Then.

Prison was the worst things that I can really remember besides going to hell. It was like the angel version of hell, burning your flesh alive until all you could do was lay there and look up at the people around you and wonder how much of a terrible thing you must have done to have this happen to you. This could go on for days, weeks, sometimes even years if you really did something that horrible, or how badly you have pissed someone off. They do not care about what you have done to get yourself into prison – if you have placed yourself in there or if someone else threw you there, once you were there, you were there till they let you back out. The fire was the things that was the worst- anything else was just like a little field trip that you were able to take before having to go back to class and all of the pain. I do not know what they would use, but they were just light you on fire- not just a bit of you, all of you was on fire and they would let you burn for hours and maybe even a day until you were begging for them to make it all stop, then you would have a little break for all of your skin to come back and then it was more fun time.

I only happened to go there once, but it was for a very long period of time and the thing was I had done nothing wrong, they just threw me in there because they felt like someone needed to be placed there. They thought that someone had slipped up from their job, that someone had shown themselves to a human, they thought that someone had been Castiel. At that time I had only heard things about the prison and the things that they would do to you, second hand stories and sometimes third hand stories. I knew that I could not allow myself to let Castiel go into prison because I knew that he did not show himself to anyone and neither had I, no one in our Garrison had let themselves be shown, but still our big bad boss said someone had, so I stepped up and took the punishment for Castiel and maybe even for the whole Garrison. Some people say that I should not have done that, that maybe Castiel had shown himself and was being unfaithful, but I did not care either way, I wanted to take his place and was happy when I came out as well.

For me it was three weeks, two days and eighteen hours. I remember that so well because I was counting all of the hours until I was free from this place, trying to remember the person who had the longest time in here for, she died because of how brutal they were to her. When they released me all that I could do was move in slow motion to my area of heaven- my room and just lay there on the floor and look up at the ceiling. I knew that it would be awhile before Castiel would get into the room and until then I could do whatever I pleased, I knew that when he came in that he would ask me a thousand questions and I would have to keep a straight face and answer all of them. I did not know really why I had allowed myself to go through with a punishment that was supposed to be his, why I did not want him to get into trouble. But for now all I did was look up and feel all of my skin coming back together, mending all of the bones and all of the blood was slowly starting to fade away from my wounds. All of it felt so off to me, the feeling was not of real pain, but something lighter.

" Well hello there." I heard someone say as he entered the room, I did not look up I just stayed on the floor looking up at the ceiling.

" Hi." I whispered as I closed my eyes.

" Why?" He asked in his normal dark tone.

" Why what." I smiled as I asked, eyes still shut, as he sighed a dark sigh.

" Why would you do that to yourself, why would you take my stop in prison and allow yourself to go through with being in so much pain and just taking it, all of it for me?" He questioned as he sat on the floor next to me.

Castiel's body was not the same back then- neither was mine though. His was a taller man then his present one, with large shoulders and these bright green eyes that you could stare into for hours. He had blond hair that came to almost the same length as the one that he has currently, but it was shaped and styled just a slight bit differently. There was not trench coat, he also got that from his present body, but instead just a regular suit with a red tie. Looking back now the suit looked almost identical to the one that he wore on our wedding, maybe a little different in colors, but almost the same in style. He sat there and I could feel that he was starring at me as he sat there. We did onto say anything for a little until I could come up with the words that I thought would fit.

" I guess that I just did not want you to have to go through with all of the things that all of the other people were saying that they do to you while you are in prison." I whispered. " I did not want to have to let you go through with it when you did not do anything that was wrong, you did not show yourself to any humans and I know that you did not!" I was getting slightly angry.

" You did not either though!" He said as he touched my on the shoulder.

" I know, it's just that I could not bare of thinking of losing you like we had with Eva you remember that don't you. How they burned her for so long that she could not heal and the Archangel had to go and kill her! That could have been you Castiel! It could have been you and I do not know what I would have done if that had been you!" I whispered as a could feel a tear coming from my eyes.

" I would not have allowed that to happen to myself." He said as he took me up from the ground and placed me into his arms. " I would never allow anything like that to happen to me because I have too many things to look after right now." He said into my hair.

" Like what?" I said as I looked down and then back up at him.

" Like getting prepared for going and getting Dean Winchester out of hell, stopping Lilith, finding a new vessel, stopping the end of the world from happening, you." He said and I thought that my vessel's heart stopped working.

" Excuse me?" I said as I looked up at him, tilting my head a little to the side.

" You. I have to look after you and make sure you do not do anything reckless like you did with me ever again. " He smiled as he tired to do the same thing that I was doing. " Show me how you are doing that little head thing that you are doing." He gave a little of a laugh as I tried to show him how to do it, but he could never fully get it right.

That was the day that I knew that I as starting to feel those feelings about Castiel, the day that I knew that I really loved him like humans love one another. I did not know when or where I would say it to him, or if he would ever feel the same about me, but I knew that I would and that I would never regret telling him that I would love him forever. It felt so right now that he would holding onto me like he was and the way that he spoke when he was around me gave me this light feeling in my stomach that I could not explain to anyone, all I wanted to do was smile and laugh a little whenever he spoke me me from that day on. I just wanted to do something that I was seeing from my vessel, I just wanted to kiss him and be close to him and all of these different things, when he changed into his newest vessel there was no difference in my feelings and when my vessel got killed- well I kind of used her out a little too much and the body imploded- I still felt the same feelings for him. There was no doubt in my mind now that I really loved him and that was never going to change.

Now.

I was just sitting in a room with no windows- no sunlight, just a room, waiting for Lucifer to come back in and to tell me that I was all his again. I did not know how long I was going to be in here for but I knew that I had to find a way out of here, all there was in this room was a table, a chair and the door, that was it. I had been sitting in the chair and thinking about all of the ways to get out for over an hour just thinking about throwing myself in the door and to try and break it down as Sam and Dean do when someone is in danger, but that would not do anything, there must have been whenever I tried to fly out of the room I would get to about the end of the hall before a demon- a very high powered demon would come along and throw me back into the room, every time we would get into a deeper fight and every time I would get closer and closer to getting out but would be thrown back into the room. I wondered where Lucifer has taken Sam, where Lucifer is trying out Sam's body for the big fight tomorrow, or anything else that was going on. All I could do was think about all of it.

" Victoria." Lucifer's voice sang through Sam.

" Go away." I whispered as I knew that Sam could still hear all of this.

" Now, that's no way to speak to me." He smiled as he came into the room and moved sat on the table that was in front of me. " Is it because of the new face? Because it's your old friend Sam's face?" He whispered as he lightly touched my chin to move my face up to see his. " You will get used to if after awhile I promise. Now I hear that you have been trying to get out of here." He smiled a little as he looked around the room.

" So what?" I hissed out as I looked him dead in the eyes.

" So I thought that you would like it in here, it's blank and incomplete just like you own little heaven was, or would you like it to look a little more like what our own little heaven would have looked like? Because I could show you that as well if you would like." He smiled as he moved around a little and moved us both into the room across the hall.

" You have had way to much free time on your hands Lucifer, you do know that right?" I said s he brought me into a bigger room that was full of many different things, a full sized bed, foods of so many different kinds that I could not count, I could not believe all of it.

" No, I had someone do this for us." He smiled as he brought me to the bed, there was a mirror on the other side of the room and Lucifer looked in it for a split second and I could tell that it was not just Lucifer looking back at me anymore.

" Do not hurt her your pervert." The mirror said.

" Sam?" I shouted as I tired to get up from off of the bed but Lucifer pulled me back down.

" Sam, this is kind of a conversation for the big kids, don't you think? Why don't you just go back fun in the halls around you for awhile while we have some fun in here?" Lucifer said as he pulled me in closer to him, no matter how much I pulled and punched, he would be stronger then I was.

" Never. Stop it!" He screamed as he tried hitting the mirror.

" Lucifer, I will never love you. How many times I have to say that." I shouted as I pushed away.

" At least a million more times." He said as he moved away from the mirror, dragging Sam away and pulled me into him and forced our lips to meet up.

There was no way that I was getting out of this anymore, there was nothing that I could do to really get out of it anyway. I just sat there and let Lucifer's mouth move all around mine and allowed him tongue to move all around my mouth, but I did not kiss him back, I just sat there with my eyes glued shut and tired not to scream- or cry. I could not do anything and I could feel my body giving into him, I was not moving myself around him but I was not trying to fight it either, there was no real use in fighting from him, it would cause me to be in more pain then I would ever feel in hell and I just did not want to bare that anymore. All I could think about was Castiel – his eyes and how much pain they would be in seeing my like this. I wanted to cry when I thought about him more then anything else, I knew that either way I would never really be seeing him after this and I knew that I could never touch him or kiss him. Lucifer's hands started to wrap around my shoulders and he made my body lay down onto the bed, I kept my eyes shut the whole time.

" I will be back after the battle, I promise." He smiled at me as he left the room, leaving in my silence to look around the room and to scavenge all of my clothes up. As I did these things I noticed a small window from behind the bed.

Then it hit me, if I could get up there I would be able to get myself out of here, find the guys and maybe be able to just throw myself and Lucifer back into the whole before the whole battle was supposed to stop, it would be a stretch, but I knew that it may be able to happen if Lucifer had left the rings in the room, I searched all of the creases and all of the drawers, but there was nothing. I knew that I was still going to get out of here and there was no one that was going to stop me from doing that. I thought that if I started to try and fly my way out of the window that maybe the demon would know my plan and try to come and get me, so I instead started to jump up and down on the bed. It started to work and I got my hands onto the window sill and pulled myself up, opening the window and letting myself drop from a ten story building onto a car below me. I looked around to see a man across the street stare at me in shock and fear as I got off of the car and disappeared into the daylight.

The first place that I went was right back to Bobby's house to find that Dean was no place to be found but Castiel and Bobby were speaking to one another about something that I could not really make on when I was trying to fly around them, so I placed myself on the other side of the table from them and made it so that they could see me. I did not really want to think about how I looked or what they were thinking that I went through, but I knew that they were thinking something badly of me and that I did not have time for any of it. I smiled lightly at Castiel as to let him know that I was alright, but he saw right through all of it and tried to ask me what was wrong or what he did or something along those lines but I brushed it all off and got into some real details about what was going on.

" Where is Dean?" I asked.

" Where is Lucifer?" Bobby asked. Were we really going to play this game?

" Getting ready for battle or something, I do not know! Where is Dean?" I said as I slammed my hands on the table.

" Going to find Chuck. Going to stop all of this." Castiel said as he moved from his spot to the other side of the table and kissed me on the cheek. " How did you get out?" He asked softly.

" We do not have time for that Castiel! Are you guys just giving up?" I asked, knowing that I had given up as well, but I never thought that Bobby or Castiel would have.

" There is nothing that we can do!" Bobby said as be starred at me.

" There must be something, Sam could still take back his body, he was trying really hard when Lucifer was-" I stopped myself as I remember it all. " While Lucifer was talking to my he was fighting for his body, he is not giving up! So why should we give up on him?" I said as I started to move out of the whole house.

" No!" Castiel said as he grabbed me by the arm. " Where are you going?" He whispered.

" To find Dean, to stop all of this still." I said as I started to move away from him.

" Then I am going as well." He said as he gripped onto me tightly.

" Great." I said.

" You two ain't leaving me here." Bobby said as he loaded his gun and moved out of the house and walked down the stairs to his truck. " Get in." He said as he got into the drivers side.

" I guess that we are driving then." I stated as I sat in between Castiel and Bobby.

Castiel called Chuck to find out where the battle was taken place and where Dean was going, I did not know what he was doing or what we were going to do to help him, but I knew that we had to do something, there must be something to do to help all of this. Castiel started to make these type of thing that had holy oil of the bottle of a glass bottle with a rag inside of it that he would throw at we believe to be Micheal to get Dean to have more time with to get Sam back into his own body again, Bobby was driving unbelievably fast and I do not know how we had made it but we made it with no time to spare, we got there to see Micheal standing with Lucifer, both speaking and Dean, driving his car into the middle of the two of them. We were coming in from the other side and were not making as much of an appearance. We knew when it would be our time to show ourselves and before we all got out of our car I gave Castiel our final goodbye kiss and we ran out of the ran and into the battle field.

It all seemed to go into slow motion from there, all of it, I stopped as Lucifer saw that I was there and I stopped dead in my tracks, I know that I was the only one that I saw because a second later there was a complete shock as Castiel said these odd words of profanity and then Micheal was gone, flung away by the holy oil and Lucifer was angry. There were so words spoken and then Lucifer snapped his fingers and Castiel's body exploded. There was a scream that came out of my that I could not even feel, I knew that I was screaming, but I was not in my body it felt like. I was just watching all of it now, I did not know what to do besides run at Lucifer to charge, but the next thing stopped me dead in my tracks. Bobby shot at Lucifer with his gun, trying to distract him from Dean or something along those line and Lucifer just turned to Bobby and somehow snapped his neck. I did not move I could not breath, I just watched as Bobby's body fell to the ground and looked up at Lucifer smiling as he sent be away from the battle ground as well.

When I got back all if could see was blood, the blood from Castiel, the blood on Deans face and the rings that were lying on the ground. I did not know what to do beside go and help Dean off of the ground and to heel up all of his wounds, I knew that I would be able to bring Bobby back to life, it would take a little out of me, but I went to help Dean first knowing that Sam was gone from him forever now, knowing that something had happened and that he was in extreme pain and sadness now. I stepped towards his body, laying next to his car and lightly touched him on the forehead, making all of his wounds heal before his eyes.

" I am sorry Dean, I do not know what happened but I wish there was something that I could have done to help." I whispered as I helped him up.

" Same to you." He mumbled as he shrugged away from me. I started to move to Bobby's body but there was someone already near him, someone with a tan trench coat, I – along with Dean stopped dead in out tracks.

" Castiel?" I whispered as he turned around and smiled. " How?" I smiled as I ran to him and jumped into his arms.

" I do not know." He whispered into my ear as I wrapped my legs around him and held him tightly into my embrace. He pulled away from me and fiercely kissed me onto the lips. " and I do not care." He smiled as we placed me back onto the ground.

Soon after that Castiel and I went back up to heaven together, we knew that there was gong to be a lot of trouble and damage going on up there and Castiel believed that he would be able to take care of all of it. I went back to make sure that he would not get his ass kicked the whole way back down there. Dean was going to go back to an old girl of his because he made a promise to Sam to do that when all of this was over with, he was going to keep that promise as well. Bobby was going to go hunt a Rugaroo soon and they would not be seeing each other for quite a long time. None of us knew that we would be seeing one another again, not even knowing that the angel's may be going back onto earth for quite a long time, but we would all meet up sooner or later again, knowing that there would be another situation to handle with the five of us.

The End.