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Okay, first off, I'm not offically "back and updating". I stole my friend Bear's laptop and don't plan on giving it back until I have to, but I had an awesome idea for this story and I just had to get it out of my brain before I exploded. XDDD
Second, I just want to say I'm probably not going to be back for a while longer because my frickin computer isn't here yet and UGH I'M SO PISSED OFF! So, this is a random update that I'm able to get out because I stole the laptop from Bear. LOL.
But, thirdly, I'm really sorry if this chapter isn't the best. A lot has been going on in my life right now and it's really starting to weight down on me.
But my personal stuff doesn't matter. The only things I care about right now are updating and writing.
But, in any case, I'm sorry if this chapter is horrible.
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Okay, guys and girls, this chapter is in -drum roll- . . . . JACOB'S POINT OF VIEW! YAYAYAYAY! I think you guys deserve something really cool, like Jacob's point of view, to let you guys know how much you guys mean to me. I'm serious. After this chapter, though, it will be back in Meredith's point of view. Also, this chapter is going to be a fairly long one, so another present for you awesome freaking people of the world!
AND, just warning you, this chapter has a few swears in it. Not too much, but some.
Hope you enjoy this chappy.
Oh, and sorry if the introduction didn't really make sense; I'm updating on a laptop and I'm not used to the tiny keys. XDD
Playlist For Chapter:
Satalite Heart - Anya Marina
The Anthem - Pitbull
All Or Nothing - Theory Of A Deadman
JACOB'S POINT OF VIEW!
"So, as I was saying, what brought you so far away from home, Jacob?"
It was a simple and obvious question. It was what I had been asked almost three time already, and the first two times I had clammed up, my heart aching, my throat slowly closing, making it almost impossible to breathe. The first two times, memories of Bella and I-and the pack and the bloodsuckers and my dad and sister-had flown through my mind at an alarming speed, making me dizzy and wanting to throw up.
But this time, it sent a completely different emotion through me. Anger. I was angry that he was even bringing that up. I was angry that I knew I wasn't from here and looked like an elephant among a bunch of penguins. I was angry that I couldn't do something more-
Suddenly, I felt a hand on my forearm. "Jacob? Are you okay?" a voice asked.
That voice sent shivers down my spine, and made me want to smile, but my mouth was pulled into a grimace. I knew who that voice belonged to. I would always remember it for as long as I lived.
My imprint. My Meredith. Blond curls that framed her face but reached down to her shoulder blades, and gray-blue eyes that were almost like shimmering pools of ocean water. Her blond curls looked so soft in the light of the coffee shop, and her eyes were more blue then gray at the moment I turned to look at her. She was mine, or more, I was hers, in any or every way that she needed me. She was to me like Emily was to Sam, and I could feel my heart tugging, wanting me to hold her in my arms and make her warm and protect her from all that the world would do to her. My world was centered around her, like a ton of steel cables keeping me attached to her no matter what.
I was almost infuriated when memories of Bella did start to pop into my mind when I remembered the question had been asked, but then, all of Bella was replaced. It was suddenly replaced with flashing memories of Meredith. The moment she had turned to look at me, the grouchy stranger who had asked her a very rude question, but yet, she had treated me with respect and honesty and not stereotyping me for some sort of muscle head. The moment she had come back to get me when she had left me in the rain, still drenched and wearing my La Push High sweater with "Black" written across the back of it, running across the shoulders.
A rush of heat traveled down my spine, and I could feel my feet shaking. I knew what I was about to do, but in no way did I want to do it here.
I hadn't phased for about three days now, and it was getting harder and harder not to. When I had first run away, I had gone wolf, but I had found that it just wasn't running away. I decided to go back, get my bike, and go human, becoming a floater and not having to worry about anything. Even if that meant I had to deal with the pain. I had just been on the road for three days when I had come to . . . High Level, and had met Meredith.
My Meredith. My imprint. I would never get tired of thinking about her.
"Jacob?" Meredith asked me again, and I was suddenly snapped out of my thoughts of my imprint, phasing and the question. I looked down at my hands, which were straining, almost crushing the cup in between them.
"I-I have to go," I stammered, sounding as if I were on the edge of tears.
As much as I wanted to stay, I could feel another feather of heat brush down my spine. A flash of hurt crossed across my imprint's face, and it made me even more pissed off then I already was.
"We'll see you around, right?" Maya asked, her eyebrows furrowing together.
I managed to nod before I was jumping up, having almost not control over my own body. I managed a strangled smile at my confused imprint as I said, "See you, Meredith."
I was running before I even knew what was happening. All I saw was the sun starting to shine through the dark gloomy clouds, the concrete, the grass. Running and going toward the trees that lined behind the coffee shop, I couldn't help but wonder if I still knew how phase. Although Meredith's hurt face kept flashing through my mind, making me grit my teeth as I yanked my clothes off in the shade of the trees, I threw my clothes aside and let my body go with the flow.
A brush of heat, pleasure, a bit of pain of my aching muscles, and I was suddenly on all fours, running through the trees, my paws thudding against the brown praire grass and I was flying past the trees, my wolf body knowing exactly what to do. Even though my body knew was it was already going, my mind wasn't ready for the burst of conversation that flew through my head. As long as I didn't say anything, no one would know that I had phased in.
But even as I tried not to say or think anything, all my thoughts came back to me; High Level, my motorcycle, Bella, and the most important, Meredith. Her blond curls . . . blue-gray eyes . . . sweet, sweet smile.
Everyone shut up but one voice.
"And I said, 'Well, I'm not going to be able to,' and she completely freaked out at me. I mean, she doesn't know that I'm a werewolf and all, but still, it was kind of . . . I don't know, bitchy, and then-"
"Embry," Sam said, his mind voice completely surprised.
"-and then we got into this giant fight about why I was gone and if I was having sex or doing drugs or-"
"Embry! Shut it!" Seth thought, obviously relieved that I was still alive.
"-and then we-"
"EEEMMMBBBRRYY!" Leah shrieked, her voice high pitched and just as annoying as before. "Shut the hell up, Call, Jacob's back!"
"WHAT?" Embry cried.
Pure chaos broke out as the pack began to analyze my thoughts, question rising about why I took my motorcycle, why I was in High Level, and who the hell was Meredith.
"Why'd you go human, Jake?" Jared asked.
"And where the hell is High Level?" Leah echoed, almost stunned into silence.
"And who's MEREDITH?" Sam wasn't acting like the Alpha; he was acting like a confused friend.
I couldn't control my thoughts at that point. Meredith kept flowing through my veins, and her voice echoed through my mind like an echo flying through a cayon. My heart ached with a weird, sharp pain when I realized that I wasn't going to see her for awhile. My legs pumped me farther then I would have thought they would be able to. I gritted my canine teeth together, letting most of the memories flow naturally now; it would be easier then telling them. Or trying to deny anything.
Going back . . . the pain . . . Meredith . . .
"HOLY SHIT, JAKE, YOU IMPRINTED?" Paul yelled.
"Yeah," I thought. My own thoughts were clipped and short, but not completely emotionless. They were more . . . annoyed.
"Oh, Jacob," Leah whispered. Her thoughts were pained, and watery, sour and salty. We could all tell she was both relieved and infuriated.
"Jacob, dude, congrats!" Seth thought happily.
An untouched question floated through out minds, but no one seemed to ask it, so I dismissed it as nothing but a bit of . . . worry.
Yes, worried. I could tell they knew I wasn't over Bella, but yet, my love and loyalty to Meredith was my life now, and even in the hour that I had known her, I knew she and I would be together forever.
Well, there we finally go!
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