Ok, sorry I've been away for so long… I'd say I was busy but that would be a complete lie. I would have written the next chapter, but you see, I started talking to my dear old friend waffle, and well, I BLAME HER!! But, I am here and I want to write! So, I write! Hope you guys all enjoy!
Oh, Disclaimer for every past chapter that I forgot it in: I DO NOT OWN ANY OF THE CHARACTERS IN THIS STORY! NONE AT ALL!
So, here you go!
I gasped. What was he doing here? Why had he just kissed me? I barely felt it when my knees hit the floorboards of my room. Without thinking I lightly pressed my fingers to my lips, where his has been only moments ago. It was crazy, insane. What was he doing in my room?
Get a hold of yourself, girl. He just kissed you, nothing big. Remember what he did to you, what he put you through? Get a hold of yourself! I said to myself.
I gently shook my head back and forth to clear it, wiped my eyes with my hands and got off of the floor. I deftly walked to my dresser, got a pair of sweat pants and an old t-shirt, put them on and climbed into bed. I couldn't shut my eyes, though. When I did that I saw Edwards face, broken because of my words. I saw his face after he kissed me, and while he kissed me. And they all made it that much harder to say no to him. But after what he put me through, I couldn't forgive him, I just couldn't.
After what felt like hours, I heard my window open. I immediately sat up, expecting Edward, but no. I was surprised to find Alice.
"Alice, what are you doing here?" I asked her without any venom. I had missed Alice greatly and it wasn't her fault that her family left me, not hers at all.
But when I took one look at Alice's face, I saw that I was dead.
"How dare you do that to my brother. How dare you hurt him so badly. Isabella Marie Swan you are so damn lucky Charlie is down the hall or I swear to God you would not live to see tomorrow," she said to me, sending icicles down my back. Clearly Alice was pissed that I "broke up" with her brother. Beyond pissed in fact.
"How dare I hurt him," I said to her. "How dare I hurt him? Alice you have no idea what the hell your brother put me through. How dare I hurt him." I hoped that it was clear it wasn't my fault that Edward was hurt so badly.
"You clearly have no idea what it was like for Edward. None what so ever." She said back.
"You're right, Alice, I don't have any idea what he went through. None. But that's because I can't see what he'll do in the future nor can I read minds. So it's not my fault that I don't know what he's thinking!" I said, trying not to raise my voice too loud.
"You could have been considerate and asked him what he was doing to distract himself!" I said.
"No, he could have kept one single promise to me, just one and stayed away from me!" I nearly screamed back.
"Bella, he could barely make it through an hour. You expect him to last years?" she said, sarcastically.
"Yes, I do. Because he said he didn't love me! He probably just got tired of the other girls' lives he was ruining!" I said back to her. The tears I had worked so hard to push back were now falling silently down my face.
"You think he was with other girls while he was away?" she asked in a hurt, far away voice.
"That's exactly what he was doing! Screwing with other girls like he did to me!" I said, not bothering to keep my voice down any more.
"Now you've done it," Alice said before leaving my sight.
About ten seconds later Charlie opened my door to see what was wrong. "Bella, honey, are you ok?" he asked me.
"Yeah, dad, sorry, just venting a but," I said, embarrassed by my lie.
"You know, you didn't have to break up with him because of me. If you still want to go out, I'm not saying it'd be your smartest choice, but you could. I'm not saying I'd go willingly, but it breaks my heart to see you like this. Just thought you'd like to know," Charlie said, looking uncomfortable by his fatherly speech.
"Sure, Dad, but I'm sure about my choice. Thanks." I said in a sort of melancholy voice.
After a slight smile my way he closed the door and I heard the floor creak as he made his way back to his room.
After a couple of seconds Alice was back from where ever she hid. "I can't believe I ever thought you were the perfect girl for my brother. I can't believe I ever thought you were good enough for him," was all she said in a voice of absolute disappointment and sorrow before she silently opened my window and left.
Before I completely broke down, I got up, looked out the window, then after seeing nothing, fell down to my knees again and cried. I cried and cried. I cried until there were no tears left to cry. I cried until the sun was up, never leaving my seat below the window. I cried until my little heart couldn't take it anymore. Thank heavens tomorrow was a Sunday.
Ok there you have it! Another chapter for you to enjoy! Please R&R!! Thanks!