..." she begged.
"Already kitten? My little slut can't hold out longer?" I asked her as I thrust faster and felt my orgasm start to build.
"Master please..." she moaned out.
"You may cum when I do little girl and you know how to make me cum." She instantly clamped down and began milking the dildo which also caused her to tighten around me and I exploded with the next thrust.
"FUCK kitten." I cried out and held her to me as I pulsed inside her.
"Masterrrrrr" she yelled as I felt her walls milking Big Eddie.
When we were both breathing properly again I laid her on the bed and removed Big Eddie. I cleaned us both up quickly and started rubbing the balm into her arms. "How do you feel Isabella?" I removed her blindfold and she was laying there with her eyes closed.
"Mmmmmm, good Master. Actually great. Relaxed, satisfied, sleepy." I chuckled because she was about to drift off to sleep.
"Me too baby. I love you my Isabella."
"Love you too Master." Those were the last words she said before I heard a small snort and she snuggled into me. I put my clothes on and a robe over her before I carried her to our bedroom thankful that the babies were sleeping through the night now.
The next two months were happy, exciting and hard on me as a father. I watched the triplets grow and learn to sit up, roll and eat some solid foods. I helped my oldest son learn to drive and go on his first real date because his girlfriend got her driver's license first. Evan went on his first group date with a girl named Ellie that reminded me so much of Bella I couldn't help but chuckle, he was such a momma's boy. The hard part was Emily.
I watched her go to her senior prom, buy things for college and graduate with honors from high school. I was so proud of her. My mother attended graduation, Tanya and her parents didn't. We sent them a notice they didn't even acknowledge. After the ceremony as we were hugging and congratulating and taking pictures I heard Emily say to Bella.
"I may not feel comfortable saying it because of our ages but you are the only mother I have had or needed." I could see Bella fighting off the tears and pulled her to me knowing what hearing that meant to her. The two of them were very close but Emily had never really given any indication she saw Bella in a mothering light, especially the last few years.
We all went to Dave & Buster's for dinner that night because it was good for kids and adults alike. Charlie & Sue had flown in for graduation and he was currently kicking the boys' butts on a shooting game. Emily was telling Sue about college and how much she was looking forward it. My mother and father were drooling all over the babies. My mother hadn't apologized to Bella yet but my father insisted she was getting better. We had a family meeting and Bella was the one who said we had to give her a chance sometime and she couldn't see even Esme ruining this day for Emily. That is how she ended up being invited to the ceremony and dinner. I wouldn't call her friendly but she wasn't hostile, civil may be the best way to describe the situation. She wasn't giving Bella dirty looks and I saw that as an improvement but really where did she have to go but up.
I looked around at my children, my parents and in-laws and realized how truly blessed my life had turned out to be and it was because of the woman next to me, my wife, my Bella.
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A/N: Sorry it took so long to get this chapter up but RL and the Holidays got in the way. Hope everyone had a safe and Happy New Year.
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