I should have do that first, but I've forgot. So, I hope you can excuse my english. I know it's far away from being perfect, but english isn't my first language. When I write, it's make sense to me but maybe for you it doesn't. So just tell me if there is something that really bother you, I will try to correct it, but as I said, it's make sense to me. I can't know what correct if anyone told me what's wrong... Hope it's okay any way!
Writing for the Glee_Angst_Meme for this prompt:
Why Kurt and Blaine break up is up to the author (but potential ideas-Kurt is moving to New York and Blaine stays behind; Kurt and Blaine have been fighting a lot recently; their jobs leave them little time to be together; they're struggling with public ridicule; Blaine's parents disapprove and threaten to disown him unless he ends things with Kurt, etc). Basically, I want them to break up for reasons really beyond their control-they still love each other but their relationship must end for some reason. Cue very tragic, very hot, very desperate break up sex. Bonus points if it lasts an excessively long time because they both know that once it's over,they'reover. And they just want to put that off as long as possible.
Pairing: Kurt/Blaine
Rating: M, imply boy-boy sex
Disclaimer: Nothing's at me
Summary
Anyone can't control love. As much as you want, sometime you have to let it go; even if it's hurt.
As long as you are in me
A while has passed before they stopped kissing. Maybe it was a few minutes or maybe it was hours, but for them it was like an eternity that should have never end. Blaine couldn't take it anymore, as much as he wanted it. He was almost there; is painful dick asking for more and more pleasure. He slowly grabbed Kurt hand's- the one that was between their bodies- and brought it far away from Kurt cock's, let it fall with the other one in his neck. Kurt tightened instinctively his grip on Blaine. God... If he could have had him a little bit deeper in him, he would never have complained. Blaine responded to him by thrusting harder and faster, bringing both of them over the edge.
It didn't took a long time before they both reach that point, where they were screaming each other names as if it was the end of the world. Blaine tried to keep eyes contact even if he was out of it, forcing Kurt to keep his eyes open. He has wanted to see him coming, seen the lust and the dark shade taking the entire place in his gaze. It was something that he would have printed in his mind forever. As they both rode out of their orgasm, they share another kiss. That one was almost violent. Their teeth were hitting and there was a lot of dribble, some even falling on their chin.
-Blaine... whispered Kurt in a loud pitchy voice.
-God, Kurt... answered Blaine in a lower voice.
There was no need to say more. All was there. Blaine was still in Kurt even if he was now soft. He had no desire to go apart. But at some point, he had to. When he rolled on his back, losing the warm of Kurt body's, the latter almost immediately moved to adjust his position. Before Blaine knew it, they were cuddling. Kurt head's was resting on the older one chest. He snuggled closer and closer until their legs were intertwined and until Blaine hand's was gently petting his hairs. And then he still, happy of what he had. They stayed there in silence for the rest of the night, not sleeping but just breathing the other one smell's.
When the night was gone and when the sun began to make his way in the sky, they were still there, looking at each other. Burt had to come five times to tell them that it was time to go before they decided to get ready. They were almost dressing each other, laughing and touching their skin a lot. They kissed a lot more than usual that morning.
And before they knew it, they were there.
At the airport.
Hugging each other for the last time before a while- if it wasn't forever.
-I will never forget you, whisper Kurt in his boyfriend ear trying as hard as he could to keep is voice to cracking.
-I will always love you, answered Blaine as he kiss the top of Kurt head.
And Kurt couldn't talk anymore. He was sure that he wouldn't have been able to keep his voice steady if he had tried. That was too much. The air around them was full of feelings and it wasn't good ones.
Once again, Burt had to tell them that it was time. He didn't want to. Even for him, it was hard to see. Heart breaking. He wouldn't have thought that those boys would love each other as much. When Kurt first brought Blaine at home and introduced him as his boyfriend, Burt wasn't really happy with the idea and he was sure that it wouldn't last long. As years passed, he learnt to appreciate Blaine and to understand that they love each other at some point. But recently, he has caught a lot of fights between them. Always arguing about things and others. He even heard them yelling at each other a few times. At that point, he was sure that everything was broke between the two boys. That it would be easy for them to go apart. But he was wrong. He was so wrong. He could see it now as they were clinging to each other as if that was their only way to breath.
So when he told them for the third time that it was time for Kurt to take his plane, he felt a little bit cruel. He hadn't the right to do that. He hadn't the right to ask them to go apart. But it was their choice, he remembered himself. They have chosen this. So he stepped back, letting them doing what they wanted.
There were no more words exchanged. Kurt only pushed Blaine away even if the latter tried to get him back in his arms. When he turned his heels, it was the last time he saw Blaine gaze's. He never turned back as he walked to the plane door. Not even to look at his father.
The tears were rolling on his cheeks and he couldn't stop them no more that he had wanted Blaine to see them. He knew that there were probably some in his now ex-boyfriends eyes too, but he didn't want to see them either. It would have been way too hard. He would have run back in his arms, forgetting his dreams and throwing their relation straight in a nightmare. Because he knew that they will never be able to be together anymore.
Blaine subtly wiped his eyes. It was his choice. The harder one he could have done in his life but still his choice. When he couldn't see the back of Kurt anymore, he breathed and closed his eyes. It was done. The love of his life was gone. It was for the better. He turned back to Burt, still silent, and pointed to the door. He didn't want to stay there anymore.
Burt fallowed him, looking one last time where his son has disappeared. He wondered why that was their choice, but said nothing. He was secretly hopping that they will find each other again somewhere in the future...