Hey sorry its been so long talk about hectic anyway i know this is short but for it to work its got to be short.

~Stefan~

I got into the car and drove through the pouring rain. I looked back for a split second. At the place I once called home, it was a shame how I would never see it again or Elena for that fact. I didn't want to leave her I loved her more than I had ever loved anybody before, but it was clear that Damon won this time and now the best thing I can do for her is just to leave.

Yes I regret telling her I was only going for 3 weeks but I didn't know what to say. I left a note on her dresser under her makeup box I just hope she finds it I couldn't bring myself to tell her face to face. Those lapis lazuli eyes filled with sorrow is something that's as wrong as Justin Bieber. Sometimes I wish I was more like Damon, outgoing and uncaring but then I like who I am it's something you learn to do after you've been around for 500 years.

My heart beat painfully in my chest and I found it hard to breath.

A single tear fell silently from my face.

~Elena~

I couldn't believe what had just happened. "Elena Gilbert control yourself" I sighed. How could I do this to Stefan what was I thinking, Damon was with Bonnie and I was with Stefan that's all that was going to happen nothing else.

I walked over the dresser to apply my makeup. I picked up the wooden box where I kept my favourite makeup. Something white was underneath it. I placed the box down and picked up the white envelope. I slowly walked over to the bed inspecting the envelope. Who could it be off.

The front of the envelope had my name in italic hand writing. I flipped it open and carefully opened it. I unfolded the thick cream card it was written on and started to read

Elena,

My little lovely love. I'm sorry for you to have to find out this way. Trust me it's the last thing I ever wanted but to see the sorrow in your eyes would kill me.

Elena I remember all the memories that we spent together and how happy we were and then in think of how you look at Damon and I know that I was wrong. When he died I was guilty because you never truly got to be with your true love but now he is back… for you.

I feel like if I truly love you I will be able to let you go for your sake. I will finally allow you to be happy. That's why my lovely love that I will not return in 3 weeks or 4 or even a year. Elena it's for your own good that I leave now and let you live your life without me. I'm sorry that this is how I had to say goodbye but it's the only way I could.

I'll love you forever lovely love-Elena- I give you and Damon my blessing. Call me for the wedding ok.

You deserve the best

Stefan xxxxxx

I gasped. I read it over again. I couldn't believe it. I stood up and walked into the middle of the room. I still didn't believe it. He was gone, Stefan was gone.

The envelope fell silently to the floor.

I followed it

"NO! Stefan No…" I screamed trailing off

My heart beat painfully in my chest and I found it hard to breath.

A tear fell silently from my face.

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