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" Victoria, one of us must set off to find our father before it is too late to stop all of this from happened. To stop the apocalypse father must step up and help us stop Lucifer before the whole earth comes to an end with us in it." His embrace around me felt magical right now, like it was the only thing that happened. It made me feel like I was flying when I was not, it made me feel like none of this was happening.

" I must stay with the brothers, make sure that they are safe and make sure that Sam will not say yes to Lucifer, yes I know my part in all of this. I know what I have to do, but it is you that I worry about more then I worry about myself. Please Castiel, just stay here and then we will go off together once this horsemen is taken care of." I knew that three of the four horsemen were already risen and that soon the fourth and worse horsemen would be rising and then there would be no stopping it.

" I will be safe, you are the one that I am most worried about." He said as he caressed my face softly.

" Guys we don't have all night to watch you two have your romance crap. Common Vic, we need you with us while Cas goes on his own little mission." Dean said, gun in hand ready to shoot whatever he could.

" Yeah besides we'll be protecting Cas the whole way." A new girl, Joe said patting Cas on the shoulder.

Joe seemed like one of the better hunters I have met while on earth. Not in killing or in how many things she has defeated. But in her niceness, in the way that she cared about people and somewhat asked questions while she was killing the creature. She seemed to have a very bright soul and seemed to be honest and all in all a nice person. But the tension between Dean and her was almost unbearable, not just a sexual tension but also just a romantic one as well.

There was something about them in the way that they acted around each other that just told you that they should date, but there was something else that told them not to as well. There was a fear within Joe that would not allow her to do anything with Dean besides flirt. She would use her body to talk to Dean and he would stare and smile, but when it was over the top she would stop and get back to work. It was an odd thing between them, I did not know why she would just not kiss that man already, it was not like they were not both attracted to one another or any thing like that, because they were. Maybe she was the most afraid of her mother, Ellen.

Ellen was like no person I have ever seen before. She was not really a hunter but she had the presence of one. She could talk the talk and walk the walk, but she could not do them both at once. . . if that is what they say. She was very good at shooting and gun and very well at most of the other things that a hunter could do, but she did not go out hunting things unless they came to her. But when Sam and Dean asked her to help out in this, they came right to attention and said hell yes. It was like she would do anything for these boys, just like she would do for Joe. She was a very caring person. I guess it was like mother like daughter. But it did not help any that they were the ones that were going to be watching over Castiel, he should be with another angle, with me.

" Common lets get outta here." Ellen said as she got into her car, followed by Joe.

" I must be leaving now." Cas said, looking from Ellen's car to me, then back to the car, as if he was trying to figure out which one he wanted to do more.

" Vic! Common we gotta go!" Dean yelled from his car.

" I must as well, goodbye Cas." I said pulling him to me and kissing him lightly on his lips.

" Goodbye, Victoria." He smiled a little with his as he started to walk away.

" Be safe." Were the only words that could come out of my mouth.

Now.

" Where could they be? They were supposed to be here over a day ago and they are still not here. I do not know why I would allow you to talk me into leaving Castiel alone with those two humans! I will have both of your heads if he is hurt, I will promise you that!" I started as I was pacing the floor of Bobby's house, where we were all supposed to have met up the day before.

We had been able to chop off the finger of war, make sure that he was not able to start any other big wars because we took the ring with us. It was not easy to get near war, because of all of the demons all around where he was, but while I took on the demons, Sam and Dean took on war. We did not know what was the main thing that was keeping wars power, but it must have been something that he was wearing, so they pretty much just cut off the first thing that they saw, which was his ring. The whole finger was not necessary but they did what was needed. When they got back all of the demons where killed.

" Victoria, calm down. I mean they may have just had car troubles, or maybe they really did find your father and they are just trying to talk him into helping us. Many things could have happened to him, just sit back and relax for now." Sam said, how could he have said that though? Like that really calmed me down much.

" How can I? Father may have just killed all three of them if they could have found him, I mean that necklace never did help us before, why would it help us now? For all we know one of the many archangel's have found him and just decided to kill Ellen and Joe to make sure that I did not come out of hiding as well. There are so many possibilities!" I shouted. Just then something kicked into my brain that had not been working as well as it used to. It was bits and pieces but it was enough.

" Where is she we must find her." One said.

" What?" I asked around, searching for the person who had said something, but no one said a word. They just starred at me.

" How did she escape? Where were the guards?" Thats when I knew that I was hearing the angles again, they were talking about a escaped angle from heaven, something that never had happened before.

" We do not know, but we must find her before something rash happens."

" We must find Ana."

" ANA!" I screamed, my head was pounding and the angle talk silenced, no other words were coming into my head, nothing at all. I could only feel the pounding inside my head and did not noticed my drop onto the floor, or the fact of Sam and Dean coming to help me up.

" Did you just say Ana?" Dean said as he placed me into a chair, one of the chairs the boys had been resting in.

" Yes, something about her escaping from heaven. I did not know that the angel's even had her at this time, I thought she was still a human. . ." I was mostly talking to myself and letting the boy listen. " When did all of this happen?" I was trying to think hard but nothing came into my brain none of it at all.

" Castiel did not tell you about it?" Sam said, trying to see if it was still there or if I was talking to the angels, I looked up.

" No what are you speaking of?" His eyes were sad, but Dean's were worse.

" Last year sometime, we found Ana and we tried to help her figure out what was going on, how she was hearing angel's and trying to save her from demons. Then we found out that she was an angel without her grace so then we went looking for that and then Dean gave her away to save me because the angel's were either going to kill me or her, but then she stole her grace from Uriel and that's the last time that we saw her." Sam said, I looked down and thought about it. . . the only time that I was away from this whole case was. . . was when I was preparing for war myself, away from Cas.

" Cas was just playing teacher and making sure that they killed Ana and got the job done I guess. He seemed like he really didn't want to or anything like that. Bastard." Dean said.

" Wow, well that puts some pieces of the puzzle back into place, but then how did we capture her? What I mean by that is that when she got her grace back she most likely fled the place, making sure to leave no trace of herself what so ever to make sure that she was safe. An angel must have found her and turned her over for whatever reason they had. I still do not understand why they would have to kill her. She was always a good warrior and she was the best at what she did, all she wanted was a little peace." I sighed, remembering Ana and how amazing she had really been.

" You knew her?" Dean said.

" Yes, we were very close actually. We were very good friends, I remember the day that she fell, it was a very off day for me." Looking back at it I felt sadness, I just did not know what they feeling was. That was when Father was there still, telling us that it was okay to leave her at peace, that we would see her again sometime in the future. That was so long ago now. That's when I heard Castiel walk in.

" We couldn't find his dad and it took a long time to get here from Florida, so sorry guys." Joe said as she went straight for the refrigerator to get a beer. There was no stopping that girl from drinking what she pleased, when she pleased.

" Someone should have called, we were worried." Sam said, still looking at me to make sure that I was going to be okay.

" It was mostly Vic that was worried. You should have heard her till she-" He stopped himself in his words, not knowing whether or not he could go on.

" Till she what?" Ellen said coming inside, with Cas on one side of her, almost leaning on her for support. " Could you boy come and get him?" Dean and Sam jumped up and placed him in the chair next to me. We both starred at one another and knew that we had both gotten it, the angel's were not muting us away from knowing that Ana was out there, because they knew that we knew where Micheal's sword was and they knew that we would be the ones to keep him safe.

" We both heard the angel's speaking." Cas said, moving his hand from his head over to mine, lifting my head to his height and smiled. " Are you okay?" He was concerned and I knew that I would have to lie through this headache to tell him that I was fine and make him believe it. Which was going to be a hard task.

" Yes, just fine." I smiled and it did not work out at all. He frowned and looked over at the boys to go and get me something to help with the head pain, but there was nothing that would help at this point. It would have to die away on it's own.

" We don't have anything besides this." Dean said, holding up a bottle of whiskey in his hand with a few shot glasses in the other. Ellen took a glass and poured her and Joe a shot before handing it back to Dean, who was smiling at us with this off smile. He knew that we were going to try it and he was not going to stop, or let us go until we had at least tasted a sip of it.

He lined them all of in a row, telling us the rules of this. . . game and told us that we both would have to go through the whole row before we would he able to chose if we wanted more or not. He was really liking the idea of falling angels too much to just let us sit around and wait for all of our powers to go away. No he had to tie cement bricks to our ankles to make sure we dropped faster. He made me go first, just because I was prettied he said. . .

The first one burned all the way down, it was a horrible feeling and I did not like it very much for my own good. It tasted bad and it felt bad all the way going down, it was like drinking holy oil, that was already on fire. The second one was the same, but by the time that I had gotten to the third it was starting to taste much better, by the final one I was really liking this game, but not enough to try it again, because what if it was like the first time around? I would not like that game very much, besides the fact that it was having not effect on me like it would on a human, it was really no fun to consume alcohol and not get intoxicated off of it. I told the others that I would just need a moment outside in the fresh air.

I sat on Bobby's porch in silence, just watching the stars that my brothers had creatures those millions of years ago and the one that Lucifer had given to me. It was so magical looking at it that I did not hear anything going on around me, I just thought about heaven and about all the things that I was missing right now, about what was going on, who had taken my spot and all of the other things that could be happening right now and the things that were happening. I did not notice the girl that was coming up behind me.

" Hello there Victoria." I spun around to see the brilliant red hair.

" Ana, hello." I smiled as I got up and shook her hand. " I just found out that you were an angle a few hours ago. How have you been my old friend." I said not even noticing my hand on tone or the way I spoke.

" Terrible, as you know being in the jail up there is a terrible place to be. It was worse for me because I was a terrible little angel as you know." We both smiled at this, laughing a little as well. " And how are you and that no good mate of your, Castiel?" Her tone was much harsher when she was talking about Cas.

" We are alright, Ana I heard that he was the one that found you and was going to kill you. You must know that he was only following orders, that it was-" I was cut off

" He was only following orders! That's the thing about all of you, you following orders from a dead beat dad that is not even there anymore! I do not understand how you did not fall before Victoria but trust me it is a better life living as a human. You do not even know that he was the one that found me and sent me up to heaven to be tortured do you? That he did not try to save me from it like he did you, he did not care one little bit!" She said loudly.

" He was only following the orders that he was given to do, that if he found you that he was to give you to the archangel's and you know that is the truth! You know he had to do it and that he could not stop them because you were not his mate!" I screamed, we had both said that we would not speak about when I was in prison in heaven again. " You do not even remember what it feels like to be an angel anymore do you? The rules that you must go through and the expectations, the fact that you have to do what they say! You just jumped off the side of heaven and did not even say goodbye to me at all. You were to stupid to think about anyone besides yourself Ana!" I screamed once again, I was getting the attention of the people inside the house now.

" You just don't know what it was like up there anymore. All hell is breaking lose up there and no one can stop it, I will though. I thought that you would help me, but now, seeing where you are I guess that you will not help. Seeing that you are on their side. Goodbye Victoria." She said and she was gone.

" Everything alright out here?" Dean said to get the goodbye glimpse of her.

" No." I sighed and looked at where my friend had once been. " Ana has not lost all the things that she has believe in and is not on a holy mission that does not exist." There were too many things to think about all at once, I could not really take all of these emotions that were freely flowing into my body at this time. It was terrible. But Dean was not paying attention to me now, he was looking at the headlights that were coming into sight.

" Sammy! We got company!" He yelled inside. I could feel it from inside, I could tell alright what they were and what they were coming for, they had tracked us and were coming for us. Demons.