Hey guys!

This is posted earlier because I want to start my new story soon. That story needs full attention, because I think that would be harder to write. The characters are just so OOC, for example there would be a part where Bella wants to kill Edward. The real Bella can't and won't kill anybody especially Edward. But that's the beauty of fanfiction, you can do anything that you want to do with the characters *laughs evilly* ;)

Anyway, just enjoy the last part of this story :)

Disclaimer: Stephenie Meyer owns Twilight.

Where Are You Now

Epilogue – All Your Life

(BPOV)

You might think that Edward and I have waited for so long to finally get married because we waited for two more years. But no, we had our own reasons why we waited for two more years. First of all, even though Camilla betrayed me, I still respect her death and her previous place in Edward's life. I don't want to take her place; I want to be different from her, besides we're not the same.

Also those two years were like testing the waters in our relationship. We want everything to be secure first, especially our relationship and feelings for each other. We don't want to regret anything in the end.

There came a time where we had a huge fight because I thought he cheated on me. I saw him with his ex-girlfriend in our favorite restaurant. Well how did I know that she was his ex? I saw her in one of Edward's old pictures and Edward told me that she was his ex. I was really furious at him. I went home immediately without even trying to let him explain why he is with that girl. I packed my things and went to my parents' house with Emerald and I asked the guards not to let him in if ever he wants to visit us.

For a week, we stayed in my parents' house and everyday Edward attempts to come in. Mom told me that what I am doing is too much and I should've listened to his explanation. At that moment, all that could think are the nights when Edward goes home super late at night. He told that it was work, and I believed him. But little did I know he was with that girl.

After a few more days, Alice told me that she talked to Edward. I was furious at her for that, but she said that she just wants to know what really happened between Edward and his ex. She told me that his ex is a manager of a new singer who has a big potential and since she knew Edward could compose music, she asked help from him. She also told me that it was also the reason why Edward always comes home late, because they are working really hard since the album should be released as soon as possible.

As soon as I knew that, I called Edward to pick us here because we were going home. I realized that I was such an idiot to think that Edward could do that to me and that I distrusted him. I was so ashamed of myself at that moment.

When I saw Edward, he was a big mess. He looked like he hasn't slept for a month. When we got home, the house was just like him, a total mess. Ugh, I should've have left him. Just the next day, we knew that I was pregnant, and that my hormones are to blame on why I acted so child-like. We, including Emerald were so excited at that time. That situation made us even closer to each other.

After nine months, I gave birth to another baby girl. We named her Bree Isabel, I really do not want to add 'Isabel', but Edward insisted it since he said that our baby looks a lot like me.

Our parents and our friends were so happy when she was born, and it because of her our families became closer than ever. Alice even told Jasper that she wants a baby already, and Jasper blushed deeply. The two of them are already together and they are planning their wedding that will be held soon.

Just after our baby was born, Edward proposed to me. Of course I wouldn't say no to him. All I want in my life is a family. A family of my own. A family that I have never experienced when I was younger. And I will do everything just to have it.

After almost a year, we were married.

The wedding is so extravagant and elegant, far from what I really wanted. All I want was a simple wedding where there were only few attendees, just our family and friends. There were hundreds of people who attended our wedding. Of course, what do I expect? Both of our families are influential. But at that moment, I can't seem to care. The only important person in that event is Edward and our little family.

It doesn't matter if we live in a big house or a small one. I don't matter if we were rich or poor. All that matters is that we live happy together.

When I was younger, I don't believe in love and in fairy tales. I lived a complicated and alone life. Knowing that your parents do not want you hurts like hell. Also growing up without one, without someone to guide you in your life so you won't go to the wrong path. At that time I often imagine what it would be like to have a mother to take care of you and a father to protect you. At school, in the mornings I will always watch as the parents of my schoolmates drop them to school. They would kiss their moms and they would hug their dads before going inside the school, while I walk alone to school, no mom to kiss and no dad to hug. I was also always bullied because I have no parents. But I don't cry, because crying is a sign of weakness. So I stayed strong and I learned how to protect myself and that I am the only that I could ever love and protect myself.

I changed as years passed by, but still there is a part of me that's empty. I still didn't know who I came from, or what kind of people were they. I have thought once of finding them, but I changed my mind. I mean, how will I be able to find them if I do not even know their names.

But because of Edward, I wasn't empty anymore. He gave me more than I wanted and wished. He returned me to my parents and he gave me a family. If he didn't enter my life, I must be in hell with Gabriel right now. I really thankful to God for him.

Somebody once said, "The past can hurt. You can either run from it or learn from it."

I chose to learn from the past. Because my past made me who I am right now. The challenges that I faced in my past made me a strong and a determined person. The past built me into a better person. And besides without my past, I will have no future. Because of my past, I was able to appreciate the things that I have now, I was able to live my life the way I wanted it. Lastly because of my past, because of the girl who tried to steal my life, I met the love of my life. The person who completed me, the person who accepted me the way I was and for who I am, the person who do not care about my flaws, the person who's always there to catch me whenever I fall because of my clumsiness, the person who is willing to die just to save me, and the person who loves me more than I do to him (If that's even possible, because I think no one has ever loved somebody as much as I love him.).

"Love, go to sleep already, you can continue writing tomorrow," Edward said thoughtfully.

Well, I am now in our bedroom of our new house that my parents gave us after our wedding. I was glad that they didn't give us a mansion because I will not live at that kind of place. I hate big houses where you can get lost and can barely see each other.

Anyway, Emerald and Bree are sleeping peacefully in their rooms. It's almost three in the morning and Edward refused to sleep until I join him.

"Wait, just the last two sentences," I said eagerly.

I typed the last sentences of the last paragraph of my manuscript.

Lastly because of my past, because of the girl who tried to steal my life, I met the love of my life. The person who completed me, the person who accepted me the way I was and for who I am, the person who do not care about my flaws, the person who's always there to catch me whenever I fall because of my clumsiness, the person who is willing to die just to save me, and the person who loves me more than I do to him (If that's even possible, because I think no one has ever loved somebody as much as I love him.).

"I'm done!" I finally said after two years of writing this story.

"Congratulations. Now, you can sleep, you've been working hard these days," Edward chided me.

I rolled my eyes. "You know I really want this story to be published, I just want it to be perfect," I reasoned.

"I know. And I'm glad that you're done. When will you let me read your story?"

"I told you, you don't need to read it, because you know it already," I said playfully.

He gave me a confused look like he always does whenever I tell him those words, but as always I ignored it. I stood up and placed my laptop on the study table. I went back to bed and I snuggled to Edward.

"I love you," I said sincerely.

"I love you too," he said lovingly.

Soon, we drifted to sleep in each other's arms.

Thank you so much for all the readers, reviewers, for those who added this to their faves and alert lists. Thanks for the support and ideas that you've shared me. Because of you guys, this story was really appreciated. I just can't thank all of you enough, and all I can give you are words. Again, thanks! Maraming maraming salamat to my fellow Filipino readers ;)

Love,

Ishi :)

P.S. don't forget to review, okay? (there are almost 200 alerters so I am expecting more reviews :))haha, but I'm not forcing anybody, I'm just reminding.)