Hey guys, Oh my god! I feel so bad! I am so incredibly sorry! I just realized how stupidly short this chapter is! Please, please don't kill me! I just need to get what I have updated today since I promised an update today, but I will do everything I can to update again tomorrow since this chapter is soooo short. Again, really really sorry, this may be short, but it is important…
Chapter 22
Bella POV
I
was conscious, but my body wasn't my own. I couldn't move or
talk, but it felt as if I had been swung around and I heard
everything Billy and Jacob said. What was going?! I slowly
gained my right to talk and once I was settled on something soft I
finally found the power to open my eyes. I opened them to find the
Cullens all looking down at me.
"What are you?" The words
slipped out of my mouth. It must have been bugging my subconscious,
because it came out of my lips without a thought. They stared at me
for a second before Edward shakily answered,
"Bella, what are
you talking about?" He chuckled but it was forced. It was their
reactions that got me interested and my eyes narrowed.
"Were
Jacob and Billy here?" I asked innocently.
"No." Came Rose's
assured voice.
"You see! You are lying! I heard them, and
don't you dare say it was a dream!" I challenged and nobody
denied my words. They just looked torn. I think I saw Edward's lips
quiver followed by Carlisle giving a tiny nod, but I can't be
sure…
"Bella," Carlisle began slowly. I immediately felt
guilty; I shouldn't push them. They didn't push me.
"Its
okay, just drop it." I sighed. Then I gulped, remembering
something.
"What did Billy and Jacob want?" I may have heard
their words, but they were mumbled and I was confused. I hadn't
seen them in years! I know they witnessed a few of my beatings, but
since, Charlie only went over there. They hesitated.
"I can
handle it." Edward approached me cautiously and I nodded before he
took my hand- it just seemed right.
"They wanted to bring you to
Marc." I gasped and he eyed me cautiously. I grabbed onto the feel
of his hand to keep me grounded in reality- if I had a panic attack
every time he was mentioned, they would stop telling me the
truth..
I took a deep breath and almost groaned at the sharp
pain in my ribs,
"Sorry Carlisle, could I please have some pain
killers? It almost feels as if I broke another rib!" I half-joked,
it really did hurt! Carlisle's expression became one of pain but he
replied,
"Of course, just wait here two seconds." He was back
very quickly and inserted the medication in the IV. I felt myself
become drowsy and I looked up to say goodnight and that was when I
finally took in my surroundings.
"Am I in a new room?" I asked
confused.
"Oh yes darling, we forgot to mention it, but there
was some damage in your room due to a leak in the pipes." Esme
answered awkwardly. I was not that naïve to think that something
wasn't up, but I respected the Cullens.
"Ok" I sighed.
"Goodnight"
"Goodnight" They chorused, their voices filled
with love.
And so, I fell asleep. My hand still resting in the cold and comforting hand of one of my saviors.
Edward POV
"We need to tell her the truth." I said
frustrated. Bella had been amazing once again, She had obviously
realized that there was something different with us- that we were
hiding something, but as soon as she saw us hesitate, she backed
off.
"She is already very suspicious" conceded Jasper. Well of
course she was.
"We will not endanger her to the Volturi."
Rose hissed and Emmett snorted.
"Oh please! Let them come, I
would like to see them try to harm Bellsy!" That had always been an
issue, we had always been aware of he Volturi, even when we first
found her. It didn't stop us then, I didn't see why it should
stop us now.
"Alice darling, still no visions?" Esme asked
gently, we all knew it was a sore spot for Alice.
"Argh! No!
Nothing- blank!" Alice said frustrated. Jasper wrapped his arms
around her figure.
"Its okay, don't worry about it." He
reassured.
"I think we should tell her." Carlisle said
quietly. Everybody automatically glanced at Bella's sleeping body.
Her hand twitched softly in mine and I returned the gesture by
squeezing her hand.
"Tomorrow." I said
"Tomorrow."
Carlisle agreed.
We stayed in silence for a while, watching
Bella sleep until she started talking.
"Edward," She mumble
peacefully and a shock ran through my body. I had experience this
current a lot lately around Bella, and I still wasn't sure
why.
Are you blind? You have been feeling this for days and I promised myself you would discover this on your own, but it is getting ridiculous now. You love her. I don't mean brotherly love. You are in love with her.
Jasper's thought surprised me.
Could I be in love with Bella? My heart ached and I realized that I
was asking myself the wrong question. Should I be in love with Bella?
Her heart beat picked up as she spoke faster.
"No no no no. Not
him too. Not Edward. Enough!" Her hear beat kept increasing but my
body only comprehended my new revelation.
"This is not good. Its
way too high! Bella! Bella!" Carlisle's voice echoed in the
background, but I didn't truly hear him.
I was in love with Bella.
I squeezed my angel's clammy hand.
And then the heart monitor went dead.
Beeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep…
Oh my god! Sorry again for the length =( I still hoped you enjoyed the chapter. Every author has their excuses for why they can't update or for why the chapters are short, and even though I do want to explain myself, I am not looking for sympathy or for you guys to think I am lying. My life is really busy right now, and I promise, I am doing my best.
