redsandman99, I hope it was a good wow.. xD. BlackDiamonds.32.20.54, thank you. Adam playing w/ himself is always nice. takers dark lover, hehe, it's okay. Thank you, & thank you :) JoMoFan-spot, chp 1, sadly the pairing has been kinda ruined for me as well. I'm picky about it. I didn't even like it at first (regardless of how much I adore them as a tag team, brothers, besties, etc) b/c it all seemed the same. There is a lot of it that's done very wrong & most of it's all Christian as a baby-doll centric. That's just not for me. I've discovered older works that made me fall for this pairing, but there really isn't any new works did the way I'd like it to be. Adam has to bottom in this pairing for me. Hehe, I still love me a dramatic Adam. It makes me giggle. Nope, Adam's hair stays untouched. Jeff wouldn't ruin it on purpose... & aw, as always, I appreciate you to the fullest & I adore making you happy. Thanks as always, Love (huggles) Seraphalexiel, (giggles) Shame on me then ;) Eh, like I said, I only like them as a slash pair if done a certain way. (shrugs)
Love So Totally Awesome;
Chapter three/ 'Pick up the Pieces'
Rated; M/ L, S (some mentions of sex, nothing entirely graphic)
Set-up; Jay arrives to find Adam heart-broken over the latest asshole to step on him. Friendshippy & one-sided unrequited love. Mentions of Randy/Adam, Jeff/Adam, & Mike/Adam.
Jay sighed as he looked down at Adam. The blonde had called him about an hour ago, crying, and Jay had to rush to his side as quickly as he could. Consequences were always dire if he didn't and be holy damned he call upon Adam's wrath. The taller blonde lay on his side on the bed in the dimly lit hotel room, using his arms for a pillow. He was still wearing his jeans, sneakers and a t-shirt. The blonde's eyes were bloodshot and under his nose was chapped and red from where it obviously had been runny and although he had stopped crying, there were still dry tear marks on his cheeks.
"Who was it this time?" Which would translate to 'Whose sorry ass am I gonna have to kick later behind your back?'
Adam sniffled, his head lifting in an upward motion. "Mike."
"Mizanin?" Jay asked, squaring his shoulders. He never liked that guy.
Adam nodded. "Uh-huh."
"Adam, I warned you.." Jay stopped when he saw the blonde's lower lip tremble. He sighed again. "I'm sorry, Baby. Let's get you into something more comfortable." Jay took hold of the blonde's wrist and pulled him up. Adam simply hugged him around the waist and buried his face into his abdomen.
"I'm so stupid, Jay. Everything they say about me is right. I'm a whore. A dumb whore." He murmured sadly.
Jay patted Adam on the back. "They are retarded, Adam. You just have a habit of trusting the wrong assholes. They're the stupid ones. You're not a whore. Now, c'mon. Get your clothes off."
Adam's arms fell to his sides and he gave a pitiful groan. Jay dropped down and untied Adam's shoes before pulling them off and sitting them on the floor.
"Pants, shirt. I'm not gonna undress you." Jay walked over to Adam's duffle and rummaged around till he found a pair of sleeping pants and a baggy shirt for Adam to sleep in.
Adam slowly removed his shirt, trapped in a state only known as lethargy. He slipped the one Jay tossed him on before unfastening his jeans, leaning back and raising his hips to push them down. He stood up long enough to pull the sleeping pants on before collapsing back down on the bed.
"Good boy." Jay patted his head, resisting the urge to snicker as Adam shoved his hand away. "Behave. You can tell me all about it, I brought ice cream."
Adam nearly perked up at the sound of that.
Jay had filled two bowls with ice cream and now Adam sat in the middle of the bed, holding to his bowl with a towel underneath it as he spooned the frozen treat up into his mouth. Jay sat on the side of the bed behind him, his bowl in his lap, eating with one hand as the other rubbed Adam's back.
"He's such a dick. I dunno what I saw in him." Adam went on, smacking his lips and swallowing.
Jay huffed under his breath. 'I do.' He thought to himself. 'He, for a second, reminded you of Randy. Except he's not Randy... except for the asshole part.'
"I thought he'd be different." Adam mumbled and Jay ignored that it almost sounded like Adam read his mind.
Instead, Jay looked over at the back of his head and shook his own. "Honest mistake, Adam. It's not your fault. You took a risk and it didn't pay off. Miz is a prick."
Admittedly, Adam wasn't as bad off as Jay thought he'd be. His pride was hurt more than his heart. Jay just had to weather through Adam pouting and venting. It had been way worse before. Randy had been a serious thing, but after about a year, it was over and Adam was devastated. He cried for days and was a wreck and it was Jay that had to deal with him and pick up the pieces. Jeff Hardy was next and it seemed alright. Jeff was a lot more caring than Randy had been... but after Jeff left the company, they split. Jay had assumed it was mutual, but Adam still moped about and had inevitably decided he was unlovable. After Jeff, their friend Chris Jericho had strict orders to take care of Adam when Jay wasn't around. But soon Adam was up to his old ways, flirting and such, and a short fling with Punk- that Adam called off- followed and further proved how little Adam thought of himself. And there was a couple of stories that Jay had heard that Adam had denied, but it still made Jay wonder and not really wanna know. Adam wasn't a whore, Adam was just lost and confused when it came to love.
Mike was the latest. They had been "dating" for about a month and Adam let him in his bed and Mike apparently split after. Schmuck. Such an idiot, Jay thought. If Adam was his...
Jay stopped and sat his empty bowl on the nightstand, watching Adam nibble at his ice cream as Jay continued to make soothing circles on the blonde's back.
"It wasn't worth it. He just fucked me." Adam said with his mouth full. He swallowed. "He didn't even care about me. Didn't wanna use lube. Used so little I'm raw."
Jay's fingers tightened and he fisted the back of Adam's shirt, staring off and thinking about how he was to kill Miz. He hoped Adam would stop.
Adam did not. "I didn't even cum. He just ripped my clothes off and we laid down and he just started groping and kissing me. He fucked me rough and hard and came and got up and dressed and told me it wasn't working out... Uh, Jay.. you listening..? Jay..?"
Jay shook his head and snapped out of it. "Sorry, Adam." He held his head. "Like I said, he's a fucking prick. You don't deserve to be treated like that by anyone."
It had always been like this. Adam had a problem, or boyfriend troubles, bullies, whatever; he'd run to Jay and Jay would roll his eyes, pick him up give him tissues so Adam could cry, while Jay would rub his back and tell him it'd be alright. It had always been that way and it killed Jay to see Adam ache over these douche-bags when... when Jay was the one who loved him and picked up the pieces.
Adam sat his bowl aside and shifted around to lay on his side, his head going to Jay's lap and Jay's fingers finding their way instinctively to Adam's hair. Adam sighed contently, feeling that special twinge go through him that he only felt when Jay touched him... especially his hair.
"Eh, I probably didn't like him as much as I wanted to. He wasn't my type."
Jay smiled thoughtfully, continuing to pet Adam's hair as he gazed down at the blonde's head nestled in his lap, always knowing that that's where it truly belonged. "He doesn't deserve you... couldn't handle you anyhow.. you need a real man." He smirked.
Adam smiled that time as Jay moved his hand down to ghost fingers up and down the blonde's arm. Adam shuddered before moving to wrap his arms around Jay's waist and snuggle into the other man.
"I love you, William Jason Reso. You understand me."
Jay sighed and brushed Adam's hair away from his face. Adam's eyes were closed, a wide content closed smile curled up on his lips. 'I love you too, Adam... more than you'll ever know..'
Sorta inspired by convos had on Twitter between me & JoMoFan-spot about Adam having boy troubles & running to Jay for him to pick him up and give him ice cream. I know I said twincest next, but eh, this popped up & it can wait a chapter. Christian muse is bossy. & I'll add that by Jay calling Miz, etc, assholes & douche-bags, it was his jealous opinion of them. I mean no offense and I adore Miz, Randy & Jeff. This was not meant to bash them in anyway.