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Chapter 26
Edward POV
After Carlisle left to help a
patient; we continued to talk about a little bit of everything. It
wasn't long after my father's departure that I heard him
anxiously calling me in his mind.
Edward, we need to have a
family meeting now. I am not sure if Bella should hear this straight
away… Send the family my way and stay with Bella. You can monitor
the conversation through our thoughts. After this, he blocked his
mind from me.
"Guys, Carlisle wants to speak with you." They
looked arm on in confusion but nodded and left the room. Bella looked
at me quizzically.
"How did you-" I cut her off by simply
tapping my temple.
"Oh." She breathed.
"How are you
feeling?" I asked and she grimaced.
"Fine really." But she
winced slightly.
"Liar."
"Well nothing can be done, so
there is no point in complaining." She replied stubbornly. She was
adorable when she pouted. However, I did not want her in pain.
"You
could get some painkillers."
"And go back to sleep? No way."
She said afraid and I remembered her nightmares.
"Its okay, I'm
here." She relaxed slightly as I held her hand once again. It
seemed to belong to me now.
I sighed sadly when I thought of
my love for her. She was so broken and was in no condition to want a
boyfriend. I wouldn't mind. I would fix her, but what would she
want? Bella lifted our hands to brush hers against my cheek. I
froze.
"What's wrong?" She asked concerned.
"Nothing
for you to worry about." She didn't argue which worried me- she
always argued. Was she in that much pain?
"When do I get this
stupid cast off?" She interrupted my worries, slightly
irritated.
"A few weeks." She groaned.
"It itches!" I
suppressed a laugh; she always thought about the wrong
things.
Edward, we are about to start. Carlisle warned.
I squeezed Bella's hand and she looked at me questionably again. I
forced a smile but she must have seen it was off. I would have to
pull myself together to keep a calm façade for Bella.
"I am
not sure what this is about, and I know you mean well, but whatever
you need to say, I think Bella deserves to hear it first hand."
Jasper stated.
"It might ruin her." Carlisle groaned while
dropping his head in his hands.
"Darling, I think Jasper is
right." Esme said gently.
"Be prepared to console her then."
Carlisle agreed gravely.
Edward, we are coming your way.
They
were at the doorway in the matter of seconds and all filed in. I knew
my family wanted to hold Bella's hand because she was getting much
better with contact. I sighed; it would be much easier if her left
arm wasn't in a cast, then at least two of us could hold her hands.
I sighed once more and rose. Bella looked at me panicking and I gave
her a small smile.
"Emmett thinks I'm hogging you." I
explained while I went to sit on the chair on the left hand side of
her bed. Esme took my previous seat, now holding Bella's hand.
Bella smiled softly.
"Bella, I know this might be hard, but
you need to know. I want you to breathe slowly, okay?" Carlisle
said warily. I could read in his mind that added stress could cause
her heart to fail again and I watched Bella's face intently. As if
on cue, Bella's heart rate picked up but she nodded.
"No. You
need to keep your heart rate down. Come on, slow your breathing."
She struggled but eventually succeeded.
"Tell me." She
whispered. Carlisle quickly shot us a glance to remind us to control
ourselves.
"Today at 10.40 am, your father was admitted to the
hospital under the name of Marc Owen Barker with a gun-shot wound to
the head. We tried to save him, but I am sorry to say that he died at
11.34 am. The wound was self-inflicted and it is believed that he was
mentally unstable. I am so sorry Bella." Carlisle had remained
detached; in doctor mode. The family were all shocked. None of us
were sad that he died, but we wanted him to suffer more than a hit to
the head.
I looked at Bella warily. I had no idea how she
would react. After all, her father had admitted to killing Bella's
biological mother and abused her on daily basis. Bella's expression
was calm during the news, but suddenly, her face twisted in horror
and grief. Tears began to once again, stain her beautiful cheeks.
"Oh
G-god! I-I… H-how?" She stuttered. Esme clutched her hand and
murmured comforting words, but Bella just continued to
sob.
"H-heartless! L-like h-him! " She said
frantically.
" I am completely heartless! I am just like my
father!" She cried a bit more coherently. My head snapped up at her
words.
"Bella, what are you talking about?!" I asked
angrily.
"I'm h-happy he's d-dead! I'm relieved! I am such
a terrible person. Who could be happy? Like father, like daughter."
She sobbed brokenly.
"Bella, don't you ever say that!"
Rose snapped which broke Bella out of her hysterics. Alice skipped to
Bella's side and looked into her eyes.
"It's okay to be
happy Bella. That man ruined your life. It's okay to feel relieved;
it makes you human. It's natural. We would all be lying if we said
we were sad about Charlie's death. We are only worried about you."
Bella slowly calmed and I could see that Alice had had a vision of
what Bella needed to hear. I smiled appreciatively in her direction
and she nodded.
"How can you be sure?" Bella asked.
"Well,
do you go around killing people?" Emmett asked bluntly and Bella
winced. I growled at him.
"My point exactly!" Emmett
retaliated and I stood to confront him.
"No! It's okay."
Bella said hurriedly. "He was trying to help." Then she turned
toward Emmett.
"Work on your tact." She mumbled. Jasper and I
chuckled; we both knew that Emmett and tact was a lost cause.
"So
he committed suicide." Bella said mostly to herself.
"Yes, the
paramedics found him after the neighbours called. He was hiding in La
Push." Carlisle explained, still making sure Bella was stable. She
nodded thoughtfully.
"He was mentally unstable?" Bella asked,
picking up on what Carlisle had said earlier.
"We think so. The
neighbours said he was shouting to himself before they heard the
gun-shot." He gauged Bella's reaction before continuing. "We
think he may have lost his mind a while ago." Bella frowned
slightly.
"So he wasn't responsible for his actions?" I
growled.
"I wouldn't go that far. He was stable enough to keep
up a normal appearance in life." Carlisle clarified. Bella looked
deep in thought.
"Then my real father died long ago." She
concluded. We stayed silent. Charlie knew fully well what he was
doing, his morals were just twisted. He knew what was right or wrong,
but believed that he was an exception to that rule. We didn't want
to upset Bella further. Maybe believing that her father didn't
purposely hurt her, maybe that will help her. However, I felt
uncomfortable with the half-truths.
There was a minute of
awkward silence before my love whispered,
"Alice, that's why."
We stared at her confused.
"Okay, am I the only one who never
understands?" Emmett asked slightly irritated.
"That's why
you got your visions back. The reason why my future was tied up with
the werewolves was because of Charlie. Now, he's dead." She
stated. How my angel could have so much intuition at the worst of
times, was beyond me. However, it was just one of the many qualities
that made her unique.
"You really do have a strange mind."
Emmett said incredulously and I gave a pointed look to Rosalie who
then proceeded to smack Emmett on the head. Bella giggled
shakily.
"Thanks Emmett." She said sarcastically.
"Bella,
there is another matter we must discuss." Carlisle said and
immediately, Bella's good mood dropped. I glared at Carlisle.
Sorry
son.
"Well, when your father died, child serviced
automatically did some research. Is it correct that you have no other
living relative?" She nodded slowly.
"Well, I know this might
seem abrupt, but I was wondering," My mood soared as I heard what
Carlisle was about to say next.
"What would you think of us adopting you?"
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