Chapter 13

Kisame was furious. He had been looking everywhere in town for the raging blonde that had lived in their house. He did not intend to hurt the guy, just to drag the artist back at his hair to the house. He couldn't stand seeing Itachi this upset anymore. He knew Itachi loved Deidara as much as Kisame, but he hadn't expected the loss of Deidara to be this heavy. Kisame felt both relieved as even more angry when he entered a pub and saw Deidara sitting at the bar with a friend of him, Sasori. Kisame walked up to them and abruptly turned Deidara around in his chair.

"You're coming back to the house right now, Deidara." He bit out to him, a look in his face that clearly showed that saying 'no' was not an option.

Deidara was startled for a while and just stared at Kisame. He wasn't ready to come back, but he knew that if he said anything like that, Kisame would use him as his personal punch ball. Maybe if he just stayed silent, Kisame would leave again. Sadly enough, he knew that was never going to happen though.

"Did you suddenly lose your tongue?" Kisame snapped to his boyfriend's other lover. "I want you to come back. And even if you want 'me' to leave so you can come back, fine. Itachi's missing you so badly, he's suffering and I can't take it anymore to see him like this."

Deidara frowned and then looked away.

"If you're gonna go instead of me, he'll only be even more miserable un." He said. It hurt him though, to hear that Itachi was suffering because of him.

"If that day comes, we will see each other outside the house." Kisame growled. "I have no problem with sharing Itachi with you, but 'you' have a problem with sharing him. So then the only solution on this problem is me leaving. Then you have the feeling that he's more with you then with me since you're living with him, and I'm only seeing him outdoors. And no, I don't like that, but I'd rather do that then have Itachi unhappy."

"That won't solve anything un." Deidara said. "You're not moving out."

"Do you have a better idea?" Kisame asked, crossing his arms while giving Deidara a stern look.

"It's obvious you're too jealous to share." He added.

"I'm not too jealous un. But we're not sharing. You're always around, I don't even get to have a second alone with Itachi. But whenever I tell you guys that I don't think it's fair, it's all just my fault anyway un. I didn't leave because he has you too, I left because you're both inconsiderate." Deidara answered. He didn't care if Kisame beat him up now.

"Am I inconsiderate for wanting to spend time with my lover?" Kisame asked, narrowing his eyes. "I admit that lately I haven't given you any chance of being alone with Itachi whenever I was home, just to get back at your nagging and snaps. The problem with Itachi is that he can't refuse any of us, that's why he never pushes me away to go to you. He'd rather be with the two of us at the same time then having to switch in between us."

"Well I can't do that. And I wouldn't have started 'nagging and snapping' if I didn't have the feeling he preferred you un.'" Deidara said.

"And I understand where that feeling came from." Kisame bit out. "Me and Itachi were in a relationship before you came. We have had our ups and downs already, and we had a huge bond already. Of course you felt left out. But it was still no reason to start acting like you did. You could have talked about it, instead of trying to claim Itachi in a way a fourteen year old girl would."

"We did talk about that, but all Itachi could say was that it was my own fault and that you two were oh so generous to have let me in un. I don't want to come back yet." Deidara said.

"Itachi doesn't eat anymore." Kisame now said, his tone dead serious.

Deidara was silent again now and refused to look at Kisame. He knew he was making Itachi's life miserable, but he couldn't go back and get blamed again. He almost wished he had never met Itachi in the first place, so this would have never happened.

"Look, I don't like to blame this stuff on you, because of course, I could also have been a different person and just have thought that you needed to get used to us and ignore your snaps and insults, and of course Itachi could just have shut up as well and let you fume about everything." Kisame said. "The only thing 'I' care about now is fixing this. Come back or leave for good. If you come back and leave later on, Itachi won't be able to take it. It wouldn't surprise me if he would kill himself after that."

Deidara was silent for a long time, until he grabbed his bag and turned to his friend, Sasori.

"I gotta go un." He said and almost ran out of the pub he was sitting in. All this talk made him want to go back to Itachi even more, but he first needed to talk. He needed to know what Itachi was thinking. And how things would be if he did come back.

Once he reached the house, he opened the door, still having the key. Once he got in the living room, he bit his lip as he saw Itachi on the couch, reading something. He looked like he was miserable alright. He hadn't even bothered to put his hair in a ponytail, something he always did.

".. Itachi un.." Deidara softly said.

Itachi looked up now and frowned deeply when he saw Deidara standing there. Without a word he dropped his book, rushed over to Deidara and hugged him close, almost suffocating him in his grip.

Deidara swallowed as he closed his eyes and hugged Itachi back, burying his head in the crook of Itachi's neck. He couldn't say anything, he had missed Itachi far too much. But they still needed to talk.

"..You've come to say goodbye for good, haven't you?" Itachi whispered, while lowering his head onto Deidara's.

".. No.. I want to come back Itachi un.. but we need to talk first." Deidara said, not wanting to let go of Itachi.

Itachi was the one who let go now tough, and looked at Deidara.

"...About what?" He asked, still afraid Deidara would leave for good.

"About us.. this un.." Deidara said. "About how I feel and the way you think about it." His hands were still holding on to Itachi's shirt.

"..Right." Itachi said, nodding. "Do you want to go to the forest to talk about it?"

Deidara nodded and turned around. He didn't feel like talking in the house. Too many people could walk in on their conversation.

Itachi followed Deidara out of the house, towards the end of the forest. They sat down in the shadow of a huge tree, where no one could see them. Itachi then looked at Deidara.

Deidara was silent for a while but then sighed and looked at Itachi.

"... How serious do you take me un?" He asked.

"In what way do you mean that?" Itachi asked, confused for a moment. He hadn't expected a question like that.

"Exactly how I say it. How serious do you take me un. Not us, not our relationship, just me and the things I say." Deidara said.

"As serious as I take anyone." Itachi replied. "Except for the moments of course that I don't 'need' to take you serious."

"I'm asking you, because I don't always feel like you do un." Deidara said.

"Then on what moments do you feel like I don't take you serious?" Itachi asked.

"When I tell you how I feel about being in this relationship un. Because you always reply with that it's my own fault it's not nice and I'm the one at fault and I should just get over it." Deidara answered.

"If I wouldn't take you serious I would laugh at you and wave it off." Itachi said. "It's how I think of it Deidara. I can't say anything else about the situation."

"So I'm just always overreacting right?" Deidara asked, feeling tears spring to his eyes again. He hated this.

"That's the conclusion 'you' pulled to." Itachi said. "I never said anything about you overreacting."

"That's what it means if you tell me I should just get over it un." Deidara said. "And stop talking to me like that. It's always 'you, you, you'. Nothing is ever your fault or Kisame's. It's always my fault un.."

Itachi now massaged his temples a little.

"It's a little hard to deny the truth when you're coming to me to talk about our 'horrible' relationship of the moment." He said, ignoring the knot of anger that was building up in his stomach.

Deidara was silent before he started crying.

"Fine, it's all my fault! If that is what I need to say then fine un!" He said. "It's all my fault, I made everything horrible and miserable." He sobbed as he buried his head in his arms.

"Deidara... can you 'please' stop with that self-pity and talk to me instead of doing that?" Itachi asked, a hint of irritation in his voice, as he clenched his fists.

"S-sure it's self-pity." Deidara said. "If you have anything useful to say, then say it un."

"Same goes for you, the only thing you're saying is that it's all your fault." Itachi said. "If you only want to cry you should have said so, I'm trying to talk to you. Just 'what' is your point right now? I don't get it."

"My point is that you are 'always' telling 'me' it's my own fault! But I wouldn't have been this unhappy if you would have just listened to me instead of telling me that I have to deal with it and force myself on you and that if I don't do those things, I don't have the right to feel left behind. The bitching didn't start with me, it started because you and Kisame are 'always' together and you don't seem to get that when I tell you that I don't like it, I ' it."

Itachi sighed.

"I guess that then this relationship won't work out." He then said. "I have no idea how I can handle the situation differently. The best option for all of us is probably ending this relationship right now. I don't recall not listening to you when you wanted to talk about something, except for when you started about Kisame again."

"Well those times are exactly the times you don't listen to me. How would you feel if you felt unloved and I replied with 'get over yourself' un?" Deidara said, turning away from Itachi.

"It's just rubbish what you're saying, you should get over yourself because you have no reason to feel unloved." Itachi said, deeply frowning now. "I love you as much as Kisame, do I have to scream it into your ear to make you realise it? I missed you so much the last days that I wasn't able to sleep nor take a bite of food. What do I have to do to make you realise I love you?"

"Maybe you should stop telling me that whatever I say is rubbish and that I have to get over myself. Maybe instead of that you should tell me what you just said un." Deidara answered, still turned away from Itachi.

"...I really don't get it how you can take all of that so badly Deidara." Itachi said, confusion written on his face. "Did you grow up in an area where people were only singing sweet words to each other?"

"I grew up in a place with no parents and no one to love me un." Deidara said. "So it would have been nice that instead of telling me to stop talking rubbish, you'd tell me you love me."

Itachi just stared at Deidara blankly now. He didn't get it. He didn't get it at all. Didn't he tell Deidara he loved him every day? At least three times? He never told Kisame he loved him and he told Deidara as many times as possible so he wouldn't forget it or something... what on earth was Deidara's problem? Itachi seriously started to wonder if his brain had left him.

"I know what you're thinking, you tell me you love me all the time. But not at the moment I need it the most un." Deidara said. "You never told me you loved me when I felt like you loved Kisame more. At least not without first rubbing it in that whatever I'm saying is bullshit."

"This may sound very stupid, but.. could you just ask me next time what you need?" Itachi asked, frowning. "Those things don't even come up into my head. I say that what you say is bullshit, because it's simply not how it is. It's really hard to understand you sometimes... you're complicated."

"I'm sorry un.." Deidara said. His back was still to Itachi. He felt himself calming down though now that Itachi was talking calmly again, without telling him that what he just said was rubbish as well.

"Don't apologize, it's not your fault I lack people skills." Itachi said.

Deidara now turned around, sitting down on his knees and put his arms around Itachi's neck, pulling him close.

"I'm sorry for leaving un.." He softly said.

"It doesn't matter Dei, at least you came back." Itachi said with a sigh, as he pulled Deidara onto his lap and held him close as well.

"But you're even skinnier then me now... I'm so sorry un." Deidara said, sighing as he sat down more comfortably.

Itachi chuckled a little.

"Don't worry about that, I'll gain weight soon." He said.

"I'm still sorry." Deidara said. "And I missed you. And I love you un."

"I missed you too and I love you." Itachi said, and took a slight hold of Deidara's cheeks. "Now was that clear enough?" He teased his boyfriend, smirking a little.

Deidara just smiled now, holding Itachi's neck.

"Just shut up and kiss me un." He said.

Itachi gave Deidara a smile back and then brought his lips onto Deidara's, kissing him deeply and passionately. He was immensely happy for Deidara coming back to him, and he showed this by kissing his lover as loving as he could. He didn't even have to put effort in it because his feelings were honest.

Deidara just wrapped his arms around Itachi again and kissed back with everything he had. He felt a lot better and he was sure Itachi and he would do better now.

When Itachi broke the kiss again he moved his own head up so he could look the artist directly into the eyes.

"I promise you I'm going to spend more time together with you and I'll talk to Kisame." He then said.

Deidara smiled thankfully as he looked back at Itachi. He remembered falling in love with those eyes instantly when they had met. And it felt like they could start over with it now.

"Thank you un. And we need to have sex, because it's been three weeks." Deidara stated, his normal characteristics coming back.

Itachi laughed now as he grabbed Deidara and lowered them both onto the ground.

"You don't even have to mention it baby." He said, and kissed Deidara a little more aggressively now, feeling his cock stir because of Deidara's suggestion.

Deidara smirked into the kiss and wrapped his legs around Itachi's waist. He kissed back roughly and pulled Itachi on top of him more and more. He could barely wait.

Itachi moved his hands over Deidara's hips and slowly let them stroke upwards, pulling Deidara's shirt upwards as well, until two pink nipples were to be seen. Itachi broke the kiss to nap at the sensitive pieces of flesh, turning them hard. He then licked over them sensually.

Deidara let out a moan as he threw his head back a little. His fingers intertwined with Itachi's hair as his upper body pressed forwards to feel more of that mouth and tongue. Itachi was so good at this, it was hard to remember why he had left.

Itachi moved his hands down while massaging the skin of Deidara's chest, leaving his shirt up, and then started stroking over Deidara's still covered groin, teasing it by rubbing in circles over it, stimulating it to the fullest.

"What do you want baby?" Itachi breathed against Deidara's skin, before licking upwards and unbuttoning Deidara's shirt with his free hand.

Deidara let out another loud moan, not just because of the pleasure he was experiencing, but also because Itachi called him 'baby'. He really only ever said it to him.

"I w-want you... and e-everything you have to offer un.." Deidara moaned.

Itachi hummed in response as he almost tore Deidara's shirt from his body and licked over his neck, before taking some of the flesh at the nape of Deidara's neck and sucking on it heavily, effectively making a love mark. He stimulated Deidara's erection a little more by rubbing it more roughly.

"..Ah! F-fuck Itachi.. I'm n-not supposed to come a-already un.." Deidara moaned as his hips moved forward and he bend his neck so Itachi could suck on his skin better. He slowly let his hands roam under Itachi's shirt, in an attempt to do something himself as well. It failed though when he felt another rub over his length.

Itachi smirked as he licked over Deidara's neck a little longer, before licking down sensually. He paused at Deidara's pants and sat up. He pulled off his own shirt and retrieved a hair tie from his pocket, to push back his hair and tie it up. A clear sign that Itachi was going to make work of it now. He immediately pulled down both Deidara's pants in a quick jerk and started massaging Deidara's pulsating erection.

Deidara moaned once again and looked at Itachi with lust filled eyes.

"S-shouldn't I do something too un?" Deidara panted and then closed his eyes in the hopes of pushing back an upcoming orgasm. Damn, Itachi really was far too good at this.

"Just relax, I have something to make up for." Itachi said as he leaned down and licked away the precum that was currently dripping from his lover's hard organ. "The only thing you can do for me is not hold back." He added, speaking in a breathy voice, while moving his hands over Deidara's legs. He moved them down while massaging them, and took the pants that were currently hanging halfway his ankles down and away.

Deidara just kept on moaning and panting as Itachi worked his organ. His hips kept on bucking forward and Itachi's last words almost threw him over the edge. He wanted this to last, but he knew he wouldn't hold out for even a minute longer.

Itachi smirked as he now took Deidara into his mouth, stimulating the sensitive flesh with his tongue and hollowing his cheeks to madden Deidara with the warmth and wetness this gave him.

"F-fuck Itachi!" Deidara screamed out as he shot forward and grabbed Itachi's head slightly, before trying to calm down and laying back down. Itachi might lack in people skills, but his sex skills were insane.

Itachi would have laughed if the situation wasn't this erotic and immensely arousing. He slowly moved his hands up and down as skilled fingers stimulated Deidara's balls, before they started to softly stroke over the piece of flesh between Deidara's sacks and his anus.

Deidara let out a whimper before he threw his head back and came hard into Itachi's mouth. He didn't want Itachi to stop rubbing that sweet spot though.

"..D-don't stop p-please un..." He moaned as he was coming.

Itachi swallowed every drop as his touch was getting more intense. He released Deidara's organ as his orgasm was over and suddenly turned him around gently. He moved up the well curved ass and started licking around Deidara's most sensitive area while his finger kept on pressing on the spot just beneath it.

Deidara's breath got stuck in his throat for a second and he moved his body back slightly. It didn't take long before he was hard again and moaning from Itachi's actions.

"..O-oh Itachi, I need m-more..." He whimpered as Itachi's finger pressed even harder on that oversensitive spot.

"Hmm.. what is it that you want Deidara?" Itachi asked with a smirk as he released the spot and used his hands to spread Deidara's perfect round cheeks to lick over his tight entrance. He pressed with his tongue against it lustfully.

"... Oh f-for G-god's sake just put something in there un... a-anything.." Deidara moaned. All this pleasure made him think even less straight then he normally did. He wasn't thinking at all anymore. He just wanted Itachi.

Itachi smirked as he suddenly pushed his tongue inside, lubricating Deidara's entrance this way. He massaged Deidara's ass firmly now, bringing both Deidara as him in the mood.

Deidara's eyes rolled back in his head for a second. He had expected fingers or a cock, but not a tongue for some reason. But he couldn't complain, it felt amazing. He pushed his ass back even more now.

Itachi moved his tongue around, being gifted with a strong tongue, he stretched his lover's entrance. He then took it out and licked over Deidara's now puckered entrance.

"I want you to beg for it Deidara." He then breathed.

Deidara just kept on moaning for a while, not wanting to give in. But he just had to.

".. A-ah please Itachi un.. p-please.." He breathed out and pushed his body back.

"What do you want Deidara?" Itachi asked as he cupped Deidara's ass cheeks with his hands and pushed his thumbs in, driving Deidara mad.

Deidara frowned heavily now, hoping it would make him focus and not make him cry out.

"P-please take me... P-put that cock of yours in m-my ass already un... P-please put it in.." Deidara moaned.

Itachi smirked once more.

"G-good boy." He said, and then he removed his fingers and shoved his cock inside. First he let Deidara get used to just the head, before he moved forwards and buried himself deep inside of Deidara's wet cavern.

Deidara let out a scream that turned into a whimper. Not having sex for three weeks made him a lot tighter. And sadly enough for him (and soon 'luckily') Itachi was big.

"D-don't move y-yet.." Deidara moaned.

"Tell me when you're r-ready." Itachi said, as he leaned over Deidara and kissed him in the neck. He was in total control of his body so it wasn't too hard to stop it from budging forwards.

Deidara adjusted for a while and then nodded, moving his own body back against Itachi's to tell him he could start moving again. He knew he was gonna have to prepare for a lot of pleasure. Itachi knew his body far too well.

Itachi took the sign well and started moving in and out of Deidara, moving slowly. He arched his back so he could thrust into a different angle, and with that, right onto Deidara's pleasure point.

Deidara cried out every time Itachi hit his prostate and he moved back when he needed the pace to get faster and harder.

"... M-more Itachi.. I w-want to feel more un.." He panted.

Itachi started rocking his hips on a fast pace now, effectively hitting Deidara's prostate on and on. He had his hands on Deidara's hips as he pulled Deidara back against him, his balls slapping against Deidara's ass every time he did so. Those actions had him moaning in pleasure like mad.

"D-don't stop Itachi un! D-deeper.." Deidara moaned, rolling his hips slightly to create even more friction.

Itachi pushed his head back as he moaned loudly and started to make deep and hard trusts. He then bowed his head forwards again and let one of his hands sneak under Deidara's body and he started jerking him off to let him enjoy this to the fullest.

Deidara whimpered and moaned as Itachi did this and was overwhelmed with pleasure. He could barely move but continued to roll his hips anyway. He tried talking, but only moans and pants came out. He was so close to his orgasm, that his anus already started tightening around Itachi's cock.

Itachi bit his lip as he started to let his organ slip out of Deidara, before pushing it in over and over again, and repeating the process. He felt himself coming closer as well, and Deidara tightening up like that showed him that he was right on time. He wanted his uke to come first though.

And it didn't take long before that happened. As Itachi thrusted hard against Deidara's prostate and squeezed his cock, Deidara spilled his seed on his chest and on the floor, screaming Itachi's name as he came.

Not even a second after Deidara screamed his name like that, Itachi came deep inside of Deidara as well, filling him up. He collapsed on top of Deidara, and gave him kisses in his neck while he enjoyed his orgasm.

Deidara was panting and moaning as he felt Itachi come inside of him. He always loved that feeling. He closed his eyes and enjoyed the kisses as well.

"I love you Deidara." Itachi whispered in Deidara's ear, as he moved himself out of Deidara.

"I l-love you too un.." Deidara softly said. ".. B-but I don't love this floor." He chuckled a little.

Itachi smiled as he sat up and helped Deidara to put on his clothes again. After he had dressed himself as well, he scooped Deidara up in his arms and started walking back to the house.

Deidara smiled as he wrapped his arms around Itachi's neck and leaned against him.

"I missed you treating me like this un." He said.

"I missed it too." Itachi said, smiling.

Deidara hummed as Itachi walked back to the house with him. He couldn't have imagined that talking to Itachi would make them end up like this. It was great.

A/N: *blushes* Err.. ok. That probably was one of the hottest sex scenes we ever wrote with Itachi and Dei. More nice lemons coming up!