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Chapter 11

The next day, Elena woke up with a good feeling. She'd slept for hours in Damon's arms. The thing that scared her the most was that she didn't regret a thing, she was actually happy they finally got to this point. She was still not ready to admit her feelings to him but at least she knew it herself, she definitely had feelings for him. Not just friendship but she was really falling for him. Last night, he'd been so tender and sweet to her, it almost made her cry when she thought back of it. He was really a good guy, maybe Jenna was right after all.

Caroline would probably scream in joy when Elena told her. She could almost hear her friend. It was so weird, yesterday they were still talking about how she would seduce Damon, and now she wasn't even a virgin anymore. She finally slept with a boy. It got time, she was eighteen and married of course.

Marriage. It still felt very strange but she was starting to accept the fact that she couldn't turn back the time, she would always be a married woman. Not that she mind at the moment, Damon was definitely a good husband, her father made a good choice. She was still angry at him but since last night, it all seemed to mean less to her. Maybe she could try to forgive him, maybe she already partly did.

She thought back about her youth, her mother would've been very proud of her. Mostly the memories about her mom made her sad but at the moment she was too happy to be sad. She had some beautiful memories, she would always cherish. Truth been told, her memories were very vague, she was still a little girl when her mother died.

It had been the hardest thing in her life, losing her mother, it was still not easy. Her father tried the best he could to make life as easy as possible but of course, it wasn't. He was probably still grieving about his wife, he never exactly got the time. After she died, he needed to take care of his two children. He had no family left so he couldn't count on anyone.

Some villagers had tried to help him but except from babysitting there wasn't a lot they could do. That was how she got friends with Caroline, Liz Forbes tried to babysit when John needed to go to work. So most of the time Elena could play with Caroline and even since then, they always stayed close friends.

There was a time Caroline didn't have time for Elena but as soon as she started to realize what she was missing, she came back, making excuses to Elena. It had been hard to forgive her but after that, Caroline never forgot about Elena ever again. They were best friends and they would stay best friends, forever.

"Morning beautiful," Damon said lazily, trying to sit up. Elena pushed him down and got on top of him.

"Morning husband," she winked before kissing him. He immediately deepened the kiss, trying to savor her. She couldn't have find a better way to say 'good morning'. This, was definitely a good morning.

Their tongues touched and the fire immediately started burning, they danced together until both Damon and Elena needed to pull away to get some fresh air in their lungs.

"I like this new way of saying 'good morning', you definitely should do it more often," he said giving her a giant smile.

"I'll think of that," she smirk before kissing his neck, nibbling on one of his sensitive spots. He let out a loud gasp, not expecting her to be in such a good mood.

She slowly started trailing down, leaving tiny love bites over his entire body. "You're making me crazy," he growled.

"Well good," she whimpered against the soft skin his lower abdomen.

She could feel him tense up when she took his hard member in her hand, carefully stroking him. She hoped she was doing it right cause she was still a newbie at it, but hearing him moan gave her the confidence she needed.

She started stroking him faster, squeezing his balls with her other hand. He started moaning more loudly, enjoying the feeling of her tiny hands on his cock.

He inhaled deeply when she took the tip of his cock in her mouth, very slowly she started sucking him off, earning a loud moan of him. She flicked her tongue along the head, making him pull at her hair more forcefully.

With every thrust she tried to pull him deeper, relaxing her throat. He couldn't believe what she was doing, he thought he would need to teach her some things but on the way she was sucking him of, she definitely didn't need a lesson.

He wouldn't admit it but she was doing it like a pro, he needed to use all his strength not to come immediately. "Are you still feeling sore?" he asked, hoping she would say no.

When she shook her head, relieve went through his body. He really wanted to show her how much this all meant to him.

She slowly started to crawl up to him, making him hard as a rock, she looked way to sexy when she did this, she was so innocent but still so feminine and alluring. He couldn't believe she was actually his, not to mention the fact that she was his wife. It gave him an overwhelming feeling of happiness.

He rolled them over so he was on top, trying not to crush her small body. With one swift move he filled her, she was already dripping wet for him. He gave her some time to adjust at his size before starting a slow pace of thrusting in and out again.

Some moans left her lips while he rode her. It didn't took him long before she started gasping loudly, desperately trying to catch some air. He slid his hand between their bodies, carefully stroking and twitching her buddle of nerves between his fingers. He started to fasten their pace, going deeper inside her with every thrust.

She came hard, moaning loudly. "Oh Damon!"

That was all he needed, his self-control was gone in a matter of seconds and he came right behind her, he singsong her name while he spilled his seed deep inside her lower body. His world shattered in little pieces and a warm feeling washed over him.

After some minutes of trying to get air in his lungs, he slowly slid out of her. "That was amazing," he purred in her ear, sucking on her earlobe.

"Hm, hm," was all she managed to say, still a bit overwhelmed. She hadn't planned on doing what she just did and she definitely didn't plan having sex with him that soon again. Would it always be like that? Sure there was always some tension between them, okay more than some, but it was never as strong as now.

"We should get up, I'm sure Jenna's already waiting with our breakfast."

"Maybe we should eat breakfast in bed?" she asked shyly.

"Hm, I like this new you. I could get used to it. I'll be right back," he answered smiling before pecking a kiss on her lips and leaving the room.

She let out a breathe she didn't know she was keeping. Again, she just did something without thinking of it, she needed to be careful it wasn't getting a habit. Normally she always thought things through before she did something, being impulsive never was one of her characteristics. He must bring it out of her, like he did with so many things. She got all touchy when he was around, he just liked playing her buttons.

She laid down on the bed again, stretching her muscles. It was a very good morning, she needed to remind herself. Maybe even the best morning ever, it had been a long time since she woke up this happy. He could drive her crazy, make her more angry than she'd ever been, but he could also make her more joyful than she could remember.

A thrilled feeling washed over her when she thought back about what just happened. He'd been so loving with her, again. He always wanted to make her feel good, she didn't deserve that. It was like she was blessed but she didn't want that. Of course, she'd been a good and honest girl but she wasn't a saint. He made her feel like she was the most precious thing in the world and she couldn't understand why.

Why was he so sweet to her? It wasn't like she'd been kind to him, gosh, until a few days ago, she wasn't even friendly to him. The only thing she did was throwing reproaches to him, yelling at him and making him angry. So why the hell was he so good to her? She didn't deserve it at all.

"Hello my beautiful wife, here's breakfast," Damon said smiling when he walked in with a tray full of food.

"That's for just the two of us? Or are we having company?" Elena asked confused, it was really a lot.

"Just the two of us. Jenna thought you could use some food to keep you at full strength," he winked, she immediately got his meaning and started blushing.

"Why would I need that?" she asked innocently, playing with him.

"I wouldn't know. Maybe because Jenna wants to keep you in bed all day."

"Or maybe she wants to keep you up here?"

"Why me? I'm such an amazing, incredible and good-looking guy."

"Sure you are. But of course, then you have me."

"Oh, so you're more amazing than me huh?"

"Definitely."

"I want some proof," he purred before attacking her lips. Their kisses got heated up more and more with every passing second.

"I thought we were going to have breakfast?"

"Breakfast can wait some little longer," he whimpered against her lips, craving, not for food but for his wife.

It was already late in the afternoon when they finally got out of bed. Elena was feeling all numb and lazy again but she had promised Caroline to call her so that was what she was going to do.

"I'm gonna call Caroline, I'll be back before you know it," she said smiling before giving him a goodbye kiss. He tried to deepen the kiss by pushing his tongue against her lips but she didn't give in. They'd spent enough time together and she really needed to call her friend.

After leaving Damon alone she started walking toward the beach, she could use some fresh air while she tried to relax again.

She walked a few minutes before dialing Caroline's number. It took only a few seconds before she could hear her friend's voice.

"Hi Elena. I'm so glad you called."

"Hi Carol, how are you feeling today?"

"Better. I talked to Stefan today, he made me realize that there's still a life after Matt."

"Stefan? He's home again?" Elena asked confused. Hadn't Damon told her that he was coming back on the end of the summer?

"Yeah, he came home sooner than planned. He didn't really like the summer camp."

"Did you told him?" She didn't want to ask her friend but it was necessary, she needed to know if Stefan was hurt. After all, she still felt something for him, even if it was no love.

"About you and Damon? Yeah, I did. He was surprised but I don't think he really mind. He literally said 'I'm sure she'll be happy with my brother.' Can you believe it? I thought he would be angry or something. At least show some emotion but he really didn't."

"That shows how right Damon actually was. He told me Stefan would be over me before I could blink." It surprised Elena, she really thought Stefan was different. He was okay with it? Just like that? It sounded like he didn't even care about her. Was he really that different than she thought he was?

"Yeah, Stefan wants to enjoy his life some more." That were exactly Damon's words.

"I'm sure that's what he wants. It's just, couldn't he have told me so? I would've understand him."

"Anyway, it's better this way."

"You're probably right." She was but it did hurt. Her entire life she thought Stefan loved her and now he didn't even care? What was that supposed to mean? Didn't he have any feelings at all for her?

"It hurts you, huh?"

"It's just, I thought he loved me."

"Did you love him?" Caroline shot back.

"Probably not, but I thought I did."

"Maybe he thought so too but he realizes he didn't?"

"I hope you're right." She really did, she wanted to stay close friends with him but only if he did care about her. Why else would you be friends with someone?

"So, how was your day? Did it worked?"

"Seduce him? I didn't really need to do much." It was the truth, she definitely didn't do much. She didn't even start it.

"So it worked? Come on, I want some details."

"We watched a movie together, started kissing… You know."

"No I don't know. Did you have sex with him?"

"Caroline!" Her friend could be so bluntly sometimes.

"What? I can palliate it but it would be the same. Just tell me."

"Okay. Yes."

"Yes what?"

"Yes, we slept together. Actually more than once already."

"What? Really? Oh my gosh Elena, I'm so happy for you!"

"Thanks I guess."

"So, how was it?"

"I don't know. I guess, amazing doesn't even come close to it."

"Really? I always thought he would be good but that good?"

"Uhu. He's so sweet and gentle with me, but still he's rough enough to drive me crazy."

"The two of you are really a good combination. I have to admit, though I don't like him, I'm sure he's a total match for you."

"Probably."

"Still in denial?"

"No. I know I have feelings for him. It's just, I don't know what I feel for him. I mean, I thought I loved Stefan but now I realize I never really loved him. I do feel a deep friendship for him, but it's not love."

"Not the way you feel when you're around Damon?"

"I don't know."

"The fact that you realize you never loved Stefan means you now truly know what love means, Elena. You love Damon, I'm sure of it."

"I'm not sure myself and as long as I'm not sure I won't tell him a thing."

"Did he tell you he loves you already?"

"No, but he gives me compliments all the time."

"He probably wants to say it but he's afraid of how you would react. Afraid that you're not ready for it."

"Could be true."

"You should tell him."

"I'm not sure yet, I told you."

"Come on, Elena, where are you waiting for?"

"You're talking like you're my personal psychologist."

"Sometimes you need one."

"I've already one. She's living here on the island with me." All different kinds of imagines about Jenna appeared in her head, she definitely had one already.

"Who?"

"Damon's housekeeper Jenna, she's really an adorable woman. You would really like her."

"If she gives you advice, I'm sure I will."

"I can't wait to see you again, Caroline. I'm really missing you a lot."

"I know, Lena. I miss you too."

"Hear from you soon!"

"Yeah, love you, Lena! Bye."

"Bye Carol."

Smut again, yay! Though this chapter was more about Elena's feelings. I think she really needed a talk with Caroline.

So Stefan's back in town and he don't really mind that Elena's already taken. Like Damon told Elena before, Stefan isn't ready for a real relationship, not the kind Elena wants.

Now Elena' s really doubting her feelings for Stefan, I think that's a good thing. She'll realize Damon is the one she really wants.

The next chapter includes some big changes, if you wanna read it faster, just let me know! ;)

You may always guess too of course, though I think it'll be pretty hard to guess. Just remind that I don't want everything to go too fast. Their relationship is complicated and I think it's the best to keep it that way, keep it special, like they are.

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