Character(s): Alex. Mentions of Julian and Brooke.
Disclaimer: Don't own OTH. If I did, Alex and Junk would totally be together. My new AU couple, awesome, don'tcha think?
Time set: s7, e11.
AN: Thanks to Danni1989, haleydavisbaker, NaleyJamesScott and fallingaimlessly for reviewing the last chapter. Okay, so this may just be the hardest drabble I've ever written. Writing Alex Dupre's suicidal emotions in 108 words aint easy, especially because I don't like her very much, yet I loved her when we saw the real her. You know, before she turned mean again and was so awful to Mia. Anyway, I hope you like this. Please review! x
He was her drug.
She thought she was doing well, staying off bad influences, ones that made her feel all tingly inside. But then Julian Baker just waltzed into her life, and she felt them, she felt them more than any drink or any pill could make her feel. He was something that she couldn't have, and they were both in love, but he loved her boss. And she was just left here, alone, wanting him. More than a drug. More than alcohol. More than anything.
I do not love you! I don't even like you!
Suddenly, a nice long bath sounded like the perfect idea.