Then
That day was a terrible terrible day, me and Cas were one of the many that fell from grace that day. It was not like we really wanted to, but it was just something that happened. We were both just trying to save the world from ending and saving our Winchesters too. Dean was going to be stuck there, waiting for the world to pretty much end and not knowing if he was ever going to see his brother alive ever again. Sam was going to end the world and he didn't even know it, I honestly feel terrible that I did not choose to help him until it was a little too late.
Everything was going the way that it was supposed to, Sam had consumed enough demon blood that he could have killed Lilith and then a dozen other demons without even getting off of his demon blood high. He was pretty much fully demon, when he had killed Lilith his eyes were fully black and he was pretty much all of that evil demon. The way that he looked would have even frightened Dean in the way that he looked. The way that he could not see through the smoke screen that Ruby was putting him through, I mean with all the profanity that she was putting him through I doubt that anyone would be able to see through it. Sam needed the help and I just wanted to let him know what was going on, but I didn't.
The time was now, I didn't know how fast things were going because all I could hear was Castiel's thoughts going all through my mind. He was telling me that he loved me more then anything else in the world and if he did not see me again that he was so sorry and that he was going to have his own personal heaven in my beauty. I wanted to cry more like I really wanted to die, but then there was something at the door with me, it was Dean Winchester? What was Dean Winchester doing outside of the door on the room where Sam was rising Lucifer in? What was going on and why was Cas trying to risk his life? All these things were running through my mind and I could not tell one apart from another.
Castiel! Castiel what is going on? Was all I could think about. I really needed to make sure that Castiel was fine and that he was safe. If something had happened to him. . . I don't know what I would do but I don't think that I could possibly stand thinking about Castiel dead. What had he done to get Dean here and not be with Dean? This was not a part of our sure fired plan.
Vicky I know that I will most likely never see you again I mean really, so I just wanted to say that I love you. He said in a really low tone.
I love you too Cas, but what is going on?
I'm so sorry Vicky, just make sure that you do not get killed and make sure that Sam and Dean are safe and sound by the end of the night. I am really sorry that I can not keep my promise to you, but I am really sorry. I love you, you mean more to me then this whole world does and all of the humans on it do.. I smiled at the thought of this but really wanted to cry too.
I love you more.
That's a lie Vicky and you know it. He said in a lighter tone then before.
Never.
Goodbye Victoria.
Goodbye Castiel. Then there was nothing else.
" Victoria?" He said in a low and questioning tone.
" Dean?" I said. " What are you doing here?" I said looking from the door to Dean and then back to the door. " You are supposed to be with Castiel in the safe room? Why are you not there and also why are you here?" I said in less then seconds because I could not understand what was going on.
" I'm here to save my brother." He said trying to rip the door open but failing none the less.
" Where is Castiel?" I said in a very frantic tone, why was my Cas risking his life?
" He's with Chuck." Why was he with the profit?
" I'm awesome!" I heard from the other room, from Ruby.
" You have to get me in there now!" Dean yelled.
" What?" I asked.
" I have to get in there right now!" He yelled.
" It's too late Dean, he is rising." I said putting my head down and looking at my shoes.
" I don't care! I need to fucking get in there and get my brother out of there!" He shouted and I knew that he really cared about his brother.
I could not help it anymore, I helped him rip the door down from the wall that it was on. All I could see was Sam and Ruby standing in the room and then there was a giant white light coming out from the ground. It was bright and I could tell that he was coming out from the hole and my brother was coming back out of hell again. All these things started to happened, Ruby got killed by Dean by her own damn knife. All I could do was get them both out of there, I knew that I needed to get them out of here, they could not be here for this or they would die. I simply put them on a plane getting as far out of here that I possibly could.
But then I was stuck here, I mean there was no way of getting out of there in time because he was out of his hole and standing right in front of me, I could hear all of the angels to get out of there and telling me to leave asap because this was not a safe place for a small little angel like to be, I knew that as well as they did but there was no time to get out of there, he was standing there in his true form. It was the brightest and the most magical form in the world, he just smiled when he saw me in front of him.
" Vicky!" He shrieked as he saw me standing there, almost like to females meeting another when they are old time friends. " Were you in control of all of these terrible things all around this terrible earth? I mean are you the one that released me from my hole in hell?" He looked at me and just smiled. " You are much more beautiful in your true form I hope that you know. This is a nice vessel but it will never be the same as what you truly look like I have to say." He smiled as he cupped my face.
" No Lucifer I am not the one that was in control of all of this, one of your demons named Ruby was behind all of this." I said trying not to look him in his white eyes, but I could not help it and I just starred into them, wondering what hell was like for those so many years.
Lucifer's true form had changed a lot since the last time I had saw him, but t hen again that was before the whole hell thing and before this whorl wind of things had happened. Lucifer looked like a human would after a hard day of work almost, tired and just w anted to relax and get what he wanted done. He looked like he had been through much to much to talk about with anyone and he looked a little hurt all at once. It seemed like he had been shredded apart from the form that Father had created for him and instead made his own form of what he wanted to be. He looked like a mess.
Vicky get out of there, whatever you are thinking of doing just stop it already. You know what he has to fight Micheal and no one else. You cannot defeat him and I do not want you to risk your own little life to fight of a old high school fling. Now come back to heaven and we will talk. One of the angels said.
" Why do you not run from me?" Lucifer said.
" Because I am not afraid of you, I do not think that I have any need to run from you at this time because I believe that you will not kill me." He smiled at this because he knew that he could never kill his own little sister.
" I have truly missed you little sister." He smiled as he took me by the shoulder and looked outside one of the big windows. " But you know that this world will come crumbling down to the ground in the next few months. I know Father will not be very pleased with this but what the hell right?" He smiled as he looked at me again. " You have not changed a bit." He said as he pushed the hair away from my face.
" Brother." I said taken a deep breath. " You know that I can't let you do this right? I can't let you kill off all of the world just because you do not like them." I said as I pushed away from him, the only thing that changed in him was his face, he looked hurt.
" Are you saying that you are going to send be mack to that hell that I just came out of Sister. Because you must know better then anyone that I can beat you down to the ground, it's just the way that it has always been, and always will be." He said with a very smug tone to him.
" I have been trained by the best since then Brother, we have had much to work with since the last time we have met, with the little demons that you created I mean it was not an easy task to have to deal with. I had to be drilled by Samax and you know how much she just loves to drill people." I smiled as he thought of her again.
Samax was always the one that was called in the worst situations. She was fierce and she did not like anyone get in her way, if she was called then we were in some trouble because that meant something big was going down. When she drilled us it was like nothing else in the world, I mean she would drill and drill for days at a time. She wanted us to be ready for almost anything to happened, she wanted us to be even ready for when this day had come. She would be fair when she was training us but she still could be very harsh at the same time, she liked us to be fit and ready for anything.
Victoria, get out of there now. An angle was calling for me, but I refused to go.
" You are serious about this aren't you?" Lucifer smiled as he came closer to me and threw a punch that sent me flying across the room. " Sister sister sister, now I thought that in you of all people that you would know better." Lucifer said as he came across the room and flew another punch at me. " Now you know that I will not kill you and you know that you cannot kill me, so why don't we just go our separate ways until the next time that we meet up." He smiled as he pulled me up to my feet, but it was I who threw the next punch, although he did not move I just kept punching him.
Victoria this is the last time that we will tell you, come back to heaven now or suffer the same fate that Castiel has as many before you have. Someone high up said.
Cas? I could not think anymore, Castiel had rebelled from heaven?
That's when Lucifer took control. Being the big brother that he was of me he had to teach me a lesson about trying to beat up on your elder siblings. He did not give it to me easy either, I knew that I was falling slowly from heaven, but none the less I was falling. If he had kept this up for a long enough period of time then I would have died and I think that he could feel in from inside of him as well because he just stopped and walked away from me, then he left into the dark and leaving me there to see my fate happened before me. Right before he left he looked back and saw my bloody body laying on the floor and had a change in heart it almost seemed like because he came back to me, I thought it was for another rather harsh beating so I moved my body away from him.
" No no Sister." He said as he cradled me into his arms. " I am truly sorry, I forgot how much I cared about you for a moment when we started to fight, it has been so long." He said as he tried to calm me down. " Now I know that the angels must be coming for you and that you must leave this place at once, I will send you to the boys that you were with before I came, but remember I will be seeing you very soon." He said and then he kissed me on the forehead and then I was laying in the back of Dean Winchester's vehicle.
I knew that I was going to bleed on the back of his leather and he could not be very happy about that, so I took of my black jacket like this with a hood on the back of it and placed it around my torso where most of the blood was coming from. I could not move very much and the pain was starting to kick in, I would need another angel to heal me, but there were none around that would even think of helping an angel who has fallen. I hoped that those boys would hurry up and get here because I had a feeling that I could not move right as this moment. I did not know where I was or where the boys were either, all I knew was that Lucifer had sent me here saying that the Winchester's where to be here. I could feel the blood slipping out of my vessel.
" Dean." Someone said, I knew the compassion out of that voice and I knew that I must have been Sam, I could not really tell what was going on because I was slipping into a sate where I could not answer anyone or move on my own. I did not know what was going on with my body but I did not like it very much. I could feel someone move their hands around my body and pulled me up and out of the car.
" I am truly sorry if I got any blood into your vehicle Dean." I got out somehow but Dean knew that I must have been into a deep fight because he did not freak out when he saw me bleeding in the back of his car, no not one bit.
" I don't think you got anything in it, besides I'll just make Sam show you how to clean if there really is anything on it." He smiled lightly in a was of comfort while Sam took me into a house.
" Chuck clear off your couch and get some gauze or something!" Dean screamed as Sam placed me onto the couch.
" I am in the profit Chucks house?" I smiled as I thought of this.
" Shh." Sam said as he raised my shirt up a little and moved the gauze to the small wound that was bleeding out so much.
The next few hours were just of bandaging me up so that the blood would stop seeping out of my body and making different things moved into their rightful spots in my body and making sure that my vessel had not lost too much blood and a ll of these other things that I was not really listening to them speak about because all I could really think about was Castiel, how much I was missing him and all of these other things that had come to my mind also.
What had happened is all that I truly wanted to know about Castiel, but the boys would not tell me because I was hurt and they did not want me to be thrown into this shock state that my vessels body could do to me. I do not know anything about the human body but I just went along with it. Sam and Dean said that it would be bad for me to go through because it could kill my vessels body and they would not like that very much if I had killed a human I guess, even though slowly I was becoming one myself.
Dean had told me that I would be staying with Chuck because they did not want me to come with them because of the risk of angels finding me. While we did not know what Chucks archangel was not striking me down they thought that I would be just fine here with him, I went along with it because I truly did not want to meet up with any more of my family at this time. I knew that Lucifer would not go after the boys at this time because he would need a vessel soon enough and that would not be a good thing for him to just show up and try to stop Sam and Dean from stopping him when he did not have a vessel. When the boys had left Chuck went back to writing and left me into his small living area, but I followed him and watched as he wrote for awhile.
" I can tell that Castiel was here and that you know what had happened to him, you are a profit." I said, trying to not get onto his bad side.
" Yeah, I do." Chuck said, not looking up from his computer.
" Can you please just tell me what happened so that I can let this sense of fear go." I said looking at the back of his head.
" As I told Sam and Dean, he was here asking where Sam was and when he found out he sent Dean there and the next thing I know there is blood and gore everywhere and all I know is that my archangel must have smashed him into a billion pieces." He said as he sighed and remembered the event. " It was terrible." He sighed as he went back to writing. I wanted to die with Castiel.
" Thank you." I said as I went back to the couch and for the first time I started to cry. My mate had died, I knew that my time was soon because when angels mate it is to the end of time and when one dies soon enough the other will die.