Where: -
When: Blaine writes Kurt a letter, set before "New York"
Based on the song When It's Time by Green Day.
Kurt,
Forgive me for not seeing and allowing myself to understand what was always there. I'm sorry I didn't take the time to feel the way I did, the way I do. Since the first day you came into my life, the things I've wanted to say have been trapped inside my mind. Since the first day you came in to my life my time has ticked around you. And at first I didn't realize what it meant - God, it took me so long to figure it out. But in the end all I needed was your voice, the key to unlock all of what had been trapped in me.
But at times I can still glimpse the flicker of doubt in your eye. And all I want is you to understand that when I take your hand it's because I want to. I want to be with you. The world around us may be filled with doubt, but there is no doubt when I tell you I've finally figured it out. I could say it right now. I could look you in the eyes, say those three words and feel like it's the most honest thing I've ever said. Just tell me when it's time.
I'll probably never give you this letter, but I need to put this down in words. I feel lonely for the ones that will never say what's really on their mind and instead just hide away, the ones who will never see or understand what may be right in front of them. Because I feel so lucky, so blessed, that I did. But then they'll never have someone like you to guide them and help them along the way. When I think of the patience you must have had with me, Kurt… You knew all the time, didn't you? I'm so oblivious, so clueless, and I'm so sorry.
So just tell me when it's time to say it, because I know I will speak the truth. Just tell me when it's time to say
I love you.
-Blaine