Sorry is Nina is a little OOC, but isn't that what fanfictions are for? also I do not own HOA :(


Fabian's pov:

Nina puts the knife to her neck. I knew i had to stop her. Before i had time to think i ran up and tried to grab the knife. She wouldn't let go.

"Nina! Let go!" I yell.

"No!" Nina screams.

I finally got it away from her but in the process she cut her cheek. She puts her hand to her cheek and when she took it away a pool of blood sat in her hand.

"Nina," I say "I am so sorry." She didn't answer me because the next thing I know she passed out.

"Trudy call 911!" I yell. Everyone is just standing behind me with there mouths open. nobody could believe what just happened. It felt like time was moving very slowly. It took about 5 minutes for the ambulance to get there but it felt like it took a year. As soon as Nina was taken away everyone went to there room. When i got to my room i saw a letter on my bed. I picked up the letter and went into the living room with it. Everyone was already there.

"Did you get one too." Amber said through her tears.

"Yes, Did you guys open yours" I say

"No we where going to read them out loud. Are you ok with that?" Mick says

"Sure. Who wants to go first."

"I will" Amber says.


"Dear Amber,

How are you doing? I know you are probably crying because i am gone but don't. I am happy. I am with my parents and Sara. Don't be sad. I want you to just forget about me, but it seems like you already have so it can't be that hard. I think I will miss you the most. You where so much fun to hang out with. You are my best friend. I'm glad I got to share a room with you. I hope you understand and goodbye Amber .

Love,

Nina"

Tears run down every ones cheeks. Even Jerome is crying.

"I will go now" Mara says through her tears.


"Dear Mara,

I know I didn't get to hang out with you that much but it was fun to hang out with you when i had the chance. Life has been to complected. I hope you understand. You are one of the sweetest and smartest person I have ever met. I know you will go far in life. I bet you will be the first female president. Never give up and goodbye.

Love,

Nina"


"My turn." Patricia says.

"Dear Patricia,

I know we didn't get off on the right foot at first, but once we got to know each other I was happy we where friends. It was fun helping each other find Joy. Take care of Amber for me. I she is most likely crying her eyes out. I don't blame her. If Amber did the same thing I did i would be crying my eyes out to. Anyway it was great being friends with you while it lasted and goodbye.

Love,

Nina"


"I guess it is my turn." Mick says.


"Dear Mick,

How are you doing? I bet you are eating something as you read this. I know we didn't hang out that often but when we did it was fun. I know Fabian is your best friend so help him to forget about me. I dont think it will be to hard because I know sense Joy returned he has forgotten about me. Anyway I know you will be an athlete some day. Have fun and goodbye Mick.

Love,

Nina"


"Well i guess it is my turn" Alfie says.


" Dear Alfie,

I bet as you are reading this you are trying to think of a way to cheer everyone up. You the best at cheering people up. You are the funniest person I have ever met. Don't every stop making jokes and playing pranks. Even though sometimes we might get mad at you when we look back at your pranks they make me laugh. Please help everyone forget about me by doing what you do best. Making people laugh. Goodbye Alfie.

Love,

Nina"


"Well Fabian do you want to go first or should I" Jerome says.

"You can go first." I say.

"Fine." Jerome says.


"Dear Jerome,

Even though you can be a pain in the neck it was still nice to hang out with you. Even though you did back stab us once or twice I forgive you. I hope you will figure out how to tell if someone is evil or not. I belive you are not evil. I think deep down you care and i think you need to show it more. Goodbye Jerome.

Love,

Nina"


"Well Fabian I guess you are the only one left. For some reason Joy didn't get one."

"Ok" I say through his tears. I slowly open my letter. Inside I found Nina's eye of horus necklace. I looked inside and saw Sara's picture. It looked alot like Nina. I started to feel tears escape my eyes. Then I pick up my letter and start to read.

"Dear Fabian,

You where mt best friend. When everyone thought Victor was helping Joy you didn't give up on me. I wish when I need you the most you wouldn't have given up on me. Well what is done is done. I hope you can just forget about me. It shouldn't be to hard because it seems like you already did. I just wanted to goodbye and that i have and always will love you. I now you like Joy but i just wanted let you know. Goodbye Fabian. I love you.

Love,

Nina"

I stood there with my jaw on the floor. I couldn't believe she loved me.

Wow that was a long chapter. This took me hours to type. I kept getting writers block. I wanted to put all the letters into one chapter. So how will Nina react when she finds out that Fabain know she loves him? How will Joy and Fabian react? Also how is Nina doing in the hospital? I will try to update tomorrow but Monday through Friday i have testing ( stupid school ) and i might not be able to update.