Then.
I just got to be inside my own body, watching all of my friends get a little ripped up and then for me to just disappear and had to watch as Castiel thought that I had to come and save him. I had him fooled so well, well I guess that it was Meg doing all of this but she made it seem like we were one now. She had feelings about Castiel, I did not know why but she really liked him in a way that I thought was odd. She did not want to kill him but she did not want him to be set free and on his own either. I did not understand any of this but I guess that I never really would either, it was just a bunch of mixed up emotions.
" Victoria, you have to help me. We have to get out of here before they both come back, this place is filled with reapers and Lucifer is here too. He is going to set Death free onto the world, this is the place and we have to get everyone out of here!" Castiel said as he saw me enter the room, Meg was playing my part so well, she knew how to walk and how to talk like me and everything.
" Cas I know that! How do I get you our of here though, I mean there's not water around!" She said as though she didn't know that he was in there to begin with.
" I do not know, maybe you should just go on without me I mean go save everyone else and leave right now. Do not come back for me until you know that this place is safe. Just get out of here, where is everyone else by the way?" He said as he started to turn all around in the different directions as though they were all there for them to see him.
" Wow you really know how to pick them don't cha honey, I mean really he is the dumbest angel that I have ever seen in my life. Does he really think that I am you, or is it because he really doesn't care enough to take the time out of his day and get to know you so well. I mean really he doesn't know the difference between you and a demon? That's really sad Hon, sorry to say it." She said in my head to me, she smiled a little bit I could feel it.
" Sorry Cas I mean I really could not do that to you! I just can't leave you here to die in all of this fire. I mean if the they don't just leave you here in this fire for the rest of time then I bet that Lucifer or one of his demon friends will come and kill you for me. I wont just leave you here like this, I cant for that do you, I'm going to find a way to get you out of here, I promise!" She said to him and he believed her too.
" Well then you have to be fast, they will be back any time now. Where are all of the other people, Dean and Sam and the girls, are they alright?" He said and I could feel Meg smile.
" I just cant keep a secret for a very long time, I mean I guess that I have played with him for long enough now. I just love to break it to people that I have made their lives a living hell. This will be fun though, I mean I am inside an ex-angel and her angel husband still thinks that he's talking to her. This whole time he doesn't know that I allowed one of my puppies to rip a new one out of one of his little friends, possibly more of they are dumb enough not to lock the doors properly. I just cant wait to see his face, maybe get a ' you little bitch get the hell out of her.' out of him, no that's not very angel like now is it. Maybe something like ' you little evil abomination get out of her before I get out of this fire and kill you myself.' now that would be fun now wouldn't it. Well her we go!" She smiled as he turned her eyes straight at Castiel.
" Sorry Cas, I kind of set my hell hounds on them and now I think that the blond one. . . um what is her name again Joe? Yeah her, I kind of let them rip her up a little bit, I mean I was going for Dean but Joe being the stupid little girl she is got in the way and got herself ripped open a new one. When I left them it didn't look so good, so by not I guessing she may be dead, hell or she's just suffering little by little knowing Sam and Dean, they want to save her but they know they can't. Just like hunter to do, they'll try and try and try to save someone even if it means they kill them." Meg smile and put up her hands. " I mean if it gets them through the night them fine, but I left all of the hounds that I had with them, so I'm guessing that their kind of stuck." She smiled.
" You are not Victoria." He growled at her.
" She's taken a little break, most likely because she just got so sick of you that she just kind of let me take over her, it was just so easy that it just kind of happened like that. I just payed a little visit in to say hi baby and let you know that I will most likely be keeping her for awhile. It's just that I like this body so much, I mean for being a virgin compared to me this body just gets all hot and bothered over every little thing, but when I am through with her she wont, and she wont really be alive when I'm doing either so best be going and finding a new girl. If we let you out of here, alive. Which will also be a no go." She smiled a little more as she looked down. " Fell into a ring of fire I see. You just fell for it so easily."
" Now now Megan, you know that you are not allowed to do any of that to this body, you know the rules and I thought that I made it very clear to keep her protected. I did not say that you could take of over now did I?" Someone said from behind me, I knew who it was because of the cold touch on my shoulder.
" Do not touch him either one of you! I will kill the both of you if you harm him in any way!" I screamed inside of my head, nothing happened.
" Sorry sister, but my father is going to rip your little husband limb to limb." She smiled as she looked up at her father.
" I am sorry Father, it's just that it thought that this would be the best thing to do because with all the hound that were trying to kill the rest of them I thought that it would just be best to make sure that I could keep her safe. Knowing that she would not come to me knowing who I was I knew this was the only way to keep her safe." She smiled, trying to play him off.
" Well for now my daughter it is time to leave her be and to go and find another body, I will wait here with them while you go off. Just make sure you come back for the big finale we have to make sure that this is big and will work." He smiled and just like that it felt like I was throwing up the purest evil in the world, for once throwing up felt good and I just laid on the ground after it was all over.
" Victoria!" Castiel screamed.
" You do not talk to her you little scum! You do not speak, you do not talk you do not do anything! You just sit there and wait your turn!" Lucifer screamed as he came down to my side and lifted me up a little so that I was in his arms instead of on the ground. " Now then, Victoria are you alright. She did not hurt you at all did she?" He whispered into my ear.
All that I could do was just shake me head. It felt like my whole body was paralyzed but I knew that I was not it was just taken a little more time to move around. I wanted to run to Castiel I wanted to make sure that he was really alright, but I just could not move fully. I just sat there and watched as Lucifer held me and moved all the hair out of my face and checking to make sure that I did not have any marks or bruises on any part of my body, I could not even speak at this time. I wanted to scream and tell him to stop but then again it just felt like my brother was making sure that I was alright and that I was going to be fine. He just held me there until I could move and then helped me get up and just stood there with me for awhile, I wanted to walk but I was sure that if I tried that I would most likely just fall back onto my face so I did not try.
" Lucifer please let him out of here, let the both of us go and make sure that our friend is alright. I am very scarred that she is hurt and that she may die unless we get all of them out of here, please just let us go!" I begged before I got light headed again.
" No, sorry can't happen." He said as he moved me to a pipe somewhere near Castiel and handcuffed me to it. " I will come back for you both after the big show!" He smiled a little as he left.
Now.
We had already escaped from the room within about twenty minutes of Lucifer leaving and I mean it was a lot more time to look for Sam and Dean, not knowing where they were or if they had gotten away or anything like that. We heard an explosion and we knew that they had at least made it out okay, but Ellen and Joe, they were a different story. I had a feeling that someone was going to die today, I just did not know that it was going to be them. I thought that it was going to be me or Castiel, because of Lucifer's obsession with me that I knew that it was going to be me, but really it was not and there was nothing that we could do for Ellen and Joe now besides putting a bullet into Lucifer's brain. We knew where the battle ground was going to be and we knew that that was going to be where it all was going to take place. So that is where we went.
There were rows of demons, and I mean rows upon rows of demons just standing there and waiting for an order from Lucifer, who we just digging a hole into the ground. I did not understand any of this, I knew that there was supposed to be a whole in where they were going to need to dig up a hole for Death, but why did they need all of the demons here? Maybe it was a sacrifice kind of thing or some weird worship thing but whatever it was was just odd and I knew that it was going to end bloody and bad for all of us, so what the hell might as well watch until we can find Sam and Dean and reground with them. But Castiel had other things on his mind, he wanted to make sure that Dean would have time to get a good shot on
" Hey Lucifer! Did you really think that this would work out? That we were really just going to sit there and watch as you tried to kill the world?" He screamed as Lucifer dropped his shovel and started towards Castiel.
" How the hell did you get out of there? I thought that I handcuffed her -" He said as he nodded over to me. " And I thought that I left you into the fire." He growled at him.
" Well we got out and now were here to make sure that you will not get out of here." Castiel said back as he threw a punch as Lucifer.
It just happened so fast that I could not believe my eyes. One moment Castiel punched Lucifer and then it was just like an all out brawl. It was like I blinked and then Lucifer had Castiel on the ground, and a demon was bringing over his sword. I wanted to cry or scream or something but I knew that I could not do any of those thing, I had to do something to make sure that he would be okay, I would do anything for him and this was one of those things. I mean it was just a feeling of not caring about myself and caring so much more about Castiel. I knew that I loved him before, but right now because of what he was doing and the way that he was going to risk his life to save the world and everyone on the world, it just made me that much more in love with him and so much more proud of him as well. I knew that I was going to have to risk my life for him as well. I was willing to do anything for him.
Lucifer had beaten Castiel badly, I mean his face was bleeding and so was his arm and a little bit of his upper chest. It was like he was going to just put him through as much pain as he possibly could until Castiel just died from it, instead of just killing him like he should. I wanted to go to him and just place myself in the middle of them to make sure that nothing else would happen but I knew that would just get me killed as tell, Castiel was starting to weaken, possibly even black out.
" Lucifer, just let him go. You can take anything that you want from me just please let him go! Look what you are doing to him, you are going to kill him! Take me instead and let him go already. You will have want you want, you will have me all to yourself and this time I will keep this promise and stay here. No jokes, no lies. They will not come back and I will not try to leave." I pleaded to him.
" No! He will die and then you will be mine." He shouted, standing over Castiel's limb body with at archangel sword at his throat.
" Please Lucifer! You can have anything you want from me, just let him go already! End all of this madness, you know that you are creating a world that is not right, what Father would have never wanted. Just come with me, we can figure it out together, just, just please let him go!" I was begging, Castiel was seeping blood from the inside of his shirt.
" No Victoria, do you not see that we would be happy only when he is dead! That when he died you will see that this is the world you will want to live in, that you have been living in a lie! I will be able to give you back your grace and we will rule together! You will be the happiest angel in the world and I will be there to say that I was the one to make you see the light, to make you see the truth!" He said, knife slowly going through to piercing Castiel's throat.
" Don't do it Lucifer, because if you kill him you are going to kill me too because I will never be happy with you. I will find a way to kill myself and make sure that you can not bring me back before being with you." I said through my clinched teeth, angry and fear somehow went along so well together.
He started to put his arm back, ready to strike through the flesh and kill my love for the rest of time, to make sure that he would never come back. I had to make sure that he would never do this, that somehow he would be fine. I was willing to lay down my life, ready to have myself be kill before I was ready to let him be slain by something as evil as Lucifer. I never did know how it happened, how I got in the way of Lucifer's knife. It was just one second I was yelling in angry and fear and the next moment I was yelling in terror and pain. Not because Castiel was in any sort of pain, but because deep inside of me was not an sword, I could feel in burning into my flesh, the blood trying to squeeze it's way past it. They both just stood there in shock, the one that was supposed to have the knife inside of him and the one that placed the knife inside of me. They both knew what was going to happen to me, but neither tried to stop it.
" Victoria." Lucifer said and he crotched down beside me.
" Do. Not. Touch. Her." Castiel said as he pushed him aside and came as close as he could to me. " Everything will be just fine. I promise." He smiled as he cupped his hand to my face. He was trying to make me feel better, but it did not help because it just made me realize how bad it truly was.
" Castiel, do not bull me right now. I can tell, ow, that it must be bad. You two have stopped fighting and I can feel it, someone please take this knife out of me, it's really killing me." I said, I could feel a tear coming from my eye and I did not know why. " I don't want to die, no I can't die right now! Were in a battle right now, I can't die just like this! No, this can't be happening." I cried softly as Lucifer took the knife away from my stomach.
" You fool! She will die faster because of that, the blood will be coming out of her in buckets now!" Castiel screamed.
" But. . . that was what she wanted!" He screamed back.
It felt like someone had taken the fire away and exchanged it for another fire. A fire that would not burn out and would not change for all of time, besides to get more intense. I could not feel the blood draining from my and coming out from my shirt. I did not know what to do besides grab onto Castiel for dear life, I knew that I was going to die now. No matter how hard I would try it I was going to die, no matter how hard I tried to make sure I would not, it was much too late. Lucifer could have fixed me up right then and there if he wanted to, but I knew that he was too freaked out to even remember he had to power to do that. I knew that this was my time, that hopefully I would be going back to my home in the sky, but that was just to make me feel better.
" Lucifer, what is hell like?" I breathed out.
" You will never need to know, you are too good for even heaven." He smiled lightly as he touched my hands softly, his hands were as hot as fire, which reminded me of my stomach which sent more fire through my body. " You should be someplace were the best of all humans and angel's alike go." I just laughed and turned to Castiel.
" Try to find someone new, fast. Please mate it sooner then later that I will see you again." I said remembering how Joe had spoken that to Dean before she had died.
" No. No one else will ever match up to you and I do not want them too. After this war I will be meeting up with you once again, maybe even before this war ends. Either way we will be meeting again." He smiled as he kissed my lips softly.