Then.

We were just sitting around, wondering what to do with out sad little lives. Just thinking that maybe, just maybe things were cooling down for a little when we got the call. That one call that we all knew that we had really been waiting for. It was Cas, he knew where the demon that we had been looking for was, the one that had the colt. The one thing that we knew could kill the devil and the one thing that would kill Lucifer much sooner then God would. So that was that, we were going to go after it and we were going to have to have a little help from Joe as well, knowing that Sam and Dean would not just be able to walk right in they would need a decoy and I was still not very good a lying.

I was ready to go inside with all of them, ready to help and to fight in whatever way that I could but they did not think that it would be the best time to just let me walk right in there and try to get myself killed. So I stayed outside of the whole gated area, although I was equipped with a gun this time, they still didn't think it would be best to let me even there around demons. So I stayed there with Cas and Joe while they went inside and did their thing with the big bad cross roads demon. We all stood there in silence, hoping that they would come out, somewhat praying that they would be in one piece. We heard gun shots go off and we were all ready to go in. Joe said give it another minute and right before the minute was up, out walk off the mansion, colt in hand.

We all stood their in complete shock as they told us the story of how the demon, Crowley, had just given it up to them so easily. It was like he did not even think that we could have just killed him right then and there if we wanted to, that maybe one day we would come back and kill him too! It was like he did not even care about that at all, he just wanted Lucifer dead like we all did at this time, even I did a little. That he thought that if the devil as he said did win this big battle that he would go after all the demons next, so why not just shoot him down now instead of later. It was good thinking, but still crazy too. It was the real colt, but any demon just giving it up like that was just a crazy thought, it was all the I could think about all the way back to Bobby's house, it was the only thing that I could think about when Sam and Dean told us that the demon that had giving us the colt knew where Lucifer would be this week too. All of this did not make any since to me what so ever, none of it!

Sam and Dean went off into a littler room of Bobby's, most likely talking about our big plans for this whole killing the devil thing that they wanted to do so much. I knew that Dean thought it would be a bad idea for Sam to come, I also thought that way, but Sam was strong as well. Cas, Ellen and Joe went into the living room of his house to start having some drinks and get somewhat drunk, well to try and get Cas drunk. From what I could hear it was starting to have a slight effect on him, but still it was only a little bit of an effect. Bobby went somewhere else, doing who knows what, most likely getting ready for being on call for us in any way that he could, that was his main thing now a days. It did not sound like he was going through books though, maybe he was trying to get a radio going, trying to make this tension melt away. I went onto the stairs that lead to the upper part of his house, the part that no one really cared about anymore, or at this moment. It was calm right there and peaceful, it gave me a moment to just sit back and think about the fact that this would be the last night on earth for me. Just what I needed to think about.

They say that life flashes before your eyes before you die, or that's what I have at least been told for the past few months that I have really been down on earth. I was having it all flash before my eyes right now, the good and the bad. I could see the past that the present before me. I could see times when Micheal was raising us all to two weeks ago when Castiel and I had said our I do's. I could see the time that I went to prison in heaven, then when Father had let me and Castiel be mated with one another. The first human that I took over and the last human I had taken over. The first time I drove and the last time that I would ever sleep with Castiel's arms embracing me. It was just like all of my memories were being flashed and morphed into one. I do not know why this was happening, I was not dying but maybe it was just truly telling me that I was going to die soon, very soon. That death was after me and it was going to be my time and I accepted it.

Bobby then called us into his study for something. He most likely knew something big about what was going on, most likely saying that Lucifer was not even in that town and that we were not even going to be going to that place anymore, hopefully. But that was not it at all, he had an old fashioned camera place and was getting it all ready for something or another. He said that he was going to be taken a picture of us to remember us by, that he was going to remember us no matter how little we really wanted to remember each other by.

So we got all into place and ready for the picture. Castiel in his tan trench coat on the far left with myself right beside him. He wrapped his arm tightly around my waist and gripped onto his hand on my hip, it was comforting in a way. It was like he knew that I was thinking the same thing that he was, that we would never have this moment to have with one another again, so we better take it now. I move in a little closer to him moving his coat and moving into his scent a little more. Sam behind me with his giant hand over my shoulder as well, she could fit right there and still be seen, with Dean on the other side of him. He had his arm sort of wrapped over Joe's shoulder. I could tell that Dean was trying to feel the same emotions with Joe that Cas was with me, it was just something in his eyes that told me that, but Joe was not really feeling the same was that I was. On the right side was both Ellen and Bobby, we were all trying to smile, trying to make it seem like it was a happy sort of picture. Then Castiel had to break the news to them that it would be their last night on earth.

That night while everyone else was getting a little more intoxicated with their alcohol I took Castiel up into one of the spare rooms. I did not know why I wanted another moment of time alone with him, maybe I was selfish or maybe it was justs because I really wanted to be with him one last him, but I did it either way. I took off his coat and placed it onto a chair that was in the corner, all of the bedroom had not been used in years and it was a little musty in there but that did not stop us. I wanted to have a moment with Castiel, just the two of us for the final time. It was not like I wanted a sexual moment with him, just any kind of moment with him made me happy and that was all that I really wanted. We got into the bed and wrapped ourself around each other, still facing one another and trying to smile.

" I know that this will be our last time having this type of moment with one another." I whispered, our faces were not more then inches in the darkness, but that did not stop us from simply talking.

" I know his as well, which is why I am going to cherish this moment for as long as I possibly can without someone having to come in and drag the both of us out." He said in his dark tone that he never stopped using.

" I am a little frightened about these next few days, I mean if we do really do this then-" I was cut off by him.

" Then we will never make it out of this alive, yes I know. But I will protect you will all of my life if I have to and I will make sure that you will make it out alive, no matter what I will have to do." All I could do when he said this was smile, we both knew he couldn't do this.

" Well thank you Castiel." I smiled as I yawned a little bit.

" Get some sleep." He smiled and that's all that I could do- sleep.

Now.

It was stuck inside my own body, I was the person that everyone had feared to be around. Sam and Dean had said that they were going to have me tattooed with the sign that they both have on their chest, but I did not have that yet and it was much too late. She was inside of me, moving around inside and making herself all comfortable inside of me. It killed to know that I had a demon in me, even worse was it was the demon that I knew so well it was Meg and she was using me as her meat suit as Sam and Dean like to say. How could I have let his happen, no one around me knew that I was the one that they were looking to make sure to stay away from.

" Get out of my body you stupid little whore. This is my body and I know all of the incantation to get you outside of me and send you right back to hell! Now get out now or I will do it!" I screamed inside of my head.

" Sorry girlie, I have messages from the big boss outside of this little suit. He says that I had to go get a new suit so that the boys would not know that I was me and this was the closest one that I could find, maybe he'll even play a little while I'm in here. Wouldn't that be tasty? Besides you can say it as much as you want, it'll just make me – well you all tingly inside." She whispered as she kept walking with behind Sam and Dean.
" Did you say something Vic?" Dean said turning around. He knew that there was something up, he just could not really put his finger on it I guess.

" Dean! Run!" I screamed inside. I wanted him to know so bad to be able and to get away from me and to be able to help me even, but he didn't. He just stood there and waited for an answer from me, well Meg now.

" Yeah, do you think that maybe we should go back to the rest of the guys, maybe meet up and regroup a little. I don't think that there's anyone in this town anyway." She said right in my body, she didn't even sound like me!

" She's right Dean, there's no one here." Sam said as he started to turn around. He really was not in the mood to keep Ellen and Joe with Cas for very long, he had some type of trust issue with it.

" You should see all of the things that I have nearly done with that little ass angel girl. All of the things that I did to his daddy and now all of the things that I will do to him, his brother, the bitches that he brought and even your angel boy." She said in my head, to me! This was the wrong thing to happen to me!

" You okay Vic? You don't sound right?" Dean said as they started to head back.

" NO! It's not be Dean, can you not see that it is so not me! I'm inside of here and this bitch is trying to trick you and trying to kill you! Help me!" I screamed.

" Oh, I am just fine Dean." She made me smile.

" You touch any of them and I swear I will make sure that your life will be a living hell you little scum on this earth! You hurt them and I will make your life a living hell before I even let Dean have a little fun with you." I said hoping that it would scare her a little but all she did was laugh and follow them back into the town where Ellen and Joe were.

All around them were these big, big dogs. But they had these blood right eyes that just glowed even in the sunlight. Their teeth were out and they looked really sharp, I mean they could cut through almost anything in the world, including diamonds and human flesh without even having to think about it. Their claws seemed to be the worst thing though, I mean they were so long and they just stuck out from the whole body that they were on. They just stood around them, waiting for the word and waited to be able to rip all of my friends from limb to limb. They were more then just one for each of them it was more like two and a half for each of my friends, I knew that Sam and Dean where going to have more then two for just both of them. I also knew that one of them already had the taste of Dean blood on him already, the biggest one, he was ready to kill Dean withing a second on getting near him. I did not know what I could do about it, but I tried to fight and fight and plead and beg for her not to do it but I knew that she was going to anyway.

" Why are you just standing there girl? Didn't you just hear that you husband just up and left?" Ellen said.

" You ready for this girl, cause I am."

" Oh I did, it's just that I really don't care about him anymore I guess is just is. I mean after the so many years that I had to deal with him so much I guess that I just kind of left him in the hands of my wise brother. I mean he will take care of him so much better then I could, it's just that I can't stand him anymore." She said as she put her hands up and then back down to my waist.

" You bitch!" I screamed and cried from the inside.

" What?" Dean said.

" What they hell are you talking about, you love Cas. Dean knock some since into her!" Joe said.

" Sorry kiddo's there a new plan!" She said, I could feel her eyes going black and they knew that they had been played. " But little Vicky can't come out and play today, she seems to be a little sick and she told me to come and help you guys still she gets better. So change in plans, you come with me and see my daddy and you all can have a little chat." She smiled as she started to play with my red hair.

" Stop this! Stop it right now! You know that Lucifer will just kill you when he wins this war if he wins, win not just stop this right now and save yourself! Stop all of this from happening and just leave my body!" I begged.

" She really doesn't like this idea, so I would think fast before I just let loose from her and just kinda feed her from to the puppies, common boy's I don't have all night!" She said and started to tap her foot.

" Who are you?" Dean said through his teeth.

" Oh, common Dean don't remember me?" She smiled and I knew that it had hit him and Sam.

" Meg." Sam growled.

" Hey Sammy, how's the girlfriend. Last I heard she had gotten you on a real nice diet." She made me smile.

" Get out of her and leave now." Joe said she had such an attitude that it made Meg smile from the outside all the way into the inside.

" Those big bad dogs will have some fun with the girls, I mean they will only hurt Sam up a little. But they will throw around Dean and tear him up until everyone has a piece, but the girls. They will make sure that everyone gets some of the flesh and blood while their still alive. I don't know what it is about hell hounds, but they love the taste of female hunters blood. I think that they will do just fine, even for new hunters. Blondie has it in her blood so they will just sink into her."She laughed out loud.

" Burn back in hell where you belong. I will make sure that you will get what is coming." I screamed.

" No. You will all listen to me." She said again.

" Or what?" Dean said as one of the dogs breathed, made a puddle move and Deans eyes widened.

" Yeah Dean, I really did bring along some pets for you guys. I have something for you to play with too Deano, I mean he's just been dying to get another taste of you since you came back, he's really been killing for it." She smiled and they all started to run, that's when the dogs were sicked on them.