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" Babe were going to be heading out soon, we have to go help one of Sam and Dean's hunting friends I believe. They told me that the town is filled with demons, so I believe that I should go and help as much as possible. I will be back as soon as I can be, okay?" Castiel smiled down at me, laying in the hospital bed.
Why must it be now that they will have to leave? Why can it not be a week from now that they get this call about all of the demons? Why can it not be when I am safe to go with them? I just want to make sure that Castiel will be safe and now I will not even have this comfort? I wanted to beg him to stay with me, to just wait until I could come with him and then we could go, but I knew that he would never wait around for me because then it would be too late, he would never go for that. An I would never be brave enough to even ask him to stay, even if I knew that he would I would never be able to ask him. I just did not have it in me to ask something like that.
" Will you promise that you will call when you get there? Just to make sure that you are alright, I guess." I looked down, damn emotions, they've been killing me for the past week.
Yes, I have been in this damn place for over a week now and they are still not letting me out, they do not know what is going on outside of these wall, they do not know that Lucifer has been set free. They tell me that I will be here for over a week more, that I should just sit back and be still because I have so much inner damage that they had to go in and do over five surgeries to make as I used to be as they possibly could. They had to do a surgery on my throat because Meg had cut open my vocal cord and that was not easy to fix, or that's what they told me at least. Now I have to watch and wait while the love of my life puts his life on the line, again. Would this never end? This feeling of loosing him, the knowing that he may never come back I will be left on this earth alone to face Lucifer. I have so many emotions to play with now that it kills me being afraid, to want to scream and cry ll at once.
The emotions are the worst part though, I mean they are killing me. One second I will be as happy as I could be because of the fact that I am alive, the next moment I will be sad because of the fact that Lucifer wants me to kill Castiel, and the angry the next because of what Meg did to me, all of the things that she has done to me! It's like I am being dragged in and out to sea and as soon as I get close to the shore it get pulled back out, as soon as I am getting used to one emotion I get dragged deep into another. There is no rest and there is nothing that can stop it! I hate being sad and scared and mad because I did not know want to do to change them or to make then better, I did not have a single clue! I just wanted to be happy and that was all or better to just not have them anymore! But then they were the better ones too, happiness, love or being excited for something. Those were the ones that I loved, the ones that I really liked the most. The worst was pain though, that feeling of agony and I was having it more and more as the days went by.
The thing that I missed the most though was being able to fly. Now that I could not do I I missed it because I used to love just flying around in what little free time we had. I mean to the human eye it looked like we were flying really fast, but we were not at all, we were just flying at a regular speed most of the time. I missed the breeze in my air and the way that it felt going through the clouds. I missed all of it, the dips and flying right through buildings without anyone noticing because I was not visible to their eyes. The things I missed the most was the little moment I used to have wit Castiel flying, seeing the breeze flow through his hair and our hand connected. The way we would look at each other and try to knock the other person out of the air all in good fun. All of it felt like an amazing dream to me, but I still somehow knew it was real and that I would never be able to fly again, sometimes I wanted to cry because of how much I truly missed doing what used to be so easy to me. I would never see any of it again.
" I promise that I will call you as soon as we get there." He said as he kissed me on the top of my head and smiled as lightly as he could. I could see just from this eyes that he was frightened, he was afraid that his powers would not work when he got there, that he would not be able to help Sam and Dean with the demons.
" You will do fine, I promise." I smiled lightly, pulling him by the tie down to me and kissing him softly on the lips.
" I hope that you are right, and that when we get back that you will be able to come back to Bobby's with us." He smiled.
" Look who we brought to keep you company!" Sam said, wheeling in Bobby, who looked almost happy for once.
" Hey girl." He smiled, in his lap was a bag of over fifteen books, and only ten cell phones. He had his whole house right there with him.
" Hey Bobby. How you feeling?" I asked smiling lightly before cringing, still hurt to so some things, like talk sometimes.
" Like I should have legs, but I don't." He laughed a little at this. " Other then that I feel like crap. How bout you?" He asked as he got placed next to me by the bed.
" About the same, getting a little hungry for the first time, ever. And I am getting really sick of this tried emotion too, that one sucks, so does sadness and angry though as well." I laughed a little, which also hurt.
" Well it looks like you two will have a lot to talk about while were gone wont you." Dean said as he put on his leather jacket. " But we have to get going. Common." He said deeply to Sam and Cas.
" Bye guys." Bobby said as they started to walk out of the room.
" Bye Cas." I said and he looked back and smiled a little. " Good luck." I whispered under my breath.
How did Sam, Dean, and Bobby do it? How were they so good at hunting things that so many people did not know about when all they were was just a bunch of little humans? They were so easily killed or hurt that we could just show them in our true form that they could die from it! So why do it when they know they could die from it? They are really true hero's for what they do, I mean if I had been a human all of my life I would have never picked this life for myself. I would be much to afraid of dying to do this, but they do not care they do it to help people. It's amazing the risk that they are placing to help people!
" Weird huh? A whole town goes to the demons and no one else notices, no people come in and run out of the town begging for help or anything like that. I wonder how many people have been killed there alright, how many other hunters Rufus has called in to help him and how many of those have been slaughtered because of it." He said, taken off his has, smoothing his hair and then placing it back on. " He's not the smartest hunter I have seen before." He said looking over at me with a smile.
" How do you all do it?" I asked wanting to know.
" Do what?" He was playing dumb, he clearly knew what I was talking about.
" How do you help people when you know that you could be killed from it, how do you do it?" I asked.
" I do it because of my wife, I mean I had no idea how to kill demons when one of them took over her. So after the demon was out and she was dead I started getting into it more and more until I knew everything about every creature I could find. I started to go out and hunt them, started to become better and better at it, until we tried to come and get you, but you know that whole deal. The thing is that we do it because we don't want other people to turn out like us, we don't want other people to die just because of something supernatural. It should never happen like that." He sighed. " And if you tell Sam or dean anything that I said said, I will have to shoot you dead." He smiled.
Now.
" Oh shit." Bobby said looking through the bible he had.
" What?" I asked digging through some of this pudding thing that the nurses had given me, it was amazing! It was so good that I had asked for seconds, and thirds.
" What the boys are facing right now, it's not what we thought it was to begin with." He said as he looked at this one page.
" So what are we facing then if it's not demons. It is like a shape shifter in the form of a demon?" I asked trying to think if that was even possible, but he just laughed.
" No, were up against war." I looked at him in confusion.
" War? Like two people going against each other and fighting to the death?" I asked.
" No, War as in the horsemen War. Like of the four horsemen War." He said, rolling his eyes.
" Well okay then." I said and then I understood what he was speaking of.
Cas and the boys were trying to fight other people we were both thinking that the other side was a bunch of demons. They both believed that they other person was a demon and were going to try and kill them! I could only hope that Castiel was alright and so were Sam and Dean, but somehow inside I knew that they were anything but alright and that someone was going to have to tell them the news. But I mean maybe they already knew, I mean when Castiel called me he told me that they had found an old friend of Sam and Dean's, someone named Ellen, so maybe they had figure it all out. Maybe they were just trying to find War now and they were are alright. Or maybe they were all against one another trying to kill each other thinking that the other was a demon!
" Well have you tried calling them yet?" I asked quietly Most of the time now Bobby was quite angry because he needed a nurse to help in into the cot that they had giving him or to the bathroom. He could blow up at anything.
" They wont pick up their damn phones. Most likely they don't have a reception." He growled.
" Well someone has to go tell them before they all turn on one another and start to rip one anthers heads off! Before there are no people left and War will be going to another town until there are just no more people left on this side of the Earth! Someone has to go, call one of your hunter friends right now!" I screeched, worrying that Cas was not fine now more then ever. I was thinking about jumping out of this bed and flying there right now, but then I remembered that I could not.
" Is everything alright in here?" A nurse knocked on the door, walking in slowly and closing it behind her. She seemed very worried about what we were talking about, or because she thought she was in a room with crazy people because she kept looking over back at the door or playing with his finger nails.
" Yes, it is just fine actually. We were just watching the television." I nodded over to the blank screen. Shit. We were now in bigger trouble then I thought we would be before, she was going to pry until she got a better answer.
" But she got so angry that she shut it off, you know how woman can be." Bobby said and the woman laughed a little. She did not seem to like the joke that Bobby had just said, I wonder why that was.
" You have to get out of here and tell your little friends about War, do you understand me Victoria. You must get out of here now and I am going to help you with it. You will have to get there before the whole town, Castiel and your friends are dead. I have tried to let you get as much recovered asi could and now you have been called for a job. Now get up and get out of those clothes at this minute." She said and we both looked over at her and that's when it hit me who she was. It was all in the eyes that she had picked on who she was, her eyes were a green with a bolt of blue right through them both. She used to call them birthmarks.
She was one of the people that I used to know when I was an angel, she herself was an angel. We were one of the closest out of our whole Garrison, well besides myself and Castiel that is. But she had always been there for me and now she is trying to help me even though I am a fallen angel. She had always been the type of people to console in and the one to tell anything about, but she had never been the type to disobey orders, never. So I do not know why she would be doing it at this time. She was a good person, but coming down into a nurses body, even coming to earth was something new for her.
" What are you doing here Valoel?" I asked as I got up from the bed.
" I am here to help you, what does it look like?" She smiled as she helped a little and got me to my feet.
" It looks like you are trying to get yourself killed or something much worse then that!" I said as she gave me some new clothes to put on.
" I am just trying to help a friend because of the things that she has been through are the same things that I myself am going through now as well."
" Okay what they hell is going on here? Who the hell is she and how the hell does she know who the hell war is?" Bobby said from his chair.
" She is an old time friend of mine. She is an angel. Does that answer all your questions?" I said.
" Yes." He replied.
" Well to be honest I am now a fallen angel, like yourself." She looked down at her shoes. " That is why I am helping." She said.
" When?" I asked in concern.
" A month ago, it was all because Nathaniel found it to be that he was fallen and because of him I fell right after him because I doubted god. It was nothing really huge I mean if my mate was to be fallen I believe that I should fall as well. If we are to be bounded forever, why make it only until one person falls or dies. Why not make it so if one angel falls that the other falls as well?" She said in a dark tone. Did I used to talk like this too? Man I hope not.
" I am so sorry." I said as I got on my new clothes and she started to talk out all of the needles and the other things that we attached into my skin. Every prick hurt worst then the last.
" I will get you to this mans house, but after that it too long of a flight and I will not be able to do it, I have been giving all of my powers to Nathaniel to protect us that I am falling much faster then he is." She smiled as she touched both Bobby and myself on the forehead and just like that we were in Bobby's house. " Now go, take one of the many cars outside and go there! Castiel and the rest of the town needs you now. Get there soon or I believe that it will be too late, the whole town will be dead and War will be onto another town. Or worse he will be reuniting with his other brothers." She said.
" But I am just a human, what if I come into contact with War, what should I do? I cannot go there alone. You must com there with me, make sure that War does not get any more people, get all the people who are there now out and make sure that they are all alright!" I said.
" Do not think that way and know that he may be anyone, that is all that you have to do. Have trust in yourself a little more, you used to be one of the best fighters I knew. One of the best in the whole Garrison. Besides I have to be going, you are public enemy number three up there and if anyone knew that I was speaking to you, we would both be dead. I know that they do not like me, but they hate you worse. Just stay strong and go in there and you will be just fine. Promise." She winked and then she was gone. Most likely getting as far away as possible so her sent was not to be found near mine and so that we would be safe from one another.
" Bobby, I believe that I will need a car, and a lesson in driving one of them." I said, I believe that I was most afraid of the driving then being killing or being found by War.