Meh- I just re-read this chapter and noticed that everything was messed up for some unknown reason, so here is the new version.
Hey everybody! Sooooo thank you again for everybody who has read my story =) I would really like to say thank you to the people who reviewed but weren't logged in so I couldn't reply to their reviews. I would also like to answer a review, those whom are not concerned may skip to the story if they want, but this might be interesting since it is a question about the story.
Ok, so in answer to many questions, you will find out where Bella goes now, so not to worry =P
And in answer to Twyfan; Yes, the wolves will be included in this story. However, I am sorry to say that they are not good guys. I have nothing against Jacob in the book, but for the story to work- they must be bad.
Oh and one more thing, I have noticed that my chapters are sometimes confusing with all the POV switches, so every new chapter basically overlaps, going over the previous chapter roughly. So this one starts from when the Cullens get home after school.
Now, on with the story. (sorry again for the double update, I will really try to stop doing that!)
Disclaimer: The honour to call Twilight my own does not belong to me.
Chapter
16
Rosalie
When we arrived home, Esme was waiting for us like yesterday, but today, Carlisle was already home.
"How was she today?" Esme asked eagerly. For once, I could
understand. As much as I hate to admit it, Esme was also Bella's
mother; not only me. If I had to stay all day doing nothing while my
baby was having troubles, I would kill myself!
"Wow Rose, Bella
has really helped you switch your attention to someone other than
yourself." Edward said jokingly.
"Shut up." I muttered while
Emmett looked at me confused. 'Later' I mouthed and he nodded.
"She
was better and worse. She was sick but after, she opened up a bit."
Jasper answered Esme's question.
"She was very jumpy."
Emmett added.
"I swear I could kill those girls for bullying
her." I raged.
"She is very shy and scared now." Edward
stated slowly. Bella's pain caused us pain, but it caused Edward
agony.
"Oh no worries, I will get her to break out of her
shell." Alice said confidently. At this my 'parents'
smiled.
"Did she eat lunch?" Carlisle enquired.
"Yes, we
made her and she seemed happier afterwards." Edward answered.
"Good
good."
"I think she might be claustrophobic though. She was
extremely panicked in the car and she didn't seem to notice the
calm I sent her way." Jasper commented.
"We will take two cars
tomorrow so she has more room." Alice solved our problem.
"Oh
I can't wait to go shopping with her! She is so beautiful! I bit of
wardrobe change and she will be perfect!"
"Beautiful."
Edward agreed absentmindedly. He always thought she was cute,
especially as a baby.
"Nah, I think she will be more into
football." My crazy husband said. We all looked at him
incredulously. I mean, no offence, but Bella could barely walk in a
straight line without tripping.
"Emmett," Edward warned "If
you push Bella to do or be something that fits what you
want, I will personally rip you to shreds." Emmett looked at me for
backup, but I shook my head.
"I'm with Edward on this."
Everybody chuckled and I smiled at the sight of my pouting husband.
"Ok
children, keep making sure that Bella eats and if she faints again,
bring her straight to the hospital. Understood?" Carlisle brought
us back to business.
"Yes." We all agreed; we weren't going
to play with my baby's health.
We all stood to leave and do our
various things when the door bell rang. The wind was blowing in the
wrong direction, so we couldn't get a scent.
"Who the hell-"
Emmett began as I went to answer the door. I was surprised at the
sight before me,
"Bella?"
Bella POV
"Bella?" Rosalie seemed confused as she answered the door. I couldn't blame her; here I was, at eight at night, on their doorstep, unexpected. I truly am pushing my luck with the whole friendship thing, but I had no where else to go.
"Um…
Hi." I said shyly. As soon as I spoke, all the Cullens appeared in
the doorway, including Rosalie's parents. I gasped; they were the
last two angels from my dreams. Everybody seemed shocked, but happy
to see me.
"Come on in Bella." Mrs. Cullen invited me in. I
complied but frowned- if she knew my name, them I was a subject of
conversation.
"Hello Bella, my name is Carlisle, and this is my
wife Esme. My children have told us a lot about you." Mr. Cullen
said with a warm smile. I sighed- yup, I was a charity case… Oh
well, they really seem nice and right now, I need
some charity.
"Hi, sorry for barging in on you, but my dad had an unexpected business trip and he didn't want me to stay at home by myself, so he asked if it would be possible if I could stay with some friends." This was a time where I lied flawlessly and saw the Cullens smile when I said 'friends', I also smile when saying the unfamiliar word in my vocabulary. "He will be home tomorrow evening." I added. If I stayed away any longer, Marc would surely kill me and right now, with my new friends, I am not sure if I want to die anymore. Anyway, it wasn't exactly certain that I will survive even if I do go home tomorrow. I could have come out and just told them the truth right there and then. I could have told them I was abused on a daily basis, but for some reason, I couldn't. I knew that no matter what happened, I would always return to Marc, not due to love- no that was long gone. Because if I ever told anybody, they would die- just like Jane. I would never do that to the Cullens.
"Oh,
of course! It is no bother, I am glad you came!" Esme said with a
huge smile.
"Come, you can sleep in my room." Alice kept her
distance for which I was grateful for. I followed her upstairs.
"You
will sleep in here and I will go sleep with Jasper tonight." I
wasn't surprised- they told me they were all adopted and were
currently dating. I was kind of relieved I would have a room to my
own; I am not sure if I could share a room right now.
"Thank
you" I said my voice shaky.
"No problem."
"Girls?"
Esme called from downstairs.
"Coming!" Alice led me to the
living room where I sat alone, but not too separated from the others.
"Okay
Bella, what do you want for dinner?"
"Oh, whatever you guys
were having will be perfect thank you." Two meal in a day was a
thing to savour.
"We already ate darling, so you are welcome to
what ever you want."
"Oh, you don't have to make me
anything! I'll be fine." I would only eat if they were, I didn't
want to be an inconvenience.
"Nonsense, you need a good dinner."
This time it was Carlisle that pushed me to eat.
"Oh! How about
some scrambled eggs and then we can all make some cookies?" Alice
suggested eagerly.
"Eggs and cookies it is then!" Carlisle
approved.
"They will be done in a few minutes." Esme said
while standing up.
"So,
where did you dad go?" Carlisle asked politely.
"I am not
completely sure- it was very urgent." Wow, the lies were coming out
nicely…
"Ah, I see, and your mother?" My face fell
instantly.
"Ye, um, I am adopted. My real mother got run over
when I was a baby and my adoptive mother…left." I finished
lamely.
"I am so sorry." Alice said sincerely while placing
her hand on my knee; I jumped at the contact, but accepted the
comforting touch.
"Its okay, it was long ago." Esme then
entered with my food and I thanked her.
They
were they best eggs I had ever eaten! It was amazing!
"Wow,
you're a brilliant cook!" I exclaimed, she chuckled,
"Thank
you dear." As soon as I finished, Emmett yelled;
"Now let's
get those cookies on the way!" He made me jump violently, everybody
scolded him and he looked down ashamed. I felt bad for him- it wasn't
exactly
his fault… I hesitantly reached toward him and patted his
shoulder.
"That's okay, I just jump very
easily." I smiled gently and he answered with a blinding grin. I
couldn't help but fell somewhat at ease with the Cullens; they were
my angels. I wasn't what you call normal around them, but much
calmer than my usual self…
"So, should we start those cookies?" I asked. Everybody joined in with the cookies except Esme and Carlisle who left us to our own devices. It was the most fun I had had in a long time! Obviously my ribs and raw skin were getting in the way, but my good mood acted as morphine- it eased the agony.
Emmett eventually started a flour fight which was extremely fun. I was terrible at it, but Edward seemed to take a lot of the flour missiles that were intended for me. After a bit of fun, Esme interrupted us and reminded us of what we were supposed to be doing- baking cookies. We were making enough to feed an army! Carlisle assured me that I could take some home.
Everybody had different posts, Jasper and Alice were making the batter, Edward and I were putting the dough on trays and Rose and Emmett were washing up. I looked around the room and couldn't help but notice that the Cullens are such a perfect, happy family. The flour fight and this whole experience reminded me so much of cookie Friday with Jane.
I
felt a tear slide down my face and Edward asked me,
"Bella,
what's wrong?" his concerned voice was such a contrast to his
carefree laugh. The whole family were now staring at me worriedly. I
wanted to see their light hearted smiles again, so for once, I gave
them the truth- opening up little bit.
"Every week, I used to make cookies with my mom until she left. It was always the best day of my week." I smiled sadly while more tears ran over my face. Edward seemed to open his arms for an embrace but thought better of it. Instead, I walked into his arms, shocking everybody including myself. It seems that when I take the initiative, I am okay with physical contact. I was still terribly tense as he wrapped his arms around me in a friendly, gentle way, but I needed this. I needed some comfort. My tears were now pouring down my face heavily; oh how I missed Jane…
Edward brought me to the living room and the others followed. I had never had time to mourn Jane's departure, I wasn't allowed to; Marc would beat me.
Flashback
We had just moved to Forks after that horrible night… I came home from another torturous day at school- who knew that a bunch of 6 year olds could be so mean?
I trudged into the kitchen and sat at the table. It had only been 2 weeks since mommy had left me. I collapsed on the ground and started sobbing – I needed my mom!
Marc
entered the house, already in a bad mood which only worsened when he
saw me on the floor.
"You stupid little brat! Are you crying
over her
again? How many times have I told you to JUST SHUT UP!" He yelled
while approaching me. He punched my stomach violently before taking
his belt off and whipping me. I had over 15 angry red welts on my
skin when he was finished.
"Now go upstairs, you don't deserve
dinner tonight."
End of flashback
That
was when Marc had started his tradition of starving me. I was a bit
embarrassed that my mind decided to break down where I was already
abusing hospitality. I tried to reign in my sobs, but Jasper
whispered,
"Its okay to cry Bella." There was no holding back
after those words. I buried my face in Edward's chest and just
cried more. He held me lightly and rocked me on the couch while
murmuring soothing words. The rest of the family sat in silence with
a pained expression.
This was the first time I had opened up to somebody and I have to say; it doesn't feel as good as it is said to be.
Thank you to everybody who has read and for the readers that spur me on and encourage me to write!
