Chpt 11
Sonnys POV
I woke to the sun shining in through the open window. I reached over behind me and realised chad wasn't there. I sat up in a hurry and felt my head spin. At first I thought maybe I just dreamed it up until I realised my door was open. I never leave it open. I shook my head trying to get my thoughts in order. I slowly got out of bed and shuffled to the bathroom. I looked up into the mirror and splashed water in my face. I needed to wake up. I reached into the shower and turned it on. I got undressed quickly and got in.
The hot water pierced my cold skin as I slowly got under the spray of heat. I turned around and tilted my head back under the water, I ran my fingers trough my hair. I reached over and grabbed the shampoo bottle off the side.
I lathered it through my hair before looking for the conditioner. When I finished I got out and grabbed my towel. I quickly wrapped it around my naked body and headed for my room again. My phone buzzed as I walked through the door. I picked it up off the bed side table and saw I had 7 new messages. I opened the inbox and realised they were all from tawni but one from my mom. I opened the one from my mom first.
"Heey baby, they want me to stay for a little longer, they say it might only be a week. You going to be okay if I stay?" I hit the reply button and told her it was fine. I sat down on my bed fixing my towel.
"Heey sonny, I'm not doing anything today and if your free from you know who maybe we could hang at the mall? Kaay love you girly! Tawni." I smiled and flipped her a quick reply.
"Sure babes! Mall sounds amazing right about now." I reached up and grabbed the head board. I pulled myself up and walked over to the closet. I pulled on a pair of skinny jeans and a tank. I turned and looked into the full length mirror beside the door. I smiled to myself and went to do my make up.
I felt my phone buzz again in my back pocket. I flipped it open to see it was from tawni. "I'll pick you up! See you in 5!" I smiled again and replied quickly plugging in my hair dryer.
"Sounds fun! See ya then!" I slid it back into my pocket and turned on the dryer. It normally takes me 10 minutes to dry my hair so I knew tawni should be here before I'm done getting ready.
I heard the front door open and shut quickly. I could hear her heals clicking on my tile floor. She knocked but came in before I could answer.
"Heey girl!" she yelled over the drier, I turned it off and hugged her. My hair was close enough to being done. We walked out of house bouncing down the front steps. I got into the passenger seat and started playing with the cd case on the dash. I pulled out a meat loaf cd and popped it in the player. 'Two out of three ain't bad' filled the car. Me and tawni instantly started singing along.
"baby we can talk all night but that ain't getting us no where, I told you everything I possibly can. There's nothing left inside here."
And maybe you can cry all night But that'll never change the way that I feel The snow is really piling up outside I wish you wouldn't make me leave here
I poured it on and I poured it out I tried to show you just how much I care I'm tired of words and I'm too hoarse to shout But you've been cold to me so long I'm crying icicles instead of tears And all I can do is keep on telling you
I want you, I need you But there ain't no way I'm ever gonna love you Now don't be sad 'Cause two out of three ain't bad Now don't be sad 'Cause two out of three ain't bad
You'll never find your gold on a sandy beach You'll never drill for oil on a city street I know you're looking for a ruby in a mountain of rocks But there ain't no Coup de Ville hiding at the bottom of a Cracker Jack box
I can't lie, I can't tell you that I'm something I'm not No matter how I try I'll never be able to give you something Something that I just haven't got
There's only one girl that I will ever love And that was so many years ago And though I know I'll never get her out of my heart She never loved me back, I know
I remember how she left me on a stormy night How she kissed me and got out of our bed And though I pleaded and I begged her not to walk out that door She packed her bags and turned right away
And she kept on telling me She kept on telling me She kept on telling me
I want you, I need you But there ain't no way I'm ever gonna love you Now don't be sad 'Cause two out of three ain't bad
I want you, I need you But there ain't no way I'm ever gonna love you Now don't be sad 'Cause two out of three ain't bad
Baby we can talk all night But that ain't getting us nowhere...
We laughed as 'Paradise by the dashboard light' came on. I tapped my hand on the door to the beat. (N-A They are going to be major 80's fans okay?) We pulled up to the mall within minutes after our singing spree. Tawni cut the engine and checked to make sure her hair was still perfect.
"Where shall we go first?" I asked opening the door for her. She walked through.
"Why thank you, and where ever I don't really care."
"How about... Uhmm oh! American eagle?" Tawni had a 'fine' look on her face. We walked past the food court and stepped into AE. I walked right over to the mini skirts. Tawni and I looked threw them all. By the time we got done her arm was filled with hangers.
"I hope your only a size 5." she questioned. I smiled at the 'please say yes please say yes please say yes' look on her face.
"Yes tawni but am I really going to try all these on?" I looked at the rack of cloths that was once tawnis arm. She nodded her head and smiled big.
"And I wanna see em all!" she pushed me towards a change room. The lady unlocked the door and tawni started putting skirts and t-shirts on the nob.
(N/A: they don't care about seeing each other change.) she picked out a light blue skirt and Gray tank to try first.
I had to admit, I liked the combo.
"That looks so cute on you! You should get it..." she pulled on the shirt a little and used a funny voice. I laughed at her and nodded. I tried on about five or so more outfits before choosing three. I paid the clerk and we made our way out of the store.
"Hey, why didn't you buy anything?" I had just realised I was the only one who bought something.
"Didn't find anything I fell in love with." she shrugged. "Ohh! Lets go shoe shopping!" we walked into the closest shoe store we could find. "What size are you?" she picked up a pink stiletto and examined it.
"7, You like those?" they were cute! Not my style though but defiantly Tawni's. She examined them some more before asking the clerk for a size eight. While we waited tawni went and picked up a pair that were similar to the ones the clerk was looking for. They were black though, same design.
"Like em?" I nodded and she gave a box with a big number seven on it. "try em and see what ya think!" I walked over to a bench and pulled the heals out of there box. They slipped on very easily. I had to admit, I liked them.
"I have to hand it to you tawni, I love your taste in shoes!" She smiled and turned taking the box out of the clerks hand as she walked back over to us. She sat down next to me and slippped hers on just as easily.
"Ill take mine." The clerk took the box out of my hands and smiled.
"Same here!" Tawni and I followed the clerk over to the counter and paid for our stuff. We walked out of the store with new bags hanging on our arms. "You getting hungry?" I nodded my head and we started towards the food court. I looked around the food court scanning the menus looking for something good. Tawni had chosen this chinese thing... It looked kinda gross but i wasnt gunna say anything. I couldnt pick between mcdonalds or subway.
"Tawni what do you think I should get micky ds or subway?"
"Subway, its not as fatining." I smiled and walked over to the line.
The guy behind the counter smiled
"what can I get ya?" He had his hands holding himself up on the counter.
"Cold cut please." he was kinda actrative. I smiled while his strong arms perpared my lunch. he looked up and winked again. I could feel my knees getting weak as he walked over to the til. I paid as quick as debit would let me.
I smiled at him as he handed me my sub. I walked back to the table Tawni picked for the two of us. "How can you eat that?" I pointed to the Chinese food covered in soya sauce.
"It's good!"
"It's full of calories!" I laughed at the look on her face.
"And that doesn't!" I gave her a narrow eyed look and shook my head.
"Moving on..." I bit into my sandwich and looked up to her watching me. She laughed and played with her fork.
"Okaay no more teasing tell me!"
"Huh?" She was very easy to get confused around. I tilted my head to the side trying to read her face. She looked like a little kid before christmas morning.
"Tawni what are you doing? Im not teasing you and what do you wanna know?"
"Yes you are! Tell me what happened with chad!" My smiled faded as soon as I heard his name. Ive been calling him all morning and he isnt picking up. I just shook my head and took another bit of my sandwich. "What happened Sonny?" She reached across the table and took my hand in hers. Her face was one of a concered friend. I loved her! I just shook my head not wanting to talk about it. "Did he hurt you?" Her eyes grew wider as she said it. "Ill kill him!"
"No Tawni! He didnt hurt me, We just..." I just kept shaking my head.
"Did you...?"
"Noo... I wanted to but he wouldnt so I just... never mind."
"Okaay when I said I wanted details, I meant I want details Sonny. How big is he?" She was nibbling on her lower lip, complitely ignoring her food all together now.
"Hes HUGE! But..." I just want to forget him. There was a little piece inside me saying he had a good reason he had too to leave without saying goodbye, but another says why cant he answer your phone calls or text messages. What could be that important?
"But what Sonny? I wont say anything I promise, your my best friend." She was my best friend but I just didn't want her to laugh. It's embarrassing enough as it is! "Look sonny, there's no easy way to say this but chads an asshole he always has been so I when I saw him there last night I knew you'd wanna talk today because this is what he's known for." I couldn't believe I had let myself believe he was different. I knew all along he was a player I just never wanted to admit it.
"Look maybe if your done we can go back to shopping to take your mind off it." I just nodded my head eating the last of my sandwich before following tawni to the garbage.
(2 hours later)
Sonnys POV
Me and tawni are now in her car singing along to J Geils centrefold.
Does she walk?
Does she talk?
Does she come complete?
My homeroom homeroom angel always pulled me from my seat She was pure like snowflakes, no one could ever stain The memory of my angel could never cause me pain Years go by, I'm looking through a girlie magazine And there's my homeroom angel on the pages in between (Chorus)
My blood runs cold, my memory has just been sold My angel is a centerfold Angel is a centerfold My blood runs cold, my memory has just been sold Angel is a centerfold Slipping notes, under the desk While I was thinking about her dress I was shy, I turned away, before she caught my eye I was shakin' in my shoes whenever she flashed those baby blues Something had a hold on me when Angel passed close by Those soft fuzzy sweaters, too magical to touch To see her in that neglige is really just too much.
(Chorus)
Nah nah nah nah nah nah Nah nah nah nah nah nah nah nah (x3)
Now listen:
It's okay, I understand This ain't no never-never land I hope that when this fish is gone I'll see you when your clothes are on Take your car, yes we will, we'll take your car and drive it Take it to a motel room, and take 'em off in private A part of me has just been wrecked The pages from my mind are stripped Oh no, I can't deny it Oh yeah, I guess I got to buy it (Chorus)
Nah nah nah nah nah nah Nah nah nah nah nah nah nah nah Alright!
Alright!
1, 2, 3, 4...
Nah nah nah nah nah nah Nah nah nah nah nah nah nah nah (x4)
My blood runs cold, my memory has just been sold My angel is a centerfold, Angel is a centerfold My blood runs cold, my memory has just been sold My angel is a centerfold, Angel is a centerfold Nah nah nah nah nah nah Nah nah nah nah nah nah nah nah
We pulled up in front of my apartment minutes later. "You sure your going to be okay? You don't want me to come up with you or anything?" I just shook my head.
"No thanks tawni, you go home and relax! Love you girlie! Night." I pushed open the door to te apartment and headed to my room. I dropped my purse on the floor and just got into bed, I didn't even bother to change out of my cloths. I was just simply to tired to care.
Hope you guys liked it! probably wont update for awhile got alot on my plate right now :( but ill try my best I promise! Love my readers :) Lets go for 30 reviews before I update? maybe?