Then
I didn't know how long it would be before my time was up and I was killed off by angels or Lucifer or of the sadness that was in my heart, but something was going to kill me and I knew it. I could feel deep inside me that I would die from heartbreak even if an angel killed me, because I would not fight them from coming into Chuck's lovely house and killing me off just like that, I would not flinch. I knew that Lucifer knew where I was and he must have known about Castiel dying, I could feel that he was around and watching over me. He had a vessel now and he was watching and waiting for me to fall over to his side off this fight, to fall back into big brothers arms once again, like I always did after a big fight.
I didn't know what Lucifer was going to do until Chuck left to get some more alcohol and said that he would only be a few minutes because he knew it would not be a very good thing to leave me in his house alone because I was bandaged up but I really did not like having the gauze taped onto my skin. I hated the way that I felt and I hated that I could not heal myself back into shape after my brothers beatings that he had placed onto me. I could feel that there was a higher power angel around, I thought that maybe it was Micheal or maybe even Gabriel coming to seal up my fate knowing that I was a fallen angel and my mate was also dead.
I was resting on Chuck's couch then the wind picked up and some lighting hit a tree a block away in a near forest. I did not move from my spot, I did not want to move neither did I care what really happened to me, I just wanted all of this to be over with. The door snapped opened with the loudest thud when it hit the wall that it made even my skin jump up a little bit, but I fell back into my place on the bed and just became relaxed again. There was only one pair of feet walking through the house to find me and I was ready to meet my fate. Hell will have me for this.
" Victoria." Someone said, a voice that I did not know. " Victoria, I am truly sorry about what had happened to Castiel, I know that you loved him for all that he was." The person came to the couch where I was and in his eyes I saw all that I needed, I saw the cold hatred for everything but the loving eyes that I knew.
" Lucifer." I said backing farther onto the couch, as far away from his as possible. I did not want another beating from him, that last one hurt as much as I would never like.
" Shh Sister, I am not here to harm you again, just make an offer with you that I highly believe that you should take." He said as he moved closer onto the couch and sat down onto the end of the bed and just watched me for a moment.
His eyes were still the same as they always had been, but there was something much different about him also. There was a new form to him that I never believe he would take for his body ever. Never in a million years did I think he would take a middle aged body of some male who had lost everything, everything, his wife and his baby but here Lucifer was in his poor mans body. He moved a little closer to me and place his hand onto my hip, mending all the wounds and all the bones that had been out of place until all I had left were the bruises to prove that I had been beaten down.
" What is this offer Lucifer, because I will not help you end this earth because it is not right and you know Father will never let you do this, even if he is not in heaven he is somewhere and he will make sure that you do not harm all of these humans." I said as I could sit up much faster now and I did so also, sitting on the edge of the couch far away from him.
" Sister, I know as I have since you did it that you mated on Castiel, that you went in front of Father and you were mated in front of him. As you know you will die because Castiel has died also, but if you were to get another mate as soon as possible, then you would not die and you could live as happy life." He said the last few words as if I was going to live for the test of time as he was, I was not, I was falling from heaven faster then anything.
" No, I could not betray Castiel like that. I could not allow it any more then I could allow to have you thrown back into hell again Lucifer, it is not right and I could not do it." I said not even thinking of it, I would not stab Castiel in the back like that. It's just wrong to say that I loved Cas and then do this to him. No.
" But do you think that he would be much happier knowing that you were alive and well better then dead because he was dead also. Sister think of it please I cannot see you die and I will not see you die. You must know that this is what is truly right because Castiel of all people would want you to live." I thought of this and thought about when Castiel said he loved me and how he meant it. He would want me to go on living no matter what it meant and make sure that the end of the world did not happen.
" Fine Lucifer." I said as he took me by the hand and walked me out of the door and flew us someplace that was far away.
Now.
I was getting prepared for what we could do now for mating since father was not around to see us be mated we would be married, which was the next best thing to being mated in front of Father and even the high angels said that it would do since Father was not around. I was getting into a white dress that fit like a glove around my body. I did not like the idea at all of marring Lucifer but I knew that he was speaking the truth about Castiel and this was one of the only ways that I knew to be sure that the earth would be safe and I could talk him out of killing all the human race.
I was being dressed and being helped with things by demons, yes demons! Lucifer had given me his word that if any of them tired anything that he would make sure himself that they would never come out of hell again. So I went with it and let them do my hair into a thing that was almost a curl that was shaped to be around my face and the rest falling onto my dress and my make up was soft and made Lucifer think that I was the girl he had known from heaven so well. The demons liked to talk about me from behind my back where I could not hear them, saying some evil things about me and Lucifer would send them out of the room and call more in.
When it was time Lucifer went out at least five minutes before I had because he was out there with someone who must have been his best demon. . . I mean man. . . and then it was a demon in a little girls body and then some more demons who were supposed to be my maid of honor, bride maids and Lucifer's grooms men. Then it was my turn to go up and I pulled my vial over my face to hide the sadness that was all around it and two teenage demon girls held up the train of my dress so that I would not fall onto it. I held some flowers tightly into my hands and wanted to cry as I walked slowly up the isle that had demons and people that were forced to be here in the stands. All in all there were most likely only about ten demons here, but it felt like much more then that.
The priest was even a demon! How could this possibly be a true mating ceremony when even the priest was a demon! I could now believe that this was happening, but I could not back out now because before I hand the chance Lucifer had said I do and had place the golden ring onto my left finger and smiled as he kept his nice cold hands holding onto mine. I could not look at him at all, let alone at his eyes that were piercing mine so deeply I could feel it in my skull that he was staring at me. I could not take this any longer. I threw my flowers onto the floor and screamed at the top of my lungs.
" No! I cannot do this Lucifer, I cannot marry you!" I screamed as I tried to leave the unholy church but there was a arm holding onto me so tight that I could feel my arm started to crush under his large hands.
" You can't do this Vicky, not right now." He said deeply under his breath as he threw me back to where I was, but I lost my balance with the heels that I had been placed in and fell to the floor. He started toward me and said many times " Get up! Get up!" He said demandingly. He them pulled me so tightly up by the arm that I felt it snap from under his hand and I shrieked with such pain that I could not bare it anymore and clawed into his hand with my nails, which only made him angrier.
Then picked me up by my arm which was not just hanging there and them be from the spot I was to the other side of the giant room and I hit the wall with such force that I made a large hole in the wall, the back of my head much have been bleeding because I felt something warm coming from my head. He walked over to my and started to beat onto my again, but this time I tried to fight back again. I used as much force as I could onto him but if failed and did nothing, soon enough I was being held up, bleeding from many part of my body again by a demon. I could take this demon easily but I did not dare to because of the fear of being beat again by my soon to be husband.
" Victoria, do you take Lucifer to be your husband through thick and thin?" The fake priest asked. I just started at the ground, holding with one hand my flowers.
" Ye-" I was trying to get out but at that moment the doors of the church were knocked down and coming through them was Dean, Sam, Bobby and someone else. I could not see who this person was because he was being charged by demons.
As all this had happened Lucifer went into the battle field and started to beat on the hunters and the demon who held me up soon threw me and tried to do into the battle field too, but I had anything thing for her. I grabbed her by the foot and pulled her back to me with much little force. I then proceeded to throw punches back and forth with her until I got my hand onto her forehead and sent her back to hell where she belonged. Someone grabbed me from the back and I threw a punch at them too.
" Ow." Said as dark voice and coming from that voice was Castiel, I could not believe what I was seeing in front of me at this time. " Vicky." Was all he said as I cupped my hands around my mouth for him not to see that my mouth was just hanging there in mid-air.
" Cas, lets get out of here sometime soon!" Dean said as all the demons had gone, or Sam had stabbed them with his knife. . . well Ruby's knife.
Castiel just picked me up and held me into his arms as tightly as he possibly could as we all left the once holy church which was now as unholy as a den of iniquity and was now packed with at least five bodies, but my vision was now becoming blurred and I could not see clearly how many there were or how I got into Deans car and had my head on Castiel's lap. He was trying to keep me awake and calm, trying to do whatever Sam told him to do. I still could not believe that it was Castiel that I was sitting on.
" How. . . are you. . . alive. . .Cas?" I asked calling him the name that I had when we had just become friends. I did not care anymore what I called him I just wanted to make sure that it was really and truly him.
" I do not know Vicky, but I am back and I will never let you out of my sight again." He said as he kissed me on the forehead again.
" Am I bleeding in Deans car again? Please say that I am not." I said and Dean laughed from the drivers seat, driving much faster then he should be.
" No, you have my jacket under you so that you will not bleed out." He smiled as he said this because he knew that I was happy with this.
" Good." I said as I closed my eyes, I had become so that I wanted to just keep my eyes closed.
" Say Cas, why is it that you cannot heal her up with you angel magic again?" Dean said from the front seat not even looking to see Castiel's face.
" I do not know, I guess when I fell from heaven it was one of my first powers to leave my body, I would give anything to make her better though, anything." He said as he looked down at me to make sure that I did not slip away from them.
" So both of you fell from heaven on the same day? Isn't that like never heard of before?" Sam said as he gave Cas some more gauze, man I really hated that stuff. But I let Cas mend up my arm as well as he could and then he placed a little piece of the gauze onto my face so that it would heal too. I knew that they were not taken me to Chucks house this time, they were taken my straight to the hospital.
" You fell also?" Castiel said looking down at me, his eyes were hurt and they were scared too.
" It was the first time that I got to meet up with Lucifer, he was not too thrilled when I told him that I would not let him kill off all of the human race though, I can tell you that." He looked hurt as I said this. " I did not do what the angels had told me to do so I fell from heaven." I could not look at him anymore. " I know what you fell though Castiel." He did not say anything more about that subject and just kept saying random little things.
" Castiel please forgive me, I thought that you were dead and Lucifer put it into my head that you would want me to be alive and be happy even if it meant mating on someone else." I said and begged for him to know that I was sorry.
" Shh Vicky do you worry about all of this. It is all okay because you will be safe now and you are in my arms. You will be fine now." He said and I did not know who but I was falling into a sake of blackness, where I could not see anyone and could not hear them either.
" Well Mr. Novak." A nurse said to Castiel as he was pacing all around the waiting room of the small emergency room in the small town somewhere in northern Maine. No one knew how Victoria was going to make it through the whole beating and trauma that she was put through. " Victoria had a shattered wrist that we sent her to surgery to have fixed and her rib cage also needed a little work on because it had completely collapsed onto some of her vital organs. It is really a work of god that she is alive at this time, really you four are hero's for finding her when you did. Well, your wife has been place in the trauma center and you and your brothers and father may and see her if you please but it must be one at a time because she is not awake yet and it needs to be peaceful for the others on the floor. But follow me and I will bring you to her." She smiled as she said this.
The nurse took all four of them onto the floor where Victoria's lifeless body was, all of them went in one at a time to see her, but Castiel could not go in at first because of the thought of seeing her like that. He just wanted her to be okay again and to be herself, when she fell she must have been falling hard for all of this to happen. He promised himself that if it was the last thing that he did, he would get revenge for all that had happened to Victoria on that night. But when he finally built up the nerve to walk into the room, Victoria was just lying here. He took her hand and sat next to her bed.
" Victoria?" Castiel asked the body, hearing other's say that to their loved ones that were not replying he hoped that it would help his love as well. " Victoria, I do not know what to say to you because you must not be able to hear this at all, but I just want you to know that I do forgive you for all that you did and I will be praying that you will be safe and that you will wake up." And that was all Castiel said the whole raining night to his loves body.