H3y I would like 2 say this Kourtney knows who her heart belong to but it just so hurtful to see him drink so I hope u lyk. also i thing you should listen to the song while you read.
Kourtney woke up from a dreamless sleep. Her heart feels like all the love died out and need to died, but her mind was still telling her that she needs shade to take the pain away. When she went down stair she saw shade
"Um shade"
"Yea what's up?"
"Where is my family?"
"Gone to the beach but they wanted you and me to stay"
"Why"
"You will find out soon enough"
She looked on the side of his face where she had slapped him. He had a scar across his left check
"S-Shade I-I'm s-so s-sorry"
He realize she was talking about the scar and said
"Don't be I deserved it"
"But I took my anger out on you"
"Still"
"Shade this is not the first time you had hurt me this bad. I did not take my anger out on you that time she said sad
"I know" he sighs as he remembers what he did
FLASHBACK
Kourtney was just a 14 year old girl still dating shade. But shade was old enough to drink. So for Kourtney 15 birthday she had a no family allowed birthday party. There was no alcohol, but someone brought alcohol. Shade found out and drank from 8 to 11. When everyone left shade was super drunk
"Shade would you stay the night. Go to your room and sleep your drunk self off"
"Shut up Bade and come here"
Good night" as she walk into her room. Shade follow he was mad
"I said come here "he said anger in his eyes
"And I said good night"
"OH NO you want a punishment"
"Ah what"
He did not say anything but push her on the bed and raped her.
END OF FLASHBACK
"I'm sorry" he said
"It's all right" there was a long pause
"Shade"
"Yes"
"Will you get…Help please?"
"For what"
"Drinking"
"NO" he was still a little hang over. But telling him he needs help for drinking it always a fight. When drunk or not.
"Shade do you love me"
"Yes and always would"
"So will you get help for me?"
"NO"
"But you…"
"Then I guess we can't together anymore"
Tears fell from her eyes, she wants to die now. (I tell this 2 mii best friend all the time don't waste your tears on a boy. But Kourtney really love shade)
She ran up to her room and stay there all day. It was about 4 in the afternoon when everyone come home. They could smell blood. Sesshomaru knew who blood that was and ran to Kourtney room to see something sad and hurtful. She tries to cut herself but instead she had a scar on her arm that said 'I will never love again'
JAPAN SPUAR GARDAN
"Hi everyone. My name is Kourtney you might know me as a free- spirit girl but now all the love I had drain out of me. So I would like to sing a song for someone special"
Real man by Tiana Nicole
Hey…. I wonna Real Man (Repeat)
I wonna real man on sprees, always rockin white tee's chevy all black feeling I can't
ignore
With the new Evisu jeans, cutlass lookin so clean
Stays with them 23's, walkin with a gangsta lean
With them diamond ear, mane I swear he so clean
Dang this dude is right for me, and he's just the type
I need
I wonna be his wifey, and he know how to handle me
Got the 15's in the back, ridin
With the silver grill, mane he flexin so much steel
I wonna real man: that's always there for me
A real man: that ain't scared to spend on me
A real man: who treats me like a beauty queen that's
real enough to be with me and satisfy my every need
(Repeat)
He got a classic Malibu, sittin on them 22's
And he's got the tv's too, just for entertainin you
Plus he knows just what to do, when it comes to spoilin
you
He always smellin good, like a real man should
Stay's with them Nike's, on I wonna call him on the
phone
And let him know just how I feel, because this dude is
o so real
He's what I want, he what I need (Repeat)
I wonna real man
I wonna real man: that's always there for me
A real man: that ain't scared to spend on me
A real man: who treats me like a beauty queen that's
real enough to be with me and satisfy my every need
(Repeat)
He's what I've been waiting for, this
Can't wait to be by his side, I swear I'm gonna ride
No matter what it takes I'll be here for him
No one will ever come before my real man
I wonna real man: that's always there for me
A real man: that ain't scared to spend on me
A real man: who treats me like a beauty queen that's
real enough to be with me and satisfy my every need
(Repeat)
I wonna real (repeat 4x)
"Thank you and that song was for someone I know who is acting like a kids. So yea man up. I can't help your needs. Good night everyone, also this is for all the girls or dudes would have drinking problems"
She got off the stage and saw shade. He try talking to her but all he got was a 'Screw you'
"Shade you know you should try listing to her for one and go to rehab" Sesshomaru said
"I know but that not me"
"Just try"
"But"
"She loves you and always will love you so make her happy again'
Shade sighs "Only to make her happy again"
how was it how do you thing good bad suck anything that come across you mind tell me.