Sonny's POV
I walked into my room and rummaged through my drawer looking for my bathing suit. I found my old skimpy one that was a little to tight and showed a lot of cleavage. I smiled to myself thinking of the expression on his face when he sees it. I quickly through it on and found a cover up. It was White and see through, very short and cute. I put my hair into a high bun and walked out into the back yard. Chad was sitting on the edge shirtless, his jeans rolled up and his feet in the water. He leaned back on his hands splashing a little with his feet forming rings in the water. He watched the trees blow in the wind. He looked so peaceful I didn't want to disturb him. He turned around and I swear I saw fear flash through his eyes but soon fled. Hehe I scared him! He bowed his head then looked up at me through his eyelashes biting his lower lip this time. I smirked and sat next to him.
"Hey no fair why do u get a bathing suit?" chad asked pulling on a strap then letting it slap back against my skin.
"awe! Chad!" I said slapping him. "Because, besides who ever said you needed a bathing suit?" I raised an eyebrow at him. He shook his head slowly. I leaned over and brushed my lips against his. I rested my forehead on his and starred into his eyes. I love those eyes, I love his hair, I love him. He leaned back in and kissed me softly. I shifted closer to him while he slipped his hand around my back. I brought my hand up and caressed his face. He played with the bottom of my cover up before pulling it over my head. Only breaking the kiss long enough to do so. I put both hands this time on his face and kissed him passionately. I slid into the hot water, I knelt in front of him kissing his knees.
"You gunna come in or sit there all night?" I asked with a teasing voice. He stood up quickly and pulled off his pants, leaving him in his boxers. Damn I love those abs. Or as he calls them 'chabs'. He stepped in and sat beside me putting an arm around me.
"So what do u plan on doing this summer? Seeing as how we get it off." chad asked leaning back and starring up into the night sky. I put my head on his shoulders.
"I was thinking about going down to the lake. My grandma owns this huge cottage and she won't be there all summer so I thought it would be a nice relaxing summer, u know, quite time." I starred at him playing with his hair. I was a little surprised he didn't freak cause I was getting it wet.
"Sounds boring, no offence, I just couldn't stay alone that long that's all." I laughed out loud and he frowned at me. "Sorry, it's just kinda funny." I shrugged my shoulders and looked up.
"Maybe I'll come visit. But I'll leave you be don't worry." chad said slowly, he almost sounded sad.
"Actually chad, I was wondering if u wanted to come with me?" I smiled at him. He looked at me for awhile with a blank face, I was worried I said something I shouldn't have, until he smiled and hugged me closer.
"What about quite alone time?" he asked kissing my forehead.
"Well like you said, it might get boring, plus I like you a little more than i thought, id be happy if you'd come." I said kissing him.
"Aww babe in what way? Cause you know I wanna give you everything I can." he said grinding against my leg.
"Oh wow chad, sick minded much?"
"aww you love me." he said squeezing me.
"That I do, That I do." He brushed a peace of hair out of my face and ran his hand all the way down my back. I couldn't have been happier. "Chad?" I whispered running my hand down his check to his jaw line.
"What?" He whispered back. I couldn't take my eyes off him.
"Have sex with me." he looked at me with huge eyes. I suddenly realised what I said. 'oppssi' I thought to myself 'why did I say that?' I bit my lower lip and looked down at my hands. "Sonny...? I can't, I'm sorry babe, I just can't." He said it slowly, I looked up into his face with a questioning look. He didn't want me? Was I to fat? Did I smell bad? I started freaking out inside.
"Sonny, your fine, it's just I don't want it be like it was with all the other girls. I dont want it to be a one night bang and its over. I love you and I don't want you to think I'm using you or something." He leaned over and pulled my chin back up to look at him. I faked a smile for him and he raised his eyebrows which made me giggle. I pushed up and kissed him lightly. He put his hands on the back of my neck and pulled me closer, I wrapped my arms around his waist and pulled myself around so I was straddling him.
"Uhmm, Sonny what'd I say?" Chad breathed against my lips.
"You said no. But I can easily change that..." I said running my fingertips along his chest down to his abs to his pant line.
He gasped and grabbed my hand. I could feel his boner on my leg, man I wanted that boy! "Sonny, I love you to much to.."
"then prove it..." I cut him off slowly, I was really starting to get excited and chad was bumming me out! He just closed his eyes and laid back against the side of the hot tub. I was grinding on him again to try and get his attention but he just sat there.
"Sonny, I love you but I just can't, im sorry babe..." He kept saying that!
"I love you too! So you really don't wanna have sex eh?" I asked grinding against him again.
"Not fair!" He yelled at me. I could feel his boner still on my leg. "Your such a tease! You can't do that!" He whispery yelled again. I could tell he was trying hard not to smile.
"Heey you said we can't have sex, you didn't say anything about touching!" I said back to him.
Heey guys hope you like it so far! :) im trying hard to write as much as i can but my school is having a concert and im a bit busy! Lets go with 15 reviews before i update! lol love writing this story! This ones for you Emma, love you girly 3 R&R