Writing for the Glee_Angst_Meme for this prompt:
Why Kurt and Blaine break up is up to the author (but potential ideas-Kurt is moving to New York and Blaine stays behind; Kurt and Blaine have been fighting a lot recently; their jobs leave them little time to be together; they're struggling with public ridicule; Blaine's parents disapprove and threaten to disown him unless he ends things with Kurt, etc). Basically, I want them to break up for reasons really beyond their control-they still love each other but their relationship must end for some reason. Cue very tragic, very hot, very desperate break up sex. Bonus points if it lasts an excessively long time because they both know that once it's over,they'reover. And they just want to put that off as long as possible.
Pairing: Kurt/Blaine
Rating: M, imply boy-boy sex
Disclaimer: Nothing's at me
Summary
Anyone can't control love. As much as you want, sometime you have to let it go; even if it's hurt.
As long as you are in me
After he had picked the lube and put some on his fingers, Blaine let his head go down on Kurt body. He quickly found his hole and began to circle around it slowly with his index while his other hand was stroking the chez of the boy under him. The latter had a hand in his hair and was playing with his curls. Blaine liked so much that feeling. He closed his eyes, abandoning himself in the soft gesture. When he opened them again, Kurt was staring at him with this so beautiful look that made Blaine love him more. The look of a pure child that could made you believe that the world was in your hands. His index suddenly stopped circling Kurt hole's and slid inside of it. He wanted to see more than purity and love in that gaze. He wanted to see desire, pleasure and abandon. He wanted to see Kurt become him, and belong entirely to him for their last night.
Even before he started to move, a second finger slid inside of Kurt, then a third one. He crooked them. He knew so well that body that he needed only a try to find his prostate. The moan made him doing it once again. Kurt arched under him, asking for more. So he gave him more.
He began to slowly pumped in the younger one hole, scissoring a bit.
-I love you, Blaine, panted Kurt before he raised his head to catch Blaine lips'.
-I love you too, Kurt.
And bowed his head, giving the younger one what he wanted.
A while past where they just made that: kissing. Blaine fingers' were almost still in Kurt when they broke the kiss.
-Now, Blaine. I want you in me.
-If you wish so...
Blaine smiled and retracted his fingers. He didn't even bother himself to fin a condom, and placed his cock at Kurt entrance.
Then he stopped.
He swallowed as he realized what that was meaning. It was the last time that he would have himself burying in Kurt ass. The last time that he would feel him tightening around him. The last time he would feel so close to the love of his life.
Holding back his tears, Blaine promised himself that the last time would be the better and the longer.
-I love you.
And on those words, he started to make his way inside of Kurt.
As Blaine pushed his cock in Kurt ass, he never broke the eyes contact. Kurt never closed his eyes either. He didn't even focus on the pain or the pleasure that the older boy made him feel. He just focus on the feeling of fullness, and the weight of Blaine body above him. Slowly, he raised his arms to tie them around Blaine neck's getting him closer to him. Their noses were now touching, and their breathes were mixing, but they never kiss. Kurt moaned. All of Blaine was now inside of him, but he was still pushing down, trying to go impossibly deeper. Kurt responded to him instinctively. He arched his back so his hips went up to meet Blaine ones' and he bend his knees, raising his legs to tie them behind Blaine back. That was hurting the shorter boy but he said nothing, not wanting to break the moment or to have less contact with Kurt skin.
-I don't know if I will last long, Blaine. You feel so go in me...
-Kurt...
Blaine voice's was husky with desire. All he had wanted was to pump hard and fast in Kurt ass to make him feel him with every inch of his body and never forget him. But he knew that if he do so, it will be over. He won't have another chance, and he was far from ready to let Kurt go.
-Don't. Just hold it. As long as you could. I want to be with you.
-I want to be with you too, whispered Kurt as a tear fell on his cheek. As long as you will be in me, it won't be over. We will still be together. Everything will be perfect.
-So I will stay in you forever, answered Blaine with an idiot smile.
When he started to move, so slowly that it could have been a torture in another situation, Kurt let one of his hand in Blaine neck's, and let the other fall between their bodies. His fingers wrapped softly around the base of his dick, he squeezed hard, wiping away the pain and the need to came that was growing hardly in him. They will last forever, their was no other way for them to stay together.
When he felt Kurt tighten his muscles around him, Blaine groaned. Even if the taller one was doing it unconsciously, that didn't mean that it wouldn't be hard for him. He slowed his already torturous pace and crushed his lips against the ones of his boyfriend. A needy kiss that they both don't wanted to end.
-I love you...
A lot of 'I love you' was saying, the only moments that they gave themselves to breathe...