OK SO HERES A UPDATE AND I MUST START BY OFFICIALY THANKING EVERY SINGLE ONE OF YOU THAT REVIEWED IT MAY SOUND REALLY CORNY BUT THAT DOES MAKE MY DAY ALOT BETTER ESPECIALLY SINCE I HAVE HAD A ACCIDENT AND BASICALLY BROKE MY TAIL BONE AND IT HURTS LIKE HELL SO WRITING AND RECIEVING REVIEWS REALLY DOES HELP MY DAY SO THANK YOU EVERYBODY WHO REVIEWS AND EVERYONE THAT REVIEWED MY LAST UPDATE ESPECIALLY SORRY FOR RAMBLING AND HER GOES NOTHING...oh and special thanks to
lillyrosenight
"O really doc today?"
"Yes Miss Danvers you and your baby are doing farely well after all."
"SO...?"
"Here are your release forms Claire." he says with a laugh as he walks outta the room I look at Shane expecting to see one hell of a grin on his face but what i do actually see worries me for Shane he looks oddly serious kinda scared well maybe more of just extremely worried.
"Shane what's wrong aren't you happy that i'm getting outta here?"
"Of course I'm happy Claire its just that ..."
"Shane i... what exactly is it that worries you so much."
" I don't know can we umm talk more about it later?"
"Sure Shane lets get outta here we still have Eve that we have to tell."
He didn't answere just fell back a little onto a pillow groaning. I got all the release forms filled out and in no time Michael was there picking us up in his car. Shane put me in first then went back for something that the doctor wanted to give him.
"So you told him?"
"YEAH."
"And?"
"Michael he's really happy just more worried than anything i think."
"SO i dont have to hurt him?"
"No."
When Shane comes back he looks at michael and almost already knows that michael knows and they just nod there probably gonna end up talking later who knew
When we get home i decide that we better immediately tell Eve but just then Shane rushes upstairs to do absolutely nothing he's just to much of a pussy ha well he will be there for the parents so take that buster he thought that Michael and Eve were bad.
"Eve." i said to a comfortable looking Eve who was sitting on the couch
"Yeah Claire Bear?"
"Umm i have something to tell you."
"What is it Claire?" she asks sitting up and looking between me and Michael who was sitting in his favorite chair
"Well im kinda sorta pregnant?"
"What!" she says standing up
"Yeah ." I say lamely
"Umm ok i have like three things to say but i think that Shane should be down here. Shane!"
Shane comes slowly walking down the stairs and stands beside me and in front of Eve i have one brave boyfriend that i will freely admitt
"Come here Shane" Eve says in an overly sweet voice he steps forward slowly as Eve pulls back her hand and smacks him in the head saying,"What the hell latex its simple helps alot too!" and him while hes rubbing it saying
"Yeah i deserved that."
Then she does something else that i didnt expect she pulls him into a big hug saying something in his ear before she pulls back and steps over to give be the same kinda hug
"Congrats guys oh this is so damn exciting!1" Now the squel that rang out the whole way through yeah i expected that
"So your not mad?"
"Hell no not really and you and me will talk more tomorrow ok? Go to bed."
WHen me and Shane are comfortable lying on his bed i ask the question
"So the hospital ou said wed talk later start where you left off?"
taking a visibly shallow breath he says
your really vulnerable out of that hospital and its not just you anymore."
"Okk..."
"Claire before it was just like you and that alone scared the fucking shit outta me but now you not alone you cant get a little scratched up and walk it off and like i dont know before its just like before you alone scared the fucking shit outta me now if i thought that i was scared then im terrified now i knew that i couldnt lose you but now i... theres just so much and i cant stand to know that this could end up like everything else not with you two it just cant ..." he said his voice slightly scratchy only then di i notice tha i too was crying
"Shane i wont let myself or our baby be taking away from you i mean come on i love you to damn much you two are to important to me do you believe me that i wont leave you ever?"
"I believe you and its the same for me ."
After the unspoken love that filtered through us we fell asleep and my last though was i want this forever him and me and all of my family together everything no matter the opsticals that are brought to us.
OK SO THATS IT FOR THIS UPDATE AND OF COURSE I WANT TO KNOW WHAT YOU THINK AND THERE IS A POLL ON MY PROFILE FOR YOU TO HELP ME OUT AND I WOULD ALSO KNOW HOW FAR ALONG YOU THINK CLAIRE SHOULD BE NOT TO FARE THOUSH OF COURSE AND AS ALWAYS THANK YOU TO MY READERS AND PLEASE REVIEW AND ANSWER THAT QUIK QUESTION AND DONT FORGET THE POLL
XOXO
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