3rd person

As Mara got out of the laundry room she realized that this was going to be a difficult night. She didn't know what to do when suddenly

"Mara what were you doing in there?"

Mara was in big trouble as Alfie asked her the question.

"Ummm Well I was just…." Mara said nervously but couldn't even continue her lie because Amber had waved him over and had said it was time whatever that meant. Mara was relived though as Alfie said goodbye then she started to go to Mick's room.

Mara POV

As I tuned the door knob to Mick's room I couldn't stand the sick feeling to what I just did and to what could await for me when opening the door.

"Mick?" I said in a wispery type of voice

"Mara there you are!" Mick said energeticaly

I saw Mick's eyes they were filled with such joy and love and the dinner he had prepared looked all so wonderful. I couldn't bear to tell him what I had just done, I mean what was I suppose to do say oh hey Mick this dinner tastes wonder full and by the way I just had passionate and awesome sex with Jerome, please pass the salt. Yea for some reason I think this conversation needed to be some other time at some other place. When Mick suddenly took my hand and led me to his bed I sat next to him as he looked into my eyes and I looked into his. In some way I could not understand one thing I always thought you can tell what the other person was feeling when you would look through their eyes, yet Mick said nothing as if he only saw happiness and joy when all that was the cover-up instead of what you would really see in my soul.

"Mara?" he finally said something but with uncertainly.

"Yes Mick?" I said as normal yet calmly as I possibly could.

"Mara, I have waited a long time to say this and we have talked about it and well… Mara I love you!"

I could not believe it just half an hour ago Jerome told me the same thing, I mean two "I love yous" in one day this was impossible was this actually happening to me. I couldn't bring myself to say I love you back I mean I couldn't yet I still.

"Well, Mara?"

"Do you love me?" he questioned all so innocentley.

All I did was nod; at first I thought he would start yelling for me not saying that but instead he hugged me for more than 30 seconds. A hug? That was his response to me nodding was he really being this naïve? But who was I the one talking I mean look who just had sex at 16 in the laundry room with Jerome the jerk prankster that everybody new except me because I discovered something new in him that brought out my true self. When Mick stopped hugging me he leaned in for a kiss which I couldn't say no after he just said "I love you" so I did but then he started to go a little off hand which I kind of understood. I mean we had talked about having sex but we both agreed to only do "it " when we were ready and I guess he was ready and he thought I was ready. But I could not stop, and not because it was heated and passionate or love or heat, I felt I had to do it because I couldn't tell me I just couldn't. Although we kissed and he unstrapped my dress with the buttons kind of loose after Jerome had taken my dress off already, Mick did it with great care I even think he had trouble for a couple of seconds , which did not happened with Jerome. When our bodies finally meshed his felt cold and mine all hot it felt wrong as if it wasn't good. But of course Mick wouldn't know the difference from good or bad since he was a virgin until the next 2 minutes, and I had already popped my cherry with Jerome so this wasn't as special but through out my whole life I thought it was suppose to be. I mean was it because I had already done it with Jerome or was it because of me and Mick, or my guilty concerns. Needless to say that night after Jerome... I felt like a prostitute towards Mick it was like his "I love you" was the money and all that was left was to give him my body which he thought was all pure and innocent but it wasn't, and the sex felt stone cold but I could see Mick's orgasm face and thought he must be enjoying himself.

Next Day

Mara POV

The next day, I woke up and felt sick to my stomach but yet nothing came out of me nothing just pure stomach pains, and the worst part was I FELT so weird down in my vaginal area I felt so idiotic to have done what I had done especially in one night. One thing was for sure that when I look in the mirror my hair had been a mix of 2x the sex hair 2x the bed hair. When suddenly Patrica walked in…

"Whoa Mara you seriously need to comb that hair of yours!" she said.

"I know but I tried everything what should I do?"

"Well first things first you need a shower especially with that scent you have on!"

"I mean seriously Mara is that musk mixed with axe with some smelly sweat scent you got going on?" Patricia said while holding her nose in disgust.

"Ok I get it, I'll take a shower but after that?"

"I'll straighten your hair it'll probably stay like that unless you straighten it."

"Thank you Patricia thank you!"

"SURE WHATEVER, WHAT ARE FRIENDS FOR" she said in a kindly way but in that Patricia way

I ran to bathroom as fast as I could, I tried to wash off the scent of whatever kind with my strawberry purple kangaroo shampoo and it worked. When I went to my room Patrica had already gotten the flat iron going so she blow dried my hair then started straightening it in a more goody good girl straight hair then the hair I had the last time I turned all rocker girl to change my image. Anyways after that I gotten dress I put on the gray skirt that Patricia let me borrow since she said I would look cute in it with my white button down shirt and small medium red tie. As I came down for breakfast both Jerome and Mick greeted me in unison, which I thought was kind of awkward I said morning as if they were one person they both also cooked me breakfast. Jerome some scrambled eggs 2 pieces of white toast and 2 pieces of bacon with a full glass of orange juice. Mick prepared me an oat meal breakfast a very continental breakfast an apple and a glass of milk. I couldn't say no to both of them so I took the scrambled eggs from Jerome the apple from Mick and a small bowl of oatmeal and one piece of bacon and toast from Jerome and just drank tea that I told Trudy to make because of my stomach pains. When Trudy said….

"Ah here we go Mara, a nice cup of hot tea, now be careful it's hot."

"Thanks Trudy."

"Oh Mara you look like your glowing something is new about you, as well as Jerome and Mick."

"What about me?" Alfie asked quite energetically

"Oh Alfie I don't know about you but these three are very different today"

As she walked off Mick looked also confident knowing why he and I were glowing same thing with Jerome but I knew that both where cause my glowing although I felt Jerome had given it to me in the first place. Since I was on kitchen duty I told Jerome to help me out with it, and he accepted. As we got the dishes done and put everything in its place, Jerome putting his satchel around his shoulder I told him to go in the laundry room to what then appeared a smirk on his face he followed me in.

"To soon Mara don't you think... maybe we should wait until we have more privacy and a better room?"

"Not that idiot, I needed to talk to you about last night, although Jerome we had sex I have the need to…. I was cut off

"You don't love me; I knew it how can I be such a fool! I mean…."

"Listen Jerome I was going to tell you that I love you to and that, that night was so special to me to."

He took my hands and kissed my cheek

"But here is the consequence; last night after I met up with Mick he told me he loved me, and all I did was nod"

"So..." Jerome responded

"No Jerome after that we started kissing and one thing led to another and we had sex to."

I broke down crying thinking Jerome was going to yell and scream and do something outrageous, he didn't he took my hand and whispered in my ear that he was sorry and that this was not all my fault he contributed to it and he had fault to. I told him we couldn't tell Mick or things would become more hectic and decided that from there on we were one Jerome and I and that Mick thing was only for a short term. I mean I explained to Jerome that if I dump Mick now people might just think I went with his just to get some and that I'm a total slut, with that Jerome agreed that Mick right now was just a thread and with that we left the laundry room hand n hand. One thing though one thing did bother me did Jerome or Mick use protection? But I knew this would be the next thing I needed to talk to Jerome and Mick about this separately I mean I had still felt sick to my stomach and had stomach craps which were not from my little friend that I was afraid wouldn't come this comming month.

Review reveiw please continuation will might take a while so ill do whatever i can do beacause i got mega exams this week and im taking a major algrba exam next week so I might not update as much since i have tb studying so ill do whaterver i can and thank you all please comment more comment could mean faster updates :)