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Nina's Pov:
We finaly get back to the house. I run straight to my room and didn't say a word to Fabian. I flop down onto my bed. Tears started to run down my cheeks. I put my face up to my pillow so nobody can hear me. Part of me is happy Fabian stopped me from jumping off of the cliff, but part of me feels like I am a burden, and it would be better if I had just jumped off. I have no family and no friends. Fabian only loves me because he feels sorry for me.
I snuggle up into my blanket. I feel safe and secure when I am rapped in my blanket. It is like nothing can hurt me. I am afraid of falling asleep. I don't want the next day to come. Unfortunately my eyes become heavy and I fall asleep. The next thing I know it is morning. Nobody knows I am here but Fabian. I stay in my bed and read a book. Then I note slides under my door. I slowly get off of my bed. I grab the note and sit back down on my bed. I notice the hand writing right away. I knew it was from Fabian.
Dear Nina,
I promise I wont tell anyone that you are here. I know you need your space. When you are ready to face the world again I will be right by your side. I will always be by your side.
Love always,
Fabian
I rip up the note and threw it away. Tears are running down my cheeks. I don't want him worried about me. I don't want to keep him from living his life. I finally decide to leave my room. I knew sooner or later they where going to find out. I heard Trudy yell for everyone to come down for supper. I took in a deep breath and cleared all my thoughts from my mind. I walk haft way down the steps and sat down. I wanted to know how they were feeling. If they where really missed me they would look upset, but, just as I expected, they where laughing and having a good time. Then all of the sudden the room got silent.
"Any luck finding Nina today" Amber asked Fabian
"N-N-No" He stuttered
"Fabian, you are stuttering. Are you hiding something form us?" Mara asked.
"No" He sneaked a look up to my room and sees me sitting on the steps. A small smile escapes from his lips.
I hated seeing Fabian lie for me. I try to get off the step. My mind says get up, but my legs say don't move. I finally get enough courage to walk down the stairs. Part of me wants to see my friends. The other part of me wants to not face the world and to hide for the rest of my life. I know that sooner or later I will have to face the world again. I guess sooner is better then later.
I start to walk down the stairs. My heart is beating out of my chest. Thousands of questions are going through my head. How will they react? Will they treat me different? Do they hate? Will everything go back to normal?My are interrupted by the sound of someones voice.
"Nina?"
Sorry that I haven't updated in a while. I have been very busy. Now that all of my after school activities are starting to end I will have more time :) Thanks to everyone that reviews my story. It means a lot to me. I have the best fans. YOU GUYS ROCK! I promise there will be more drama soon. Please dont stop review and please be honest. I realy want your opinon.