Hey! I'm a little bit behins on my writing, so I'm sorry if it takes a little too

long to post. I didn't get a lot of reviews and those things really remind me that

I have to post, so if you want to review, I won't stop you ;-p

This chapter is Burt/Kurt and Kurt's mom. It's... I think it's pretty emotional,

but that's maybe because this reminded me of a person I loved, but who died a few months ago.

It's just a lovely Kurt and Papa Bear chapter, my favorite "pairing" on the show. Mike O'Malley and

Chris Colfer together in scenes, that's just epic. Enjoy!

Chapter 15: Like a prayer

"Hey Kurt, do you have time for dinner with your old man?"

The boy looked surprised. "Uhm, yeah sure. May I ask why?"

"I would like to spend some time with my son. Since you have been spending a lot of time with Blaine, I feel like you and I haven't really talked a lot", Burt said.

"Okay, you've got a point. Where do you want to go?", Kurt asked.

"Just get in the car, I have somethink picked out."

"Mmmm... 'kay."

My dad's taking me to dinner, because he wants to talk... I wonder what's it about.

I hope I'm home on time, then we can Skype. – Kurt xxx

:-( Okay, I'll wait for you. Maybe I can get some homework done. Kiss, Blaine

"Okay, Blaine kows where you are, so now you can put that phone away and focus on your dad?", Burt asked with a chuckle, though he was serious.

They had arrived in a cute little restaurant: Ocean sushi. Burt had never really eaten that, but it was healthy and natural, so Kurt really liked the idea.

"Yeah, okay. What did you want to talk about, dad? Something special?"

Burt smiled. "Nothing special. Just want to know what my kid is up to. We used to talk a lot more, but then you were at Dalton. And since you met Blaine, you're always with him."

"Yeah... I know, dad", he answered, feeling a little bit guilty, "So... maybe I should tell you some school stuff?"

"That is an awesome idea", Burt chuckled.

Kurt started thinking. "Uhm Mercedes has finally gotten to first base with Anthony, so they are official now. Which is quite awesome, because I won't have to split me up between her and Blaine. And I'm just happy she's happy."

"That's great for her. But how do those bases work? Because the only base I know is the base in baseball." All that teenage talk... Burt was not too old-fashioned, but all that msn and facebook language wasn't his thing.

Kurt sighed. Old people... "Okay, it's like... The 5 stages of sex. Well, of getting there. Basically it's like this: first base is kissing, second is touching with clothes on, third without clothes, fourth is like doing everything but going all the way...and fifth is... all the way."

His father got a little pale. "Oh. Uhm okay. So can I ask where you are at?"

"Dad! You are not going to have the sex talk again, aren't you?", Kurt hissed.

"I just need to make sure that Blaine isn't... pressuring you into a new base... I've messed up with a lot of girls by rushing things."

Kurt frowned. "A lot of girls?"

"I was kind of a ladiesman when I was your age. You got the looks of no stranger, you know," Burt smirked, "so yeah, a lot of girls. But that's not what I want to talk about. I mean that you really have to respect each other. He has to respect your boarders and off course you need to do the same. Kurt, I am not trying to have a talk about sex with you again, we did that. But I didn't talk about respecting each other, I didn't talk about love. I know you are smart enough to use protection, but I know that you are a teenager and believe me or not: I was a teenager once. So I know how difficult it can be to respect the needs of your partner when you feel... when you have your own needs. I told you about how you can't let Blaine pressure you, but if I know my son... I think you might be the one who's pressuring."

Kurt blushed.

His father chuckled. "Guess I'm right."

"It's not like... Blaine is just afraid to hurt me and I really like that about him, but he doesn't want to take any first steps," Kurt smiled, "So no, I don't pressure him, though I might be the one who takes the first steps. Is that wrong?"

Burt was trying to hold back a chuckle. "No, that's not wrong. It's... It is pretty weird to see you like this. I guess I'm not used to see you as a man, your my baby boy, you aren't supposed to have sex yet."

"I am really glad that you are okay with the sex-thing dad, but it's really weird to talk about my sex life with my father", Kurt smiled, but his face froze when he realized that he just had admitted that he had a sex life. Damn it.

Burt did notice what Kurt had just let slip out. "You are already at stage 5, am I right?"

"No. We aren't." He tried to stop the talk at that moment, but his dad's face showed that he just wanted a little more information. Okay, he was just going to get over this and talk about sex. With his father. Oh dear Gaga.

"Okay, you can't react bad or shocked, because you asked for it, okay?"

Burt chuckled and gave his son a nod.

"We are at stage 4, but only... hands. Just recently, so we are taking it slow."

"Do you love him?"

"I really do, I love him. I feel like... I have this urge to be with him. It's like, and this is going to sound really stupid, I need him like I need water."

Burt let out a laugh. "Oh boy, you've got it bad. The first time I felt like that... That was with your mom. You feel the same thing when you see Blaine as I felt with your mom."

Kurt was silence because of what his dad had just said to him. His parents had loved each other so much, he remembered that. When he was a little boy, his dad and his mom were always cuddling and kissing. Even when his mom got sick, they'd always been close and loving. And his dad told him now that he and Blaine made him think about the same thing. That he and Blaine were like his parents had been. His eyes got teary, but he smiled. "Do you really think that, dad? That me and Blaine are like you and mom?"

"Yes. And once you had found that boy, she wanted me to give you this", Burt took an enveloppe out his pocket. "She wrote this for you."

Kurt's face froze. There, in his dad's hand was a letter from his mom. For him.

He took the enveloppe and opened it. It had the beautiful handwriting from his mom on it.

Hi sweetie,

It's mom.

This is probably a shock for you, to receive this letter. I can imagine your face though, you always had those beautiful wrinkles next to your mouth when you smiled. And when you were shocked, they'd disappear.

I don't know how you look today, but I am sure that you have grown into a beautiful young and fashionable man. Well, I assume that you are a young man now, because the reason you are reading this letter today is that your dad thinks that you've found the love of your life. No, he doesn't think it, he is sure.

I'm so happy for you honey. You didn't have the easiest life, I know that. It is unfair that you had to grow up without your mom, but when you met your love, life changed. Maybe there are people who don't like you very much, and if you haven't changed too much there will be people you don't like too much too, but this guy who loves you... He really does. You and him are a great couple.

I'd love to meet him, Kurt. I know it won't be the normal mother meets boyfriend talk, but you are reading this letter, so he'll understand. He gets you just the way you are. He loves you for who you are.

I really... I don't like the idea that I won't see you grow up, but that's not going to change. You are a grown-up now, but I am going to give you some advice now.

Just a few things you need to know:

You were a amazing singer as a kid, so if you aren't singing in a club now, you really should do that. It's your gift.

And I'm sure your dad has said this a zillion times to you, but I have to say it again: nobody pushes the Hummels around. Be who you want to be and let no-one change you, the people who are important love you no matter what.

Nobody pushes the Hummels around, baby, remember that for ever and when you have kids one day, make sure they'll never forget it. I'm serious about kids, by the way, don't deny yourself that gift.

I know our time together was too short, honey, but the most beautiful thing I've done in my life was being your mom.

I love you, Kurt. I've always loved you and I always will.

Mom xxx

Tears were streaming from Kurt's face. This was too much, it really was. He hadn't hear anything from his mom since she passed away, how would that have been possible? But it was, because of this. His mom had written a letter for him when she was dying. She had been thinking about all of this when she was in the hospital. And his dad... he had known about this for 9 years and he didn't say anything.

His dad, also with tears in his eyes, started talking. "I thought you'd be at least 25 when I'd give you this. But your mom, she didn't. She knew everything about you. You are a special man, Kurt and you were a special kid. You had to grow up way too fast with everything you've been through. Your mom knew you'd be a very mature guy and she knew you'd meet the love of your life."

"Dad, I..." For the first time in his life, Kurt Hummel didn't know what to say. How do you react at something like this? He took a deep breath and wiped away his tears. "Do you... do you really think that Blaine is the guy mom meant? That it's him?"

Burt swallowed. "You can't see yourself when you are with him. And you don't see him when he looks at you. You are still a kid, but the way you and Blaine are together... What the two of you have, that's not puppy love, that's real love, Kurt. Cherish it." Kurt looked astonished at his father, who was smiling broadly.

"What do you think, son, we've had quite an evening... Do you want to head home?"

Kurt smiled. "Yeah, dad, that's a great idea."

While Burt went to pay, Kurt took his mom's letter and looked again at the handwriting. This was the best gift he ever had received and he ever would receive. The last letter from his mom.

"You ready?"

Kurt put the letter in his pocket and nodded. "Ready to go."

So yeah, that letter was inspired by a goodbye-letter someone I knew wrote to his kids. I hope I got the emotion right.

It's also the most dramatic scene in my scene. This is as much as my little fan heart can handle, I'm a fluff fan.

Review?

*Just gonna say it one more time: THEY KISSED!*